THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Transhuman Series
SHOUD 3 â Featuring ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
November 5, 2016
www.crimsoncircle.com
I Am that I Am, Adamus of St. Germain.
Itâs good to be back here with my friends, back at the Crimson Circle Connection Center. Ah! Back in this beautiful energy that youâre all creating, back with all of you online. Ah!
Friends, you are, indeed. Iâve taught, Iâve worked with many, many over the years, over the centuries. Iâve taught in the Mystery Schools. Iâve taught in the secret societies. Iâve had other channelers in the past, but nothing quite like this group, nothing quite like all of you. Shaumbra, youâre a rare breed, an interesting breed (some laughter), rebels and pirates, and I love that. I love that, and today, well, weâre going to be getting into that energy.
Iâve never had a channeler dressed up like a biker before, and I guess thatâs a good thing. I guess, you know, you could be in a monkâs robe; I guess it could maybe be a business suit, but thatâs what I love about this group. Ah! So tenacious, so filled with humor, even in some of the toughest moments. And youâre going through one of the best and one of the toughest times right now, and you can still smile. You can still show up. I know you show up for the coffee and the free food, but letâs just pretend youâre showing up for everything else.
Speaking of coffee, where the hell ⊠(audience is saying âItâs right there behind youâ) Just sitting behind me? Not being served properly?! Linda, would you mind handing me my coffee? (some chuckles)
LINDA: This was my fault. I did it. It was right here.
ADAMUS: Oh! Thank you. You see, you see, I want you to witness this again. Letâs do that again. No, there is ⊠watch what happens in the energy exchange that occurs. The giving and the receiving, the love and the gratitude (more chuckles as Linda is making faces). I know this is ⊠(more laughter, as Linda gets on one knee) She mocks me. She mocks me, and thatâs Adamus talking, not Cauldre. She mocks me. Letâs do that again. I want you to ⊠(audience says âOhh!â) No, I âŠ
LINDA: Donât push your luck.
ADAMUS: Ah! Thereâs a very, very important point here â very important point â for each and every one of you. Itâs not just about Linda being in loving service. But I want you to watch the energy exchange (more chuckles, as Linda refuses to hand the coffee back to him).
LINDA: Could you be nice?
ADAMUS: Iâm making a point here that each and every one of you can use in your life.
LINDA: Only a Master can be in service (still keeping the coffee away from him; a few more chuckles). Iâm not doing this server thing.
ADAMUS: Iâm making a very important point and this is going downhill quickly (more chuckles). Okay, letâs play that again. Set it here. Set it here. Go ahead. Go ahead, set it here. Okay. And speaking of food and coffee, where is my coffee?
LINDA: Oh, Adamus! Oh, Adamus! Here it is.
ADAMUS: Now, freeze. Watch the energy exchange (laughter as they demonstrate). Oh, no, thereâs a beautiful energy exchange that takes place. Instead of just the cup of coffee sitting here on the counter, having to get it yourself, thereâs actually quite something very elegant, very sacred in an energy exchange. So I use that âŠ
LINDA: May I serve you one more time? (more chuckles)
ADAMUS: I use that as a point ⊠no you may sit down now (laughter). I use that as a point for each and every one of you, a very, very important point. When it comes to you, when itâs brought to you and served to you, notice the energy exchange. Be aware of it.
So many of you have been blocked, in a way, from receiving, from allowing. Itâs going to be coming to you in very beautiful new ways. Receive it. Be aware of the energy exchange. If it comes through another person, the love, the admiration, the honoring, the being in true service âŠ
LINDA: No, I love you! I love you! Iâm sorry.
ADAMUS: ⊠when it comes to you.
LINDA: Iâm sorry. Itâs ⊠the black leatherâs throwing me.
ADAMUS: And then allow yourself to receive it without guilt or shame. Thereâs a very, very important point in all of this, because it comes. Itâs there. Receive it. Donât just let whatever comes to you like be sitting on a counter somewhere, be sitting in your attic or your garage. Let it come all the way to you. Let energy serve you. Not just going and grabbing your own cup; thatâs not letting energy truly serve you. Let it serve you. Let it serve you.
This is such a beautiful start to the day, because weâre going to be getting into old patterns today. Weâre going to be breaking through those. An old pattern is, for instance, having to go get your own coffee. Many of you do it every morning, but thereâs also coffee â energy, abundance â thatâs going to come to you and just receive it in grace (he hands it to Lydia in the front row), and notice the energy exchange. No, no. Take it. Take a damn drink (laughter).
LYDIA: (taking a sip) Mm.
ADAMUS: Pretty good.
SART: Drink the whole cup!
LYDIA: Real good.
ADAMUS: Pretty good. Yeah. (laughter) Would you like your own? Sandra, another coffee please. Latte? Nonfat? Coconut milk?
LYDIA: Like yours.
ADAMUS: Just like mine. Another one, Sandra. Yell it (more laughter).
SANDRA: (from the other room) Okay!
ADAMUS: How in the hell did she hear that?
LINDA: Itâs going to be a long afternoon.
ADAMUS: Eh, itâs going to be a short afternoon (Adamus chuckles).
Before we go any further, yes, you are, indeed, good friends. Iâve had such a delightful time and will continue to for a little while, working with all of you. Thereâs such an irreverence (some laughter). Thereâs such humor. Thereâs such beauty in all of this. I â and this is very, very true â I do go to the Ascended Masters Club. Itâs not just a story. I do go there and they do ask, because many of them are teaching other groups and they want to know, âHow is this Shaumbra group going?â And they want to know âAre you breaking through?â
Theyâre struggling, some of the Ascended Masters, with their groups. Theyâre really struggling, because people in the groups tend to get so locked in, so afraid of real change. I can go there, kind of like a proud poppa, and let them know weâre doing it. We are absolutely doing it. So ⊠(someone says âWoo hoo!â) Yeah, thank you. One âwoo-wooâ (now audience says âWooo!â and some applause).
A Reminder
So, a reminder, a point to remember â Iâll probably be doing this more often in the Shouds, because we have a lot of things weâve covered â but a point I want you to remember thatâs going to be particularly relevant in these coming weeks: If thereâs something ⊠these are little things Iâve said before, but Iâm going to repeat them because I can feel kind of whatâs coming up. This is an important one also.
If there is something in your life that you donât like, take a really good look at it because thereâs something in it thatâs still serving you. That is so basic, so important.
Sometimes you struggle with these things. You donât like your lack of abundance. You donât like your health issues. You donât like your partner, whatever it might happen to be. You just donât like your stinking life, maybe. There is something that is still serving you, otherwise it would not be there. And I know Iâve upset a few Shaumbra when I said that. âWell, you donât understand. Iâve got this diseaseâ or âI can barely pay my bills. Iâm living in the back of my car.â Okay, take a look at it. There is something you still like in it. Itâs serving you at some level. And going in there and really being conscious and aware of it, thatâs tough. Itâs easier to blame your problems on that thing â letâs say, lack of abundance â easier to blame it on that, to say, âWell, I canât do whatever because of my lack of abundance.â No, you actually really like it still. Thereâs something in it you like.
Dive deep into it. What is it that you like? Well, for a lot of you now â this doesnât apply to everyone â for a lot of you now, the lack of abundance keeps you from having to make real changes in your life. The lack of abundance excuse, that you continue to hang on to, allows you to not allow more light in. The whatever-it-is â you fill in the blanks; you know, you get headaches all the time, letâs say thatâs the excuse â okay, itâs serving you somehow. Otherwise it wouldnât be there. Itâs a basic, what you would call, universal principle. Itâs very, very simple.
The hospitals, the doctorâs offices, everything filled with lines of people â lines and lines, queues of people â with excuses. Lines of people trying to find answers, but really not trying to find the answer, really absolutely not trying to find the answer. Theyâre trying to find excuses.
If thereâs something in your life you donât like â this is no judgment â but if thereâs something you donât like, find out how itâs still serving you. Ask yourself; be the Master and ask yourself, âHow is that still serving me?â whatever it is that you donât like. Oh, to Lydia right here (Sandra brings her coffee) and thatâs three dollars (laughter and audience says âOhhhh!â). Iâm kidding.
SART: Put it on a charge card (Adamus chuckles).
ADAMUS: So letâs take a deep breath with that.
Point to remember these next three, four weeks until we get together again, because itâs going to come up: Something, some things in your life you donât like, how is it serving you? Family, relationships. You know, itâs so basic, as Tobias outlined a number of years ago: You have your health issues, youâve got your abundance issues and youâve got your relationship issues â and self-worth, but self-worth is what causes those three others â how is it still serving you? And it is, and donât tell me, donât tell yourself, âI donât know.â Thatâs not acceptable. Itâs there for a reason. So, what a beautiful way to start out about energy serving you (he takes a sip of his coffee). Ahhh!
Body Issues
Since our last gathering, whatâs been going on? Well, I would say the biggest thatâs been going on with many of you â not all, but with many of you â body issues (someone says âOh, yesâ). Body issues. Pains in the body, body acting strange, body doing weird things; some of you think youâre having heart attacks and youâre going to die in the middle of the night; some of you, your body is sluggish, your body just isnât responding, and what do you blame it on? Me, of course (laughter). Yeah, thank you! Age. Age. Yeah, even those of you who are twenty. Oh, I donât see any twenty-year-olds here. Twenty-five? Age. Oh, itâs just, âIâm getting older.â No, itâs not. Please, no matter how old, how young you are, it is not an aging thing. Itâs too easy to blame it on aging. It is the intensity of the changes youâre going through. The intensity of the changes.
Now, where youâre going as an embodied Master â you are so precious (to Edith) â as an embodied Master on this planet requires a lot of changes. Changes in the Body of Consciousness, which includes the physical biology. Youâre bringing in whole new levels of consciousness and light and energy into your body.
Most of you have released a lot â maybe not all, but a lot â of the old ancestral energies that were in your body. You still have some what Iâm going to call karma energies in the body â your own â but those werenât nearly as significant as your ancestral. If you havenât listened to Ancestral Freedom, please do so. If you canât afford â how much is Ancestral Freedom, five, six hundred dollars? How much? (somebody says âI think itâs three hundred, isnât it?â) Three hundred.
LINDA: No!
ADAMUS: How much?
JEAN: Seventy-five.
ADAMUS: Seventy-five dollars! Is that all youâre charging for it?! If you canât afford $75 for ancestral karma, just look at your abundance problems (laughter). Or look at your credit card, yeah. Itâs truly one of the greatest things you can do for yours.
Youâve let â most of you â have now let that ancestral stuff go. Thatâs what youâre built on. Thatâs what your body is built on â old ancestral issues, DNA, tissue, everything else. Youâre letting that go. Now your body is going through a level of change as it literally allows more light and more consciousness.
You could also say whatâs happening is the integration is taking place right now in your Body of Consciousness where ⊠imagine this kind of a beautiful glowing ball of the I Am, and your physical biology, which was separate, which kind of belonged to your ancestors, and your mind, which God knows where that came from, and everything else is kind of integrating, being brought into the wholeness of the Body of Consciousness, to the point where, like Iâve said in the past, you wonât really feel the difference between your physical body, your mind, your knowingness, your consciousness. Itâll all be integrated.
What youâve been going through these last three or four weeks in particular was in the body. Oh! And itâs tough. Itâs tough, because youâre sore, you donât have energy, something really starts being very, very painful. Your body doesnât react like it used to, and of course, I watch; I see a lot of you are shoving supplements in your mouth. A lot of you are trying new remedies of some type. Could you just refrain, if you would, just for a couple of weeks? Stop all those supplements.
All youâre doing is telling your body, âThereâs something wrong with you, dear body, so Iâm going to load you up with vitamins or cactus juice or radish pillsâ or whatever. Some of the strangest things Iâve seen. Some of the strangest things. As a matter of fact, you should put something on your Facebook, social media site â âThe strangest things I was taking on my way to masteryâ â because there are some weird ones, things I would never put into my body, if I had a physical body, and youâre shoving it into yours saying, âItâs natural.â Well, no. Itâs crap! (laughter) And it tastes bad and it does weirder things to your body. It really does.
Youâve got an elegant, graceful, sometimes painful process going on right now. Donât mess it up. Get extra sleep. Thatâs probably one of the biggest things I could advise, extra sleep, and I know youâve been sleeping a lot anyway, because at night when you, your mind, the human mind shuts down for a little bit, the body can do what itâs going to do.
This process that youâre going through right now, of getting off ancestral the biology and bringing everything into Body of Consciousness; we had a little meeting in the Ascended Masters Club. We looked at it and said, âHow long would this normally take for somebody to go through this whole process?â And we came up with a number 179 years (someone says âWhoa!â). Well, we thought that was pretty short, actually. One hundred and seventy-nine years, how many incarnations? Probably three.
Typically, 179 years to go through this type of thing without going crazy first. And youâre doing it in, what, maybe twenty years? Or less for some of you, some of you a little bit more. This isnât a race, but you see, youâre going through it at such a speed itâs going to affect your knees and your back and your neck and your shoulders and your gut and your bowels and your heart and your liver â the big one, liver â and kidneys. Itâs going to affect everything. Itâs taking it out of old patterns and readjusting it. But itâs a truly natural process. It occurs naturally, gracefully.
Youâre not going to die. You donât have a disease. Thereâs nothing wrong with you. You can go to the doctor, as some of you have; you go to the doctor, almost hoping the doctor finds something, because then what? Then you can get a medication for it and pretend that it goes away, and it really doesnât. You go to the doctor and the doctor says, âUm, actually, um, Elizabeth, um, weâve run all the tests, you know, daysâ and daysâ worth of tests, and we actually have found nothing wrong. But Iâm going to give you a prescription anyway. Dr. Mindful, the psychiatrist, you can go see him instead.â Hint, hint, woo, woo, woo! (gesturing that âyouâre crazyâ; chuckles)
ELIZABETH: Really?
ADAMUS: Mwah! (he gives her a kiss) You are so beautiful. You know, if you come here, you have to play (more chuckles).
So some of you have gone to the doctor and the doctor says, âWell, thereâs nothing wrong with you in your body,â because thereâs not, and generally theyâre not going to find anything. Now, we do the disclaimer.
LINDA: Oh. This is for entertainment value only. This is not medical advice.
ADAMUS: Thank you. And now, that being ignored (some chuckles), so youâve been going through the body stuff, and I would say the biggest things Iâve observed with you â overall aching. Overall. Top to bottom, side to side. Overall aching. You know, itâs different when just one part of our body aches, letâs say your back, and then you focus everything there. But, geez, what do you do when your entire body aches? Your eyelashes ache (laughter).
LINDA: Red wine.
ADAMUS: Itâs like every part just not a sharp pain, but just an âughhhh!â kind of pain. What do you do?
So please understand what that is is you are really going through a metamorphosis, a transformation in body while youâre here. (someone raises their hand) One moment. And other times just no energy whatsoever, none at all. I like that one. Itâs one of my favorites, because you say, âI canât even get up. Iâm on the sofa watching ⊠I donât know what Iâm watching (laughter). Uhh, itâs the elections. I canât even get up. I have no energy.â I like that a lot, because that is going to get you off of that baby-bottle of old energy, of going to the same old places to get your energy.
When youâre in that state and itâs like, âOh, my god, thereâs nothing left,â thatâs when the door opens, thatâs when energy comes to serve you in a different way. You get off of the old way of getting physical energy from within and from the outside. And I know a lot of you have been eating really strange lately and then feeling guilty. That doesnât do you much good. Just eat crazy, if you want. Really. Eat crazy or, some of you, not at all. But the body stuff has been the big thing lately.
Itâll continue for a little bit, but you know, thereâs such a relief when you know why itâs there. Itâs not about you. Itâs about this beautiful process that youâre going through, bringing the light into the body, becoming the light body, and thatâs exactly what youâre doing. Weâre going to do a merabh in just a moment â weâre going to start out with a merabh â just so you can feel whatâs really happening and be okay with it, stop worrying about it. Yeah, youâll have some low, Old Energy days. But youâre going to have, some of you already have had, very high, very â well, high is not the right word â expansive, New Energy body days. Question.
HENRIETTE: Could you please address what is happening âŠ
ADAMUS: Iâm going to have Linda bring you the microphone.
LINDA: Okay.
HENRIETTE: Could you please address whatâs happening in the mind, in the cranium? In other words, my experience ⊠I appreciate you addressing this today.
ADAMUS: Right.
HENRIETTE: In my everyday work, I mean, you have to use your mind and plan and logistics and all of this.
ADAMUS: Sure.
HENRIETTE: And you need to be on it. (Snap! Snap!)
ADAMUS: Right. Not really.
HENRIETTE: I am finding âŠ
ADAMUS: Yeah, but not really (thereâs a loud feedback noise). Body issues (laughter). Yes.
HENRIETTE: I am finding that I feel like I am in a merabh when Iâm in my everyday life. You know, some times of the day more than others.
ADAMUS: Sure.
HENRIETTE: But okay, for instance, when Iâm in a merabh âŠ
ADAMUS: Letâs go ⊠summary.
HENRIETTE: When Iâm in a merabh I feel like my brain is being massaged. Like itâs just being washed, cleared, I donât know, rewired, something like that. Why is this happening when Iâm in the middle of doing something where I need to have âŠ
ADAMUS: Well, no.
HENRIETTE: Why?
ADAMUS: Iâm not going to get into the mind today. Todayâs more of a body day. The mind is coming ⊠(Adamus chuckles) Ehhh, the mindâs a whole other issue. Which do you consider easier to go through, body issues or mind issues?
HENRIETTE: For me thatâs a toss-up.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
HENRIETTE: Iâm feeling both, and I appreciate the addressing, but this is whatâs, itâs like what is happening here? Is this part of the rewiring? Is this part of the New Energy coming in?
ADAMUS: The answer is yes. The answer is yes.
HENRIETTE: You know, it feels like itâs physical inside the mind, inside the cranium.
ADAMUS: I would say itâs harder to go through body issues. If your body is hurting, if itâs in pain, if youâre suddenly stressing because you think you have cancer and diabetes and everything else all at the same time, itâll stop you. Itâll stop you really quick. The mind weâre going to deal with later, itâs kind of a different thing. Today, I wanted to address the body.
Merabh for the Body
So letâs do a short merabh. Before we get into the rest of our discussion today, letâs do a short merabh for that physical body of yours. Good. And we will get to the mind, but one thing at a time. Yep.
And Cauldreâs asking me to ask you howâs the temperature in here? (audience says âColdâ) Cold. Letâs turn it up a little bit. What is this a morgue in here or something? (some chuckles) Itâs like, âWeâre talking about the body, and then youâre freezing them out.â Okay.
(music starts)
Oh, Cauldreâs telling me to sit in the chair. But I donât want to sit, but I will sit (more chuckles). Okay.
Letâs take a good deep breath. Good deep breath.
So the bodyâs going through tremendous, tremendous levels of change right now. Thereâs actually nothing wrong with your body, nothing wrong. It is just going through changes that would have taken 179 years, linear years.
I want you to feel for a moment what youâre actually doing right now by allowing these changes, a lot of changes. I would call it âpushing the limitâ kind of changes.
Feel into your body, even with its aches or pains or low energy or whatever you think is going on. Feel into the body and whatâs really going on. You see, youâre addressing whatâs going on at the surface â overall aching â but feel into whatâs really taking place in your biology.
A level of unprecedented releasing in a single lifetime.
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Releasing old patterns.
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And an unprecedented level of bringing in new energies, energies to serve you.
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With our coffee example today, letting those energies come to you. Handing themselves to you, handing themselves to your biology, and you accepting, allowing the exchange of energies from what has been a very, very old template of biology, ancient, ancient template; letting that go and accepting these new energies that come in, just like our coffee example.
Yes, letting them come to you â you donât have to go out and search for these energies â letting them come to you, and then you accepting them. Your own biology.
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âI Am Here. I Am Here in this body of light that is mine. I Am Here with the new biology thatâs not just physical anymore and not nearly as vulnerable to all of the outside forces, not nearly as unsafe as the old biology,â because now itâs yours. âI Am Here in this Body of Consciousness.â
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A few months ago, I actually suppose I started this whole process. What youâve been going through this last month, I kind of nudged it. And then you felt it. I said that death is an illusion, and it is. Thereâs a transformation, indeed, a transition, but death â meaning youâre not here anymore, youâre gone, youâre off someplace else, that youâre not you anymore â no. Not at all.
So I started it when I was talking about that death is an illusion. You thought into that, you felt it and your body started responding also.
Death can only occur to one who holds their old body, their ancestral body; but not to the one who brings in their own, is their light body.
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Death is a pattern of the old physical body, and weâre not going there. Weâre not going to let the body go there either.
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The body is responding to you, to your consciousness, to your desires and to your passions. And it still has its patterning, it still tries to go back to what itâs known for maybe a thousand lifetimes or more.
And then, when it doesnât work, then the body, the biology of the Body of Consciousness, then it comes to the light. It remakes itself, and thatâs exactly what youâve been going through.
I know itâs uncomfortable, but actually, the most beautiful thing you can do is have your own Body of Consciousness.
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I didnât want to talk about the mind so much today, because itâs really difficult to even allow the âandâ of the Master that you are; itâs difficult to be in that beautiful space of always allowing when the body is troubled, painful, aching or scaring the hell out of you.
Take a deep breath into this beautiful space, feeling into that changing biology of yours.
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And, instead of worrying about the body or fighting it or even trying to overpower it with your mind thoughts, Iâd like you right now to just allow ⊠to just allow.
Whateverâs going on in your body, whatever is changing, moving, shifting, whatever kind of effects that youâre having or feeling, just allow it with the realization that you came here in this lifetime to do something, and youâre doing it. Itâs that simple.
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Allowing whatever is taking place in the biology to happen. Thereâs a natural evolution, thereâs a natural transformation that takes place when one allows themselves to be the Master; their body changes.
All of us who have gone through this know that there are times of great discomfort. But then it suddenly seems to go away, and thereâs a new relationship with your physical being, a whole new relationship, best summarized by you suddenly say, âThis is me. This is me!â
Letâs take a good deep breath with that.
Good deep breath.
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Thatâs whatâs been happening these past three or four weeks. Well, some of you a little bit longer than that, but the body. The body. Itâs changing. Yeah.
So, good. Doesnât that feel good? Oh! What a relief. Oh! Ooh! Yeah. Good.
Todayâs Question
Now, letâs jump right into the next thing, we want to keep things moving today. Next thing, question for you. Linda with the microphone.
LINDA: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: Yes.
LINDA: In service.
ADAMUS: Thank you. Love the coffee. The question is and Linda with the roving microphone, everybody, oh, panicking, âI wonder if theyâll get me.â
Question is, what surprises you most about yourself in this lifetime? Not what surprises you about the outside world, I donât have time for that discussion. What surprises you most about yourself in this lifetime? Whatâs that one thing you go, âGeez, thatâs a surprise. I didnât âŠâ Well, Iâll let you finish it. What surprises you most about you in this lifetime? Letâs begin.
How are you feeling, by the way?
JANE: Good.
ADAMUS: Yeah, good. You feel like a flow in the body?
JANE: I do.
ADAMUS: Good.
JANE: Yeah. I feel pretty good.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Youâve â if you donât mind me being a little personal â youâve gone through a lot of changes. There was so many old locks and hooks into things â old family things, old thing things.
JANE: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Youâve gone through a lot in letting those go. Scary at times.
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Really scary.
JANE: I was reflecting itâs been about six years.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Really scary.
JANE: Very scary.
ADAMUS: But those days are, as Cauldre would say, theyâre going to be in the rearview mirror. Yeah.
JANE: Fingers crossed.
ADAMUS: Yeah (she chuckles).
JANE: But that actually leads to what came to me first. Itâs the layers. What surprises me the most is just layers of fear, layers of awareness, layers of joy, layers of anger. Itâs just so many layers and layers and layers, and it just always surprises me that it never ends.
ADAMUS: Yeah. If you were going to put a number on the number of layers that youâve gone through, how many do you think?
JANE: I canât even âŠ
ADAMUS: Make up a number.
JANE: I feel like Iâve had so many lifetimes in this lifetime and there are layers within each lifetime. So, I donât know, 2,000.
ADAMUS: Four? Oh, good.
JANE: No.
ADAMUS: Two thousand (Adamus chuckles).
JANE: No, Iâm saying layers and layers.
ADAMUS: I would say probably more like about 17,000, but thatâs okay. A lot of layers.
JANE: A lot of layers.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah. And thatâs why it would normally take 179 years to work through all this, because you peel off one, thereâs another. Actually, after a while itâs demoralizing. Youâre like, âWill this never end?â
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: âAre there going to be more layers? What comes next? What onion do I have to peel?â So weâre in a strange dynamic. The alternative is to just âbang! â do it all at once or do it like in a couple of big steps. The problem is, thatâs overwhelming.
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Itâs really overwhelming. And when Shaumbra have tried that â they try to get out there and do it like super-fast, like weâre racing â then they find themselves on my side of the veil, out of the physical body like, you know, that kind of change. And thatâs okay, but then they feel very compelled to have to come back right away to pick up where they left off.
JANE: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: They donât hang around in the other realms for a couple hundred years like they used to do. They feel very compelled to come back right away, and you know when somebody comes back right way, you know what they do. They pick that same family.
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Same family. Itâs like you know, because the familyâs like, âAll right, come on in. Somebodyâs going to get pregnant tonight, and it might as well be with you!â (laughter) And then they come straight back in and then theyâre back in a very old pattern. And itâs actually like taking about twenty steps backwards. So, yeah, thatâs the difficulty. We could do it a lot faster, which some of you would like, but there is the mental and physical balance, and thatâs what today is really about; that mental and physical balance of doing all this. Yeah.
So it surprises you the amount of layers.
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Okay. How are you doing with those layers?
JANE: Better these days, for sure.
ADAMUS: Good.
JANE: You made a comment in the merabh about when the body is falling apart, itâs hard to be in your mastery. Itâs so distracting.
ADAMUS: Yes.
JANE: So I feel like I have come out on the other side with the body. So now I am able to get through things a lot easier and with more grace than I have been in the past. Thereâs not as much fear.
ADAMUS: How did the body issues, the phantom body issues, how did that serve you?
JANE: Uhh! (she sighs) I mean, layers of trust. Just letting go of the fear and really just trusting myself that there really is always a solution.
ADAMUS: Right. Iâm doing a stare down here with you. And if you donât mind me saying, it gave you a good reason for not being first or in the first of the first. It gave you a really good reason for not being right out there. Part of you wants to be right out there â âI really want to be that innovator, that pioneer ahead of the other Shaumbraâ â and youâre good at that, but youâve had some problems with it in the past. And there was that, âIâm never going to do that again, be the first,â you know. I guess the best way to put it, you felt like you were that cow who walked off the cliff (she chuckles). Youâre the first one off and everybody else followed you and pretty soon thereâs a whole pile of cows down at the bottom (some laughter). And itâs like, âOhhh! It was my fault. I should have never âŠâ
JANE: Yes
ADAMUS: And so youâve intentionally held back.
JANE: Yeah.
ADAMUS: And youâve used the biological things for holding back, and you have so much brilliance. And we are going to go off a cliff, but instead of falling like a bunch of cows â and somebodyâs already complaining online, âThere he goes about cows again.â You know, listen, this is not PETA. This is Crimson Circle and we can talk about cows. And theyâre not dead, itâs an imaginary thing. They believe that!
So, but instead of falling off the cliff, we soar. So donât be afraid of kind of being ahead of the pack again. Okay.
JANE: Yes. Thank you.
ADAMUS: Next. What surprises you most about yourself in this lifetime? What surprises you most?
JIM: When you first asked the question, what popped up for me was how much I underestimate myself.
ADAMUS: Ah! Interesting. How much you underestimate. What have you specifically underestimated yourself about?
JIM: Well, it was like I spend a lot of time working on releasing, fixing, stepping into sovereignty, and I forgot about allowing myself to accept the other side.
ADAMUS: Yep. Why?
JIM: (pausing) I didnât say it (they chuckle and Jim sighs). This doesnât really answer what you asked, but I am afraid of not being special anymore.
ADAMUS: Interesting.
JIM: I am afraid of getting lost in the sea of humanity, theyâre really stepping into it now.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Well, I can tell you, you will be special, but not in the old way that you would have thought. Itâs a very different kind of special. I donât want to say too much right now, but tune into ProGnost and youâll really understand. Youâll personally understand your next step. Yeah.
JIM: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Good. Good, good.
One of the issues is, for you, for a lot of people, âIs this all real? I mean, is this all real? Is it just âŠâ and thatâs a good question. Itâs the human self saying, âIs this real? Whatâs âŠâ You know, the only answer I can give to that is the answer Tobias gave many years ago â âIf you allow it to be.â Is it crazy? Absolutely. Absolutely, compared to back there. Absolutely, compared to a conventional human, this is absolutely crazy stuff.
JIM: Iâm in.
ADAMUS: Exactly, because if I told you that you canât come along for the ride, thereâs no mastery, youâve got to wait a couple of more lifetimes, you have to stay in that old human condition â that would be like hell.
JIM: Devastating.
ADAMUS: Devastating. Devastating.
And itâs not even because of the hope that youâve put around this; itâs the knowingness that itâs there. Itâs no longer just a carrot in front of the horse; youâve tasted it now. Youâve sensed it and you know itâs real. Now the frustration is youâve had enough sense or taste of it, this mastery, enough glimpses of it that you want it all right now. Like, âOkay, I had that little glimpse. Give it to me all.â And thatâs the funny line, the funny balance that weâre at and what weâre talking about today. And itâs like, âNow Iâve had it. I donât want to go back to that old way. I want it all now, but why is it taking so damn long?â So, good. Thank you.
JIM: Well, I think the reason why it takes me so long is Iâve had some pretty intense experiences, and Iâm very clear that if I did it any faster than Iâm doing, Iâd fry.
ADAMUS: You are right. You are very right, and that really applies to everyone here, everyone listening in. If you did it too much faster, then you fry. Weâre walking a fine balance between the burnout, the burn-up of the body and the mind, and this allowing of the embodied mastery. Itâs a very fine line, and some Shaumbra have crossed that line or theyâve gotten to the point they just canât take it anymore. And Iâm going to say something that may sound a little rude, but the ones who have left, come over to the other realms with us, have gotten stubborn, headstrong, almost a little bit too, you could say, egotistical about it and they forgot to allow. Theyâve been working at it and then they burn themselves out. Yeah. Good.
JIM: I know that one.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. And I know some of you are saying, âOh, but they were so beautiful and we loved them and then they crossed over,â but they burned themselves out. They went too fast.
In addition to my coming in to talk to you every month and sometimes every day, in addition to that, there is a whole league of beings that is assisting. Hundreds, thousands of beings who are working with you behind the scenes. I guess I get the limelight, the stage credit, but there are many, many beings who are working with you. They canât do it for you, but theyâre there in a lot of, you could say, energy support roles, and youâll meet them at the right time. But what youâre doing is monumental â monumental â and certainly not for the weak of heart.
Continue please. Whatâs the biggest thing that surprises you about yourself in this lifetime?
GEORG: This biggest one for me was that I broke with my ancients.
ADAMUS: You broke with�
GEORG: I broke with my ancients, with my parents, with my grandparents, as well as up to a special time to my sons.
ADAMUS: Mm hmm.
GEORG: This was very important for me, for my abundance, I will say it this way. Not only for money (he chuckles), but also for the feeling.
ADAMUS: So breaking with relationships.
GEORG: Breaking with relationships. I will be there for them whenever they want to be.
ADAMUS: Right.
GEORG: But before, I ever came to them and they didnât come to me.
ADAMUS: Right.
GEORG: Ah?
ADAMUS: Ah, ah. Ahh!
GEORG: Yeah, and there was a flow, a big flow of energy from me to them.
ADAMUS: Right. But they didnât come to you.
GEORG: But not backwards.
ADAMUS: Right. They didnât come to you.
GEORG: This is a mismatch of energy.
ADAMUS: So they just didnât show up and offer you some coffee, did they?
GEORG: Like this (Adamus offers his coffee).
ADAMUS: Yeah, take a drink, you know.
GEORG: Oh, yes.
ADAMUS: Itâs a community well here.
GEORG: Itâs a community (laughter).
ADAMUS: No, go ahead and have a drink. Yeah. Yeah (George takes a sip of Adamusâ coffee). Yeah. Anybody else? Would you like your own coffee? Sandra! Another coffee.
GEORG: Okay! (he laughs and more audience chuckles)
SART: Sandra!
ADAMUS: Why not? Hey, theyâve got a machine here.
GEORG: I know.
ADAMUS: You might as well.
GEORG: Yes.
ADAMUS: Good. Why does that surprise you, the breaking of relationships?
GEORG: Because it was a lot of energy for me to do this. Ah, and was lucky that I changed something in my life, really. One of the changes, of course, my wife, Lydia (he chuckles). We met very late in our life. We had a life before.
ADAMUS: Mm hmm. Yeah. This is your second, maybe your third life.
GEORG: And now we spent years with our lives (he chuckles).
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah.
GEORG: Yeah, this is the third life.
ADAMUS: Third wife, third life. Yeah.
GEORG: Yeah, yeah. Thatâs fine, huh? (they both laugh)
ADAMUS: So a lot of relationships have changed. Are you lonely?
GEORG: Not at all.
ADAMUS: Okay.
GEORG: Not at all.
ADAMUS: Good.
GEORG: Iâm with me. I feel better and better and better.
ADAMUS: Good. Howâs your health?
GEORG: My health is quite good.
ADAMUS: Quite good.
GEORG: Powerful (he chuckles).
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. Good.
GEORG: Powerful.
ADAMUS: Thank you.
GEORG: Yep.
ADAMUS: Couple more. Couple more. Biggest thing that surprised âŠ
LINDA: Miss Brazil!
ADAMUS: Biggest surprise about yourself in this lifetime. Yes. Do you miss Brazil? Is that what I heard?
LIGIA (woman): No, I come from Brazil and I was like, âI hope Adamus donât call on me!â (some laughter)
ADAMUS: I know. You know, I donât and nobody can blame me. She does it (pointing to Linda). Yeah. Yeah. What is the biggest thing that surprises you about yourself in this lifetime?
LIGIA: Itâs a feeling that I know things. I know the way but I kind of donât go to that way. I keep watching.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah.
LIGIA: I know it, but I go in the opposite way.
ADAMUS: Why do you do that?! I have to ⊠(laughter) Why would you possibly do that?
LIGIA: What surprises me that you asked is that I know and I donât do.
ADAMUS: Right.
LIGIA: Thatâs what surprised me.
ADAMUS: So you knew I was going to ask ⊠you knew you were going to be called on, but you didnât want to be called on, but here you are being called on. What dynamic in there didnât you want, didnât you want to feel? And it relates to everything else thatâs going on â knowingness, but you go the other way. Safety. Itâs safer going the other way, rather than with the knowingness. The knowingness is kind of like uncharted territory. And itâs almost safer, âWell, Iâll just stay with what I hate doing. Iâll stay with what I donât like doing. Iâll stay in the old way and Iâm just going to dream about the new way. Iâm just going to dream about knowingness. Iâm going to dream about being a Master, but, shit, Iâm not going to go there, because whatâs going to happen?â
LIGIA: (pausing slightly) How do you know?
ADAMUS: Yes. Thank you. Next. Thank you.
LINDA: Next.
ADAMUS: Thank you, I appreciate your answer.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: Last one. What surprises you about yourself most in this lifetime?
APRIL: I guess by this point I would have thought I would have been a little more patient with things. And I am getting less and less and less patient every day.
ADAMUS: Sure. Well, then youâre spot on (she chuckles). No, really. Youâre spot on. Again, we talk about all this at the Ascended Masters Club and we talk about what we went through. And there is this â I donât know where it came from â âYouâre going to be patient and at ease with everything.â No! Iâve said it before is the Master is an intolerant son of a bitch (laughter).
APRIL: Well, then Iâm a real son of a bitch then, because Iâm really intolerant!
ADAMUS: Iâm just telling you what youâre like (they laugh). And itâs a struggle, because you trying, âIâm supposed to be so holy and love the dolphins and the unicorns and be around everybody.â And, you know, Mother Teresa is not an Ascended Master (someone says âOhhâ). Iâm going to say that again, Mother Teresa is not an Ascended Master, and sheâs got a ways to go. Love her; not particularly funny lady, but ⊠(laughter). Dreadful sense of humor, but, you know, sheâs got a ways to go. She was kind of the poster child for martyrdom in this age. And she did some good work, but a lot of it was about â choo! choo! choo! (as if whipping himself). Does that really do anybody any good?
You know what I want to see is you driving in your new ⊠what kind of car you want?
APRIL: I want a brand new Subaru.
ADAMUS: Whatttt?! (laughter)
APRIL: I donât like the other ones!
ADAMUS: Are you from Boulder?âŒ
APRIL: No! (lots of laughter and some applause) I donât like the other cars. I like my Subaru.
ADAMUS: No. I want something impressive. I want a ⊠somebody said Tesla. Letâs go with a Tesla.
APRIL: Okay. Okay.
ADAMUS: But the super deluxe, and with an engine that doesnât sound like an electric car. Itâs got a vroom, vroom, vroom to it, even though itâs electric.
APRIL: And power, right?
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. But it just sounds impressive. And I want to see you pulling up to a leper community or a childrenâs orphanage in the grandest car and walking in â not like this (how Cauldreâs dressed) â but I want you walking in with grand clothes and I want that with a light around you, rather than the â (whipping) â suffering. That makes a bigger difference on people.
You know, these people, the children, like in an orphanage and that, theyâre in there for a reason. I mean, itâs their soul reason. It wasnât society that put them in there or anything like that. Somehow itâs serving them to be there. Otherwise, they wouldnât be there! This is not rocket science. Itâs not difficult to figure this out. Theyâre in there â their soul, their human, whatever â is in there for a reason. So it doesnât do a whole lot of good to have them see somebody else just like them â having trouble, lack of abundance, problems in life, on their hands and knees to some God they donât even know. They want to see â or I think they should see â a true Master. âI Am Here. Iâm present, Iâm abundance, and guess what? You can do it too, but youâre going to have to let go of some of that shit. Weâre going to have to really let go of some basic stuff. Your ancestral bodyâ â now, hereâs you talking to the little kids, you know â âYour ancestral body, your ancestral lineage. You know what â yeah, you donât have any parents. Thatâs probably good that you donât remember them, because then youâre not as caught up in it.â Thank you (Sandra brings coffee to Georg).
SANDRA: I pay attention (some chuckles).
ADAMUS: Yeah. And this lack of abundance thing, all the other things. They need to see a Master, not somebody whoâs broken down and suffering and playing on this whole human suffering crap. Itâs a game. Oh, I wish we could do ProGnost right now, because Iâm going to slam it home (laughter).
APRIL: Well, I feel like Iâm holding myself back because I canât just let go.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah, yeah. But you can let go. Weâre going to let go today.
APRIL: Okay, good. Iâm ready.
ADAMUS: Can you let go today?
APRIL: Iâm ready for it.
ADAMUS: Okay. Really?
APRIL: I am.
ADAMUS: Now, she got 90 percent of the way there. âI ammmm âŠâ
APRIL: Oh (she chuckles).
ADAMUS: Hmm. Letâs do that again, âI am ready.â
APRIL: I am!
ADAMUS: Good. Good. Yes, you are. We all are, and weâre going to do it so you donât fry yourself or burn up. But weâve got to kind of take a leap here. Weâve got to kind of take a leap without burning out, and thatâs what today is all about. So, thank you.
APRIL: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And thatâs it for right now. Thank you for your answers.
Adamusâ Answer
The thing that most surprises me about all of you is your dedication, your commitment, that youâre still here. That surprises me. Here in the room, watching online. Here in the body. Itâs tough. Itâs really tough. And thousands have left â probably thousands and thousands and thousands have left Crimson Circle â for a lot of reasons. Thereâs no right or wrong about it, but you stayed for yourself. You stayed. Your level of tenacity, commitment, stubbornness is amazing. That surprised me, because when I came in after dear Tobias left I wondered, âHow far can we go with this? How many will leave?â And it comes back to, actually, the real surprise, as you pointed out, is the knowingness. Itâs there. The knowingness is so strong. Now, it creates a fear; you know the knowingness is there, but youâre like, âLetâs just go back to the comfortable, safe way of doing things.â
That knowingness that you have, youâve seen it come up recently â recently, the last two or three months â and some of you are calling it, oh, that youâre getting psychic all of a sudden. You just know something before it happens. You know the phoneâs going to ring. You know youâre going to bump into somebody at the store. You just have a knowingness and itâs kind of a clarity thatâs starting to develop. But at the same time youâre afraid of it â should you follow that? â because itâs following an unfamiliar path. And thatâs why I didnât want to get into the mental today. Weâre going to talk about that later, but that knowingness is starting to come through, and Iâm going to ask you just to be aware of it. You donât have to follow it right now, but just to be aware, because when you are, itâs like a light that comes in even more so.
So, what surprises me the most about all of you is just youâve stuck with it. Ah. Youâve stuck with it. Itâs tough! Itâs really, really tough. Itâs easier to hang back a couple lifetimes or more. Itâs easier not to be the first going through it, and thereâs a tendency, sometimes, to want to go and hide, but youâve hung with it. So blessings. (someone shouts âYay!â) Yay (audience applause).
So next. Next on todayâs schedule. Letâs have a cup of coffee. Anybody, coffee? (laughter) Iâm passing them around today.
SART: (shouting) Sandra!! (more laughter)
ADAMUS: She should be here listening to the Shouds. Instead, what is she doing? Making coffee.
Patterns
So the next thing I want to address, getting into the core of today, is that youâve had a lot of lifetimes, and even if youâre one of the ones who hasnât been here a lot, whoâs only had a few lifetimes, youâre still into the patterns of lifetimes. For those of you who have been here a thousand-plus lifetimes, you develop very clear patterns; clear patterns of the body, of the mind, of everything.
You repeat those patterns, you had repeated them; actually, the funny thing is, in your early lifetimes you actually worked on creating those patterns. You wanted to come back now in the pattern of the physical body and the pattern of the mind. You didnât want to be bouncing off the walls, so pretty soon you were in those patterns. Now you come to the point of the patterns arenât working anymore.
Patterns are things like aging. Aging. Aging and death actually. Aging is a pattern you have just come to accept â âIâm going to ageâ â because youâve done it a thousand times. Youâre pretty familiar with aging. Youâre pretty familiar with [going] from birth and then maturing physically, sexually, mentally and then hitting your peak and then slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly aging.
Itâs almost like a hypnosis, but itâs more just youâre in patterning, and thereâs a huge part of you thatâs just saying, âWell, thatâs the way it is. You know, we get old and then we die.â No. No. Weâre going to break those patterns or let them go or whatever you want to call them.
It doesnât have to be real. It doesnât have to be the way it is. But youâve had so many lifetimes of working at it, of doing it, of experiencing it, youâre just kind of going along with the flow. And then when something comes in to try to change that, when the knowingness comes in â everything Iâm saying so far today, you already know â when the knowingness comes in, itâs like, âOof! Itâs too much for me to handle. What do you mean I donât age? What do you mean I donât have to follow the old ways of the body anymore?â And youâre like, âWell, letâs just wait to see what happens tomorrow and then the next week.â So you get into these patterns.
Another ugly pattern is the pattern of unfulfillment. So you go through life and you get certain things done and other things you donât get done and you â you and humans in general â have a pattern of unfulfillment â âI didnât really do what I wanted to in that lifetime.â And when they come over to the other side, we gather around, thereâs usually that pretty immediate like, âWell, I shouldâve. I wish I couldâve. I had such high aspirations for that lifetime,â and there is a pattern of unfulfillment. It almost becomes, after a little while like, well, you just accept that youâre not going to have a fulfilling life. You almost accept that â âWell, I wanted to dedicate myself to artâ or âI really wanted to break through on some spiritual metaphysical levelsâ or âI really wanted to travel the world.â And I hear this all the time from Shaumbra, and then tuning in to some of the others, a great level of unfulfillment. Itâs become a pattern, an accepted pattern. Itâs okay to be unfulfilled.
Weâre going to break through that, because itâs not okay. You came here for something. You were tenacious enough, stubborn enough, committed enough to get this far. Weâre not going to end up with a lot of unfulfilled things when you come to the other side â âYou know, I was that close to true embodied realization. But, you know, I was kind of chicken to go those last few steps and I didnât do it.â Thatâs not going to work anymore. Those patterns donât belong to you, but youâre going to hang on to them for a little bit. Youâre going to hang on to them for reasons weâll talk about in a moment.
Patterns of family, of course. Those most of you have pretty much gone beyond. What other patterns are there?
Iâll tell you one more, while you consider that. There is the pattern of rest and preparedness that occurs. When youâre so damned tired in the body and mind that the pattern is âIâm going to die to get some rest. Iâm going to die to just stop and rest in the other realms. Iâll create a little grassy place with cows and flowers and birds, and Iâm just going to sleep here for about 100 years. And Iâm just going to sleep. Iâm going to rest and Iâm going to prepare myself for the next lifetime, because, you knowâ â and this is a pattern you do, you say â âYou know, I could have done it, but I just ran out of gas. I just didnât have the energy. So Iâm going to go and sleep for 100 years on the other side and then come back all rejuvenated.â Youâre going to come back all crapped out. Youâre going to come back all starting way back when, forgetting everything you told yourself, going through all the process, going back to your ancestral families, going back into the lame physical body rather than the light body. So thatâs a pattern.
The pattern of âI canât do it. I canât do it. This is so overwhelming. I just canât do it.â And fill in the blank whatever that is. âI canât make it work. Iâve tried. Iâve tried for enlightenment, and Adamus, Iâm just doing it wrong. I canât do it. Thereâs something wrong. Maybe I just have to like, you know, leave the planet and come and talk to you and check with myself. Iâll have more clarity when I come to the other side.â
No. Itâs not like you get to the other side and â boof! â you have sudden realization. You get to the other side and you have the âoh shitâ moments. âOh! Geez, I shouldâveâ and then you jump back down and try to do it again.
So what are some of the other patterns that we have here? Yes. Linda will run the microphone to you.
LINDA: Yes, yes! Iâm running.
ADAMUS: The billions of entities watching online.
JIM: Can we see that again, Linda? No (he chuckles). One of my favorites is thereâs nobody around who can do relationship at the level that Iâm capable of doing now.
ADAMUS: Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Actually, thatâs interesting. I wouldnât say thatâs an old pattern. The old pattern would be, âIâve got to have a relationship to be right.â Actually, where youâre going is a whole new thing, the âThereâs no relationship thatâs actually going to resonate with me right now.â Yeah.
The old pattern is patterns. Youâre born into a physical body in a little baby. You donât have to. Tobias showed us that. He started out ten years old. Get through all the pooping on yourself and all the rest of that, the crying and the getting sick. Come in when the body is just about to get that infusion of testosterone and everything else. Come in then.
So the next pattern that people are into now, didnât used to be this way, âI have to get education. Then I have to have a partner. Then I have to have children with my partner. Then Iâ â new pattern â âI have to get divorced, and then I have to get divorced again and then again (laughter), and then again, and then I get old and then I donât have any money and my career was unfulfilling. Why did I go to school for that stupid career that was so unfulfilling? Iâm going to die.â (more laughter)
These are patterns, and nobody questions them. Nobody says, âStop for a minute. Is this what you really want?â Would you recommend this to your children? (someone says âNo!â) Or grandchildren? Would you recommend it at all to Tobin?
KERRI: No, I do not.
ADAMUS: Microphone, please.
LINDA: Whoâs yelling? No, not Kerri. She wouldnât be yelling (Adamus chuckles).
ADAMUS: So Kerri, youâve fallen into patterns, but âŠ
KERRI: Sadly, itâs true (laughter).
ADAMUS: No, thatâs okay.
KERRI: Itâs all right. Iâm cool with it.
ADAMUS: It doesnât matter, as long as youâre okay with getting out of them.
KERRI: I recognize it.
ADAMUS: Okay, good.
KERRI: Self-sabotage.
ADAMUS: You have a sparkle in your eye today.
KERRI: I do!
ADAMUS: Yeah, you do.
KERRI: Only because of you.
ADAMUS: See (some laughter). So, now what would recommend to Tobin?
KERRI: I have recommended to Tobin that, âYou are here to live! (throwing her fist in the air) And thatâs the only thing you had to do.â And you know what he said to me two nights ago?
ADAMUS: You â was that â you were punching him when you said that?
KERRI: No, No. We were laying bed.
ADAMUS: Thought I would check (Adamus chuckles).
KERRI: I kind of go over his head, but âŠ
ADAMUS: Yeah. Boom! Boom!
KERRI: No, truthfully, my son said to me, âI figured out the meaning of life and itâs weâre going to die! And whatâs the point of getting out of bed?â And I said, âTo live, son! To go camping and to smell the flowers and be in the fauna,â right?
ADAMUS: Yeah, howâs it going?
KERRI: And I said, âYou have 90 years left. Donât even worry about it.â
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Howâs he doing with all this?
KERRI: Weâre a little intense, his parents (some laughter).
ADAMUS: Yeah, yes. Yeah.
KERRI: But he likes it, and he chose me, and weâre here together.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
KERRI: Too late now (more chuckles).
ADAMUS: So you probably would not recommend to him the old patterns.
KERRI: No, I do not want him to go to college and take on fifty thousand dollars for a liberal arts degree. No.
ADAMUS: Right, right.
KERRI: No, I do not want that.
ADAMUS: You probably tell him, at the core of everything, âJust follow your heart.â
KERRI: I do.
ADAMUS: Okay.
KERRI: And I say, âDonât let anybody rain on your parade, kid.â
ADAMUS: Right.
KERRI: When some asshole and comes up to you and starts to be mean âŠ
ADAMUS: Do you use that language with your young son?
KERRI: Well, I say, you know, âWhen that little bastard comes up to you (laughter) and tries to ruin your fun, you say, âHey man! We were having a good time till you show up.ââ Literally. You know, Iâm teaching him about sexual energy virus and that sort of thing.
ADAMUS: Good. But you would not wish the old patterns on him.
KERRI: No, I want him to be free. Heâs so full of light and joy all the time. And this is what I want for him, and I tell him all the time, âWe are here to live and everything else doesnât matter.â
ADAMUS: You know what Iâve got to ask.
KERRI: (whispers) Ask it.
ADAMUS: Are you a good Standard for that?
KERRI: Not always at all. No (a few chuckles). Because I grind away at my job in my cubicle.
ADAMUS: Thereâs nothing wrong with your job.
KERRI: Iâm going to dig deep and figure this out though, based on your advice.
ADAMUS: Yeah, itâs serving you. It is serving you.
KERRI: It does serve me, you know. I raised a child. I put a roof over our head and Iâve finally honored that Iâve done that, where I almost left the planet numerous times, as you know.
ADAMUS: And I was going to tell you in person, kind of give you the answer, but Iâll let Cauldre do it afterwards.
KERRI: Oh, great!
ADAMUS: Itâs a little bit personal.
KERRI: I bet â oh.
ADAMUS: Yeah, but âŠ
KERRI: I never mind. Go ahead.
ADAMUS: Well, youâre using your child as your excuse.
KERRI: Oh, yeah! I knew that.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. Yeah.
KERRI: I knew that one!
ADAMUS: But actually what youâre doing is throwing all sorts of bad energy on him as part of that. There is kind of a persecution role that youâre taking on. He can feel it, âMommyâs doing this for me otherwise sheâd be an Ascended Master already.â
KERRI: I know, right?
ADAMUS: Right. Right.
KERRI: I knew that but, like, should I take him to the orphanage then? (laughter) Maybe heâd be better off.
ADAMUS: You may not have to ⊠(Adamus chuckles)
KERRI: I told his dad to take him. Iâm like, âYou give this a try!â
ADAMUS: Stop using him as an excuse.
KERRI: Okay, I will.
ADAMUS: Stop using âŠ
KERRI: I have been.
ADAMUS: âI have to take care âŠâ I want you to look at the timing of when Tobin came in and your own evolution, and things that were happening in your life that could have caused the popcorn to pop and you brought Tobin in, which is wonderful, but youâve used him as an excuse for things in your life. And he feels the energy at some level. You wonder why he acts out sometimes, because he feels that energy. Stop using him as an excuse.
KERRI: Okay, I will. And I recognize that. I really honestly ⊠I mean, my friends know Iâve said that.
ADAMUS: So for next month you come in with a three-page report and give it in front of everybody (more laughter).
KERRI: Can I sing a song and dance instead? Because thatâs more fun.
ADAMUS: Yeah, afterwards.
KERRI: Okay. Okay.
ADAMUS: Good.
KERRI: But thank you. I do recognize that.
ADAMUS: Thank you. No more excuses.
KERRI: No more!
ADAMUS: Itâs a pattern. Itâs a typical pattern. Another pattern ⊠thank you. Thank you for letting me be so personal.
Another pattern that Iâm going to mention here real quick, the pattern of worrying about what everybody else thinks. Oh! Thatâs so heavy â âWhat are they going to think?â It doesnât really matter, and wouldnât that be sad if you got to the other side, unfulfilled, and I said, âSo what was that all about? Why ⊠you were so almost right there. You were just a few breaths away from that real embodied enlightenment.â
âI know, but I was afraid of what others were going to think.â Wouldnât that be ⊠the Ascended Masters would be laughing their ass off. They really would be. âReally?! Youâre going to let what other people think; youâre going to let old consciousness really guide what youâre doing?â And I laugh about it and they laugh about it, but you get caught into that â the patterns of âWhat are they going to think?â The patterns of being different.
Youâre already different, and thatâs a good thing. Youâre already different. Actually, youâre kind of caught in the middle zone of being different. Youâre different enough, but youâre not unique yet. You understand the difference? Youâve come to be different from mainstream and they ridicule you for that, but you havenât come to be unique yet.
There were some great painters that I knew hundreds of years ago. They were different. They learned, first, how to paint like everybody else, and itâs kind of like you; you learned how to be a human like everybody else. Then they started being different. They started going off with their own styles and their own methods, and they got a lot of ridicule from everybody else. The ridicule stopped when they became unique, when they really went all the way with the change of the way art was done, from painting very practically to painting abstractly. Then they became unique and then everybody accepted, actually honored and worshipped, them, because they broke out. And ⊠(someone says âThey diedâ) Not necessarily. Some of them after they died, yes. Some of them, no â I met quite a few of them â some while they were still alive. They went through their period of ridicule. But youâre different, but you havenât allowed yourself to be unique. Youâre different, but you havenât allowed yourself to go the rest of the way, to be absolutely unique, sovereign, free of all these patterns. Thatâs what weâre here for.
A few more patterns, real quickly. I saw a few hands go up. Lindaâs running the microphone. Thank you, Linda. Would you like some coffee back there?
LINDA: Mm hmm. Mm hmm. Mm hmm. Mm hmm. Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Pattern.
SHAUMBRA 1 (woman): Being afraid to stand in my power.
ADAMUS: Stand in your power, yeah. Letâs change that word: Stand in your own light. Power is truly an illusion. I understand what you meant, though; to be the I Am. Iâm going to be more succinct with that â to be âI Am Here.â I Am Here, meaning âInstead of all the thoughts and the dreams about it, instead of dreaming about embodied realization, I Am Here. Iâm the Master.â And then that human part jumps in and says, âYeah, but look, look. Youâre still âŠâ And itâs like, âHang on. Hang on, human. I hear you. I Am Here and you, human, are still here and weâre together.â Thatâs the âand.â So just being in your own light, being the âI Am Here.â The part you know so well, feel so well; the grandness, âI Am Here. Iâm not out there. Iâm not waiting. I Am Here.â Good. I get so passionate about this.
One more for hands that actually are going up, Linda. What else? What other patterns?
MARY SUE: This, too, shall end. And once itâs over, everything will be better.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah. Right (Adamus chuckles). Give us a real life example.
MARY SUE: Oh, well, Iâve got this thing that I need to do and I have to focus on it and I canât live my life until itâs over, because it dominates my life.
ADAMUS: Right.
MARY SUE: And once itâs over, then I can enjoy myself.
ADAMUS: Everything is going to be okay.
MARY SUE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Until you have the next thing that you haveâŠ
MARY SUE: Exactly!
ADAMUS: And itâs the next thing.
MARY SUE: It always comes up. And sometimes you get more. Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Beautiful â thatâs a beautiful example.
MARY SUE: Okay.
ADAMUS: And the one more pattern, and then I would like to kind of move on. The one more pattern is that ⊠okay.
LINDA: Wait. Yeah, yeah.
ADAMUS: A couple more. Good. Good.
LINDA: The famous Patricia Aburdene.
PATRICIA: Yeah, the famous Patricia Aburdene. Okay, so here it is. Itâs related to that.
ADAMUS: Yes.
PATRICIA: So, this is really bullshit, and it is so real to me. So, yeah, you can do really great things, but youâve got to realize itâs going to be very stressful.
ADAMUS: Right.
PATRICIA: Bleagghhh! But that is in me! Oh, my god! That is so in me.
ADAMUS: How about a working example of that.
PATRICIA: Heh! My life!! (laughter)
ADAMUS: You can do really great things, but âŠ
PATRICIA: It sure is going to be stressful and hard.
ADAMUS: Right.
PATRICIA: But somehow stressful.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
PATRICIA: Youâve got to expect that.
ADAMUS: Stressful, struggling.
PATRICIA: Itâs going to be stressful, if you want to do really great things.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah. Where does it come from?
PATRICIA: Pftt! Well, itâs a pattern.
ADAMUS: Exactly. Itâs patterns. Itâs lifetimes. It doesnât even matter if you go and identify it like being a nun or anything like that. But itâs âŠ
PATRICIA: Nuns donât have it stressful.
ADAMUS: Uhhh âŠ
PATRICIA: At least in my head.
ADAMUS: It is a type of stress, holy stress.
PATRICIA: Holy stress! (laughter)
ADAMUS: Nuns have a lot of stress, for any of you who are nuns watching in online today. Thereâs a lot of stress, because you can never be good enough. You can never â and the father, I mean, the father and the Father â theyâll never ⊠you know, women arenât good enough. Women are â mm-mm-mm â arenât good enough. And so, no matter what, if youâre in a female body, Iâm sorry, you can never do good enough. So nuns have a lot of stress.
PATRICIA: So maybe I â maybe âŠ
ADAMUS: Yeah!
PATRICIA: ⊠thatâs part of my nonsense.
ADAMUS: Yes. Nunsense, I call it (laughter). You guys are handing me the lines today (more chuckles). Yes, it is nunsense. And, yes, and itâs a pattern, itâs a programming that âIâve got to work hard for it, Iâve got to stress for it, itâs got to be difficult for it to have any value. I have to give my blood, sweat, tears and soul for it to have any value.â Itâs fun, because you get to prove something to yourself. But to do it over and over and over.
PATRICIA: Except itâs really not fun.
ADAMUS: The first time it is.
PATRICIA: Oh, yeah, the first time it is.
ADAMUS: After that ⊠the first time itâs like, âI did it! I overcame all the odds. I stayed focused on it. It was so intense and I was sick and everything else.â The first time. After that, itâs an old pattern. Itâs an old pattern. How do you break out of it?
PATRICIA: I donât know.
ADAMUS: I donât like that phrase.
LINDA: Uh oh⌠(laughter) Ohh! You did it!
PATRICIA: I did it (Linda gasps).
ADAMUS: Eh, you did it.
PATRICIA: I did it.
ADAMUS: Just make something up. Anything. It starts the energy moving when you just make ⊠make up anything. So letâs play that again.
LINDA: Give him hell, Patricia!
PATRICIA: Somebody gave me the answer.
ADAMUS: Thatâs okay. Weâll go back in time âŠ
PATRICIA: Give up!
ADAMUS: ⊠and say. So how do you handle that? What do you do? How do you get over it?
PATRICIA: Somebody gave me the answer. Give up.
ADAMUS: Give up. You just give up! I like that or any answer you would have given. But, yeah, you give it up. But itâs a pattern, so itâs going to try to seduce you back âŠ
PATRICIA: Yeah, it is.
ADAMUS: ⊠into its pattern. Why? Because itâs comfortable, itâs familiar. Even if doesnât make you feel particularly good, itâs a pattern and you know it.
PATRICIA: So I gave up and nothingâs happening.
ADAMUS: Yeah, okay. Good (someone chuckles loudly).
PATRICIA: I gave up! Nothingâs happening.
ADAMUS: Okay. When did you give up? (she chuckles) When did you give up?
PATRICIA: After my last book.
ADAMUS: Okay. Um âŠ
PATRICIA: Well, I didnât really give up, did I? (lots of laughter)
ADAMUS: All right. Okay. You gave up 8.2 percent.
PATRICIA: 8.2 percent?
ADAMUS: Out of a hundred. You gave up a little bit.
PATRICIA: Oh, out of a hundred (Adamus laughs). I thought on a scale of one to ten, thatâs pretty good! (more laughter)
ADAMUS: No, no, no, no⌠Or is that a thousand? No, you gave up 8.2 percent, so you gave up a little bit, and thatâs a good start. But that is a perfect segue into what comes next here. Okay.
PATRICIA: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Thank you. I appreciate it. And thank you everybody who participated.
As I said, I love Shaumbra. We can play. We can have fun. We can talk about some of the most deep, painful, poignant parts of your life and you stay. Youâre here. So thatâs beautiful. Thank you. Thank you.
So where do we go next with all this? Well, today is the day weâre talking about patterns. Patterns in the body. Youâve been going through body pains, low energy levels.
Letâs turn the heat up one more degree because ⊠(audience agrees) Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Itâs a little chilly and weâre going to do a merabh in just a moment. I want you to be so relaxed and âŠ
LINDA: Sleepy?
ADAMUS: Sure. Sleepy. Well, yeah. Anybody want some coffee before we start?
LINDA: Aghhhh!
ADAMUS: Everybodyâll be getting up to use the bathroom during the merabh.
Realization
Point. Patterns have served you in a lot of ways. We started today by basically saying, âLook at your life.â Look at whatâs going on, even if you donât like it. Itâs there, because itâs serving you. Look at it. Not trying to battle it, but its realization. âOh! Patterns were there because they were comfortable. They were familiar. I didnât have to be really different. I didnât have to be unique. I could kind of just be a little different.â Patterns were there because, well, you didnât think theyâd kill you, but they do. Patterns were there because there is an amnesia. There is a hypnosis. There is kind of like this blanket over the real awareness, and you just do it. You just get in that parade and march like everybody else, even though your knowingness says, âI shouldnât be in this parade anymore. I shouldnât be marching.â
The question is, how do you go beyond that? You cannot â I can tell you right now â you cannot fight it. You can try to and it becomes an obsessive game of trying to get over yourself, trying to battle yourself, trying to will yourself. Those donât work. Those donât work at all. Then you just dig yourself in deeper.
So what do we do? Well, first we have the realization of whatâs going on â you have patterning, it keeps you kind of in; patterning keeps you from making those breakthroughs â and then itâs making a very clear and conscious choice to allow a quantum shift. Not a little shift, and thatâs one of the other patterns of life â incremental progress, like turtle style (some chuckles). And then you can tell yourself, âWell, Iâm making progress. Look how far Iâve come.â Well, Iâm like, geez, youâve only come about like two meters in the past twenty years (more chuckles). Good on you, but letâs go quantum. Letâs allow. And thatâs â Iâll keep coming back to this and back to this â itâs the allowing. Thatâs it. Allowing.
Allowing means getting out of your way, getting out of the human way. There is a natural evolution, natural cycles that, when one allows, will bring in new levels of light, literal light into that body of yours; light that will take you out of patterns, even when the human is still trying to hold on to it, if you allow.
And I say light, again, because light is â weâre not talking about the lights of the sun or the studio here â but it is the movement of the passion of the I Am. Itâs light, and this light then attracts energy. The energy is what literally changes the structures and the mechanics and the outer world, but itâs the light let into the body that will change the patterns of the body. Itâs the light thatâs allowed, eventually, into the mind that changes the mind.
The human will resist it, absolutely. The human, first of all, wants a physics charts, wants me to show that and then wants me to float in the air above your heads to prove that it can be done. Thatâs the human.
SAM: That would be cool.
That would be cool, yeah. And how do you know Iâm not? How do you know Iâm not? (some chuckles)
SAM: Well, I mean, when youâre asking that question, it just get into perception. I perceive not in the air, I just perceive you there.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Itâs perception and senses. What senses are you using right now?
SAM: Visual, mostly. I confirm that youâre right there.
ADAMUS: Sixty percent of all your perception is based on visual, and there are other senses. And I could easily be floating above your head right now, about to come down on your shoulders, but if youâre only in the sense of the eyes and a little bit of the hearing at this point, then youâre not aware of it.
SAM: Right.
ADAMUS: You open up beyond that into the other senses, 200,000 other senses, and suddenly the world opens up. You open up. Yeah.
SAM: See, the thing for me is âŠ
LINDA: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. If youâre going to keep talking, you need the mike.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah, microphone.
SAM: Oh, okay.
ADAMUS: Did you want some coffee? (some chuckles)
SAM: No, thank you. The thing for me, though, is once you allow that â you know, you get out of the pattern, youâre in the new sovereign space, you know â where is the relevance there? The practice. Thatâs the challenge for me, I suppose.
ADAMUS: Relevance to what? Your job? Your girlfriend?
SAM: All of the above, you know, et cetera, right? I mean, weâre here and âŠ
ADAMUS: Iâd invite you to stop thinking like a human, because youâre thinking within five senses and a mind.
SAM: Right.
ADAMUS: And youâre thinking of, âHow this is going to benefit me?â in a way that you canât even possibly imagine until you actually allow it, and the human saying, âOkay, what good do I get out of this? Whatâs the benefit here for the human?â
SAM: Well, itâs a matter of behavior, right? I mean, for me to participate, to be grounded in the new experience, to allow it there has to be some relevance on a human scale, I suppose.
ADAMUS: Sure. Sure.
SAM: And thatâs where I get stuck every once in a while.
ADAMUS: What do you think the relevance is?
SAM: I suppose ease of some sort, right? I mean, thatâs the universal currency.
ADAMUS: Yeah, but itâs not just that. Iâd say, to narrow it down â and weâre kind of running out of time â the relevance is that you know youâre living in a black and white or a gray world and you know thereâs a color world all around.
SAM: Yes.
ADAMUS: You know there is so much more. Thatâs the relevance to the human. Itâs not about being younger, sexier, richer, any of that. Those are old patterns. And theyâre almost set as unattainable patterns by the human. It creates enough barriers to those things. The real relevance is going from gray to color, from a very limited sensual experience.
SAM: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Iâm not here to make your 3D, 5S â five sense â experience better. Why? Because, sooner or later, youâd get tired of it anyway.
SAM: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: My role is not to make your 3D, 5S experience better. You can go to the bookstore and get a lot of books to slightly improve your life. Weâre here to go into totally sensory experience. Not just to satisfy the human, but to satisfy that Master whoâs been knocking at your door saying, âHuman, allow me in.â And the human says, âWell, but how do I know youâre not a big, bad wolf? What do you bring? How are you going to make my house better?â And you go through the whole litany of things. Thatâs not why weâre here. Youâre here for embodied enlightenment, not for human betterment.
SAM: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Does that make sense?
SAM: It does. I donât know if thatâs quite what I was putting forward, but it does make sense.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
SAM: Itâs not so much like fear that itâs the big, bad wolf. Itâs that thereâs not a lot of places to express or put that into the ground here in the reality that weâre sharing with everybody else. In this physical world that we have to live in, youâll be on that 3D and then you bring that in, and, you know, youâre kind of outside of the pattern, yet still here you find yourself, right?
ADAMUS: Right. So, question for everyone, is do you want to continue in the life that youâre in now? Tweaking it a little bit, sanding off some rough edges, but basically do you want to continue in the life youâre in now, in your perspective of life that youâre in now? And if you do, thatâs fine for you, but I dare say that sooner or later youâll get tired of it. Or, there is a knowingness â there is a knowingness that you already have which brings you here â âDamn! Thereâs something richer, more passionate, more meaningful. Thereâs something else there.â And youâve gotten a taste of it, and now you want the whole thing and thatâs fine. Yeah.
But I dare say that the human will benefit, but weâre not doing this for the benefit of the human, if that makes sense. The human will absolutely benefit. So the human whoâs watching right now, maybe the body aches and pains go away, you become younger looking, healthier, happier, new passion, all the rest of that; but weâre not doing it for the benefit of the human. Otherwise, we would get stuck in the same old patterns.
If you want to know what gets the human stuck in this pursuit, go to a bookstore and look in the â what do they call it now? â occult, self-help, self-whatever. Go look. Those are the things for the benefit of the human. Look at the titles, breeze through most of them. Iâd say, with a very few exceptions, theyâre for the benefit of the human, and weâre not doing that.
What you are doing here, dear Master, will benefit the human, but weâre not doing it for the human. Thatâs an old pattern, and it will keep you here. And weâre going to break through.
Letâs take a deep breath, turn down the lights and get ready for our merabh.
I love getting together with you! I love telling the stories when I get back to the Ascended Masters Club (a few chuckles and applause). No, the stories. And then I said, âSo Iâm on stage and Linda reaches over and hits me and throws coffee on me! And then some of the members in the audience start spitting at me and throwing apples (laughter). And then a fistfight breaks out, and then pretty soon all the energies converge and weâre all dancing naked, and âŠâ (laughter)
LINDA: In your dreams! (more laughter)
ADAMUS: I like to tell stories. They donât believe it either, by the way, because a lot of them come here.
Merabh Beyond Patterns
Letâs get some music on, house lights down.
(music begins)
I donât know what it is with time today. Seems to be going odd. Dear Cauldre and Linda, they were stumped. Finished their slideshow way ahead of time. Me? I may go really long today. But it doesnât it seem like we just started? (audience agrees)
Those are other patterns, the old time patterns. They start slipping away.
(pause)
Nothing like good friends and good music and pretty good coffee. I miss some things about being human, but I can sense them or experience them through Cauldre and through you. I miss, yes, a good cup of coffee. I miss a good meal of rolled oats, honey and nuts, just enough to make me salivate right now.
(pause)
Actually, I think the thing I miss most, truly, of anything is human laughter. I think I miss that the most. Iâve worked with other channelers, other groups, there wasnât a lot of laughter. And when I did my antics to try to get some laughter, they left (laughter). Well, they thought ⊠well, they were in that spiritual pattern, everything having to be a certain way.
So now we come to the point where I was trying to get to today. All these patterns that have been set up, these ways of doing things â the ways the body lives and dies, the way the mind thinks â all those change. The patterns, the personal patterns, having to work hard or stress for things. Oh! They get so ingrained. Damn! Really ingrained. And, you know what happens? When the human tries to battle those, when the human tries to fight those, they actually get more ingrained. Isnât that odd? They actually get more ingrained. The very damn thing you were trying not to do and now youâre doing it even more, because there is a mental energy focus on it that keeps old patterns linear and local. It keeps the patterns ingrained.
When you try to fight these things in your mind, when you try to fight aging, for instance â âIâm going to be younger. Iâm going to be younger,â or âIâm going to feel better,â you try â I never liked affirmations. I nearly got run out of Sedona eight years ago for saying that, but some people are starting to realize why. All youâre doing is affirming the imbalance, affirming the very thing that you didnât like, and itâs going to stay there.
So what to do? What to do? Itâs to do exactly what weâre doing now. Have some laughs, drink some coffee and allow energy to serve you.
Remember how we started today? Adlibbed, it wasnât rehearsed, wasnât even discussed. Nobody knew what was coming. âWhereâs my coffee?â And allowing that energy to serve you. I hope that made an impression on you. And the resistance to just letting the energy serve you, and it will if you allow.
Allowing, in this case, is a quantum shift. Perhaps thatâs an overused term âquantum,â but a nonlinear, non-predictable shift; breaking out of old patterns â old patterns of the body, old patterns of work habits â and you canât fight them, but we can allow them.
You see, the reason why allowing works is because those patterns were in an unnatural state of energy.
It was almost like clay that was put into the hands of the potter and went to be a pot, a vase, and thatâs fine, itâs beautiful. But, ultimately, itâs unnatural for it to stay that way forever. Thatâs why things break, things deteriorate. They go back to their natural state.
The patterns, the pottery, it was beautiful for a while. But it wasnât meant to be that way forever. Your patterns, whether self-created or created by mass consciousness, created by a thousand lifetimes, were never meant to stay forever.
The Master realizes itâs time to allow the shifting of energies.
Itâs time to get out of the way and allow. Truly allow. Not just talk about allowing, but allow quantum, meaning off the charts.
(pause)
A thousand lifetimes of patterns, now changing.
Itâs a bit frightening to the human, but to the Master itâs exquisite. Exquisite.
(pause)
A thousand lifetimes of creating vases, and now we go on to something totally different.
(pause)
This is where itâs about allowing, and allowing the energies to serve you; allowing that coffee to be delivered into your hands.
(pause)
Looking at whatâs in your life, things that maybe you donât like, things that youâre ready to get over, but theyâre still there. Why? This is where you allow yourself to hear the answer why itâs still there, why the need for suffering or stress, why the bad relationships, why the lack of clarity. Itâs there because somehow itâs still serving you, and itâs so ready to change, so willing to change when you allow.
(pause)
None of this is really that difficult or that hard. Thereâs not great big secrets to any of this.
(pause)
Isnât it strange that, actually, to truly facilitate a change, a shift of going out of patterns, itâs actually the antithesis of what you may have thought. Itâs not working hard at it. Itâs not figuring out a secret. It is just damn allowing into a natural state, into a natural evolution.
Thereâs kind of, you could say, an energy movement out of pattern that occurs; an energy movement that brings the light into your body, that brings your body, you could say, into the Body of Consciousness. Itâs a natural movement. Itâs a graceful movement.
Feel it for a moment. Feel that graceful movement for a moment that brings that light into the body. It integrates into the Body of Consciousness.
(pause)
Now, feel that graceful movement, that expansive free movement of energy âŠ
(pause)
⊠compared to thinking about it, trying to mentally effort it, trying to make it happen, will it to happen. Feel the energy difference between these two. Trying to mentally will something âŠ
(pause)
⊠versus allowing it.
(pause)
Big difference, isnât there?
I know some of you think, âWell, allow. Shouldnât I be doing something?â No. No. Thatâs why we created merabhs. No. Just breathe it in.
(pause)
Some of you are thinking, âWell, shouldnât we be like chanting something right now?â No. What you can do right now is listen to the music. Or you could take a nap, even.
But weâre here in this consciousness, a desire and a consciousness of saying, âLetâs release the old patterns of a thousand lifetimes. Letâs allow these to go back to the natural state.â And then you just let it happen.
(pause)
Itâs the simplicity, I guess you would say; the simplicity of the Master, and then a beautiful thing happens. Itâs suddenly, âI Am Here. I Am Here out of patterns. I Am Here in my light. Wow! Wish I had known it was this easy. Yeah. I Am Here in my light, my light that is my body.â
(pause)
My light that is my knowingness.
(pause)
My light that comes into my dreams at night.
(pause)
My light that comes into my awareness at every waking moment. I Am Here in my light.
And then you are.
(pause)
The changes youâre going through right now are epic, truly epic on the body and the mind, and these are not changes you can think your way into. You cannot mentally try to chart these changes. You cannot try to make these changes. Itâs beyond the mindâs capability; itâs beyond what the mind would consider to be possible.
The changes come in every way. They come to the change of your senses, your ways of perceiving reality.
Weâve been talking about that for a while â your senses. Senses are a way you perceive reality, but thereâs something else happening with all of this right now. Not just the change of senses, although thatâs big. Thatâs huge.
Whatâs happening right now is the change in you and the way you create. That was a pattern that was so ingrained â how you create.
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How you create. In limited ways, in small incremental ways.
But all that changes, and I wanted to wait till this part of our day to even talk about that. Iâve talked and will continue to talk about senses, the way you perceive reality. But I want you to feel for a moment, the patterns that youâve had of how you create â create your reality, create your energy flow, create anything; happiness.
How you create. Isnât that the thing, above and beyond all, that was the most suppressed, the most limited, the biggest pattern of all.
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Small creations. Oftentimes, colorless creations. Unfulfilling creations. Frustrating creations, oftentimes, with very few, what I would call, breakthrough creations.
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The I Am is a creator.
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At your core, in your heart, you are a creator. Whatâs the biggest pattern of all is the limitation of what is your true Self, what is your, what you could say, your birthright, your being right, right of beingness. Thatâs what was patterned. Thatâs what was held back. Thatâs the core of the answer to every question that came up today, of every discussion.
âWhere is the creator that I am?â
Thatâs the pattern that we shift today and are allowing. Everything else today was almost a distraction so we could get right here â quantum change in how you create.
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And youâre right; the old way that you were creating isnât going to work anymore. Youâve discovered that recently. That old way is not going to work anymore.
Letâs allow the shift right here, right now.
Just allow it. Donât think about it. Donât stress on it. Donât even focus on it. Just allow it â a quantum, multi-cosmic, amazing, expansive change of a very old pattern.
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Letâs break through in the way you create.
My god, it had to have been getting really old and boring, frustrating, unmasterly.
Take a deep breath and allow; the way of the free creator.
You donât have to do a thing other than just take a deep breath and allow. That creates a consciousness that brings in the light that attracts the energy that changes and that frees, that opens you up.
Damn! It had to be really, really difficult being not the creator, or being the limited creator.
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Good deep breath, my dear friends. A good deep breath.
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Your body might ache a little bit. You feel youâre having these internal struggles in the mind. You may feel absolutely disoriented. You may feel so off-base at times, and thatâs where you take a deep breath and allow and realize what youâre going through should have taken 179 years and youâre doing it in a few short years.
Youâre going from being normal, being mainstream to being different, to being absolutely unique. Yes!
So letâs take a good deep breath with that.
And when you get a little fearful and tearful, you take a deep breath and remember âŠ
ADAMUS AND AUDIENCE: All is well in all of creation.
ADAMUS: With that, a delight to be with my dear friends. Thank you. Thank you (audience applause).
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