Claim Who You Are

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Quantum Leap Series:
SHOUD 8: "Claim Who You Are" -
Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

Presented to the Crimson Circle
April 5, 2008

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, we gather together again in this sacred safe space. I take this moment to be together with you as a group of Shaumbra and also to be with you individually and very personally right now. It is an honor as always for I, Tobias, to address this group of esteemed New Consciousness workers. It is an honor and even somewhat of a humor for me to be here teaching you because indeed you are the teachers.

Somewhere along the line you asked me to help you to understand and remember what you already know. You asked me to remain on the other side for as long as I possibly could so I could take this walk with you. I could help you to understand what you’re going through, but things that you may not be consciously aware of. You asked me to be your note taker. You asked me to be the recorder of your consciousness and your journey and to remind you from time to time, like I do, of what you’re going through, why you’re here and what the potentials of you actually hold.

Not Saint-Germain, not Kuthumi, not I, Tobias, and not even Quan Yin are grander than you. We’re simply on the other side. We’re not so deeply immersed into this thing called the human condition. We haven’t dived into it like you have. You are absolutely in. You’re feeling it and experiencing it on every level, and you just asked us to remind you from time to time that you’re not who you think you are. You’re not a limited human. You don’t have some sort of destiny already laid out for you, and you’re not making mistakes. You’re gathering experience like never before, but you’re not making mistakes.

Let us start this Shoud… and I have to say here before we start this Shoud, we’ve been working together for so very long, back into the times of the Temples of Tien, back into the times dating before Yeshua and into the times of Yeshua, through the history of histories. I’ve become so close and attached to you in every different way. We gather at night, we work together in the New Earth, we go off to the Shaumbra Service Center together, sometimes individually and sometimes as a group.

It is a bit odd to be in this situation now of my impending return to Earth through Sam, my time when we worked so closely together. It’s going to change. It’s over a year of time from now, but if you consider the number of centuries, years and experiences that we’ve worked together, it seems like it’s coming up so quick.

I have to say there’s a bit of reluctance on my part, and I have to share with you – I haven’t even shared it with Cauldre – there’s been times when my compassion for you and my care for each one of you has actually led me to reconsider my choice of coming back to Earth, of being with Sam. There has been times sitting in my cottage by myself when I’ve said, “Maybe I’m better staying here. Maybe I’m better continuing to work with you as I do from the other realms rather than being right in there with you as Sam. And times when I’ve thought that perhaps I could be of more service to you.

Then ... then I stop and think about the beauty and the joy and, believe it or not, the liberation of being an angel in human form. I think about the good that can be done for my own soul self as well as all who are willing to join with me and join with Shaumbra. And I think about the beauty of being a human, the ability to touch another person, the ability to get together with Shaumbra, to sing a few songs or to tell a few stories, the ability to enjoy a glass of wine and many, many good laughs – and then it’s irresistible. I have to come back. (laughter)

There are some other reasons too that you know as well as I do – but I won’t speak them through Cauldre’s mouth – but reasons I so long to be on Earth again. (more laughter, Tobias chuckling) But I’ll have you know that I have thought about it. I have thought about this choice. Such a fine journey we are having together.

I’m going to ask today that you do two homework assignments. I’ll tell you one now and one in just a few minutes, but the one for now is tonight, no matter what you do or where you are, whether it is night time, whether it would be early in the morning for you when we’re done, take a moment to celebrate yourself and celebrate what you’ve done. I know it escapes you sometimes, the magnitude of consciousness work, because it doesn’t have a direct specific physical manifestation. It’s hard to even measure consciousness in known terms right now. It’s hard from where you sit to see the effect that your work has on humanity in general as well as on angels in all of the realms.

Tonight celebrate yourself in some way. Have a good laugh or a good cry, which some of you need. Do something for yourself, which you wouldn’t normally do. Even just breathe for a while, but celebrate you.

Safe Space

There’s two things we’d like to do as we get into this Shoud. The first is let us create and also honor this safe space. Safe space is perhaps the greatest invention – well definitely the greatest invention – since religion and psychoanalysis put together and then some. The safe space, which all of you helped to create, such a simple concept. It doesn’t have to be difficult. It can be so very simple… ahem… (laughter as Tobias nods to Linda) Saint-Germain asked me to give you a hard time today! (Linda says, “I heard that, thank you.”)

The safe space is such a beautifully simple concept in consciousness. When you allow the safe space, when you create it for yourself or a group creates it, it eases the tension. It keeps you from having to be on guard. It keeps you from having to worry and wonder and to have doubt. And in the safe space you can allow the natural rebalancing of energies. You can create it anywhere, any time, any place. You don’t have to stress with it. You don’t have to force it. You just choose it. Then you bring it into your reality with the deep breath.

Let us together choose the safe space, but today choose it for your consciousness, the safe space for your awareness, for you.

As you take a deep breath and you choose the safe space and we do it together as a group, allow all of you to join you. We’re not going to reveal too much here, but it is a beautiful and simple Kuthumi concept – all of you – to be here. Not just the Shaumbra part of you, we know many of you just invited the Shaumbra aspect of you to this gathering today. How about inviting all of you to be here – the part that’s not quite so holy, the part that’s very human and very frustrated with being human, all of the aspects of you from the past and all of the potentials that you have to choose from tomorrow and the next day and the next day – take a deep breath and invite all of you into this safe space.

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In this safe space now, let us call on perhaps the greatest thing since laser surgery. We call it Standard Technology. You see, you have been out there doing this work of consciousness as well as doing the work of being a human being, interacting with other humans. But also you’re interacting with non-human energies, you’re interacting with angelic beings, but also beings that are caught, stuck in the Near Earth realms.

You’re dealing with emotions and feelings of other people, in one way or the other. That is what you are doing. That is what you have taken on as your job. Your job isn’t doing what you think you do being an office administrator or being a nurse or being a healer. Your job right now is to be one who helps to evolve consciousness, and in doing so you are interacting with energies on every different level.

These energies and these consciousnesses come into your field or your space, so to speak. They come into your body and your mind – into your consciousness – because you are open, because you are feeling. And even if you take that breath and release them, there’s always a bit of residue left, a bit of build up or energetic dust that clings to you. Now in this safe space you can use the essence of Standard Technology to release that – to cleanse your body, to cleanse your consciousness, your mind – without any effort. It is just choosing.

Your body, your mind, your spirit, your gnost – they all know how to rebalance and to rejuvenate. But I see here in particular that so many of you have taken it into your body this past month. You’re learning now how to cope with the consciousness much better, but your body still has a tendency to pick up these outside energies and imbalances and hold onto them, to store them.

So let’s take a deep breath right now and allow the natural rejuvenation of your body.

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Take a deep breath.

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See, you don’t have to play mind games, you just have to give permission to your body. You already know how to cleanse yourself, to balance yourself. Some of you have little energy build-ups inside of you, I guess you could say much like a tooth would get a cavity. It is time to let that go. Some of you are storing it in your bones, many of you in your vital organs. It’s not overwhelming, no need to fear. It’s not at a toxic level.

Take a deep breath and let your body release any of these imbalances easily and naturally.

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Many of you pick up things that you call colds and flus or even allergies, and you become very concerned about these, you wonder what’s wrong with your body. Perhaps your body knows that a cold or a flu or any of these other things are also natural ways to release the build-ups that you happen to bring into your body. But then you doubt yourself. You wonder why you are a spiritual being who’s getting sick. You’re not sick. You’re cleansing.

What truly helps with the cleansing process besides the breathing is drinking the pure water. The pure water helps to cleanse out some of the build-ups – build-ups that are in your skin, for instance. Many of you experiencing itching lately, slight rashes. Water will help cleanse these out but more than anything else, it’s about giving permission to your body to rejuvenate.

Let’s do that right now. Take a deep breath.

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Let some of those imbalances, impurities, be flushed.

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Some of them are going to flush energetically, it means in a nonphysical way it is going to be released back into the ethereal levels. Some of them are going to be purged by the body itself, and you know how the body tends to purge so don’t try to stop the process. Don’t try to fight it. It is natural ... natural.

In this space, you can allow your body to rejuvenate. It deserves you doing this on occasion, just getting very relaxed in a safe space, just stopping for a moment, giving permission to all of those physical and consciousness aspects of yourself to rebalance.

You’re out there doing very difficult work, doing challenging work that goes beyond where humans are today in general. It is not surprising that you pick up a few wounds, a few scars; you pick up some residual energy. It’s time to shake it off here.

Take a deep breath.

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Today’s Guests

We have several guests today that we would like to bring in. The first is a small group – seven to be specific – of Crystal Children. These are ones who are coming in very, very soon. They’re going to be taking on physical bodies. They’ve been studying on the New Earth with you and this small group – who represents many, many who are coming in – this small group comes in to share a very direct experience with you in this physical reality. They come in to feel your energy, to feel what it’s like being in a body, having the mind and more than anything to feel what it’s like to have doubt.

They want to understand this very odd and peculiar type of consciousness virus called doubt. They’re coming in and observing. You don’t have to hide anything from them. It is very prevalent for humans to have doubt – not natural, but prevalent.

They come in to observe, to be with you, and they would like to be around you for several days. They’re going to take what they are observing and feeling back to the others who are studying on the New Earth and in the monatry (the place where souls spend time reviewing their just-completed life and planning the next one) prior to coming here and taking on bodies on Earth. They’re not going to intrude on you, they’re not going to ask a lot of questions, they just want to sense.

There’s another guest who we bring in today. Take a deep breath and without trying to guess, just feel into this energy.

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The guest we bring in today has been requesting to come in for quite some time. He has actually had lifetimes on Earth before. He’s actually incarnate on Earth again, but one of his very prominent aspects wants to come in today to share this time, to learn something from Shaumbra, learn something that is going to set him free, potentially, and to set many others free as well.

Our guest today… perhaps some of you are even sensing or smelling a bit of peculiar odors, particularly a cigar odor… Dr. Sigmund Freud. Dr. Freud – this aspect – comes in particularly to observe what we call the New Consciousness.

Now, Dr. Freud, as many of you know, was born in the mid 1800s and committed suicide shortly before World War II. Dr. Freud came in to basically open the doors of this thing called psychoanalysis. Dr. Freud was very much in his mind in that lifetime – very much in the mind and not so much in the feelings – and this aspect of Dr. Freud has been very distressed and very, very tormented for a variety of reasons. First that he felt he was not able to cure himself. When he was on Earth he had these brilliant – at the time – these wonderful concepts and ideas about analysis and about looking back into the childhood, looking at the relationship particularly between the child, the mother, the father, other members of the family, and focusing the analysis on what happened in the youth and how the child-self interrelated to the others. He pioneered work in psychoanalysis, which to this day is still practiced here on Earth.

But when Dr. Freud was not able to heal himself either mentally – for yes, he gave himself a difficult upbringing to give himself empathy for what he would be doing with others on the couch later on – but he was not able to heal his physical body, and he felt that because of that he had failed. In the end he ended up taking his own life, committing suicide. Not just walking out of his body with the feeling of joy and fulfillment, but actually being depressed, having given in to his physical ailments, feeling that they were actually stronger than he and feeling that so much of what he had taught, so many of the principles of modern psychology, were perhaps false.

When he crossed over to the other side, as you could imagine, he went immediately to the near realms. And in the near realms there are many what you would now call psycho wards. These are those who are not only mentally disturbed, but spiritually disturbed. And he found himself in the near realms in what you would call these illusionary psycho wards – mental hospitals – filled with souls who had crossed over who were agonized and tormented, who were still in the mind.

Dr. Freud went there and felt he was looking in the mirror at his own life, feeling that he had failed because many whom he encountered he had actually had on the couch. When he saw them on the other side, it truly put him in his own hell. He felt he had failed them and he also felt that if his work on Earth continued with the type of psychoanalysis that he had started, it would cause many, many more humans to end up in the Near Earth psycho wards.

He had been wandering the Earth distressed and troubled, very ghostlike, until finally, not so very long ago, he called out for help. By the way, as any disincarnate spirit can do – any lost spirit – can call out for help. When he did he surrendered such a part of him – the mental part, the analytical part, the part that was focused on his own ego, his own identity – trapped identity – as Dr. Sigmund Freud. In the surrender it allowed him to see that he was surrounded by beings, beings of spirit, by angelic beings and beings who loved him for the work that he did do on Earth, because he helped to change consciousness.

He had been in such a place of self-doubt that he was literally eating away at his own energy. He had been in a place of such remorse over the limitations that he had put on his own work. At some level within him he knew that if he had gone beyond just the regression into childhood and focus on the literal or the physical parent figures; if he had actually taken that to another level and understood the parent, albeit the mother, the father, the child-self, as aspects – aspects that transcend the human and the mental condition; if he had gone beyond just the childhood and into the discussion of past lives, the things that you now know as Aspectology, your past life, the creative portions of yourself in this lifetime; if he had gone there perhaps that would have altered and changed the whole nature of consciousness today.

Dr. Sigmund Freud doubts himself. So we bring him in now to the Crimson Circle to see humans who understand the concept. You see, he did know it at a deeper level, he felt it, but he was afraid to discuss it openly. Dr. Freud discussed the issues of Aspectology and the issues of past life and the issues of nonphysical realities, the issues of the many multidimensional nature of the Self. He discussed this from time to time with a few individuals but he would not step out amongst his peers. He would not step out with the universities that he taught at, and he would not step out in working with his clients to go beyond the limitations of the psychoanalysis that he professed. So that part of him is very sad, very depressed. That part of him has been lost and wandering.

Now, another part of him has incarnated back on Earth right now. You can imagine the conflict that that is creating for that physical entity now on Earth. It feels the sadness and the depression. It feels the doubt, and it feels the danger of getting involved in anything to do with consciousness.

Dr. Freud’s identity now is a young man living in Switzerland working in a factory doing menial mundane work. He feels a tremendous desire to open up. Every time he hears his fellow workers talking about situations in their life, he wants to jump in and share with them that there’s so much more. So much more. There is what you would call basic spiritual principles – easy, simple principles – that can literally launch a being into a whole new level of consciousness, but he doubts himself. Actually, he’s feeling the doubt of this aspect called Sigmund Freud, so he won’t speak, he won’t talk about it.

He limits himself and in that limitation he’s living in his own hell. Can you imagine at a deeper level – oh yes, you can imagine, can’t you – at a deeper level knowing something to be true but not sharing it, not expressing it? Knowing something to be so profoundly and deeply true, but holding back out of fear and out of doubt? That is living hell. You have to create all sorts of barriers. You have to fool yourself to limit yourself. And that is exactly what Dr. Freud and his entity now walking on Earth are doing right now.

Dr. Freud is here as a guest to see a group of humans who don’t necessarily have degrees on the wall, “And perhaps,” he is saying right now, “That is a good thing.” Humans who didn’t go to university to study the mechanics of the mind or of consciousness, because no university right now can truly do that – no ‘accredited’ university.

Dr. Freud is here to observe and to learn from you and perhaps liberate himself, perhaps not carry around that doubt and that grief anymore. He sees in you what he felt in himself. There are these things called aspects. There is something called the soul. The mother/father aspects don’t have to be the literal biological mother and father. The things that happened in youth, especially those things related to sex, are a virus not a fault. And that virus can be purged out through the simple act of loving yourself.

So take a moment, I ask each one of you, to open your hearts and your consciousness to Dr. Freud. Not to feel sorry for him, not to do anything other than to show him who you are, because when you show him your heart of hearts, that will help him to understand that there is – there is – a new consciousness. And there are a group of humans who are working at it, and psychoanalysis today doesn’t have to be limited to principles that he helped to establish. It can expand.

And perhaps this liberation of Dr. Freud will help liberate that human incarnation who has closed himself down to life, who is working in a factory when yet he has so much to offer, but who doubts himself so much. Perhaps it would liberate this factory worker, who is not at all happy with what he is doing, to actually join the ranks of Shaumbra around the world. Perhaps this incarnation of Dr. Freud right now will join Shaumbra and become a teacher and will open himself to his truth while sharing it with others.

Dr. Freud may hang around for a while, may come around with you. He will have a few angels from our side accompanying him, kind of like in the Charles Dickens story “Scrooge.” He wants to observe, he wants to see what you do, how you do it, and he wants to see how you handle your homework assignment. We’ll give it early, and we’ll remind you again later.

Today’s Homework

Dear Shaumbra, take a deep breath.

Your homework assignment is very simple. Now simple doesn’t mean “doesn’t contain challenges,” by the way. Simple just means if you get out of your mind and you just do it, it’s really quite simple. Contained within simplicity can be complexity if you’re that type of person. Simple can be easy and smooth and it could make things go very, very efficient. Or simple… simple could mean the final step at the end of a long and complex and painful and difficult and challenging process. And you get to the end of that process and you say, “But the answer was so simple.” (Tobias chuckling)

The homework assignment is very simple. In the next 30 days tell at least four people who you are. Tell them that you are a New Consciousness Teacher. Tell them that you are a high consciousness being who’s here on Earth right now to help open up and expand the potentials for others who are willing to evolve. Tell them that – four people. Don’t mumble it. (laughter) Don’t couch it in goofy discussion. (Linda asks, “Do they have to be awake?” to much laughter from Tobias and audience) Do it when you are very clear and very conscious about what you are saying, because, dear Shaumbra, it’s time to stop hiding. It’s time to stop pretending. Use this example of Dr. Freud who regrets that he didn’t go further, that he didn’t open up. He was so caught up in what others would think. He was so caught up with his degrees and his tenure and his status and all of the rest of that, that he didn’t open up and it has caused him tremendous torment of the soul.

Tell four people this next month who you are. Don’t apologize. Don’t try to define it. If you’re going mental, stop, take a deep breath. Be very clear. Tell them you’re a teacher of new consciousness. And when they say “What school did you go to?” you tell them you’re part of Shaumbra. It, in itself, is the classroom of the new consciousness. Tell them that you’re experience and your credentials is many, many lifetimes of mistakes and successes. Tell them that you are a teacher of new consciousness because you have chosen it. It doesn’t have to be bestowed on you by another, but you have chosen it. Tell them that you are on the planet right now to enjoy life for yourself, to show others that life can be joyful and loving, and you are there on Earth right now for any human who should want to hear more. It’s that simple. That’s your homework! (Tobias chuckling)

If you are not encountering four people in the next month you are probably hiding far deeper than you possibly know. Tell it to a clerk at the store while they’re ringing up your purchases. (laughter) Tell it to somebody that’s waiting in line with you at the airport. Tell it to a child at the park. Your dogs and pets do not count. (laughter)

Tell it to four people this next month because, dear Shaumbra, you’re here for a reason – because you chose it. You’re here to do exactly what you’re doing, but now it’s time to step out from behind the shadows. You can feel it in yourself, that frustration. You know what this is about. You know where we are all going. You know what consciousness is. You know all of this, but you hold back. We’ll talk about this in a moment, but let us move on now with the discussion for the day and the additional inviting in of Dr. Freud.

Consciousness Measurement

Last month was a time of measurement of consciousness on Earth. It is done on a regular basis, and it is lead by the group called The Kryon. Most of the entities who are channeled right now on Earth by humans also participate in the process. It is difficult to define how exactly this measurement is done, but it is a feeling into, or as Saint-Germain would say, a diving deep into the consciousness of humanity. And as each one of the entities dives deep and allows their findings to be collected on a consciousness level, it creates a type of measurement.

And the measurement is not done on our side necessarily in numbers, we don’t use electronic instruments or meters. It is done in what you would call a spectrum range. It is a type of light range, but it is not in the light range that you know. And in this spectrum it helps us to understand where the consciousness of humanity is so that we on the other side understand what is needed to serve consciousness.

The consciousness measurement is taken so the appropriate energies can be moved in to support consciousness, or in some cases in history, not moved in. There are angelic beings who help bring energy in, to shuttle it, to bring it through old and very, very new portals to Earth to respond to the needs and the desires of humans. This consciousness measurement is taken on a fairly regular basis now. It is tracked very, very closely by angelic orders on the other side, and then the energy moves in appropriately.

The consciousness measurement on Earth also has an effect in the angelic realms and on movements of consciousness and energy in the nonphysical realms. So it becomes very, very important. It’s like coming out with… on Earth you have your economic reports, your state of the unions. You have all these different measurements to help you understand where things are. We do it on this side as well.

A little bit of… a very, very brief history: Consciousness measurement has a benchmark that was taken at the time of Yeshua, not because of Yeshua but because of timing. At the time of Yeshua approximately 2,000 years ago, there were approximately 200 million people on Earth. And the consciousness benchmark that was created back then was one – the number 1. I’m using human terms here now. Prior to that, it was a fraction of 1. For instance, in approximately 600 B.C.E. (Before Current Era), the consciousness measurement was approximately .81. The significance of the number “1” is simply the understanding at a conscious level that there is a trinity, there is different aspects of self – a self-awareness first of the human aspect, secondly of the human’s divine nature and thirdly of a divine nature within all things. And approximately 2,008 years ago the consciousness of humanity arrived at that consciousness that there was the human, that there was a spirit of all things and there was a divine part, although it was thought that divine part of self was highly removed from the human. That helped to create the benchmark of 1.

Now interestingly, as we have taken measurements over all of these 2,008 years, there has been a very direct correlation between consciousness measurement and what you would call your calendar years. So at approximately the year 1000 the consciousness measurement was approximately 1,000 as well. In the year 2007 the consciousness measurement of humanity was approximately 2,007. This is significant because it should have that type of evolution or that pattern to it. There has been times when it is dipped a little lower or gone a little higher, but generally it has followed calendar years, and this is absolutely no coincidence at all.

The saturation point for consciousness, known even back when, was approximately 2,000 – the measurement number of 2,000. Literally in 2007, human consciousness reached an extreme point that created a quantum leap, which means a new potential, in 2007. And of course you know this as our Quantum Leap event.

Over the course of time, the population has generally grown faster than consciousness. Here in the year 2008, the consciousness measurement that we recently took was 2,008. However, the population has grown much faster than consciousness. Two thousand years ago there were 200 million – approximate – people on Earth. Right now there are 6.5 billion – approximate – people on Earth.

This is creating an interesting dynamic within consciousness and now it is important to bring in the potential, to bring in the expansion of consciousness now, to meet the broader population that is on Earth. What we are saying here is instead of the consciousness measurement of Earth being 2,008 points, it needs to grow faster because the population is growing faster.

The Earth as you know it right now – the physical Earth as well as the electromagnetics, the magnetics, the portals of Earth and all of the other associated structures that help create Earth – can hold approximately 10 billion people under the current systems that the Earth has. You’re at 6.5 billion now. This number of 10 billion will be reached in approximately 2033, based on current growth rates and potentials. So that leaves, dear Shaumbra – you can do the math on it – that leaves approximately 25 years. Twenty five years is something that nearly all of you are going to see in your lifetime.

In order for Earth to continue to be able to sustain itself now with the responsibility placed on the humans and being taken, gently, but being taken off of Gaia, consciousness needs to continue to expand but at a greater rate. New technology needs to come in to support a larger population or, in a way where things tend to work themselves out, the population will not be allowed to go beyond a certain point. Or, as you can imagine, it opens up the potential of things like disease, large natural destruction and all of these things that would bring the population back into a more reasonable level. I don’t want to get dramatic here, I’m not sounding any alarms. I’m trying to state that consciousness on Earth right now... consciousness needs to grow faster.

Humans in general are ready for it. They are very, very ready. When we took our consciousness measurement recently, we also measured potentials. It’s not in a direct alignment with the reality that’s taking place, but we measure potentials, and there are more potential capabilities surrounding Earth right now – but that is the problem. They are surrounding not just the physical but also the consciousness of Earth. They’re not being brought in. They’re being held at bay.

Humans right now, in general, are looking for new answers. They are looking for something new within themselves but they don’t know where to go for these answers. They are blocked, they are frustrated, and more than anything they doubt themselves. So they’re holding back, and when they hold back it also prevents new potentials for things like technology, for things like medicine and healing, for things like food on Earth. It prevents these things from becoming a reality. That, in effect, keeps the consciousness from expanding as it would like to right now and could present some sort of challenge in the years ahead for this Earth. Remember, Earth right now – based on current technology, fuel use, based on consciousness itself, based on all of these factors – can support approximately 10 billion.

Right now is a time of opening these potentials that already exist, that are already lingering. It is like receiving a huge shipment of supplies but keeping them locked away in a storehouse, nailed up in their crates and ignoring the fact that they’re there. There are huge potentials for new energy right now, and it’s not some conspiracy on Earth that’s keeping them out of the hands of humans. It’s not the oil companies. The oil companies would love to get new energy because they would learn how to profit from it immediately. They’re not afraid of it. They would welcome it, but they are stuck because consciousness is, in a way, stuck.

All of these supplies, you could say, are sitting in the warehouse. They’ve been delivered into the general reality potential of Earth, but they’re not being utilized. At a deep level, humans right now want to understand what you understand. They want to learn the things that you’ve learned. They want to know that there’s something grander than just this one life existence on Earth and then heaven or hell. They want to understand the simple things that you have learned for yourself – things like choice, things like taking a deep breath, things like loving yourself – very, very simple concepts. But who is there to tell them about it? Who is there opening themselves? Well, it would be Shaumbra.

When we measured the consciousness of Shaumbra this last month, that consciousness has gone over what you would calculate at 3,000. Shaumbra has a much higher consciousness than the typical human because they realize there is the human self… they’re aware of their human selves, that is very rudimentary. Shaumbra, you are aware of what you would call a higher, grander power in things. You realize that there is a God, there is a love and a flow and a unified consciousness. There is something beyond the human condition.

You also realize that there is a divine. You realize that there is a divine part of you and more than anything, you realize that it is you. It’s not some golden angel that you meet after you die. It’s not a part of you hidden away somewhere that you’re going to have a hard time discovering. It’s a part you’re realizing that wants to and can be with you in this reality right now. That in itself, plus all of the other magnificent things you understand, puts your consciousness well above 3,000.

Now, we want to make sure that you don’t misuse these numbers, because again, on our side it’s not numbers. It is in the spectrum of what we’d call light or awareness. But we’re just trying to show you that you have tremendous consciousness – consciousness being awareness – perception and awareness, more than anything else, of yourself; and your relationship then to all the other parts of yourself; and the relationships of those parts of itself to the relationship of humanity and the angelic realms. Your consciousness is a beautiful thing and quite high.

So you say, “Dear Tobias, that’s wonderful. It sounds good, but ...” Let me back up a moment. For those who want to understand how to measure consciousness, it’s actually quite simple. We’re going to ask some of you that have a good base of consciousness and technology. It’s very simple. You want to measure consciousness of humanity, you use the combination of a pure water, in other words, water that hasn’t been distilled mechanically or in any other way, spring water, for instance, that comes straight from a ground or rainwater. Use approximately a liter or two of this water, take the Internet and take – there are certain vibrations, certain energies that come off the Internet – and the combination with some of your electrical instruments and a little bit of intuition, you can quickly come up with a way to measure consciousness.

The Internet is representation of human consciousness right now. Even though there are many people not on it, it has tended to be the collective source. You can go to any web page on the Internet – and not email here, but any web page – and you’re instantly tapped into the consciousness of humanity and all of its layers. Using a few electrical devices, you can measure this.

You can also measure your own consciousness in the same way. Again, the combination of the pure water and your own essence, holding the appropriate type of device – I don’t want to get into too many details here – but you can hook up and measure where your consciousness is. Although I know Shaumbra isn’t going to rush out to do this because you know it within yourself.

Doubt

So Shaumbra, you have this tremendous consciousness, this tremendous awareness, so what’s happening right now? What’s happening is that the doubt comes in and doubt is a very difficult and challenging thing. Doubt is what has been eating away at our dear Professor Freud. Doubt is the thing that has been blocking you.

Now, it’s interesting because there are those with a more open mind, a spiritual bent in life, and they talk about things like negativity. There has been many books written about negative thoughts. You’re trained, you’re taught to block out your negative, to not speak negative, not think negative. That actually causes more problems than not. You’re denying part of yourself that is very, very real. Negative things are very, very real. Negativity corresponds beautifully to the positive, and to try to create false positive creates an unnatural flow of energy. And that unnatural flow of energy will cause your energy to back up and you get very stagnant, and when you get stagnant you run to the mind to try to rescue you. It gets even more stagnant and that’s when depression, lack of joy, no passion, all of these other symptoms come in.

Instead of trying to think positive – not have negative thoughts – take a look at doubt. Doubt is when you question yourself, it is very different than being negative. You could be highly negative and never doubt yourself, which some of you became experts in doing!

Doubt is looking at a very distorted and smoky, cloudy mirror. When you allow yourself to doubt who you are and why you’re here, when you don’t follow the truth within, you see yourself as something that you’re not, and that mirror that you’re looking in becomes very responsive to the doubt. And it gives you a reflection of the doubt portion of you rather than the true portion of you.

Doubt comes into your life, it immediately and naturally restricts the flow of energy, and the doubt causes you to basically compress, energetically compress yourself. Doubt in itself is a type of virus that goes in and starts eating away at you. It starts segmenting you. It starts breaking you into pieces, as Aandrah has discovered in her work with Aspectology. Doubt creates barriers and walls in all of the various places of yourself. The only way out of doubt, or… let us rephrase that… the best way out of your doubt is to go back into what you truly feel and know about yourself and then express it.

Shaumbra, you’ve been doubting yourselves and that has been causing kind of an interesting restriction or interesting distortion between the high consciousness levels that you’re at and what you’re actually manifesting or bringing into your lives. The doubt is now what we would call the barrier. The doubt is the veil. The doubt literally reinforces and strengthens that thing that you call the veil – the veil being that illusionary type of barrier between you and the divine, between the physical and the nonphysical. Doubt intensifies that.

To get out of doubt is to express your truth. That’s why we say your homework for this month is to tell four people who you are, to share it and to be very aware of what’s going on when you tell them. Go beyond the strange looks, if any. Go beyond even the doubt that you have in yourself as you share the words. Watch the reaction. Watch what happens when you tell them who you are.

For a lot of them it’s going to light something within them. They’re going to want to know more. They’re going to maybe walk away at the moment but come back later. Part of them is going to be doubting. Part of them is going to wonder if you’re just trying to sell them anything or convert them to anything. But that true essence part of them is going to want to know more. They’re going to want to hear what you have to say – not what I, Tobias, have to say, that will really create doubt in their mind – they’re going to want to know what you have to say. They want to know what’s in your heart. They want to know what’s going on within you.

As you express who you are, as you go beyond your own doubt, as you take a few risks, you’ll feel the transformation within yourself. Because you’re moving beyond doubt, you’re not allowing this virus, this self-virus to continue eating away at you, to continue dragging you down.

You’re at an interesting place where you know that potential is out there, whatever that potential is. You know that your dreams can actually be part of your reality, but that doubt comes in and starts going through “what ifs” and “buts.” It starts exploring possibilities that are very doubtful, very dark. If you just start sharing who you are, if you go beyond that barrier of doubt right now, your consciousness, when measured, is going to take that next large leap in itself.

You understand the concepts. You’ve heard the concepts. They are your concepts. But now when are you going to start actually living it, going beyond the doubt?

With that Shaumbra, the homework is very simple, and by the way, tell four people who are not Shaumbra. (laughter) Yes, yes, yes – a bit of mind reading here. We could already tell there’s a large number in this group alone here in the mountains was going to go tell four other Shaumbra today. That’s not what we’re speaking of! And please, for those of you who are going to dinner tonight as a group, spare the waitress the burden of having twenty Shaumbra. She already knows, that’s why she creates a safe space. Tell four others, starting tomorrow, who you are. Go beyond the doubt.

Thank you for allowing Dr. Freud in, for he doubted himself. He held back what he knew. He got so caught up in the structures that he was in and the institutions that he was in that he held back, and it’s caused him tremendous agony and tremendous grief. But perhaps, just perhaps, being here today with Shaumbra will allow him his freedom.

And so it is.

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Quantum Leap Series:
SHOUD 8: "Claim Who You Are" -
Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Questions and Answers

Presented to the Crimson Circle
April 5, 2008

And so it is, dear Shaumbra, we continue the evolving consciousness of you personally, of this group of Shaumbra and of the Earth. I had an interesting talk with Dr. Freud during our break. He was observing all of you and truly being in the safe space. He made several interesting comments. He said it’s about awareness not analysis. Hmmm. Indeed! He said it’s about acceptance, not about processing.

So, dear Shaumbra, we don’t need to say a lot of other words other than he’s also saying here that doubt is the thing that will make it complex when it is truly quite simple. Doubt will distort the simple truths and make it appear that everything is difficult and challenging. So go beyond the doubt, proclaim who you are and share what you know.

And with that we’ll begin the questions.

LINDA: Well, the first question is for our friend Edith. She had a malfunction standing in the line.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read for Edith by Linda): What is the status of her sister, Patricia, who has not been feeling well, and where is her sister at?

TOBIAS: Well, let us say that she has a reluctant sister here, doesn’t want necessarily to be talked about in front of the large group for a variety of reasons, quite doesn’t want to be talked about. So we’ll reserve that for Cauldre to talk to Edith about later.

LINDA: Very good.

TOBIAS: And I will use that as a note to caution. For any of you having to deal with things with other people, honor and respect the fact that sometimes they are blocking themselves. They do not want to be seen. They do not want to be energetically exposed for a variety of reasons. You’re going to encounter these types of people as you’re doing your teaching work. You’re going to know that there’s something going on. You’re going to feel an imbalance with them or you’re going to actually be able to see the physical problems that they’re having or emotional problems, but that human aspect may not want to reveal it to themselves. They know that they’re in pain or they’re not happy, but they’re going to play games with you from time to time – or quite a bit, actually – because they don’t want to be exposed. So do honor that if that’s what they are choosing. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. I have two questions…

TOBIAS: You have many, many more than that!! (much laughter from Tobias and audience) You’re going to try to slip in just two!

SHAUMBRA 2: During the last month, my company has gone through a tremendous amount of changes. With that many people lost their job this past week and I anticipate many more changes to come. So, one question is what are some of the potentials there and what can I expect to come? And then the second question is I’ve been working on writing a book for the last year and if you can share some potentials or whatever I need to know about that.

TOBIAS: Indeed! Well do you see the correlation between your questions? (Tobias laughs) Let us get very simple here – let that doubt go! Do you see that they are very connected?

SHAUMBRA 2: Yes.

TOBIAS: Okay! (chuckling) So there is – how to say – a very large part of you that is choosing to lose the job, not to have it anymore, feeling that it will provide you with some freedom. But there’s a very big part of you that is doubting. What will happen? Can you make it on your on? Can you publish a book and have it successful? Can you do those things that you have dreamt about and talked about and know in your heart to be true?

Mmmmm. We’ve had so many talks – so many talks, long, long talks – and when you don’t like what I tell you, you go talk to Saint-Germain. (laughter) He tells me that you call on him. It’s like you’re emotionally cheating on me here. (more laughter, Tobias chuckling) But, you know, we both say the same thing – I say it nicer, he says it more direct. (laughter)

You’re a beautiful example of this whole dilemma Shaumbra is running into right now. You know it – you know it’s there – but there is that doubt that comes in that clouds the whole picture. You know you want to leave that work environment that you’ve been in. There are many things that you love about it, obviously; many things that allow you to excel within yourself; and it also provides you some other luxuries, as you know about. But you know you’re not fulfilled there. Happy is not the right word, but you know you’re not fulfilled, and you know that if you continue to hold onto this job you’re going to turn into a big “freud” – or fraud! (Tobias laughing) ... my joke.

You know that the inner part of you that wants so much to share what you have is going to be suffocated. And when that happens – for all of you – you know that it jams up the energy in your body and you end up getting sick. Or it clouds over your vitality that’s in your consciousness and that’s in your mind and then you get dull. So here you are in a dilemma, you already know the answer, but you’re doubting what it is.

Now, I can’t promise you how well your book’s going to do. It’s your book. It has potential and the potential is not just with Shaumbra, as you know. It is with so many people. It is… are you going to remove your doubts and just go for it? What do you have to lose anyway? (some laughter) But truly, it is not a joke. It is about saying that, Shaumbra, so many of you are backed up right now. You are holding back. You have this high measurement of consciousness on this numeric scale that we brought into today, but it would be so much higher if you were actually doing it.

Now, I would like Shaumbra to share their stories, in whatever is the appropriate manner, but there are a lot of Shaumbra who have stepped out of the regular work world. Many who’ve given up good jobs – and of course a lot of bad jobs – but they are out doing it. Now, they still scratch their head and say, “How is it that I’m not working, but I’m making more than I ever have? I’m more liberated. I’m happier than I ever have, but I left what I considered my security and my safety.” It is a decision only you can make, and what you’re really asking is can you energetically let go of the job so that it lets go of you so that you could focus on what really sings in your heart? And it is so obvious ... so obvious that even I don’t need to tell you the answer.

SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you. Please come back anytime for your other questions!

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the Internet by Linda): Hi. Albert Einstein did say if the bee disappears from the surface of the Earth, man would have no more than four years to live. No more bees, no more pollination, no more men. Well, the bees are disappearing from the Earth. Can you say something about that? Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. The function provided by the bees, this pollination, is changing. As Gaia is leaving… and dear Gaia has held the energy of the Earth for so long, but it was always known that she would leave so that humans could accept the responsibility of their Earth. They don’t need “the Mother” taking care of it anymore. As the consciousness evolves, humanity needs to take responsibility for the planet it lives on.

The bees are leaving – not all at once, they’re not going to be gone overnight – but they are leaving. Energetically, plants and flowers are going to change the way that they pollinate, that they do their inner workings, and it’s going to be in a large part with the assistance of human consciousness. Plant life on Earth, and the animal life, is actually quite adaptable. It’s the humans who aren’t always so adaptable! So, indeed the bees can leave and it will be replaced by a whole new type of physics on Earth. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. I’d like to ask a couple of questions and one of them is what’s going on with the left part of my brain? Because doctors have detected something and they want me to take an MRI soon.

TOBIAS: Let us answer that first. For anybody going to a conventional medical doctor for things like brain waves and brain activity, as well as any Shaumbra going to a traditional psychic, they are going to see some things that alarm them. In your brain, the balance of what you would call left brain/right brain or “creative versus analytical” is changing rapidly, and the mind has to go through its process of how it brings in and compiles information, how it stores it and how it triggers the creative activity.

You’re going to – you, all of Shaumbra – are going to a place, you’re not going to any longer have this separation of the lobes, the left brain/right brain activity. You’re going to have basically an elevator that goes up and down on a continuing basis, retrieving information from the crystalline realms, bringing it in through some of the other realms into your human life. That consciousness from the human self then goes back up the elevator and is basically shared back in the other realms. So there is no longer all of this separation that takes place.

So I’m going to ask you – all of you – to be very cautious in dealing with anything that you are told by professionals regarding brain waves, regarding psychic readings in particular. The typical psychic does not understand what is happening.

Now… thank you for bringing this question up, it brings up my annoyances. (laughter) A typical reader – and I’m not saying everyone – the typical psychic is looking at one layer of you. Now, if you show up in front of you and they dim the lights and play the sweet music and start to talk, what happens is the aspect that day that is the most – how to say – out in front, the most vocal, the most emotional, simply the one that is out front, is going to be the one that they read. It is not an accurate reflection of all of you. Literally, these guides or readers need to look in a new place now when they do readings. Tarot cards don’t work for Shaumbra anymore. I know many of you still are trying to make it work. Astrology is losing its impact on Shaumbra because astrology is so much more encompassing now. You can become all of the signs.

Keep it simple. Go back to what you know within. And if you have doubts, if you’re not sure, talk to Shaumbra, talk to us, but you already know it within. There is nothing wrong with your brain other than you’re getting out of it! (laughter)

SHAUMBRA 4: I know that already!

TOBIAS: I know you know and that’s why I know I can tell you that you know!

LINDA: That’s not medical advice though, correct?

TOB IAS (chuckling): No.

SHAUMBRA 4: And the second question is that what is the effect of a mirror when you do the Aliyah sessions?

TOBIAS: We’re going to ask you to repeat that for everybody.

SHAUMBRA 4: What is the effect of a mirror when you do the Aliyah sessions?

TOBIAS: Yes. When you’re doing the Aliyah sessions, it is about returning back to the self-love. It is about essentially reintegrating all of the parts of yourself that have been wounded and unloved and unworthy. So the effect is that everything is reintegrated, brought back into whole and brought back into balance. But we’re going to ask all of you who have worked with the Sexual Energy School and are working with the energy of Aliyah to, again, keep it very simple. You should not try to be worried about side effects or any other particular things. Allow yourself to love who you are and watch how all of the rest of it flows very naturally.

SHAUMBRA 4: So the mirror has no effect.

TOBIAS: No, don’t worry about any of that.

SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the Internet by Linda): Breathing is often given as advice to open up, to get through difficulties and so on for Shaumbra. How does the breathing work for non-Shaumbra? Is there any difference?

TOBIAS: Breathing is beneficial for any human. It has different effects for different people based on what you would call their level of consciousness. But for a non-Shaumbra it would help them to begin the awakening process, and it can make the awakening so much more easy, smoother. The breathing is actually a conscious choice of living. It changes the body, it changes the mind and everything else. Now, as you say, for Shaumbra who have a bit different perspective of things, a bit different consciousnesses, it will help you expand into the multidimensional realms while still being very much in the Now here on Earth. It could have a different effect on what you would call a non-Shaumbra – it could help with some more basic things in their life – but breathing is a tool for all.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. Nothing’s missing anymore, Tobias, just so you know. I invite myself into this question. I’m asking this on behalf of Shaumbra children who are faced with the allergy problem. And I understand Tobin is my son is processing, but the snot production level is just astounding! I mean, this kid’s got snot running down his face all day!

TOBIAS: Perhaps we could do a special “Ask Tobias” about snot! Yes. (laughter)

SHAUMBRA 4 (laughing): Yeah! That would be good!!

TOBIAS: Let’s-not!! (more laughter)

SHAUMBRA 6: How about “Ask Tobias about the kids and allergies” is my question, and do you recommend… you know, I do this salt water flush, which isn’t pleasant for either of us, but I’m really looking at, you know, the processing and what could alleviate that. And the other part of it is he wants to sleep with me, and neither one of us sleep very good, and I want to understand the reason behind that, and… that’s it.

TOBIAS: First of all, with the allergies, particularly the young ones, but that being said, so many of the Shaumbra, so many of you, are finding that you are much more allergic than you used to be. As a being becomes more and more sensitive, as the young ones are or as you, Shaumbra, now are, you become much more aware of everything and initially there is a physical reaction. It is the allergic reaction. For Tobin in particular it is a constant clearing out of the impurities that are coming into the body, a way for him to keep very clear. For Tobin, he is doing it also on behalf of both you and the dear father. So one of the things is to… he’s feeling your energy so strongly, for both of you, and he’s clearing for all of you. That’s the reason for the excessive discharges that he has.

So one of the things to do is find a little bit more resolution in the relationship between mother and father, but in general, in the young ones are very allergic. We highly suggest not overdosing with the medications. The body has a way to adjust to the allergies, unless it’s in a very severe form. The body can learn to adjust itself to even pollutants in the air, the effects of dust and mold and all of these other things. And particularly when they’re very young, anywhere up to 7, 8 years of age, it’s important for them to build their natural… “immunity” wouldn’t be the right word… but their natural acceptance system into this.

So now, the issue of sleeping together. Here you have the child who needs assurance, needs extra comfort. You have a situation between the father and the mother, again, that is providing some feelings of uncertainty and unrest, and this dear Tobin needs to feel assured, and he needs to feel that there is a safe space. So when he wants to come to bed with you, it is two things. It is needing that safe space, but it is… also he is there trying to reassure you that it’s time to do what you know is right. In other words, in a way he’s trying to reassure you to go out and do what’s right for you. So he feels if he is there for you that that would give you more confidence in yourself.

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (read from the Internet by Linda): I hope I can get through this time for a solution as I have had feelings of wanting to walk out of my body just out of frustration in myself. But I stick around knowing if I let this pattern go I’ll finally be able to express myself completely and enjoy my last years of life to the fullest. I feel stuck in the same issue or perhaps a few related issues that have plagued me for at least this entire lifetime. I choose to do things differently but keep finding myself doing the same thing again. I let go of controls over it, and it’s only gotten worse, especially since the Quantum Leap. I’ve done ESS, SES, and more workshops, still no change – that I can see anyways. Self-sufferance. It’s like I’ve just got it in for myself. Is it just many, many aspects? I’ve had enough of this not-so-merry-go-round when I’m not carrying out my choices. Any comments on my work and family, much appreciated. I Am that I Am, oceans of love to you all.

TOBIAS: Indeed. Shaumbra you are going through issues that aren’t really yours, and you have such a marvelous way of pretending, of deceiving yourself, of taking on the burdens of the ones around you. Now, you in particular who are asking the question, you have this phenomenal ability to take on the issues of those who are very, very close to you and pretending that they’re yours. And you don’t – we’ve talked about this before – you don’t want to seem to let go of that. You want to accept them as your own. So, that being said, you may consider a physical move some place else. Not that the energy in one geographic location is going to be better than another, but a separation from some of the ones who are closest to you – and you know exactly what I mean here – so you stop taking on their issues and pretending that they’re yours.

You and I both know, again we’ve talked about this, that your energy is quite balanced, quite clear. The one thing that I see as an issue here is that you have – what would I say – a new Shaumbra system – you’re afraid to get out there on your own. You’ve become very comfortable in taking on everybody else’s issues. Let go of them. They’re not yours. If you have to, move away from them physically. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a man at the microphone): Greeting Tobias. No accidents, are there? (Tobias chuckles)

TOBIAS: Well, there seem to be a lot these days, but they’re not really accidents.

SHAUMBRA 8: No accident that I would be working on a program of light, sound and water, as related to DNA activation. The tail end of this program that I have just finished, I’m uncertain of the frequencies. There are 12 frequencies – one of each of the DNA strands – do I have them anywhere close?

TOBIAS: I’m trying to think of a very short answer to a very, very large question that you’re asking. I’m going to ask you to do a couple things. Let go of the whole concept of DNA activation. Very, very strong – in what I’ve seen and what Saint-Germain and Kuthumi have seen – it is not appropriate to try to artificially activate DNA. DNA is naturally activated through consciousness, and consciousness, again, is awareness. Consciousness can be blocked and made to appear very cloudy by doubt. So you have a large element of doubt – an overwhelming element of doubt – in your own work. That is causing you to get very complex and too much in the mind in what should be very, very simple. Let go of the concept of DNA activation.

Look at things now that have to do with the ability of consciousness and water working together – water being a way to literally help make consciousness more tangible, more manifest in this reality. That’s its basic purpose. Don’t try to do anything specific with it right now, and don’t worry about frequencies. Just test and play around with and experiment with the interrelationship of water and consciousness. You’re going to be amazed at the potentials that you’re not even seeing right now, because you’re focused on something very, very deliberate. Just play around with it. Then come back in about three months, four months, and we’ll talk again.

SHAUMBRA 8: The information I was given on running the water through a system to help energize it – is that still appropriate?

TOBIAS: Somewhat. Water itself is energized. Water sits in what many would be considered a relatively neutral state, but it holds potential in it where you don’t have to artificially activate it. You don’t have to run it through anything, other than consciousness. It’s very simple. There are several researchers who have done some phenomenal work in this area. Take a look at what they have done and then bring it yourself to the next level.

Artificial induction of so many things – whether it is into the body or into the DNA or artificially trying to stimulate consciousness – end up not working very well. That brings in doubt that tends to throw everything off. You can be a wonderful example to other Shaumbra in this work that you are doing, and you have all the capabilities to do it. You have both the awareness tools and the intellectual tools. Go back to simplicity, absolute simplicity, and every time it starts getting complex, break it down. Go back to simplicity. You’re going to see what you have been working on or attempting to discover has always been there but it has been out of your awareness or out of your sight because of trying to get it so complex. Absolute simplicity.

So take a deep breath. Don’t doubt the work that you’ve done up to now just because of what I said. It was part of the process.

SHAUMBRA 8: Take it to the next step?

TOBIAS: Next step.

SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you. Keep up the good work.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (read from the Internet by Linda): Hello Tobias. Is the Obama phenomenon an example of New Energy in action? He seems so New Energy and people just connect with him not knowing why. Could you please comment about him? Thanks.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and as I told you before you wrote out the question, that under the circumstances it’s not appropriate to talk about politics for a variety of reasons. Cauldre doesn’t want us to, being the number one. Linda doesn’t want us to, being number two. (Tobias and Linda laughing) There’s some very interesting phenomena that are going on with this election. And again, if you keep it simple… go stand behind the short wall. Election years are the best time to stand behind the short wall. And I mean this, especially for those of you who are getting all passionate and all emotional about this. Stand behind the short wall, even if part of you says you need to go out and knock on doors for Obama or Hillary or ... McCain. (laughter) I slipped that right in underneath Cauldre!

No matter what, stand behind the short wall. Sit this one out, Shaumbra. Sit this one out, and don’t try to say one person is more New Energy. Watch what attributes they represent, and look at the many, many different layers. But election years are a wonderful time to be very aware, because there is so much going on and so much deception and so many false messages and so many empty promises. Stand behind the short wall and you observe who’s really doing what.

By the way, I’ll end that by saying that elected leaders are always, always a reflection of the consciousness of their population. Whether they are a dictator, a king, an elected official, they are always a reflection. So where is America, America?

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. What is fractal geometry and why does this elegance trigger such memories?

TOBIAS: Ah! Well, fractal geometry, sacred geometry, numerology, numbers themselves and what we would call more universal mathematics are incredible ways of understanding how energy flows and how it responds to consciousness.

Mathematics do not make the universe. They respond to the universe. Mathematics show how consciousness can actually be brought in from the nonphysical realms into the physical. The fractal geometry is another amazing, amazing part of this whole study of numbers and the way energy moves and the way it works.

So, obviously as you already know, you have spent a lot of time working with this in the past. You have worked with aspects of Kuthumi who understood this. You’ve worked in many, many lifetimes in the temples in Egypt, also going as far back as Atlantis, and understanding how geometry, numbers, all of this, show how energy work. And you can actually use fractal geometry as a way to connect in an easier way to the nonphysical realms. So it is something you’ve studied and something that still applies today.

SHAUMBRA 10: Great. Thank you.

TOBIAS: But always remember, in numbers there are numbers between the numbers and there are what we would call reverse numbers. Now, we’re not talking anything below zero – not going to -1 or -2 – but every number has a reverse number, and we would love for you to play with this concept because it gives new meaning to any type of fractal work. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (read from the Internet by Linda): Hi Tobias. I have little money, don’t have a job, my husband has a lot of debt on his credit card, and we’re struggling to pay the rent. I don’t feel like getting a job as a cashier at a supermarket anymore, but I’m not sure about teaching at art workshops like my husband suggests to me. I have no confidence about my communication skill because I’m with pervasive development disorder and this holds me back from getting a job also. Things aren’t easy for me so I must be doing it wrong. I try to believe things should be easy, but then when I wake up in the morning, everything is the same as yesterday. I feel I have to do something but I don’t know what to do. Yes, I’m pretending, so huh, what energy is there behind this? Thank you.

TOBIAS: There is a lot of energy of choices – choices that you’ve made – and what we have here right now is there’s a lack of responsibility for making those choices. You want to think that it’s just being put on you or it’s just the way it is, when the moment you accept everything that happens in your life as a choice you made on some level. Now you’re going to get mad and argue with me and say that you’re choosing to be abundant, but I’m going to ask you to go back and take a look at that. You’re not taking responsibility. You were actually trained very, very young not to take responsibility, and it’s all just the other guy’s, and it’s all just the way the system works, and it’s all just the family you were born into and the mental capacity that you had at birth. These are all avoidances.

Go back into everything of your life right now – everything you just mentioned and that other long list that you wrote – take responsibility for every one of those things. Don’t try to figure it out, but take responsibility. Feel into why you might have done that. Don’t analyze it, but sense it. Once you begin to understand that you choose and are responsible for everything, then you’re going to understand how you can be a much more efficient creator and a much more dynamic creator. And I’m going to keep this simple – you’re choosing it right now. The energy is so apparent and so clear. Thank you.

LINDA: Two more questions?

TOBIAS: All day long!! I don’t have any place to go. I’m going to go back to the cottage and nobody’s there, and I could be here all day long!

LINDA: How does Cauldre feel?

TOBIAS: (chuckling) Two more.

LINDA: Yes, thanks.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias, I’m Barbara. I think I wrote the one that you just responded to now. I’m thinking I’m having a ... I’m sabotaging myself.

TOBIAS: Yeah, it’s a very fun game to play.

SHAUMBRA 12: I really don’t like it.

TOBIAS: Yes… but you do.

SHAUMBRA 12: I do?

TOBIAS: You do.

SHAUMBRA 12: I’m on the edge, I’m walking the razor’s edge…

TOBIAS: Oh! It is so phenomenal to walk on the edge. It is better than being bored. (some laughter)

SHAUMBRA 12: Well I’m close to falling off.

TOBIAS: Yes, I know. It’s a wonderful thing, it’s dramatic. In a very odd and perverse way, it reminds you that you’re alive because you’re looking at not being alive.

SHAUMBRA 12: That’s true.

TOBIAS: It is emotional, it is dramatic, and it is a wonderful game. You are an expert. And there’s nothing wrong with it, we’re making no judgment. You are highly proficient at it, and you also represent a lot of energy of Shaumbra.

SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Yes. So now, where would you like to go?

SHAUMBRA 12: Well, I would like to probably stay on the Earth for a while. I was thinking maybe it was time to ascend since I’ve created such a mess for myself.

TOBIAS: Nah! No, it’s not a mess, just energy that is bouncing off walls. Not a mess at all. Take a look at it this way, what you call a mess is actually an incredible vessel of energy ready to serve you in a new way. A lot of people have very low energy, and they have nothing in their pot, so to speak. You have a lot there. Now how would you like it to serve you?

SHAUMBRA 12: In a positive way for the betterment of all and myself.

TOBIAS: A negative way is good too. No positive, no negative, it just is. So let’s not put labels.

SHAUMBRA 12: I’d rather be.

TOBIAS: Ah, be what?

SHAUMBRA 12: Just be.

TOBIAS: Be… what?

SHAUMBRA 12: Instead of doing I’d rather be being.

TOBIAS: Okay. What would you ...

SHAUMBRA 12: Choose?

TOBIAS: I’m not saying that…

SHAUMBRA 12: Well I choose to be doing what I’m doing, to meet what my heart says I like to do outside. I want to have a garden, live a simple life, happy.

TOBIAS: What about teaching?

SHAUMBRA 12: Well, I thought about that. In fact, the teaching aspect here kind of resonated with me. So I’ll look into that later.

TOBIAS: Much later.

SHAUMBRA 12: Really? (laughter) First I have to have a little bit of abundance so I don’t get evicted from where I’m living.

TOBIAS: Do you realize who I am?

SHAUMBRA 12: Who are you?

TOBIAS: Well, I’m the one that comes and talks to you, but not as Tobias. I come and talk to you as the “other one,” and you like to… you’re afraid that if I was Tobias I would know too much about you, so I come as the other one. Yes. But eviction is a wonderful thing, and then you could have a new home.

SHAUMBRA 12: No! I just moved there.

TOBIAS: Yes, but…

SHAUMBRA 12: Oh, I thought I was guided to move there. Was that true or I just was deluding myself?

TOBIAS: (laughing) Well, it wasn’t me who guided you to move there.

SHAUMBRA 12: Somebody else?

TOBIAS: Who would that be?

SHAUMBRA 12: Hmm.

TOBIAS: Not Saint-Germain.

SHAUMBRA 12: No?

TOBIAS: No, he would have you living in a palace.

SHAUMBRA 12: I would like that.

TOBIAS: Yes… but you actually wouldn’t like that.

SHAUMBRA 12: No.

TOBIAS: No.

SHAUMBRA 12: I thought I’m living where I am for a larger reason than myself.

TOBIAS: Yes. Yes. Now, let’s stop for a moment here, because we could go on and on. We always do as I come to you as the “other one.” And we have these long discussions that go nowhere. And we could do that again, but Shaumbra would, they would get upset.

SHAUMBRA 12: The audience might also.

TOBIAS: Yes. There is part of you… a part of you that loves the drama in all this, that loves living right on the edge, almost ready to lose everything, but you never quite do, do you?

SHAUMBRA 12: Well, I’m pretty close now. I think I’ve overdone it.

TOBIAS: Well, but you always get pretty close. It’s like the human who would always walk to the edge of the cliff and each day see if they could walk a little further and a little further. I came up to this human one time, disguised as something else, and pushed him off!!! (Tobias and audience laughing) And I said, “But why oh why are you doing this to yourself everyday? You’re in terrible fear, but yet everyday you go further and further to the edge of the cliff, but yet you never quite go off over the side. Why do you do this?” And the human thought about it for a moment, this dear one, and said, “It’s something to do. It gives me a strange kind of thrill. It makes me feel so much better when I go back to my house that’s safe. So I go to this edge every day just to see how far.” I said, “But someday you’re going to go right over the edge, because you have no more little safe space any more. You’ll just fall right over the edge, the wind will come blow you over, and then what?” He thought about a moment then he said, “Well, then I’ll reincarnate and just do it all over again.” (laughter)

Do you see you could get so caught up in these traps and so caught up in this… it’s a false energy, it’s a false way of testing yourself. Now, why do you need to test yourself?

SHAUMBRA 12: I don’t know.

TOBIAS: I don’t know either.

SHAUMBRA 12: Can I stop?

TOBIAS: I don’t know.

SHAUMBRA 12: Can you help me stop?

TOBIAS: (chuckling) No, I cannot help you. I will be there with you…

SHAUMBRA 12: Thanks.

TOBIAS: …but I can’t help you. I will be there as you continue to push the edge, as you continue to see how far you can experience some of these – the darkness and the depths of human reality – how far you can go before you really go. Now, as you know from our little chats, the next thing is your body. Are you willing to play the games with your body? How far can you go? Do you want to get cancer and see how scary that can be?

SHAUMBRA 12: No.

TOBIAS: Do you want to have a shutdown in some of your vital organs? Do you want to get MS?

SHAUMBRA 12: No.

TOBIAS: Well… but that’s where I see you heading.

SHAUMBRA 12: Ooooh.

TOBIAS: Ooooh! I see you possibly playing this game of “how far can I go” to the point where it will be physically painful, where you will start losing control of yourself – your physical self – it will break down. It will rebel on you. It will deteriorate very, very rapidly. Do you want to go there?

SHAUMBRA 12: No.

TOBIAS: You’re going there.

SHAUMBRA 12: I am?

TOBIAS: (very gently) Yes… yes, because you like to play “how far can I go.” The answer is quite simple. How much do you want to live now? How much can you get yourself off that drug of cheap thrill, of scare and fear, of losing everything? How much do you right now choose to live rather than to play the game of almost dying? How much do you choose to bring energy in to serve you rather than twist and distort energy to see if it can destroy you?

SHAUMBRA 12: I think I need to stay here and be of service.

TOBIAS: You don’t need to. We have wonderful, wonderful facilities back here. It is actually quite comfortable, and actually you don’t need to worry about things like you do on Earth.

SHAUMBRA 12: I think I made a contract though to be here.

TOBIAS: Contracts are gone.

SHAUMBRA 12: Oh.

TOBIAS: No more contract. Gone.

SHAUMBRA 12: Well, I have two grandchildren I’d like to see grow up, and I have another one too.

TOBIAS: Yes.

SHAUMBRA 12: I think they need me.

TOBIAS: No, they don’t need you.

SHAUMBRA 12: Oh.

TOBIAS: No, no, no, no, no.

SHAUMBRA 12: No one needs me?

TOBIAS: No. No, I’m sorry. They love you, but they don’t need you. And actually, with the games that are being played, they can feel it, they can sense it. Now do you want them to play the game of “how far can they go” in their lives?

SHAUMBRA 12: No… no.

TOBIAS: So, what do you choose to do right now?

SHAUMBRA 12: Well, stop doing that.

TOBIAS: Do you really?

SHAUMBRA 12: Um hmm.

TOBIAS: Would you come back at the next Shoud and we can talk again?

SHAUMBRA 12: Yes.

TOBIAS: Can you really feel into what feeds you? What makes you go, what makes you get up in the morning? Can you feel into what’s going on within you?

SHAUMBRA 12: I’ll have to work on that.

TOBIAS: Don’t work on it. Just feel it.

SHAUMBRA 12: Alright.

TOBIAS: Okay. Don’t go in the meantime, because you have a lot to offer. You have a lot, a lot that can be shared with other humans who also go to the edge, who also have to assure themselves that they’re alive by going to the very edge and almost to death. You will have a tremendous amount to share as soon as you let go of some of this compulsion.

SHAUMBRA 12: Hmm.

TOBIAS: Hmm.

SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.

TOBIAS: We’ll talk about it next month.

SHAUMBRA 12: Alright, thank you.

LINDA: Last question. By the way, I think she asked that on behalf of a lot of people.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. I just wanted to clarify my question about my sister. I know where she is, I just wondered if there might be some words I could say to her that would comfort her or something that would ease her pain.

TOBIAS: I would prefer to discuss it privately.

SHAUMBRA 13: Alright.

TOBIAS: Okay.

SHAUMBRA 13: Thanks.

TOBIAS: So with that Shaumbra, deep breath. You know your homework, it’s going to bring up your issues of doubt – of doubt. When you tell another human who you are, why you’re here, first of all you’re going to wonder in yourself, is that really you? Are you just making it up or do you really accept that? Is it your creation? Is it who you are? And as you express this to others and hear it in your own ear, hear the truth in it, it’s going to break beyond some of those barriers of doubt that have actually been holding your own consciousness back.

Let’s take a deep breath together.

(pause)

Feel into the essence of our dear doctor guest today who has learned so much. I think he just said he’s going to go back and have a good cry.

Feel into the energy of the seven who come representing the Crystals. Oh, what stories they’re going to have to share after today.

Feel into yourself, into you. You are that you are. You don’t need anything to feed you, anything to create drama in your life. You don’t need anybody to be here for. Just being here sharing who you are is enough.

And so we are.