Lesson Ten: The Creator Series
"Step into Your Divine Will"
Presented at the Crimson Circle
May 12, 2001
TOBIAS: And so it is dear friends, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together in our circle again. This is such a precious time, a time of love, a time of honor and a time of thanks. We ask you to feel all that is coming into your space and into this circle, for there are many entities who come in now bringing with them much energy. We ask you to open your hearts and join together in the circle with us on this day for there is much to be discussed.
The energy here is so sweet! It is difficult to even speak in words to you here - the energy is thick. It is easier for us to translate and to transfer our feelings and thoughts to you in the form of vibration and the form of love. We also know that you like to hear these words, so we will continue. (chuckling)
The energy here is sweet and it is thick and it is filled with love. We thank each one of you for being here, for coming into this space and for adding your love. And we thank each of you who reads these words for the work you are doing to establish the new energy of Earth.
We told Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe) – the one who brings forth these messages in the human words – during our time of melding when the music was playing (prior to the channeling), that today we would take the energy and the melding to a new and higher level. This will feel different to many of you than it has felt before. If you look for the melding in the place that you looked the last time or at times before, it will be somewhat different for we are ready to bring this energy to the next level with you. It is the result of the work you have been doing in your lives. It is the result of all of the thinking that has been going on in your brain; all of the studying of the lessons; all of the considerations of who you are and what you are doing here; all of the deep internalizing that you have been doing – ah, we know it has been much! We know it has been challenging. And we know it has not been so challenging from the outside as it has been from the inside. We know this.
The work you have been doing in these past few months in particular -– that crossing over into this new energy - that work dear friends is making a difference. That allows us and the ones who come in to visit, and your runners, to bring the energy to a whole new level. You will be able to feel the energy in your biology. You will be able to feel in your heart and you will be able to tell the difference of in your daily lives.
We'll give you a little bit of a hint here and a little bit of a secret. As this new energy truly integrates with you, as you begin to draw it in, you will find that things are easier. They are less challenging. They will be different; they will sometimes surprise you at how they come to you. But dear friends, in the new energy that you are now moving into, the one that is in particular being brought forth on this day, it is important to know that you do not need to struggle so hard. It will be there, it is there.
There are words of power that you will soon learn to understand. You have thought these words in your mind, but you have not so much brought them into your life. It is the simple energy of the words of I AM. This is the essence of our teachings, dear friends.
I AM.
That is why we say to you it is no longer appropriate to give intent. Intent separates you from reality. Intent says that you are not quite there. I AM places you in the moment, in the now. It is not separate or different or apart. IT IS and it emanates from within you.
(chuckling) We have heard there has been some ridicule, perhaps criticism of our approach to prayer, dear friends. We are not saying that prayer is inappropriate, but we are saying to you, as the ones walking into the new energy, that prayer is no longer needed. Prayer assumes that things are not in the proper balance.
Even now Cauldre chides us! He tells us there are times when he still needs to pray, and we honor this. We understand this. But as you move into the new energy you will begin to understand the power of the I AM, of the NOW and of the DIVINE MOMENT. You will no longer need to pray to an outside entity or to a spirit that you do not know so well. You will not need to a guide who you have never met and do not even know their name! You will not need to do that in the new energy. It will simply be in the I AM with no intent, but simply IS-NESS.
We know each of you are familiar with the I AM concept, but it has been difficult for you to integrate this past your intellect, into your heart, and to bring it forth into reality. In a sense there has been a closed door that has not allowed the true understanding and the true compassion for the I AM to come forward. But dear friends, on this day, based on the very work you have been doing, we are moving to a new vibrational level. As we mentioned, it will be different. It will not come from the same place you used to connect with Tobias, with the Crimson Council and the others that you work with. It will not come from the same place as before, so do not look back. It comes from a new place and if you are wondering just where it will come from, we will pause for a moment and please stand back, and it will make its presence known to you.
I AM in the DIVINE MOMENT.
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We say to you new energy is here. This Divine Energy that emanates from within you is here at this moment. Search no longer for it. Struggle not in your mind but open your being to allow it to come forth.
(chuckling) We have to chuckle here. We are laughing and crying at the same time! You amuse us quite a bit. (audience laughter) As we assemble here, as the legions of angels flow into your space, we see something that you do not quite see yet. We see the ones who will be the teachers, the ones who are setting the energy templates of the new energy. We see the ones who have a light that is beginning to shine brightly within - beginning to glow steady and true. Your light is not flickering, it is not dim like it was a year ago. It is shining strong and bright. We see this light building, we see this light within you growing, but yet dear friends, so many of you do not see it yet. That is why we chuckle. You struggle with it too much!
You have been searching and seeking for all of these lifetimes of yours on earth. You have been trained to do this. You have gone to classes that teach you to search. You have looked outside of yourself to find what is inside of you. That has been appropriate, but now things are changing. That is what the Crimson Council is all about. That is what your human angel group of the Crimson Circle is all about. All of the work you have done, all of the challenges that you have been through, have been to transmute the energy. They have been part of a process that has ignited a fire within you, the Christ Fire that we have talked about. It is coming into being. We tell you that from where we sit, for we can see it in each and every one of you. No matter how much you doubt yourself, we do not, for we see it within you.
Oh, this is a blessed moment for us. You are family. You have gone on many adventures and had many experiences. You are graduating into a class that has never graduated before. And it gives us a special feeling of love and thanks, because as we have told you, there are many who will follow behind you. All of the angels of the universe are waiting, waiting their time to cross the chasm. But we will know that other human angels that
have crossed it first. Oh yes indeed we will have to do it ourselves, just like you are having to do it yourself. But we will know there have been those who have persevered, who have given their lives and all of their being, who have given thousands of lifetimes to get to the point where you are. Why do you think we honor you so much for the work you do?
Yes, we like the term "Changeworkers" created by another. Indeed, you ARE the Changeworkers and we honor you for this. There are times when we could just stop right here and sit with you, cry with you and laugh with you. We wish we could show you the big picture what you have done. It is awesome. The energy here is indeed sweet!
Now, as the energy is shifting dear friends, you will see many changes in and about you. One of the things you will perhaps feel today, as we have said to you before, is that WE are channeling YOU. We are connecting with each one of you in the room and each one of you reading this, even though it may be some time in the future. We are connecting and we are literally channeling back to you your own thoughts, your own experiences. We ask you to feel yourself in our words today. Feel yourself in our words. YOUR imprint is coming through in the words that are spoken by Cauldre. YOUR imprint is in the energy that is coming through. Your energy imprint comes through the thoughts and the feelings and the spirit of Tobias, and it is conveyed back to you. Feel yourself in our words today. There is part of you in here. It is easy and simple to connect with this. It is YOU.
You have asked us what your spirit feels like. Today you have the opportunity to experience it. Your spirit is coming back at you, for WE are truly channeling YOU. This is all very amusing, isn’t it?
There is you, there is the Crimson Circle, there are the other humans who are Shaumbra, there are those who are in non-physical form that gather here today. The room is getting very crowded now. But in all of this energy and all of this love that comes forward, you are there. It is no longer separate or different. You are not just listening to some exalted entity who happened to be thrown out of the Bible and land in prison. (audience laughter) Feel yourself in the energy. It is here and it is available for each of you. It will be here throughout the remainder of our time together. You have asked to see the mirror of spirit in you. You have asked to feel the Christ Light within you. It is available now in this next evolution of energy and it is here for you.
Some of you may, as you call it, be "taken out" on this day. You may not recall the words of Tobias, but indeed the energy that is your Divine Self is coming right back at you. Feel yourself in our words, our energy on this day.
Now it is interesting, for there are ones who come to visit this classroom today. There are always ones who request in advance to be here. It is not just the humans who are turned away because there is not enough room in this hall. (audience laughter) There are angels; there are entities who are turned away. In a sense we do not want to overcrowd the space so on each occasion like this there are those that are invited into the space. They come to add their energy; they come to observe, they come to love you. They come to see the progress of humans who are doing deep internal work.
Dear friends has it ever occurred to you when you, as you are out in the world among other humans, that they are not doing the extent of internal work you are doing? It does not matter to them so much, for they are still outward looking. Honor them for this, it is appropriate. But has it not occurred to you the tremendous amount of internal work that you are doing, and how much time and energy it occupies? It is because you are going through a metamorphosis. You are going through a divine process. And you are going through changes.
There are thoughts you have the first thing in the morning – thoughts of "Who am I?" and "What should I be doing?" and "Where should I be going?" These inner thoughts create important energies that are moving you forward into greater understanding. They are moving All That Is forward. Throughout the day you have thoughts about Self, what you call the other side of self, what you call the doubt of self, that you are dealing. Has it not occurred to you that other humans do not have nearly the amount of chatter and internal discussion as you do?
(chuckling) It is not because you have this great desire or need to process. It is not that you need to always be – how to say – resolving your issues. It is because this is an attribute of the lightworker, to continue digging within and then digging more and considering and pondering and thinking and doing more digging. Each time you do this you are making a pathway through a tunnel of consciousness. You are digging the tunnel further and further. That tunnel leads to enlightenment and understanding. That tunnel creates a passageway for your divine vibration and your divine energy to come through.
Do not chastise yourself for the work that you are doing within. It IS making a difference, not only in you, but in the energy of this planet and of the universe and of the kingdom from whence you came. Dear friends continue your inner work and do it with love and honor at this time.
The ones who come into this room on this day are what you would call the leaders, the assemblers, the figureheads of the other councils that work with humans. Oh, indeed, there are many councils. The Crimson Council is but one. The Crimson Council from where I, Tobias, come from and each of you is associated with, is one that works to refine the energies and the vibration of teaching. You are part of this. Your energy makes up the Crimson Circle on Earth. You are the ones who are the teachers. Not "will be the teachers" but ARE the teachers of the new energy.
The ones who gather on this day are the ones who represent other councils. There are many, many councils on our side of the veil. There are councils that deal with the healing arts. There are councils that deal with your physical medicine. There are councils even that deal with engineers. (audience laughter) There are councils that deal with the everyday issues of human life for they are needed not only in human form, but on the angelic forms. There are councils that deal with supplying the proper nutrition to your planet. Indeed they are the ones who work with the farmers, who work with those who process and handle and develop foods, for there is a need to sustain biological life on your Earth.
So while there are human angels who walk on Earth in biology, in physical body, there is a corresponding group – a very large group of angels – who works with those specific energy attributes on the other side. When the farmer is out planting the fields and tending to them, there are angels of what would be called the Growing Council – perhaps not the right word – that work with the farmer as a balancers of energy. Again, they do not do it for him – the human must ultimately do it. The human must ultimately be the processor and the doer of energy. But there are legions of angels who are there for very specific reasons, of balancing energy, of holding space and of supplying a type of love that can only come in when it is requested. It can only come in when it is requested, when you open the doors to it.
There are those who gather here on this day that come from the councils that help in the birthing process. When a spirit, when an angel comes from the non-physical form and comes into your Earth, there are angels of a council that facilitate the process. But again, as we said, it is the human that must do the processing. The human must give the birth; the human must do the work.
There are even those here today that are from the councils on our side that help the humans who deal with the balance of your money, of your finances. That is an important aspect of life on Earth now. That will change, but now it is important, so there are humans who deal with finances and there are corresponding councils that deal with it also. For every human trait and attribute – yes indeed to the one who just asked, even of the wars, even of your militaries – there is a corresponding council on our side made up of angels. There is always a one-to-one relationship. To the one who also just asked, no, you do not belong to only one group or council. The common attribute with the Crimson Circle group is that you are all teachers. But you also may be part of other vibrational councils, other vibrational groups. You might also be involved in an energy group that has to do with moving computer technology forward, a gatekeeper as we call them. You might be one who is involved in helping to balance your environment. You can be that and you can be a teacher. You can be one of the Crimson Council as well.
The ones who head these councils – and we use the rough human terminology here – the ones who hold the high level of energy for other councils come in on this day. They come in this room and they sit in the second circle to observe. They add their energy and their love to the humans who are here. Why have we invited them on this day? Why have they chosen to be here with you? Because dear friends, they are fascinated with the progress you are making. They come here in awe of the humans who call themselves Shaumbra, who are awakening within across this planet Earth. They are in awe of the progress you are making.
Did you know it was predicted that if you got past the potential chaos around your millennium period, that if you got past the potential destruction and the potential breakdown of systems, it was predicted that the next major change would come in the year 2012, what you call the end of your Mayan Calendar? This is what many have predicted to be the time of a quantum leap from the energy of "two" to the energy of "four." A shift from duality to divine balance. And did you know that this year 2012 is not set in concrete? Through your work, the work of Shaumbra and the work of all humans of Earth, this date is moving forward faster and faster. Do not hold out for the year 2012 for a quantum leap of self and then of mankind. It could be sooner!
The ones who gather here today are feeling your energy and they are assessing your energy. They will take this back to their angelic councils, their family on our side of the veil. They will relay what they have seen here, what they have felt here in this very room. They will communicate to the others of their council that things are moving faster. They will tell their councils about a group of humans who have done extensive inner work. The work of Shaumbra is now to a point that it can be taught through books and through classes in order to help other humans who are beginning to walk the path. They will tell their councils of the group of humans who are helping to make change on Earth: The Changeworkers of Shaumbra!
You do not believe so much what we are telling you! You find it difficult to understand when all this time you thought you were just dealing with your emotional problems! (laughter) What you were really doing dear friends, was building a tunnel between the old energy and the new energy. So those that come in today are here, they are laughing now; they are having a good time with you. They are here to honor the work that you are doing. But more important, they are here to bring back a message to other celestial councils that there is something happening. There was a change in energy in this room today that allowed a melding that was not possible before.
Oh, indeed for the one who also just asked, there will continue to be challenges in your life. There will continue to be situations of duality that occur all around you. This will not change for quite a while. But you, as the teacher, as Shaumbra, will have a different reaction to it. You will have greater understanding and wisdom. We will talk of this much more, but not today.
We ask you to remember these words for much of where we are going with you will revolve around this: Dear friends, it is not about you anymore. It is not about you! You thought it was, but it is not. We will spend much of our third series dealing with this.
But now, the ones who come from the councils, who are here to meld with you and to learn from you on this day, they now request to come forth in the aisles, to walk amongst you, to place their hands upon your shoulder, to kiss you on the forehead, to thank you for allowing them to be here. We will ask Cauldre to be in silence for a moment. Dear friends, simply acknowledge those who walk the aisles now, who come to be with you. Accept the gifts of energy they bring. We will return in a moment.
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You will come into new enlightenments and understanding of who you are and why you are here. You will feel it at the very deepest levels within you – it will be almost like a shock, almost like a cold shower – when one day you realize it has not been about you and it is not about you anymore. You will realize that what you have been doing is for a love of Spirit, a love of All That Is. This will be a fine day. We will be here with you when this occurs.
Now let us move on with the discussions of this day with you. We ask each of you to get comfortable and to breathe deeply. Some are breathing very shallow right now. Breathe deeply dear friends.
Now, we come today to Lesson Ten of the Creator Series. We know the previous lessons have not always been what you thought they would be! (chuckling) Some of you perhaps thought we would give you a magic chant that would allow you to do anything at any time. Some perhaps thought that we would give you a ceremonial dance, but the dance we gave you was hardly ceremonial! Today we come to Lesson Ten, which is the first of the final quadrant of the Creator Series. In these final three discussions we will once again challenge you by asking you to release something that you have held near and dear. We will give you tools, we will give you new methods and new ways of thinking, but we caution you now, it is not what you think it is. But by now you should realize that! (chuckling)
In these past nine lessons we have worked to change the perceptions of who you thought you were. We have worked to help you understand the new energy and what it is. We have worked to help you understand where you came from and why you are here.
The first three lessons were about "allowing." Allowing and accepting. Accepting all things as they are. Standing behind the short wall and then learning to accept yourself, perhaps the most challenging of all the lessons. Learning to accept yourself. That is why we spoke at length today about what you are going through; what you have been doing; the internal work you have been doing. You have given yourself grief because you thought you were spending too much time on yourself. We are here to tell you that perception is not accurate! It is about changing something far grander.
Lesson Three was also of accepting, of being in the Divine Moment, of no longer being in the past. For the past, dear friends, the past is the future for you in many ways. The past is the future in many ways. We have talked to you about being in the Divine Moment, that Divine Space, about not worrying about has transpired or what will be. It is about being in the Now Moment.
The second quadrant of lessons (Lessons 4-6) were about Releasing. They were about letting go. We talked about placing things in the Oven of Grace (Lesson 4). It was about Releasing, about turning it over to your own Divine Energy. Taking it out of your hands and out of your mind and placing it in a Divine Processor that is within you. These lessons were about turning it over. Then to understand that when you do this, you are obviously going to have changes in your life (Lesson 5). These changes are appropriate, so bless them.
Then dear friends, as the changes occur and you learn to bless them, be in Divine Balance (Lesson 6). Allow yourself a new balance, not of duality, not of two, but in a Divine Balance of four. We discussed the four marbles. In the past there was a dark element and a light element, and third element that changed like a chameleon and would take on attributes of the light or dark. But we also said that a fourth element of energy, a fourth marble, would come in and provide a needed balance to take you past duality into the new energy. Those lessons were about releasing and understanding and doing so that changes would come about.
Then in the next three lessons (Lessons 7-9) we discussed how to begin the process of creation. We talked with you about the broad stroke of creation (Lesson 7), painting with a broad-brush stroke. We asked you at that point to give up intent, specific intent. Simply initiate the process of creation by moving the broad-brush stroke. This starts a process that takes things out of neutral and begins to move them. Not to the left or not to the right, but it begins to expand the potential outward in all directions.
When initiating this process of being a Creator on Earth, there is an energy that is needed for this to manifest, for this to happen. That is where we talked to you about receiving the fruit of the rose (Lesson 8), about taking back the passion that has always been yours but has laid dormant for quite some time. Yes, perhaps a simple exercise, but one that is very potent. This brings back a Divine Energy that was not carried forth with you when you came to this Earth and took on the attributes of a human, the attributes of biology. But it is time to integrate with that passion again. It is time to receive it within your being. It does not take much work, you do not need to do ceremony, you do not need to struggle with it, you do not need to pray for 21 nights in a row. You simply receive what is yours.
And then dear friends, after initiating the process with a broad-brush stroke, after taking in your passion which is the fuel, then vibrations go out of your new house, out into the world around you. These are vibrations of love and compassion and wisdom that you emanate to others. It is like a light that is shining out to them, but there is also a reverse vibration that comes back to you. With the assistance of your runners, this vibration brings back all of the appropriate things to you, to the front door of your house (Lesson 9). This is part of the creation process. It is being in your new house, it is saying I AM, it is initiating a process that then is fueled by your passion, then goes out into the physical world around you and what comes back are all of the appropriate things for you. Perhaps you will not immediately recognize them as being appropriate – and so we say to Cauldre – but they are. What you are creating now, what you are creating by all the work you are doing, it is now being brought back in the appropriate way to you.
So now we enter the final series of these lessons (Lessons 10-12), Being a Creator on Earth. There are three more lessons in this series. We will talk for a moment today of the journey of Jack once again. This will help you understand why things are the way they are, and why you are experiencing certain things in your life at this time.
Then there is something precious we will ask you to release today. Perhaps this will be a challenge for you. Perhaps it will be difficult, but when you let go of the old, it then makes way for the new. And as all of you are discovering, on a daily basis, you will not find the answers you are looking for in the old ways.
What you are finding now is that the answers are not in the "old." The answers are not where you found them in the past. You are encountering experiences in your life right now that are examples of this. Someone you knew many years ago suddenly pops back into your life. Or an old illness you thought was gone pops back in. Or an emotional situation you thought was released comes back to you, along with the emotional pain. And then you become confused. You wonder why you can't handle the situation that you handled before, and you wonder why it comes back again at this time. Dear friends, the answer is in a different place. It is in the new energy. The answers for all of the things that come into your life are in the new energy now.
We will digress for a moment here. The inner challenges you are going through do not relate to past lives, for most of those with the exception of small residual are gone. The challenges you are going through for the most part do not even relate to this lifetime, for as you know, you feel so separated from who you were five years ago and twenty years ago and thirty years ago. It is difficult to even relate to yourself back then. Why? Because you have changed. Because you have moved into your next lifetime, even while you are here. The challenges that you are going through now relate back to your original crossing of the Wall of Fire. There was a deep trauma with this. There was deep shaking up of everything that you had ever thought that you were.
When Jack crossed through the Wall of Fire, as we have talked about so often, this was a very traumatic experience for him. When Jack crossed through this wall from the First Creation into the void, it changed everything, it changed everything. When Jack was in the kingdom all things were one; all things were one. There was singular purpose, there was singular direction and there was singular Will. All things emanated outwards from the center of the kingdom. This was wonderful, this was peaceful and loving and it was the way things were in the first circle, in the first Creation. They were as one, as one will. When Jack crossed over through the Wall of Fire into the void, he suddenly had a new attribute and it was called Free Will.
This is somewhat difficult to describe in the human words, but we will continue work it. When Jack crossed through, he now had the attributes of Free Will. It was no longer singular expansion of All That Is. He entered into a new dimensionality. Jack had always been the prince, the son of the king and queen, the one who would one day accept the throne. But now he was experiencing something totally different -- Free Will. He did not quite so much know how to handle this. For he always thought he understood his Mission, his purpose and his contract in the singular will of the Kingdom. But now, all things were available and all things possible. There was no prescribed path or pattern.
Jack’s journey is your journey. Each of you felt what it was like to go from One Will to Free Will. This has caused many interesting experiences for you. This has caused you to be a free creator in many ways and all of this has been appropriate. All of this is blessed by Spirit. For given Free Will – you and Jack and all the other angels and all of the humans – given Free Will you have been able to expand creation in ways and means that have never been done before. Do you understand the impact of this? You had singular Will – loving indeed, blessed indeed – but it was singular in the original Creation. When you came through the wall you were given Free Will.
When Jack came to Earth and took on biology, he still had Free Will, but now he also had something called the veil. The veil prevented Jack from consciously knowing what transpired from lifetime to lifetime. The veil prevented Jack from understanding his journey that had taken him from the Kingdom into the void, to help create the energy and the templates of your Universe. Combine these two powerful elements – the Veil and Free Will – and there is a very potent energy here. It is one that each of you has been living with.
You have the Free Will to do what you choose. But you have also had the veil so you could not remember so much your decisions and your experiences. Now, here you are, Shaumbra, coming to the completion of your own circle of lifetimes on Earth. You are coming to completion of your journey, coming to the final clearings that will allow you to go to new understandings. As we have said to you before, you do not return home from here. You continue going forward. You continue expanding but there will come the point when the veil is released, when you do have an understanding of your journey, you do have more of a complete understanding of who you are and why you are here.
In the meantime, here you are going through many changes in your life right now, going through many challenges. You expected this ascension process to be one way and it is another. It is not what you thought it would be! As you come full circle, dear friends, there is something interesting that happens. There is a step that you will take. There is a step that we bring to you today. From the inside, it is one that you know is coming, but it must be conveyed from the outside for confirmation. That step is quite simple. Going into the new energy to be the creator you truly are, you need to step past Free Will into your Divine Will.
Lesson Number Ten of the Creator Series: Step Into Your Divine Will. It is a simple but potent step. It is one that seems obvious at first, but when you start thinking of it in your human mind, it might frighten you, for as you are already perceiving, you are being asked to – Cauldre certainly questions us at this point! – you are being asked to release your Free Will and move into Divine Will. Now let us talk for a moment of what the difference is.
Cauldre is saying, "Oh, Tobias, what have you brought forth on this day!?" Hmmm. (audience laughter)
Lesson Number Ten: Step Into Your Divine Will. When you came to Earth with your Free Will and you took on duality, your Free Will allowed you to see the mirrors of who you were. The Free Will allowed you to see the light and to see the dark. It allowed you to see up and to see down, but in a sense Free Will with a veil is very limited, as you have discovered. Many of you have even questioned whether you truly DID have Free Will or if you were simply puppets for the angels or for Spirit. But no, indeed you had Free Will the whole time.
When you move into Divine Will, you are transcending a duality and a separation that you have carried with you since the Wall of Fire. You are transcending the separation from Spirit you first experienced when you left the Kingdom. When you move into Divine Will it is about the Divine Will that comes from within you. It is connected and it is integrated with Spirit at the deepest levels of who you are. When you move into Divine Will you transcend the humanness that you have carried with you. You transcend the duality that has been part of you are ever since you have been on Earth. You move past the two into what we call The All. In the Divine Will there will be solutions that have never been there before. They have not been able to come through Free Will and duality. In the Divine Will there is not so much the consideration for just yourself, but there is a greater compassion and understanding for All That Is.
The Divine Will is not owned outside of yourself. The Divine Will is contained within. When you move into Divine Will, when you release the old Free Will, you once again make a type of connection with Spirit. It becomes a conscious connection and a conscious understanding that you have not felt for eons of time.
Divine Will is not sitting and waiting for God, for Spirit, to tell you what to do. It is an understanding that it is already a part of you. It is an inner understanding that Spirit is there, that there are no outside voices to listen to, that Spirit and God and Divinity and the Christ Consciousness is already within you. Divine Will is listening to this deep, passionate inner voice.
When you begin working with this lesson, you will wonder, "What is this Divine Will?" or "Is this my crazy brain talking to me once again?" And you may become paralyzed to a degree in making that decision. But we tell you, when this happens simply be in a place of peace and say, "I AM in Divine Will." Understand that what comes forth is Divine Will.
You are used to the old attributes of Free Will or of Duality Will, as it were. There was a constant challenge and battle back and forth in your mind. As you move into Divine Will, there will come to you solutions that are far above and far expanded from what you have experienced before. You won't feel it is the two old voices of your old human self arguing back and forth as happened quite often. (chuckling) When you step into Divine Will you will feel and sense and perhaps hear a different answer that comes from The All. But understand– and we emphasize this – that it still comes from within you! If you seek outside of yourself for these answers, if you think that there is an entity who exists outside of you that will now start telling you what to do, you are looking in the wrong place! You are looking in the old energy place. Divine Will emanates from within. Divine Will is within you at this moment. As we have told you earlier, and we chuckled about it, we see this light in you, but you do not see it yet.
Lesson Number Ten: Step Into Your Divine Will. Perhaps you will feel awkward about this at first. You will think you must hear from Spirit first, "Is it alright to do this or that? What do you say Spirit, what do you say guides? I need the answer from outside." And it will not be there. You will hear nothing if you look there.
When you step into Divine Will – which is very easy, very simply do it – the answer will come to you. The knowingness and the understanding will come from a place within you that you have not experienced up to now. It will be full and it will be rich and you will not have doubt about where it comes from. It will come from a place of love. It will come from the very inner part of you that is indeed Spirit. This won't be a mental exercise. It will be a feeling, dynamic and expanding, that occurs within you.
It is time now as angels, who have taken a long journey since leaving Home, to release that thing that you first experienced when crossing over through the Wall of Fire. It is time to release the attribute called Free Will. Oh, when you first acquired this, it was an incredible toy. It was an incredible toy for an angel who had just gone through the incredible experience of the Wall of Fire. It was frightening as well, for you had never had Free Will. You had had One Will, Expanding Will.
But now you were given power, you were given choice like you had never had before. You took that Free Will and began to play with it in the universe, in the void. Your Free Will was like having an incredible, awesome Creator's tool kit. You could do things that you had never done before. You could play in the void, you could make the stars, you could create new energies. You could even battle with other entities! You could not do that in the Kingdom. There were no battles. You could create new places. You could have thoughts and emotions that spanned every different direction.
This Free Will was an incredible new toy. But it also caused you much grief along the way. Much hardship and much pain. You took the Free Will and went to places that were at the lowest of the low, at the bottom of the bottom, at the most painful of places that all of Creation could have ever imagined. But you were simply playing with the new energy. Oh, indeed you also took it to wonderful places of love and sharing and compassion in creation of light.
You have had this gift and this tool of Free Will ever since it was bestowed on you as a gift from Spirit when you crossed through the Wall of Fire. You have had this gift with you for eons of time now. It has served you well to create something in the void, to create the universes and the galaxies and the stars. Free Will has served you well while you have incarnated on Earth. It has allowed you to make the choices between the light and the dark, the white marble and the dark marble. It has allowed you to experience duality in a very limited way with a veil over you. It has allowed you to experience duality in a very defined fashion.
But now dear friends we are asking you to step beyond that into Divine Will. It will be challenging. You will wonder what this thing called Divine Will is - who owns this? Is this Spirit coming back now to once again tell you what to do? Is it your guides or angels now who will dictate to you? No, Divine Will comes from within. It is your Will but it is on a Divine basis that transcends duality. It transcends the human dynamics that you have been used to. It is directly linked to All That Is and to Spirit, but understand dear friends that you are Spirit. Divine Will comes from within. It provides answers and solutions and experiences and new powers that you have never experienced before.
It will be challenging. You will want to keep BOTH your Free Will and your Divine Will. (chuckling) You will want the wonderful attributes of Free Will while you take on the new Divine Will. We are here to tell you that it does not work that way. One must be released before the other can be experienced.
When something comes knocking at your door now and you are now dancing with it – many of you have asked Spirit, "Okay, I'm dancing, but what do I do? When does the song end? Who should lead? What steps should we take?" While you are dancing, take that step into Divine Will. Let’s you are in one of your everyday situations, a challenging situation perhaps, with a co-worker. The co-worker has come knocking at your door and you have agreed that it is time to dance. You are now dancing and your co-worker is looking at you in amazement and now you wonder, "Spirit, what should I do next, now that I'm dancing, where do we go from here?" Take your step into Divine Will.
What happens then we cannot so much to describe to you. You will move into a new place. You will move beyond duality. You will come to realizations that even we cannot define. You will come to new understandings and new levels of vibration and energy that will make the old energy way of Free Will seem flat. Your olds ways will seem unexciting, undynamic and lacking in passion. When you step into Divine Will things expand quickly!
With Divine Will comes the answers, the solutions, and the broader picture. At that moment you will know exactly what to do. You will know what to do with that energy that comes to you in this new Divine Will. We will talk more of it in our next two lessons. But today we challenge you with this Lesson Ten. Step into your Divine Will. Perhaps it seems simple for some of you. Some of you will say "I am more than happy to do that" but you will find that the attributes of Free Will have been with you since you came into this creation. This energy of Free Will has been with you for eons and you will want to hold on to it at some level within. It will be a challenge to move into Divine Will.
You will want to know exactly what it is before you take that step. Dear friends, you
cannot possibly define the attributes of Divine Will in the current consciousness that you hold. You must step into it first. Once again, we are asking you to cross a chasm on your own, without us being there to take you over. We know all of you will spend some time thinking of the implications of stepping into Divine Will, for it does mean releasing Free Will. Free Will can be wonderful and fun. I know, for I have experienced it! It is an amazing, amazing energy. The Divine Will… the Divine Will is grander, more complete and more fulfilling. You who have been asking, "Spirit, what is it that I should be doing, what of my job, what of my relationship, what do you want me to do now?" Now we say it is time for you – when you are ready – it is time for you to step into your Divine Will. In Divine Will, knowingness will come to you.
Now, we know there will be much discussion of this lesson. There will be many challenges. There will be ones who accuse us and accuse Cauldre of asking you to give up something that is a gift from God, your Free Will. We will be accused of asking you to give up something that has been the cornerstone of all of your experiences and all of your days here on Earth and all of your days when you were in the void creating. There will be some indeed that will walk from this group at the very suggestion of it! For they do not understand so much. They do not understand the implications of Divine Will. The Divine Will helps to complete the circle of all your experiences after crossing through the Wall of Fire. It moves you to a new level of understanding.
We love you dearly for the work that you do. We love you for continuing to put up with us (audience laughter); for going through the lessons; and for studying them diligently. We love you for the fact that you take each of these lessons, work with them, think about them, and apply them to your lives. But you do so on you own, you do so in your own way, in your own time. We love you for this.
Where you are going with this, where we are going even in the next several lessons is to help you to understand how to truly move energy when you are sitting in the position of I AM. I AM is the basic, is the foundation, is the NOW. We will be working with you to help you understand how to move energy, how to affect energy, and how to become a true Creator.
Those who gather in the second circle on this day are literally and figuratively applauding at this time. They have been called here to see and to feel your reaction to this lesson. This lesson will be one that causes a mental roadblock for many, many people. This lesson will be like a high hurdle for some to overcome. It doesn't require you to do much, it doesn't require hours of practice and studying. It simply requires you to release something that has been close to you and to venture into a new type of energy. The step is yours to take, dear friends, the step is yours to take by yourself, in your own time, in your own space. If you do not so much understand this now, if it is causing conflict within you, take your time with it. Take your time with it. Throughout this process, and during the time you take that first step into Divine Will, you are never alone. There are scores, there are legions of entities such as the ones who gather here on this day who are with you. We love you dearly.
And so it is ...