Create in Grace

Lesson Four: The Creator Series
"Create in Grace"

Presented at the Crimson Circle
November 11, 2000

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear friends and teachers who gather here, that we join together again in our circle, in our sacred space with you. We bring greetings to you on this day, and we bring thanks and honor to you. Dear friends, take a moment here to breathe deeply of the energy that is becoming present in our circle together. Breathe deeply in through your biology. Breathe deeply in through your spirit. Breathe deeply and allow this energy into your being.

Now for the next few minutes of your time I, Tobias, will speak through our friend, the one we call Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe), the one I call "son." (chuckling) For the next few minutes of time we will work with each of you here and all of those entities who come into the circle now to balance and adjust the energy, to weave a new energy here. During this time, dear friends and teachers, simply open your hearts and open your beings for all that will be given on this day. Open your hearts and your beings to those who enter this space now, those who come from the other side of the veil to be with you on this day.

When you gather like this as family, you gather with the intent of healing and learning in order to move forward in your new energy. That opens the pathways for us who are on the other side of the veil. Together with you we create a new space, a new dimension. Together we create the energy template and the weavings for your new Earth.

Feel the energy here now. It is present in and around you. Feel the peace and the love and the joy that is here, the goldenness that floods in. This, dear teachers, is the energy of the new Earth. This is the energy of your divine moment. Allow yourself to feel that now.

It gives us great joy to be here, for often it is difficult to come in close. Many times, it is difficult to talk to you like this. For us, this energy is one of celebration, to be here like this, so close to humans, so close to Shaumbra, so close to ones we love. We, those entities that come in today, are dancing here in joy to know that the distance that used to separate us and you is becoming smaller and smaller and smaller. By the work that you have done in your own lives, your many lives on Earth, and in particular this lifetime, it opens the veil for us to come that much closer.

All of this time you thought you had the veil, that you were trying to reach across to us, but were not able to, thinking perhaps you lack something! Dear friends, it is the opposite. The veil was thick. It was difficult for us to come to you, even when you cried out and even when you prayed. It was difficult for us to cross that point, and we will explain more of this on this night. The love you have generated, the deeds that you have done have made it possible for us to come this much closer to you. And we come in today very, very close.

Take a moment to feel our love. Hear and feel and sense the messages that we have for each of you as individuals who sit here, and for each of you who listen to this across your net and each of you who read this, take this moment now to feel us. Take this moment to hear the words and the thoughts that we have for you.

Now we have been watching! We have been working with those here of family, of the Crimson Circle, as you have gone through the three lessons of the past. We know the lessons are not always so easy. But there is much determination on your part, first to accept all things as they are, to stand behind your short wall, to watch and observe duality in action. Just recently in the past few days you had the perfect opportunity to see this (the U.S. presidential elections). Dear friends, is there not the desire to be drawn back into this duality? Yet do you see what you can learn about human energy, what you can learn about your Self simply by observing?

And then there was the lesson of accepting your human self. We know you can quite easily accept your spiritual self. Accepting the human self is difficult. And again, we will talk of this more tonight.

And then dear friends, even a more difficult lesson – standing in your divine moment, being your divine Self. Oh, we saw those who voiced their intent, who chose to stand in their divine moment. And it worked for a fraction of a second! (audience laughter) And then you were immediately pulled out of it by family or co-workers! What was important was that you felt – even a fleeting moment – what it was like to be in divinity without a worry of your yesterdays. For as you know, your yesterdays are gone. All of those personalities, all of those aspects that you knew as your past lives have left. It serves no purpose in to be in the past now. The Book of Life as you have known it has come to an end. The final chapter was written and signed by you in your hand. And all of the pages now going into your new days are open and ready for you to fill with your creations.

Ah, and that is why we are here! That is why we are in the classroom of the new energy. We are here to talk, to discuss, and to work with you on how to become a creator, a true creator in the new energy. Not like the creators that you were back in the original circle. No, you are the new creators. It is not just about your life. It is about all those who follow after you. Learning to stand in the divine moment is perhaps from one of the most difficult lessons so far. And as Cauldre tells us, it is sometimes fun to play the game of duality. It is sometimes fun to be out of the divine moment. It is fun to play between the two.

Do you know what this day represents (11-11-2000), this day of the Crimson Circle gathering that was chosen by humans without understanding the significance? But certainly, we who help guide these things understood! This is indeed the day on the calendar of the Mayans, what was called "the day of duality" – a 1 and a 1, another 1 and a 1, and a 2. This was to be a very difficult day had you not rewritten the history of Earth, the history of your universe and the history of the second circle. This was to have been filled with duality in a very difficult and challenging way and would have come 11 months after the change of your millennium, when you changed from a 1 to a 2. This was the day thought to be that of the clash of the 2, of the clash of the light and dark.

But look at it now, friends. Look at it now. We laugh. We chuckle. Look at what has happened even in the most recent events. There is duality, a duality that is so strong that for the office of the president of one of the most powerful countries in the world, it comes down to a few votes. Remember when we told you in our last gathering that up until now, up until this very recent time, the balance of light and dark, plus and minus, 1 and 0 has been 2/3 to 1/3. The balance of 2/3 and 1/3 has been appropriate for the lessons, for the learnings and the understandings.

Remember when we talked to you of your tuning fork, that it was out of balance, out of frequency. The two tines of the fork had a vibrational balance of 1/3 and 2/3 within you up until this time. And when we spoke last time, we asked you to know now that the two tines were coming back into harmonic balance with each other again. There are still two, but they were harmonizing. They were not out of phase like they had been before.

Dear friends, look at your elections. It is not 2/3 and 1/3. It is not an offset balance. It is so carefully balanced that it comes down to a few single votes. This is the new duality. It is not two sides battling each other like before. It is two sides so close in vibration, so close that they begin to harmonize together. Even many of you do not recognize the difference between your own candidates. They vibrate at a similar frequency.

Dear friends, there is, and there will continue to be duality, but from this day forward, it will not be the same again, particularly for those who have entered into the energy of the new Earth. There may be two sides of the mirror, but they are not battling. There are looking at each other with great curiosity. They are looking at each other, wondering why they have battled each other in the past.

You will see this in your own life now. Yes, there will be two sides. In this lifetime of yours there may be four sides but that is a whole other discussion. But the two sides are beginning to harmonize together. This is an unprecedented event. This is breaking through a barrier larger than what you experienced at your millennium, or at your harmonic convergence.

This is "the day of duality." Look around you. Look around your life. Look around your creation. It is filled with much love and much abundance and much joy. Indeed, we know there are still difficulties that you are experiencing but look at where you are. Look where you as a group are. Look where your Earth as a whole is at this time. Duality is taking on a new energy. You see it before your eyes, and sometimes you don't even recognize it! (chuckling)

Now we take this moment here. We ask Cauldre to be in silence. We take this moment to come in to hug you, to honor you, and to do the final melding of energy in this circle. Then we will continue with the lessons of this day, the second segment of the Creator Series, the second of four segments that we will have with you. Is it not interesting that today is also Lesson 4? We will take this moment, dear friends, and simply allow this love and this honor to come through. There are many, many, many who gather here today that wish to acknowledge you. We will ask Cauldre to be in silence for a moment.

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Oh, if we could only bottle this energy! We would take it back with us to show all of the others what this group of humans has achieved. The essence of love is what you have created, and we will tell the others about it. Perhaps they will come to visit you in the next gathering that you have.

Dear friends, a long time ago but not nearly as long as you might think, you were in the first circle, the original creation. You were angels that created. It is somewhat difficult to describe here, but there were not the elements of duality in the original creation. You created with a oneness. You created whole new dimensions. You created depth and width and all things in between. You were pioneers with the highest in understanding of how to create with the energy of the Eternal One. You had fun with it and played with it and experienced it in fullness. And God loved watching you play in God's creation. God laughed when you played in the original circle. You brought much joy to Spirit. You were highly creative. You kept creating and creating and going to new levels with this.

As difficult as it is to understand here, dear friends, you created with such expression and such passion – passion that is still within you – and finesse that you literally went to the edges of creation. We know that it is difficult to comprehend and perhaps even challenges what you have been taught up to now.

But you went to the edges of creation. When you got to the edges, there were rumblings (the registration table in the meeting hall collapses almost on cue). When you got to the edge of creation, my friends, something happened that you and Spirit had never experienced before. It was the transition from oneness into a duality. You were at the fringes of it. You were not in human form at that time. You were in what you would call your light body. But you began to feel changes. You begin to feel something unusual and very uncomfortable.

And this was duality. You continued to create and experience at the edge of the first circle. And dear friends, this was a very challenging and difficult time. This is where you first felt disconnected from Spirit. It is when you first felt there was no longer a single harmony but rather an opposing duality. This was all part of the experience that you chose. There was no mistake in this. There was no mistake in what you were doing here.

You begin to experience things like mistrust. You began to experience things like anger and hate. None of these felt right or appropriate, for you had never known these things before. You were changing. You were transforming. You were the proverbial caterpillar going through the cocoon to become a butterfly. You were leaving the first circle and experiencing two (duality) instead of one.

In this zone at the edge of the first circle is where you have experienced some of the most traumatic and difficult things that your soul has ever gone through. If there is ever an understanding of what hell is like, it was there. If there was ever true war and combat, it was there, and this hurt you deeply. It is something you and the others who were there never felt or experienced before. There was disharmony, and there was to an extent an energy destruction.

But friends, understand that none of this was a mistake. There had been an agreement with Spirit that you would be explorers, that you would go out to areas of creation that had never been explored before. You would learn something new, and none of you, neither you nor Spirit, nor any of us, knew what this would be. It is now called duality. There was so much energy behind this, so much focus here, so much intensity in this experience at the edge of All That Is, that it literally catapulted you into a new place called the second circle, the second creation. It took you from the caterpillar through the cocoon to be here on Earth.

Now there are many physics of this that you will wonder about, and we will talk about in future sessions like this. But dear friends, you went through a very difficult experience before coming to Earth, before creating the second circle. You came here to Earth, and you began to walk lifetime after lifetime.

We have said to you before, this idea of karma we do not like so much. We do not like using that word. For it was not karma. It is not karma. What is it, dear friends? For all of the experiences and the events that you experienced at the edge of the first circle, you are now trying to understand, trying to define and solidify and deal with by having a parallel experience on Earth. Separation: you have experiences of separation to help you understand happened at the edge of creation before you came to Earth. Pain: you find experiences of pain here on Earth to help understand and define what happened in that zone before you left the first creation. Imbalance: you find experiences as humans with other humans, experiences of imbalance in your emotions, for instance, to help you understand what happened at the edge of creation.

Do you understand what we are saying to you? There is nothing that you have done wrong here on your Earth! You have chosen experiences to help you understand something and to help Spirit understand something that happened a long time ago, but not that long ago. You use Earth and the elements of duality, the physics of duality. You use mass and matter to help you and Spirit understand. You use physical bodies to help you understand, to help you relive the experiences that you had at the edges of the first circle. Your experiences on Earth relate to the experiences in the original Creation. You are now playing them out in duality and matter for deeper understandings and definition. It is not about karma, rather about a reenactment of something that happened in any other time, in another place.

There was an angel by the name of Taylor. She has walked the Earth many, many lifetimes. In one lifetime Taylor was a warrior, a warrior for a greedy country, for a greedy kingdom. She cared not of the agenda. She simply wanted to be a warrior. She wanted to experience blood and battle. She wanted to experience duality and anger. She brought these experiences to her soul, and they remained there for a long, long time.

And in the next lifetime Taylor was a mother who was not so good to her children or her husband. She enjoyed the company of other men. She enjoyed being away from her family. She felt guilty for this, and it weighed heavy upon her. Yet she continued to do it, and in doing so caused much pain and difficulty for her children, and caused her husband to commit suicide, to leave. This was remembered by her soul and carried forth, put into her book of life.

In another lifetime Taylor was a businessman who ran a sweat shop. Taylor took advantage of young people and poor people as cheap labor. And Taylor did not care so much about them but cared only about her pocketbook, about her wealth. Taylor did not share this wealth with others. She did not give to charity but gave only to herself and wanted to build a monument to her immortality by gaining wealth. And this weighed heavy upon her soul and upon her being, but she cared not and went forth.

In this lifetime, Taylor was a child of abusive parents. In her early teens she became an alcoholic. She continued this, drinking each day, lowering her vibrations to levels that it is even difficult for us to comprehend. She drank, and she went into darkness. Her vibrations were lowered, and she forgot what love was about. She did not have such a happy life. She blamed her parents. She blamed others that she worked with. Her drinking caused health problems. That created more bitterness within her.

Taylor is now in the Crimson Circle and no longer drinks, for along the way she read an inspirational book. She sat in meetings somewhat like this. She had others lend her a helping hand. She had others hug her and say that they loved her. She had others who took the time to help her understand that all of these feelings of guilt in her being needed to be released, needed to be let go of.

Now you see, we tell the story of Taylor on this day to help you understand, each of you. Indeed, this is a true story. We tell this to you to help you understand something that is very important for you to look at in your own life and in the life of every other that you pass, to see it in your own eyes and in the eyes of everyone else. You see, Taylor chose these difficult lifetimes. She chose them a long time ago. She knew that Spirit needed someone to go to the lowest depths.

Somebody had to jump into this great pool of duality to explore the lowest and the deepest parts of it. Oh, it is easy to be one who simply puts your toe in and says, "I am filled with light for I do not sink. And I gather and collect the sunlight, and therefore I am special." It is difficult, dear friends, when you have taken the challenging path. You have jumped in deep when you agreed to become the alcoholic, to have the worst nightmares of nightmares, to have the most challenges.

And you thought this was just karma. You thought that you were paying debts to yourself. Dear friends, this doesn't even sound logical to pay debts to yourself. You and other Taylors that are family, that are Shaumbra, and that are deeply loved by every one of us, you have chosen difficult experiences in your lifetimes to help explore the depths of light and dark. You have given much in service by doing these things. You have helped to reenact the energetic experiences from the edge of the first circle, and by doing so, helped Spirit to truly understand something new.

We know this will bring up many questions, theoretical questions, such as, "Is it right to kill another, for am I truly helping Spirit?" Dear friends, you, those who are in this group and reading this would never even be inclined to do this at this point. You have done enough of that in the past. Honor yourself for what you have done. Honor yourself for the difficult path that you have taken. And in particular, when you look into another's eyes and perhaps do not see the light that you see in your own now, remember that they are still helping to explore this grand thing called duality. There are two sides of it, a light and a dark, a positive and a negative. Someone has to explore the depths of both.

You who thinking of your child right now and the difficulty they are going through: understand what they are truly doing. That is compassion, when you can understand. Dear friends, what you are experiencing here on Earth is helping to understand and helping to define that experience that you had at the edge of creation. And you have done that well.

As we have mentioned before, many of the dreams that you have now, many of the terrors and the nightmares that are in your life do not relate to this lifetime. They do not even relate to other lifetimes. You wonder where these terrors come from? Dear friends, much that is coming to you now has to do with the experiences that you had before you left the first circle. You are experiencing these in another way – in your dreams – to help create the fabric of what we have call the second creation. This is your universe, your Earth, an extension of All That Is.

Now along the way Taylor gave up drinking, and Taylor came to learn that there was a divinity within her, but much of this was psychological. She did not understand it so well in her heart, for she still had guilt. Do you know she still had guilt about leaving the first creation? And then she had guilt about choosing these many lifetimes and many experiences of difficulty. She began to have a new wisdom as this butterfly was emerging from the cocoon.

Taylor still had problems in her life. She still had challenges. And she read much of the material from the Crimson Circle. She was beginning to understand how to accept all things. She was beginning to understand how to accept her human self, although for her this was very challenging. She felt the human part of her was something to be ashamed of. She did not yet understand that her humanness was divine, that her humanness gave so much to the universe. Taylor began standing in the divine moment, although they were difficult, and they were few and far between. She began taking a moment each day to stand in divinity. And she loved it dearly, and it felt so warm and golden. But then her guilt would get the best of her. She would feel she did not deserve this divine moment, and it would disappear.

But Taylor gave intent to learn and grow. She continued to have challenges in her life, ones of money and relationships and health and trust in herself. These were very difficult and there were times when she cursed Spirit. There were times when she said she would walk away from this new energy Earth stuff because she didn't see it making a big difference in her life. There were times when she said, "This is all just words. It is like the other words of the other beliefs of the other people of Earth. It is all just words. It is all just a pacifier." There were times that she was very frustrated.

She was at a point in her life where she wanted to believe very deeply. She wanted to move to the next level, but she did not know how. And she became so confused and so lost and so upset, but more than anything else so betrayed, that one night she simply collapsed on the floor and began sobbing and said, "I can go on no further. I do not know what to do, Spirit. I have called on you for guidance. I have called on my angels. I have called on my guides, and I do not know what to do." Now Taylor did not read so well the words that said Spirit cannot do it for you, and your guides have departed. (chuckling)

There was something inside of her that was trying to come forth, trying to talk to her, but it couldn't when she was out of her divine moment. It couldn't when she was worried about all of these things. But when she broke down sobbing, something happened. Something came forth. It was like a voice, not from the outside, but from the inside. It came forth and talked to her, and it said to her, "I am grace. I am divine grace that exists within you. I will handle all things. I will balance all things. I will solve all things, but I come from within you, and my name is grace."

She lay there for a long time, feeling this energy of divine grace from within her being. And somehow it felt right. She hadn't turned over herself and her problems to some entity, to some image of God that she did not know or understand. She turned it over to the grace that came from within her being. From that day forward she began to understand. She began to understand the power of grace.

And that is what we will speak to you about tonight, the grace within you. But before we do, we will make one point. There was no accident and no mistake that earlier tonight the one that goes with the Wind (Wind Hughes, a guest speaker at the Crimson Circle meeting) discussed grace with you, discussed the fall from grace and the concepts that go with it. It is no mistake that a week ago we awoke Cauldre in his room and said, "We come to you tonight to speak of grace." And he said, "What? I do not understand." And we had a long talk, and we told him we would bring this out on this night.

We gave him an exercise that we will give you tonight also. Dear friends, understand that quite unlike what your books tell you and what other teachers tell you, there was never a fall from grace. There was never a Lucifer that was thrown out of heaven. These are all metaphors. You experienced the very edge of creation. You experienced something that you had never done before, and it was called duality. That sent you into the second creation. There was an energy that was needed to send you beyond the limits of creation. This duality, this friction created the energy that catapulted you into the second creation called Earth, into where you are right now. It was like feeling the power of the rockets exploding with so much force that it made you forget where you came from. But there was not a fall from grace. We look at it like it was a step from one into two, a step that was taken in love for Spirit and all of us who will follow behind you.

Now about this grace. We will take you into an exercise here with your permission, of course. We ask you to get comfortable, to adjust yourself.

Now with your permission those who gather here tonight will walk side-by-side with you through your new house. You have not been there so much lately! (chuckling) It is time to spend more time in your new house. It is a good place. You are busy running around the town and the neighborhood. You are not spending so much time in your new house!

So let us go back to there now. Let us go back there with the angels at your side, for they too love to explore this new place of yours. Let us walk in, and as we have said dear friends, there is very little here. For you create the walls. You create the space. You create the energy. Let us walk now through your new house.

Let us walk into the kitchen. Let us walk into the kitchen of your new house. We see many of you did not even know you had a kitchen here! (chuckling) You have spent no time! But this is such a grand place that you have built. You will be spending more time here now. Now in the kitchen of your new house, in the center of it, there is a very large, very beautiful, floor-to-ceiling – which can be very high in some cases – there is a very large oven with a large windowed door. There is an inscription above the door, written in a type of shimmering gold lettering that reads, "Oven of Grace."

The Oven of Grace. Dear friends, this is a symbol, and it is also a reality for your own energy of grace. We ask each of you to think of a challenging situation that you have in your own personal life that does not involve other people. It is your own situation, whether it is one of abundance, whether it is one of general fear, whether it is one of health, whether it is one of loneliness. We ask you to take a moment here and think of a situation that has been challenging you lately, to think of something that symbolizes the situation. If this is an abundance issue, the symbol could be your purse or checkbook or wallet. If it is about your health, the symbol could be a photograph or snapshot of you. Think now of a symbol that represents the challenging situation.

And yes, many of you already know what we're going to do here. We are going to ask you to approach the oven of grace with a large, beautiful glass door, and the floor to ceiling mechanics. We are going to ask you to put this symbol of your challenge in that oven. Put it in there – yes, on the rack.

When you have placed this symbol in there, we ask you to close the door of the Oven of Grace. We ask you to say nothing, to have no intent, to say no words, to have no energy behind this, to say no prayer. We ask you now to look up to the left, and you will see a single button, the only button on your Oven of Grace. It says "START." We ask you to hit the start button now.

Now while this is cooking in your Oven of Grace – this challenging situation that you have – we will tell you a few things about this tool. First, when you initially begin working with this tool of grace in your life, use it only for yourself. Use it only for your own personal situations. Later on, but not too soon, you will learn to use it appropriately with other people in their situations. But for now, this is only for you. It is about any issue that you have in your own life for yourself. If you are worried about a child, about a spouse, it is not the appropriate time to put their energy in here. It is only about yourself.

We ask you also to only put one issue, one challenge, one concept in at a time. We saw some of you trying to put everything in there! (audience laughter) While you learn to use the Oven of Grace, only one the issue at a time. We also ask you to keep this in the Oven of Grace for a period of 24 hours of your time, for 24 hours. We also ask you to remember to get it out at the end of that time! When that issue is done cooking, when it is done being exposed to the energy of your divine grace, then you can put another one in. But one at a time and wait 24 hours, and then take it out.

Now while this concept may seem simple – perhaps even trite – we tell you now there is great power in it, for Lesson #4 in the Classroom of the New Spiritual Energy of Earth is to "Create in Grace." Lesson #4 – Create in Grace. This symbol of the oven is given to you today to help you understand how to work with the divine grace that comes from within. You will experience what happens when you put an issue into this Oven of Grace.

Let us return to Taylor. She put her purse in the Oven of Grace, for it represented the abundance issue she was struggling with at the time. And she put it in her oven without agenda. Without agenda, do you understand, dear friends? Oh, we know you have been used to praying, and you've been used to incantations and intent and agenda. These have been good, and they have been filled with love, and it has brought you to this point. But dear friends, we are going to a new place now. In the Oven of Grace there is no need for intent. It takes care of itself.

When Taylor put her purse in here without agenda and without asking for anything, do you know what happened? Her Oven of Grace allowed for the deep harmony of duality to create a new and blessed energy. Her Oven of Grace brought balance to her financial situation. Her Oven of Grace brought the energy of abundance into her life in an appropriate and balanced form.

Now it would have been difficult for Taylor to have tried to create all of this in her mind. It would be like eating food and trying to mentally control how it is processed by your body. You simply eat food and allow it to be. That is "digestive grace."(chuckling) And in the same manner, dear friends, when you place something in your Oven of Grace, it takes care of itself. There is a natural balance. There is a natural fulfillment that takes place in this new energy.

About a week after Taylor put her purse in the Oven of Grace and allowed it to cook overnight, she lost her job. Don't you know!? (chuckling) And she wondered, as some of you may wonder, what was going on, but she also trusted in grace. She knew that her job was indeed a hindrance to her abundance. It kept her tied down and limited. It provided other experiences for her that were no longer appropriate, and one of those experiences that it provided was abundance limitation. So, when she placed her pocketbook in the oven of grace, surely it changed her job.

While losing her job initially brought fear to her, Taylor put that fear into the Oven of Grace. She allowed grace to handle her own fear of what she was going through. As she did this with new situation after new situation, she allowed divine grace to find the appropriate balance and resolution.

Dear friends, Taylor learned to trust herself. She was not turning her problems over to an angel or a guide or to Spirit. She was allowing the fulfillment within her own being. And indeed, in this Lesson #4, "Create in Grace," you will also learn the beauty, the flow, the balance and the love of the grace that exists within you now. Up to now, you have not trusted in your divine grace. Also, the energy of Earth has not been appropriate up to this time to truly utilize this energy. But now it is yours.

We have said before, work with these new tools. We can only bring you our insights, our wisdom. We can only mirror back your own group consciousness, but you must do the work. Take your challenging situations and put them in the Oven of Grace. And yes, for the question that just came up, you can put a situation in the oven repeatedly if you do not find resolution to it, and you are still concerned, you can put that in there again and again. If Taylor were to worry about her abundance issues, she could put her purse in again on another day. But as have said, one issue, one day.

Lesson 4, which will be a foundation lesson for applied creation in the new energy, is to "Create in Grace." You must first understand and learn how to create in grace before we can move to the more dynamic steps. Again, we remind you to use this Oven of Grace only for yourselves right now. In future gatherings such as this, we will talk about affecting group situations or family situations, but for now use this in your own being. This is – and you will find this to be true if you should choose to use it – a very, very powerful tool. We present it here in a story, in a metaphor as an oven, but it is a practical way of bringing balance and resolution in your life.

Lesson 4: Create in Grace. Now dear friends, there is not much more that needs to be said on this day regarding this lesson. It is quite simple. All of you have the tools to begin using it immediately. It is very powerful.

Where are we going with all of this, you ask, in our future lessons? We are working with you to become the true creators in the new energy, creators of your own life, creators of a new energy template of the new Earth. It is not just about you. It is about creating the weavings of the tapestry of the new energy. The very work you are doing, the lessons that you will experience in the days to come all relate to creating this new tapestry.

Now, when you have a challenge that comes into your life, do not say, "Oh, Spirit, why do you bring this now?" Remind yourself that you brought it, and you brought it in a spirit of love to create the weavings of the new energy of Earth.

Dear friends, we love you beyond measure. Through these gatherings we bring to you understandings of why you came to Earth in the first place. We bring to you the reasons why you chose Earth, why you chose the struggles. And we bring to you the message that this was all done in goodness and service to Spirit. There has not been one thing that you have done that has been inappropriate or that has been wrong. You will begin to understand this wisdom. You have given of yourself deeply. Now you have given of yourselves one more time. You chose not to return Home. Instead, you chose to be the pioneers of this new energy. That is why we love you deeply, and that is why you are never alone.

And so it is.

THE TOBIAS CHANNELS

The Creator Series Lesson 4: Questions and Answers

Presented at the Crimson Circle
November 11, 2000

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear friends, teachers, and Shaumbra, as we return again to this circle, to this energy, for this time of questions and answers.

We come here to work with you on becoming creators. It is about becoming and realizing and manifesting your divinity. It is not so difficult; it is not so difficult at all! It was difficult – nearly impossible – when duality had a different balance, when duality had characteristics that were not so harmonious. But as you come into balance with yourself, as you adjusted the balances of duality within you, and as they are balanced in all humans across your earth, it is becoming much easier to become true creators. Being able to create within your being and from your being will not be so much of a struggle! It will be as easy as allowing Grace to handle the balance. It will be as easy as bringing this energy forth into your being, into your reality, into your divine moment and then playing with the results. You will enjoy this. You will enjoy this dearly!

Now, there is one general question that we would like to address here on this night before the specific questions. This was addressed several evenings ago with another, and we bring it forth to this group at this time. This question has to do with relationships, which we know are challenging for many of you. And we bring forth an aspect for you to consider at this time, for you to apply in your personal situation.

Nearly one year ago, on the date of December 13th, we spoke of the earth splitting into two consciousnesses. We spoke of a new consciousness moving from the old earth energy. And we spoke of you, Shaumbra, moving into the energy of the new earth. That has been less than one year ago. We spoke that you would, for a period of time, be walking between both worlds, old and new. You would see those who were in the consciousness of the old, and to honor them and respect them for what they did, for they continued to hold an important balance. We spoke to you that those who remained in the old energy would not be able to understand or discern that there was a new earth energy and a new consciousness. While you may see both energies, they would only see their own.

As these two energies move further apart, as you are exploring the new earth energy in greater detail, many have mates, spouses or partners who have chosen to remain in the old earth energy. They have chosen to remain there to be a balance for you, to hold an energy for you. For even as you are going off, once again, into new areas that have yet to be defined, there is always a ‘tether’ to the old energy.

We used the analogy of the two mountain climbers. While one was secure and fastened and had his grips into the side of the mountain, the other would then go forth with a tether. One would be there for safety and balance and the other would be the explorer. That is much of how relationships are coming to be now. You may have a spouse or a partner who has remained in the old energy, to hold the energy for you as you explore these new areas.

And in many cases, dear teachers, in many cases it is no longer appropriate to be in that relationship on a daily basis. We are pointing out an energetic dynamic that is taking place. Now it is up to you and up to your being to know if it is time to remain or time to move forward. But if you choose to move forward, if you choose to disengage that relationship on one level, understand that many times they are holding the balance of energy for you on another. Honor them and thank them for that. While you may dissolve the human ties of the relationship, love them for what they are doing for you, allowing you to move into the new energy.

Now with that, we will answer questions:

QUESTION: Tobias, is there a relationship between the movement from the numbers two to four in Kyron’s discussion of base 12 mathematics?

TOBIAS: Indeed there is, they work hand-in-hand together. As we have mentioned, your mathematicians will soon bring forth information that would help to define this in greater detail. It is not appropriate for us to move into the specific areas at this time, but we remind you that there will be more prevalence of the number four in your life. It may appear as simply the number four, it may appear as a combination of two’s. This is all indicating the shift away from duality, as you have known it, into a new type of energy creation dealing with quads.

QUESTION: Tobias, I understand through reading channels from Sananda that we each have 16 parallel physical realities with many opposites to each other. I’m interested to know that in each of these realities are we all the same, i.e. in gender, and do we look the same in each reality as we do in this one?

TOBIAS: If this is what you choose, so be it.

(Note from Geoffrey Hoppe: As I was editing this session, I was a bit surprised at Tobias’ short and somewhat terse answer to this question. I "checked in" with Tobias to ask for further clarification. He chuckled, and asked me to look at the answer to the following question. Apparently, he knew it was coming.)

QUESTION: Are we in the process of merging all other realities into one reality and one physical form as we ascend?

TOBIAS: This question is difficult to answer due to the human misconceptions of realities and dimensions and ascending. We use this question in particular to remind those who are Shaumbra, those who are here, my friends, to live in the divine moment. All of these multi-level, multi-dimensional, multi-aspect realties – we do not know where you come up with these! There are many, many mansions. There are many mansions, but my friends these things you should not so much concern yourself with. They will indeed fragment you. They will fragment your energy.

Now, there are those who are called on as teachers and healers to bring back the fragmented parts that did not exist until you began to imagine them! We ask you to focus on the divine moment, on your being in the divine moment. We also – for Cauldre gets very nervous here – we have spoken that the information given here will not please all. It will not resonate with all, and it is not intended for all. It is indeed the classroom of the new energy, and we will use occasions like this to bring our work together. We will assist in bringing your work back into focus. For the period between now and our next gathering the focus is to bring divine grace into your life. Why would you want to worry about multi-dimensional aspects that even we do not understand or see!?

We honor and thank you for this question for it gives us the opportunity to speak to your divinity, to your divinity that is present in this room, and in the space you are reading this in now. You will not find the answers to your questions in some complex realities that do not necessarily exist! You will find the answers in your divine moment. Do you understand this?

QUESTION: Tobias, I have cancer, how do I get rid of it?

TOBIAS: It is to honor the cancer, not to get rid of it. Place it in the Oven of Grace. Place it there without agenda and allow grace to work through it. Allow grace to find the balance. Cancer, dear friends, is simply imbalance manifested in the cells of your body. It is that simple. Those who work with the new technologies will see this soon. They will understand with the frequencies that they work with how to adjust it.

You who ask us this question, you have a more sophisticated treatment available to you today. You do not need to experiment, do not need to have trials. It is available to you today. It is powerful. You are powerful. This imbalance that knocks at your physical body, simply place it in there (the Oven of Grace). And after you place it in there one day, then place it another and another, and do this with love each day. My dear, there is a tool and a gift in this for you. The gift is that you will one day sit before others who are in disbelief and talk about how you brought balance into your own life. You have chosen this, you have chosen this for yourself, so that you will be a teacher for others. Use this Oven of Grace, my dear. You will understand.

QUESTION: In the near future, I will probably be losing my mother to cancer. What is the most effective way to help her make the transition to your side of the veil?

TOBIAS: It is to honor her for all she has brought into your life. When one departs Earth and come back to our side of the veil, they often bring with them guilt and tears of sadness. There is energy that they bring back over. It is best to simply honor them. We are somewhat harsh here with you tonight, but so many humans pray for one who has crossed over to the other side, praying that they go to heaven, praying that there is no bad thing for them, like going to hell, praying that they find the right space.

My dear, and all who are here, simply honor them and thank them for the process, for being part of your life. You do not so much understand the energy that we are in back here. We are often curious why you are praying for them to go to someplace that even we do not understand or see. At times it can be confusing to them because there is an energy that is placed around their being that is trying to direct them to a place that does not necessarily exist!

Now, indeed there are legions of angels who guide those who are recently departed safely back on the journey. But it would give those who have crossed over the greatest joy if they looked back and saw another human honoring them. It would begin to dissolve the veil so quickly when they look back and could see that you understood the journey. Thank you for that very beautiful question.

QUESTION: Speak of the power of prayer.

TOBIAS: You will learn in the new energy to create in a different way. Prayer may be appropriate for those in the old energy. We will work with you to create on new levels. We will be challenging you to release your old concepts of prayer; we will even be challenging you to release your new concepts of intent. They have been valuable tools for bringing you to this place, but my friends, it is time to release these. We will go prayerless. You will create in the Divine Moment. You will begin to understand when to use your Oven of Grace. And again, thank you for that question.

QUESTION: Will you please speak to us of the new children and their role in the new energy of the earth.

TOBIAS: This is a very detailed and complex question for there are many, many aspects to this question. We will talk of one group that is coming in now that will favor many of those in Shaumbra, in the Crimson Circle. These are the ones who have not come to earth ever before. They have not had a series of incarnations as you have. Metaphorically, they are building the pathways, and building the tunnels for their energy to come in. These are angels who have not been to earth before.

It is difficult for them to transition from the first creation to what you would call a holding zone or adjustment zone, and then going to physical bodies. This is very difficult, so what they do is to create energy pathways into your energy of earth. In other words, they move very close in without actually taking on a physical body. And in some cases, the child is born but then will experience a crib death as you call it, for they are not ready, these new angels, they are not ready to yet accept the harshness of your physical reality.

They will come close to it. They will come back later, within months or a year or so to be born into a physical body. Now these new angels, these new humans, have had no previous experience on earth, but yet they have watched and studied carefully. They are the ones who are helping to bring in a new type of energy that will become important, for it is clean; it has not gone through the rigors of many, many lifetimes. These are "fresh angels." These are ones who bring in a new vibration level that is appropriate at this time.

They will be extraordinarily sensitive to your earth, they will be extraordinarily sensitive to thoughts, and vibrations. They will have a tendency for allergies because they will not find it so easy to be in this human form, but they will have a light that shines within that is unmistakable.

Now, there are many other types of children coming in at the time, ones who have been called the indigos, who have taken the indigo pathways to get here. There are many, many others coming in that would require a long discussion. But, to have you know, you who are Shaumbra, you who have been here for many, many, many lifetimes, these new angels, when they see you there will be an instant connection, and they will honor you. They may literally drop to their knees in thanks for you. They understand what you have done to enable a whole new group to be able to come through now. After they come through the tunnels that have been built into the new creation, then others will follow. (emotionally) And one day, one day, I, Tobias, will return and I will hopefully be the son of the one who channels this information.

QUESTION: Tobias, I’ve been hearing a lot about the planetary teacher named Maitreya. He is supposed to be the Christ and living in London. Any comments?

TOBIAS: This one carries a distinctive Christ energy. This one brings much wisdom to your Earth at this time. While we are of the Crimson Circle and he is associated with another spiritual group, there is great compatibility and great honor between the two. The words that he brings forth at this time are filled with wisdom and love, but we remind each of you that even as new teachers come to earth, and even as you are teachers, it is always incumbent to remember that the Christ is within each of you. You cannot find it in another, you can only see in another. We deeply honor the teachings of this group and work closely with them, but this group also teaches that the Christ is within you.

QUESTION: The teachings within the life and the teachings of the Far East by Spaulding are so similar to the teachings of the Crimson Circle. I’m wondering if the Masters of the Crimson were teaching at that time, the late 1800’s?

TOBIAS: This Crimson Circle, this group of Shaumbra, you have walked the earth many, many times. The wisdoms that you have brought forth have come through in a number of different cultures, but above all, there are certain basic truths that hold within all groups. While the teachings of the Crimson Circle have not directly affected these writings, they speak from the same level of truth. And jokingly, our friend Cauldre would like to know where he can get this book.

QUESTION: Tobias, if my issue is one of cellular weight, do I put my whole body in the oven, or is there a symbol for this?

TOBIAS: The symbol simply would be a photograph of yourself, without judgement, without agenda. Simply use that as a symbol, place that in the oven, and allow grace to work throughout your entire being. We remind you, all of you here, that while you do this, and even though Cauldre may have thought this was ‘corny’ (chuckling), you will begin to feel the manifestation of this.

If you place the symbol of your biology in this oven, dear friends, do not become bewildered or surprised several days later when your body feels different. Initially it may release things that may be somewhat embarrassing, but this is part of the process. Initially there may be discomforts that you may wonder about, but this is part of the process. It is amusing to us because we know, dear friends, we know from working with you that you do not so much trust yet that this oven works! You think perhaps it works for another but not for you. But then, when you see the results, it may surprise or even startle you. (chuckling)

QUESTION: Tobias, when I am asked a question about a future event, activity or plan and I know the answer, do I wait to answer, or answer then and there? And, how do I know I am in the new energy versus the fearful energy?

TOBIAS: It is difficult for anyone, whether human or those of the Crimson Council or Tobias to know the answer to something in the future. There are directions that can be seen. There is a knowingness of the general vibrations, of the general frequencies you are creating into the future, but it is very difficult to know the exact outcome. Based on our teachings with you in this Creator Series, it is our advice to you to remain in the divine moment, remain in the divine moment.

As we mentioned in our previous channeling, in the old energy you created the future by projecting your thoughts and your energy into it. This essentially took the void and transformed it into a reality. Creation in the new energy will be quite different. It will not be projecting into the void, it will not be projecting into the future. It will be staying in a moment, in a space, in an energy, creating in that moment, and emanating the energy out, not specifically to your future, but into all moments. Now this is a whole other discussion and channeling that we will get into here in the future (chuckling), so we will avoid getting too far into it tonight. But our answer in general is simply to stay in the divine moment.

QUESTION: Dear Tobias, could you please give us a metaphor for appropriately removing a problem from the Oven of Grace after the 24 hour period? Thank you.

TOBIAS: The Oven of Grace has but one button, and that is to start, and at the end of 24 hours it will automatically quit. When you remove the symbol of your situation from the Oven of Grace, dear friends, there is nothing that needs to be done at this time, there is no prayer, there is no intent, there is nothing. Simply allow now the changes to occur in your life. Simply allow the changes to occur in your life. Now, there is a tendency here to want to make this a very complex process. It is as simple as placing the challenge into the oven and turning on the START button. One item at a time, one day at a time, only for yourself at this time.

QUESTION: Tobias, over the past month I have withdrawn more and more from the people in my life. That’s OK, but I find myself engaging in constant negative dialoging with those people in my mind. Lots of chatter, usually doesn’t feel good after the fact. I’ve been balancing it on the hormonal imbalance, but somehow that doesn’t seem to be true either. What’s going on? Why can’t I seem to stay on the other side of the short wall?

TOBIAS: It will take conscious effort on your part to stay on the other side of the short wall. You will continually find yourself pulled back into duality. Right now, you are experiencing here the energy of the Two Earths moving apart, you are experiencing relationships moving apart that are no longer appropriate. You are hearing chattering in your head because you are still connected with them in many ways. Know my friends, that as the energy of the new earth moves to new levels, these old chains that connected you to the past will dissolve in love. They will dissolve slowly and surely. You traumatize yourself by the chatterings of your mind. Simply understand that is part of the releasing and letting go process. When you have these discussions in your mind, simply stand behind the short wall and honor these people, even though they have caused you much friction and challenge in your life. Simply honor them. As you consciously do this, the last vestiges of the old energy will dissolve.

QUESTION: Tobias, two people spoke earlier today of a time of cataclysm when Mother Earth will go through a time of purging and cleansing. What can we as individuals and family do to ease our Mother’s pain and trauma to our fellow man?

TOBIAS: There are many vibrational changes that are taking place within you. There are many, many activities, including the energy of the past lives that were held by Gaia, that are now being released. As your vibration changes and you release old energy, Gaia is processing many of these for you. You can honor Gaia for this work, and you can understand that when Gaia rumbles – which she will – when she rumbles it is not a sign of the end, it is not the sign of punishment to humans.

Have you noticed in recent rumblings that very few, if any humans were killed? Gaia understands where to release. There is much energy that she is choosing to release now. Simply honor her for that. Dear friends, dear friends, she knows well how to release, better than you do. Honor her for the process. And when the winds come – and they will for that is the most efficient way for Gaia to cleanse, through winds -– when they come simply smile and honor instead of running in fear. Instead of telling others that the world is coming to an end, honor those strong winds for they are Gaia’s best way of releasing.

QUESTION: Tobias, what is the relationship between the election and consciousness?

TOBIAS: Quite simply, you are seeing duality come back into balance. You are seeing it coming into a fine vibrational balance. This should be a signal to all to understand that a new type of harmony is possible. There is also one other thing that results from this: When two different frequencies change and come back into harmony, all of the energy that is no longer appropriate is brought to the surface to be released. In this process with your elections, any negative energy, any energy that had an agenda working against the new balance of duality will be brought to the surface. Those who perhaps cheated in the election results, those who do not wish to have duality returned to harmony, these things will be exposed in your media, and it will be obvious to you. In the meantime, Shaumbra, stand behind the short wall. Oh, you will see some battling between the two sides, but this is a new type of balance that is coming forth. Stand behind the short wall to truly see what is happening here.

QUESTION: Tobias, is there anything that you would like to relay to me at this time?

TOBIAS: Yes, indeed there is to you, to all who hear this, to all who read this there is one thing. In this time, you are creating the weavings of the new energy earth, for that is why you are here, that is why you are reading this.

Dear friends, please keep it simple, please keep it simple. We will remind you of this over and over again. There is the tendency to come up with great conspiracy theories. There is the tendency to come up with realities and dimensions that do not exist. There is a tendency to even come up with fear scenarios. My friends, if you choose empowerment in your life, if you choose to be creators in the new energy, it would be well to keep it simple. We have walked with you in these past four lessons with very simple steps – and what Cauldre sometimes calls ‘corny’ steps (chuckling) – but we have done this to help you maintain a focus. These are powerful tools. Your divinity desires to come forth, and it needs your human Self to cooperate.

QUESTION: Tobias, my kids are always asking for candy and junk food. Is it appropriate for me to try to steer them away from that sort of eating, or does it really matter? Does our consciousness hold more power over our health than what we eat?

TOBIAS: Ultimately, the consciousness holds more power than the actual items that are digested. Your systems are still trained in certain ways so it will take a bit of time getting used to this. Without becoming too personal here, in this particular case we ask you to look at what your children are truly asking for. It is not about sweets; there is something else they are asking for through this. This is simply a tool. It is simply a symbol that they are using. Stop and look into their hearts. There is something else.

QUESTION: Tobias, I have noticed that there has been some competition between individuals and groups for superiority and greatness. Could you speak about this?

TOBIAS: We do not understand. Quite simply we do not understand; with this group we do not choose to go into that energy. You are ones who have given yourselves in service. You are ones who have gone through much to help others. We honor your service, we do not choose to speak of anything else, for in your hearts we see pure intent, we see pure love. Why would we want to discuss this duality energy?

QUESTION: Dear Tobias, I have two questions about music. First, in a prior Question & Answer session, you alluded to the fact that you have music where you are. Can you tell us anything about what it’s like and what it’s used for and how it’s different from ours? Second, in the classroom in the new spiritual energy on earth, are there any new tools, intents, or powers that a creative, spiritually-minded musician should know about that they could use with that?

TOBIAS: We will take the first question second. In the new energy as a creator, and as one who understands the balances of vibrations of music, you have among the most awesome opportunity for creation. Your music IS vibration. Allow yourself to experience even more balanced and finer vibrations than ever before and then flow these through your systems and manifest them in your music. Oh, we see awesome opportunities for you here! Your music will have qualities in it that will transcend the vibrations that you have been working with up to now.

On our side of the veil, we do not usually call it music, and we do not have those here who are proficient in violins and trombones and such (chuckling). We play with vibrations that we create from within, and we will sit with other entities, and we will create tonal or vibrational balances and harmonies. Sometimes we specifically create imbalances for certain effects. We learned how to create imbalances through the work you have done on Earth. As we have said to you before, though, our music here, while beautiful, while entertaining and fun, does not have the depth and the soul of the music that you create on earth. It is difficult to describe this without actually playing our music for you. But in a way, you hear our music when we come in at the beginnings of these circles. You hear our vibration, and we are in a way, purring as we come into your space. The next time we gather like this, when we first come in, feel those tones.

We deeply enjoy your music, for its vibrations literally tell the stories of your lifetimes, of your experiences, of your pasts, of your loves. Oh, it is not words that are stored in what you would call the Akashic records. It is music, it is vibrations, for in those tones are the stories of Earth.

QUESTION: Tobias, I have been having difficulty getting my mind and heart in sync. Any suggestions?

TOBIAS: Release the mind. Indeed, allow yourself to go out of your mind. There has been an imbalance of energy in the approximate ration of 2/3 and 1/3 between the mind and the heart of humans in the old energy. Bring those back into balance. Simply allow that to be. Simply acknowledge the balance between the "two." Dear friends, you are humans, you are walking in human biology, you are in duality, and those things will continue for a period of time.

But now, allow the new balance. We have told you today on the 11/11, that it is the day of duality on earth. It is the day of duality in the Mayan calendar. It is the day when these energies can be brought back together in harmony, these energies of duality, or where they clash. Look at your own life, look at Earth on this day as you walk from here. What do you see? A new harmony or a clash? We see the harmony, and with that, dear friends, we have enjoyed our time and space together. We have enjoyed it immensely.

There are times when we would choose to stay here many, many hours. But we know you grow restless, and indeed, we honor Cauldre for his service. We know that he grows hungry! And with that we thank and honor and bless each of you. We ask you to begin allowing grace in your life. And remember, dear friends, grace comes from within you. It is already there! It is waiting for the opportunity to work. The opportunity occurs when you open the door of the oven and hit the START button!

Dear friends, we will see you for music (with Robert Coxon) in approximately one month.

And so it is.