How to Live

THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS

The Freedom Series

SHOUD 9: “How to Live” – Featuring ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

Presented to the Crimson Circle
July 6, 2013

I Am that I Am, Adamus of Sovereign and Free Domain.

Welcome to our gathering. Special thanks to Yoham* for the beautiful music, we’ll be calling on you in just a bit. (some chuckles)

*The Yoham musical group consists of Gerhard Fankhauser, Einat Gilboa and Amir Yakobi 

Ah, that’s the mark of a true Master when you can just get on the stage in front of everybody, but mostly yourself, and just assume the role. Just be there. Take a deep breath, get out of your doubts and fears and just allow yourself to come through. They’ll have that experience in just a bit. (Adamus chuckles)

Welcome, dear Shaumbra, welcome. Good to see all of you. Surprised to see all of you actually. (Adamus chuckles) You know exactly what I’m talking about.

Enlightenment

It’s a difficult journey, this thing called embodied enlightenment. Few have ever come this way. Not so easy, is it? Not so easy. “Embodied enlightenment. Sounds wonderful. I wonder what the hell it is?” (Adamus chuckles)

The funny thing is, when we do our classes, when we do our gatherings and I ask that question – “What is embodied enlightenment?” – very few can actually give an answer. But the interesting thing is you may not be able to give the answer from right here (head), from right here, but you already know. That’s why it is such a passion, such a desire. You have such an insatiable desire for this thing we’ve called embodied enlightenment.

Have no clue what it is. The mind doesn’t understand – never will, never can, can’t even plan it, can’t figure it out – but you know what it is. Can’t put words to it. Maybe write a few songs about it – songs without words – but you know. That’s why there’s this deep, deep desire for this thing called enlightenment.

Once you make this true and conscious choice for your enlightenment, which I assume most of you have; once you make that choice, you’re no longer a student. You are a Master at that point. Please hear those words.

See, when you’re still trying to decide, when you’re putting your toes and fingers into that pudding of potential enlightenment, you’re still trying to decide, you are indeed a student. You’re assuming the role of student. You will be a student. You will get student energy. You will get teachers that teach to students. But once you make that deep, clear and conscious choice for embodied enlightenment, you are truly a Master, and you start attracting the energies that a Master – and only a Master – can attract.

No longer a student when you say, “I choose my conscious enlightenment.”

There’s a vast difference, you’ve probably noticed. It’s not anything that makes you superior or better – maybe makes you a little crazier – nothing that makes you exclusive. But there’s a vast difference between those who are studying spirituality, because they’re really studying a bunch of rules and guidelines of other people. Very true. (he stoops to turn off a fan) Electromagnetic energy. Ohh! Ugh.

There’s a very big difference, because they’re going to get a different type of energy than those who choose embodied enlightenment before and above anything else. Above, sorry to say, family, loved ones. And I know that maybe isn’t spiritually correct to say that, to say you’re putting yourself above all others, but perhaps that was one of the fallacies of the Old Energy, one of the fallacies even of the New Age – you have be there in service to everyone else.

When you can boldly and clearly say, “I’m choosing this for myself, above anything else – above family, above wealth, of course – above anything; above all the rules, above even life” – even life itself. When there’s no fear of death anymore, because in this process of embodied enlightenment you meet death over and over, as so many of you know. You may meet it physically. You may just meet it in your dreams and in your fears. But that death comes to you over and over, ultimately, helping you to understand the beauty of life.

Today

Today’s Shoud is going to be a little bit different. (laughter as he makes a face) You thought last month was different. (Adamus chuckles) It’s going to be a little different. Normally, in a Shoud we gather once a month to take a deep breath, to just relax a bit, let the energies catch up or, put a better way, perhaps a little bit more crass, to get you out of your way for a few hours of time here; and then a slow kind of allowing of the energies to absorb over the next 30 days. It’s your dynamic. You set it up this way.

Today? A little bit different. We’re going to take a big step, a big leap. (someone say’s “Cool”) Yeah cool. Cool. You say that now. (laughter) Little does she know what I have in store!

Today we’re going to take a big step in consciousness, for a couple of reasons. It’s been an interesting, challenging six months into this new era. Year one of the new era, how about that? Been an interesting and challenging six months, filled with a lot of things, which we’ll talk about today.

The energies have got you a little rigid, got you a little tight, so you’ve called for this to be a shift. We’ll do a shift. We have the honor of Yoham being here to guide us through a beautiful merabh. (some applause) A merabh is when we just allow. When you get out of your way. You get your “buts” out of the way, literally. If last month was the “Shut Up!” Shoud, this is “Get Your Big But Out of the Way” Shoud. (laughter)

LINDA: Oh! Oh!

ADAMUS: What I was going to say is …

EDITH: Hope they don’t make a button for that. (lots of laughter; Adamus kisses Edith)

ADAMUS: She said “I hope they don’t make a button for that.” No we’re making a poster. (more laughter)

What I was trying to say is that enlightenment – beautiful, wonderful thing – except or but, when you put your buts in there. When you put – “Enlightenment, yes, but …” Heh, hm. You have all these different buts, and they tend to get in the way.

I’m going to explain today, prior to our merabh, about how your “but” distracts energies. It truly does. (laughter) I told you it was going to be different today. (Adamus chuckles)

“I choose embodied enlightenment, period.” Except it’s “I choose embodied enlightenment, but what about …” and fill in the blanks. We’ve already had these discussion. Fill in the blanks. It could be – “What about my family?” That’s a big one and an important one. And you’re honored for caring about them buttttt. Yeah.

Now, and when we do our buts today, it’s not just “but,” it’s “Buttttttt! Butttttt!” And perhaps if we’re so lucky Yoham will even do a “But” song! (laughter) Master G you thought you’ve heard it all. (more chuckles) We’ve worked together in the Mystery Schools. He is an artist at sacred music, but – butttt – has never done a butttt song. So be very creative here.

“I choose embodied enlightenment. Period.” That’s it.

I can already hear the buts coming out. “But … but …” All these doubts and questions. It really distracts a lot of energy. It makes it so much more difficult. There are no buts. It’s either embodied enlightenment or not; or – call it what you want – stay on in the Old Energy human form wavering, going back and forth and being indecisive and doubting. That’s actually the type of energies you’re going to attract. So we’re going to talk about that today and then have a merabh.

So it’ll be a little bit different than normal. I’ll try to keep this short, as long as Cauldre doesn’t talk so much. (a few chuckles)

LINDA: Ohhhh!

ADAMUS: I heard your comments about his endorsement – his enthusiastic, inspiring endorsement – of Yoham’s new CD – Mystic Traveler (referring to the prior “Launch Pad”)

So, first, before I go anywhere with this, let’s talk for a moment about Egypt. Cauldre asked me if we could spend a few moments talking about Egypt.

Dynamics of Egypt

A lot of interesting dynamics and something that I am going to ask you to watch – I know a lot of you are news adverse, and I don’t blame you at all – but here’s a very unique historic situation that’s unfolding.

Egypt was one of the original cultures to come up from the times of Atlantis. After Atlantis, of course, hiding underground – living underground – for tens of thousands of years, and finally coming up, back to the surface of Earth, reestablishing civilizations, and Egypt was one of them. You could say Egypt was the spiritual center for this new Earth, the post-Atlantean Earth.

The Egyptians spent so much of their studying, so much of their energy and their consciousness on the issue of Spirit. You see, the Atlanteans really didn’t understand or have a concept of God. They had no consciousness of God. They were searching for a source of life, but not in the consciousness that you would know God, Spirit, the Eternal One. They were searching for something that was actually more mechanical, more earthly. “Where does life emanate from?”

So when the humans came back up from Earth, the ones that went to Egypt were particularly interested in spirit. It’s now often called afterlife. They had the understanding that there was something more to just this reality. They learned how to visit the other dimensions. They learned how to go into what would be called the Near Earth realms and come back.  They journeyed. They took some of the original astral journeys in their starboats, their solar ships.

Other cultures, other civilizations, for instance, like the Greek, were more about establishing culture, social and community balance, philosophy, balanced judgment. The Romans – that culture was about being civil. Establishing civil structures – roads and cities and systems. Many, many other cultures, but the Egyptians was about Spirit.

Now, you’ve heard a lot of stories about pharaohs and slaves building the pyramids. I don’t think so. And even the pharaohs were not what is written about in history now, because there was a tremendous level of service to all of the people, tremendous level of education or experience about going into the other worlds and trying to go into the other dimensions and bring it back here – if that sounds a little familiar to you. Much more difficult back then, the energies were much denser.

For whatever reason, the Egyptians ended up then going through many, many thousands of years of suppression. They allowed themselves … with their spiritual journeys, they somewhat forgot about the present moment and about their everyday human life. So that opened the door to those who were interested in ruling. Particularly outside sources, outside rulers and leaders came in and took over, then turned a lot of the Egyptians into slaves. Took away their basic freedom.

And for thousands of years the Egyptians have had dictators, pharaohs without heart or without understanding of freedom. They have been controlled and ruled by others.

There has been a tremendous desire to bring back the freedom. You could say that this whole delving into tyranny and suppression and being dictated to by others was actually part of the interdimensional experience; really, you could almost say, part of a plan to have a true understanding of freedom and Spirit and bringing it into the Now, bringing it into the body.

So this desire for freedom rose up recently. You saw it. You saw history in the making, and it was very interesting – I’m surprised that there are not more comments or discussions about it – it wasn’t a violent uprising. It happened in a very short period of time with a very small loss of human life, and simply a transition. Suddenly, a dictator who had been in office for a long time suddenly just stepped down. The military, the army didn’t step into support, as a matter of fact defended the people, because an interesting thing has happened in Egypt particularly over these last 20, 25 years.

A lot of the energies that have been held in the sacred temples, in the pyramids and in the land itself, a lot of the pharaohs of the past and a lot of the, you could say, the spirit energy that was brought back from the other realm, but not physically embodied – left in the sacred temples – a lot of that energy and consciousness and even the entities that were held within those walls started to be released.

A lot of you were attracted to go to Egypt in these last ten, twenty years of time, because part of the process of going there wasn’t just to see the temples or to tone in the Great Pyramid. A lot of the process was you just being there as one of the Bringers of the New Energy – that was the title of the last Shoud (laughter as he refers to an earlier discussion) – as one of the Bringers of the New Energy, as one who has made clear, conscious choice for embodied enlightenment.

When you went into those temples and you touched the walls, you breathed the air, you did your toning in those temples, those entities and the energies that were contained in the walls, in the land itself and even in the people, those energies were released and freed. It’s like the passing of the baton. They felt your presence. They knew that the new ones were finally here, and they could be released from their job as energy holders, that they have been doing for so long.

So when they were released from their energy holding, from their, in a way, a type of a crystal prison, when they were released from that, knowing that the new ones were here, it also released a deep passion that they had, a deep love for this place called Egypt.

And that love, that passion that they have goes beyond religions. It goes far beyond religions. It goes beyond politics. It goes beyond western versus eastern culture, any of that. It goes beyond everything. It’s a deep love for this place that has played such an important role in humanity’s opening to the consciousness of true Spirit beyond any religion, beyond any rule.

A lot of these entities and energies didn’t just pass through the veil, go to the other side, but they chose to stay in Egypt. They chose to be there in loving support for anyone who chose the freedom of Egypt, of the people and of the land. So many of these energies are still there and they’re still present, so you’ll find strange and unusual things happening right now in this place called Egypt.

You’ll find that, as you just saw in the last few days, you saw what some are calling a coup, but actually – and this is what would seem very strange – here you have ancient beings – pharaohs, priests, those who truly understand astral travel and the interdimensional realms – they are staying around now to assist those who are choosing freedom for Egypt. And an interesting alliance is being made between these ancient beings and the army. You don’t see that too often. You don’t see that too often at all. To the point where there are those who … (pause) we’re having a little inside talk here. Cauldre’s worried about whether others are listening in. Does it matter anymore? No. Good. So we’ll just say it.

So there are those military leaders who have the title of general or some fancy supreme commander who are actually very spiritual. They really understand spirituality. They understand Egypt’s soul and its heart. They wear the uniform, but inside they are very sacred human beings.

They’re working right now with these entities and energies who have come from the temples, who have been released from the past. They are working with those who are truly working for the freedom of Egypt, for the people.

Now, the people in general … eh, take a step back a bit. Several years ago I talked to you about freedom. Are humans really ready for it? And, of course everybody nods their head and says, “Sure.” But are they really? It’s like saying, “Are you ready – are you really ready – for your enlightenment?” And you say, “Well, sure. Yeah, it sounds great. Bring it on. Bbbu- … but.” Here we go with the “but.”

So Egypt is a very interesting example right now for the world. After many years of dictatorship and lack of most general freedoms, you have a situation now: can they handle freedom?

Now, they said yes, in a way. They basically pushed out a dictator without a lot of bloodshed. Suddenly, they started getting a taste, just a taste, of freedom. But suddenly the buts move in, the doubts move in. They start wondering, “Can we really handle freedom? What is freedom? Does freedom make us just like America or Canada? Does freedom corrupt us? Does freedom – does it make us capitalist? Is freedom this negative anti-Allah, anti-God thing?” So they put a lot of buts in there, and what happens? The minute they do, energies – other energies – move in, which is exactly what happened. The minute that doubt came in in Egypt about their freedom – could they really handle it? Could they set up the infrastructures? Could they personally handle it? Could they have compassion for others? All the things that freedom brings. Could they take responsibility for their lives? Could they get off of foreign aid?

While they were ‘but’-ing about it, thinking about it – after that initial wonderful taste – what happens? Well, you could say, the virus moves in – SES virus,* whatever you want to call it – but those with agendas, those with imbalances quickly move in, because one is vulnerable during this stage. One is very vulnerable. One hand saying, “Yes, we want freedom,” on the other hand, worrying and wondering about it.

*Referring to the energy virus discussed in Tobias’ Sexual Energy School

So what happened? It’s not about a name, an organization. It could be Muslim Brotherhood. It could be the divine feminine sisterhood. It doesn’t matter, but somebody with an agenda that was not about the love and passion of Egypt came in. Worked very quickly – it was easy – worked very quickly and started shifting everything. But in this case something interesting happened.

That deep love, that deep passion for Egypt was still there and it was still strong. And it sat back and watched and waited. It observed what was going on, and at some point these entities of the past, combined with the ones – the humans who have a true love of this land – said, “No more.” Just like that – snap – “No more.” There wasn’t a lot of saber rattling, wasn’t a lot of noise. “You have 48 hours or hit the road.” And it happened. Again, on that particular day, not a lot of bloodshed.

Now … now those forces that had an agenda that was not Egypt’s agenda, an agenda that was not about Egypt moved in, now they’re going to, of course, be testing the real heart and soul of Egypt saying, “Are you really serious? Maybe you do need us. Maybe you’re not ready for freedom. Maybe you need a lot of rules and structures. Maybe you need discipline. Maybe all the women should wear veils,” and we could go on and on with this.

It’s not about religion; it’s about control. It’s not about a specific religious or philosophical belief; it’s about freedom. And over these next few weeks in particular, you’re going to see how this shakes out. It’s going to be fascinating to watch.

It’s Egypt’s story, but as you already know, it’s your story as well. You could replace the word “freedom” in Egypt for the “I Am” within yourself.

You’ve allowed yourself the dictatorship of something that wasn’t really you for a long time. Call it your parents, your teachers, society, belief systems, probably more than anything else your aspects, and to a degree your mind controlling and ruling. Yet, all this time, this desire for freedom and a desire for enlightenment.

Desire for enlightenment is the freedom also from the incarnational cycles here on this planet over and over and over again. It gets a little boring after a while. Time to move on.

So you chose or you had this feeling of your own freedom, your own enlightenment, and at some point you threw the dictators out. You learned about Aspectology, and you said, “Get out, integrate, or whatever, but I’m not going to let you run my reality anymore.” You learned “I Am,” and you started proclaiming this, and it was felt from deep within you. “I Am that I Am. It’s my freedom. My sovereignty.” We’re here in the Freedom Series right now. And there was a shift that occurred, a change that occurred, a lot of changes, actually, over these last few years.

But – but, but … there were a lot of buts in there. A lot of buts, a lot of worrying, a lot of wondering, “What’s going to happen? Maybe I’m not doing this right.” A lot of going back to things, my friends, that you knew weren’t serving you, but yet you went back to them, because they were comfortable. Even going back, to a certain degree, and letting other people, other things and other aspects run your life.

So what happened? That these energies with an agenda come it. It could be represented through other people, probably more so through your own aspects that come in and start – (Linda hands him a drink) oh thank you – start taking over, running things once again, because you’re very vulnerable – very, very vulnerable – at that point.

But then we get back together on a day like today, get back together and we say “No more.” You’re not even going to give yourself 48 hours. You’ve got until five o’clock. It’s an hour and 20 minutes. (some chuckles) That’s it, and why not.

Egypt is actually a really good external example of what happens when, whether it’s a people or a country, whatever, chooses their freedom, and the cycles, the evolutions that you go through and some of the challenges that you go through.

So today in just a bit we’ll do our major shift. Not a little one, a big one. A big one.

How’s It Going?

But before we do, question for you. Last month we talked about you being Bringers of the New Energy. It’s actually a very impressive title. It’s more impressive than even being a general in the army. It’s actually more challenging than being a president of a corporation or a country. I would go so far as to say it is probably, if you took a list at the stress level of all the jobs that there are, it would be at the top. Truly. It’d be at the top. You’re not just making little changes, you’re making huge changes, and you have to face yourself every day. Toughest thing a human will ever do. They find every reason in the world to fill their day with activities so they don’t have to face themselves. You? You’ve chosen to face yourself. Toughest thing – toughest thing a human can do.

So here you are Bringers of the New Energy, whatever you want to call it – the Soon To Be Enlightened, the ones who are bringing New Energy to this planet. The ones … and Cauldre’s questioning me if I’m just, what do you call it, fluffing you up a little bit. Absolutely not. That’s why I said before I’m surprised you’re here. I mean, really. I’m surprised you’re still here. I mean, I’m surprised you’re still on this planet. (chuckles from Adamus and audience)

It is stressful. It is so challenging. It’s not incremental. It’s not linear. It’s mind boggling what you’re doing.

So here you are, Bringers of the New Energy, liberators of yourself. How’s it going? How’s it going? And I ask the question, and there’s not an Adamus answer to this, because I’ve already done it. It’s I want you to hear yourselves and I want others to hear you, because there are so many times where you’re doubting, where you’re wondering, “Is this real? Am I doing the right thing? Is this something … am I just going a little crazy or really crazy?” So by sharing and hearing others for a moment, you begin to understand the magnitude of what you’re really doing.

Some of you think, “Well, I’m just a midlevel manager.” (Adamus chuckles) We’ll have a private session. We’ll correct that. But you think, “Well, I’m just this. I haven’t done anything huge on my resumé. I just …” No, no, no, no, no. You aren’t ‘just.’ You are absolutely amazing for what you’re doing.

You are going through everything. You are going back through everything even before you were even on this planet. You’re going back through it, rebalancing the energies, releasing and freeing energies and consciousness. What you’re going through right now is absolutely unprecedented, and I do wish you’d give yourself credit for it. It has nothing to do with your everyday job. That’s just a disguise. It’s just a distraction. It’s about the movements in consciousness you’re making for yourself, but it’s affecting this entire planet. Oh, and more than that, it’s affecting this entire universe. It’s affecting all of creation.

So how’s it going? Linda has the microphone. She’ll be taking it to our amazing volunteers.

How’s it going? What are you experiencing? What are the tough things? And I have to tell you there is a little bit of an Adamus answer at the end, but…

LINDA: Ohh. How shocking.

ADAMUS: Your answer is equally valid. How’s it going?

IWONA: Excellent actually.

ADAMUS: Good. How’s it going?

IWONA: Truly excellent.

ADAMUS: Yeah, one more time. We’ve got to do this. How’s it going?

IWONA: (louder) Absolutely, freaking excellent! (she giggles)

ADAMUS: Good. Good. Good. Body aches?

IWONA: A little. Tummy problems, yeah. But more clarity as never before.

ADAMUS: More clarity. Good. Any kind of adjustments in some of your attitudes?

IWONA: Oh, like being more bitchy? Yes. (lots of laughter)

ADAMUS: Ah! Good. Good. And … yes. Now we’re getting to the truth. Good. Good. Does that bother you that you can be a bitch?

IWONA: Oh no! I love it!

ADAMUS: Good.

LINDA: It’s a club.

IWONA: Yeah! (she laughs)

ADAMUS:  Good. Why do you think that you get bitchy?

IWONA: I just don’t give a shit anymore. I am all for enlightenment.

ADAMUS: Eh, eh, I would … no. I would really like you …

IWONA: I have not buts! (some applause)

ADAMUS: I’d like you to repeat that.

IWONA: I have no buts!

ADAMUS: Right there. Repeat that. Why are you a little bit bitchy?

IWONA: I don’t give a shit.

ADAMUS: Good.

IWONA: I’m all for enlightenment. No buts here.

ADAMUS: Ah good, good, good. Thank you. Thank you. Excellent. (some applause)

Next. How goes it? Ehh.

LADONNA: Well, I’ve been really busy in the last month or so …

LINDA: You should probably stand up so that you can get the proper respect you deserve.

LADONNA: Okay. Wow. Right now I’m experiencing a lot of neck pain.

ADAMUS: Neck pain.

LADONNA: So I don’t know … it’s been for like five days.

ADAMUS: We’ll change that today.

LADONNA: Okay.

ADAMUS: Okay.

LADONNA: So …

ADAMUS: Why the neck pains?

LADONNA: Maybe something is a pain in my neck. (laughter) I’m just trying to find out what that is! (she chuckles)

ADAMUS: What’s a pain in your neck? Since we’re going down that road. You already know.

LADONNA: I think that I just want to move on, and I think sometimes I feel like my family gets in my way. (she giggles)

ADAMUS: Why do you laugh like that?! They’re watching right now! (laughter)

LADONNA: They’re not watching! Believe me they’re not watching! They think I’m cuckoo, so.

ADAMUS: Yeah, family. Why do you let your family get in the way?

LADONNA: (sighing) I don’t know.

ADAMUS: Yeah you do. Ohh, eh, brrr …

LADONNA: (giggling) I don’t know!

LINDA: Ohhh!

ADAMUS: You have to go in the ladies room for five minutes by yourself. (laughter) Go on, ladies room. That’s one thing we don’t say here – “I don’t …” we don’t even say it anymore. Five minutes by yourself. Keep the lights off. (more chuckles)

LINDA: Why does anybody listen to you?

ADAMUS: Sandra, would you go check on her? Now that’s weird. So … (Adamus chuckles)

LINDA: That’s what’s wrong.

ADAMUS: The reason why we joke – but I’m dead serious about it – don’t say “I don’t know,” because exactly what you’re going to get. Take a deep breath. You do know. You know everything. That’s the amazing thing. (laughter) Start chanting or om-ing or something.

Good. Next. How goes it?

KERRI: Brilliant.

ADAMUS: Brilliant. How goes it? 

KERRI: No. Relationships suck majorly.

ADAMUS: Why? Why? Why?

KERRI: (sighs) I know they are really bad.

ADAMUS: Yeah.

KERRI: Because you compromise yourself!

ADAMUS: Yeah. Why’d you do that?

KERRI: Well, the sex was good. (laughter) I’m going to be honest!

ADAMUS: Actually …

KERRI: It is.

ADAMUS: … since we’re talking. It wasn’t. You hardly remembered it. (more laughter; someone says “How do you know?”)

KERRI: What?

ADAMUS: I was watching! (laughter)

KERRI: That’s creepy.

ADAMUS: Relationships. Relationships. Where does your relationship come from?

KERRI: What? Where does mine come from?

ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

KERRI: We met here.

ADAMUS: Really?

KERRI: Yeah.

ADAMUS: Where did you meet …

KERRI: Who? Which guy? (laughter) You know, and then to have a child. You don’t give us enough guidance. I’m going to tell you that right now. I don’t feel like you help us out.

ADAMUS: Oh, but I do, my dear. I did not have children in my lifetime of enlightenment. (laughter)

KERRI: I know! I had one, and what the hell am I going to do now? No, I love him dearly. But sometimes I want to kick him off my leg, you know, and put him the trunk.

ADAMUS: You’re talking about your husband or your child?

KERRI: Well, both. Both of them.

ADAMUS: So. We have a little relationship thing going on here. I love the first where it was “Oh, brilliant.” Where are we now?

KERRI: No, it wasn’t brilliant. I lied.

ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It wasn’t a lie. It just a little bit of – like Tobias always said …

KERRI: Embellishment.

ADAMUS: … ask three times. Relationships. What are you going to do about it?

KERRI: Allow things to …

ADAMUS: Allow them to keep going like they are. Sure. That’s good. That’s what we’re doing.

KERRI: I’m going to breathe in my abundance so I can ditch him! Kick him to the curb. 

ADAMUS: What are you going to do?

KERRI: Obviously, I don’t have a plan. It’s apparent.

ADAMUS: Obviously! (laughter) Wow!

KERRI: If he’s watching, later will be really bad.

ADAMUS: No, actually, he’s waiting for you. Waiting for you to …

KERRI: They wait by the door.

ADAMUS: Waiting for you to accept and choose your own enlightenment.

KERRI: That’s profound. Thanks for that.

ADAMUS: Yeah.

KERRI: I’ll get right to work on that. Thank you.

ADAMUS: What else are you experiencing? High level of what? Fill in the blank.

KERRI: Stress.

ADAMUS: Thank you. Good. What are doing about it?

KERRI: I cry a little.

ADAMUS: Okay. Good.

KERRI: I do. I go off by myself and I …

ADAMUS: But the fact … hold on. But we’ll correct all this if we could ever …

KERRI: Okay.

ADAMUS: … stop talking first. We’re going to do a big shift today.

KERRI: Ohh. 

ADAMUS: No, I’m talking. You’re not. We’re going to do a big shift today. Yeah. You think it’s party day. It’s celebration day. 

KERRI: Can we do both? Or …

ADAMUS: Sure.

KERRI: Okay. Thank you. 

ADAMUS: Sure, if you’re still standing afterwards. (some chuckles) 

KERRI: I’ll be standing.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Good.

KERRI: That’s a personal challenge.

ADAMUS: So stress. A few more here. How goes this embodied enlightenment? How goes being a Bringer of New Energy? So far this isn’t a list that is actually going to entice many people. (some chuckles)

Yes sir. Yes sir.

LAWRENCE: Hi. It’s very testing for sure. 

ADAMUS: What’s being tested?

LAWRENCE: I’m being tested. My … facing fear.

ADAMUS: Good. That’s an excellent way to put it. Who’s testing you and what are the fears?

LAWRENCE: The judges, the police, the FBI. (a few chuckles)

ADAMUS: That’ll test you. That’ll test you. Yeah. 

LAWRENCE: I’ve been a good boy all my life and then when I woke up and learned things, I just decided to step aside from conforming to that or consenting to that. 

ADAMUS: Yes.

LAWRENCE: And they don’t like it.

ADAMUS: No, they don’t.

LAWRENCE: So, I’m dealing with them …

ADAMUS: But who doesn’t really like it? Who’s really putting the big ‘but’ there? Who are the judges, the police, the authorities?

LAWRENCE: The corporations …

ADAMUS: Corporations.

LAWRENCE: … that rule you.

ADAMUS: But who are really the corporations, the judges, the police? Who’s really controlling you?

LAWRENCE: Me.

ADAMUS: Thank you. Thank you. But it’s being externalized. It’s being manifested on the outside to … what? Test you.

LAWRENCE: To test me.

ADAMUS: Test you.

LAWRENCE: To reflect something back to me. 

ADAMUS: Absolutely. And in a way it’s an interesting test that you’re administering on yourself. It’s your own internal authority and the controls that you have over yourself. Now you’re externalizing it in a big way so you can see it better, so you can see it on the outside. But there’s a tendency also to blame them, to now bear arms against them. You’re really only doing it against yourself.

Some of the freest men and women that I’ve ever met in all of my lifetimes were in countries that had absolute dictators in control, and they weren’t even aware of it. Didn’t really even care. Didn’t care about police and judges and corporations or anything, because they were free. When you are truly free, there’s not another human, alien, any being anywhere that can take that away. You can live in a prison and be totally free, and some have. Remember that.

LAWRENCE: Hm.

ADAMUS: So fears. Fears of what? Being tested. Your fears are being tested. If you don’t mind me putting words …

LAWRENCE: Actually, it’s testing my trust …

ADAMUS: In?

LAWRENCE: In that everything’s perfect just the way it is.

ADAMUS: And it’s not?

LAWRENCE: Well, it’s … (he chuckles)

ADAMUS: In the next hour …

LAWRENCE: It’s perfectly imperfect for a perfectly good reason, I’m sure.

ADAMUS: In the next hour, you’re going to have the ability to change

LAWRENCE: I’m working on it.

ADAMUS: Yeah.

LAWRENCE: And trying to …

ADAMUS: You’ve heard of this term “slaying at windmills,” battling the ghosts that really aren’t there?

LAWRENCE: Right.

ADAMUS: It’s fun for a while. Corporations, militaries, the suppressors, the oppressors – they’re only there in service to you.

LAWRENCE: Yes. I’m trying to …

ADAMUS: And it’s not just a big philosophical deal. It’s true. They’re just there in service to you. There were dictators in service to the Egyptians for many, many years. And then there were fanatical extremist groups then that came in in service. So everything that’s happening, everything that’s happening is just there in service to you. It’s that simple.

When you’re ready to get off of conspiracies and outside forces suppressing you, you will. It’ll be – snap! – just like that. Just like that.

There’s a little bit of an interesting game that goes on with it for any of you. Any of you. Interesting game. It’s a distraction. It’s a great way not to face yourself. It’s a great way to actually see your issues outside of yourself. But I can say that there is no conspiracy, there is no government, there is no secret society that can ever take sovereignty away from a free being, ever. It just doesn’t happen. Remember that.

LAWRENCE: Thank you.

ADAMUS: Good. Stop tilting at the windmills. It’s fun for a while. But, first of all, I guarantee it’s a battle you’ll never win. They’ll win, because you’ve already given away the power. It is hugely draining on your energy, your physical body and extremely draining on your own happiness and joy. Truly is. And I’m speaking to you, but I’m speaking to everyone here.

So, two more, and we need to move on with our exercise.

How’s it going?

YVONNE: Really well.

ADAMUS: Good. How’s it going?

YVONNE: No really, surprisingly well.

ADAMUS: Yes. Surprisingly well. What did you think would happen?

YVONNE: Hmm.

ADAMUS: Why is it so surprising?

YVONNE: Well, I didn’t know what was going to happen.

ADAMUS: Ah, that’s … that is reason for fear. Yes.

YVONNE: Mm hmm.

ADAMUS: And any imbalances that have come along, annoying imbalances, other than me? (Adamus chuckles) I read your mind.

YVONNE: Annoying imbalances. Eh. Well, you know, there’s still the mind stuff. That’s annoying.

ADAMUS: Yeah. How about – if I could put words in your mouth …

YVONNE: Go ahead.

ADAMUS: Boredom?

YVONNE: Yeah.

ADAMUS: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Boredom. Ahh. You didn’t think it would be so boring, did you?

YVONNE: I didn’t. (she giggles)

ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah.

YVONNE: Mm hmm.

ADAMUS: Boring. Yeah, absolutely. So what are you to do? Here you are, feeling pretty good about yourself. Suddenly, life is boring. Yeah. What are you doing?

YVONNE: On a day-to-day basis? (she giggles)

ADAMUS: Yeah.

YVONNE: A lot of yard work.

ADAMUS: Yeah. (she’s giggling) Wow! (laughter)

YVONNE: See what I mean? It can be boring. (they both chuckle)

ADAMUS: No, actually, yard work is good.

YVONNE: Yes.

ADAMUS: It gets you kind of connected.

YVONNE: Mm hmm.

ADAMUS: Doing a lot of socializing with friend?

YVONNE: No.

ADAMUS: Not so much. No. Have any desire to do that?

YVONNE: No.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Go to the big city? Go shopping? (she’s shaking her head “No”) No.

YVONNE: No.

ADAMUS: No. Got that. It’s a little boring. A little boring. Yep. Okay. Good. We’ll shift that also. Eh, we’re going to do a big shift today. Good. And one more, very quickly.

LINDA: Big what? A big what? (audience tells her “Shift”) Oh, that word always confuses me!

ADAMUS: Is this boring here? This? (audience says “No”) No. I didn’t think so. Yeah. David.

DAVID: Umm.

ADAMUS: How goes it?

DAVID: It’s tough out there, and even tougher in here.

ADAMUS: Good. Where would you rather be, out there or in here?

DAVID: Oh, right here. Absolutely.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Good. What’s the toughest? Or the second toughest?

DAVID: Yeah.

ADAMUS: We’ll go there. (they chuckle)

DAVID: Total self-acceptance is probably the toughest – self-love.

ADAMUS: Yep, yep. Yeah, yeah.

DAVID: And actually seeking the approval of others has been a huge one for me.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Why? And these two go hand in hand.

DAVID: Yes.

ADAMUS: Yeah.

DAVID: Self-doubt, insecurity.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Why? I mean you don’t have to get into the specifics, but why would that – because you’re also speaking for nearly everyone – but this whole issue of the self-love and the acceptance for one thing, but then also trying to find it out there.

DAVID: Yes.

ADAMUS: Yeah. That’s a very difficult challenge.

DAVID: Impossible.

ADAMUS: Why – I’ll just cut right to the chase here – why would you or anyone hold onto guilt when you’re not even sure what that guilt actually was about anymore? And, as you know, I’ve talked about saying whatever you think happened in the past really didn’t happen that way anyway. It’s one of the amazing discoveries in enlightenment is you realize what an incredible set-up. And you didn’t even remember what really happened. Why would there be so much … what … how is any of that guilt – guilt or self-doubt – serving you?

DAVID: And it’s actually serving me, because it’s showing its head.

ADAMUS: Yes.

DAVID: That it’s there …

ADAMUS: Oh yeah.

DAVID: … for me to release.

ADAMUS: Not showing only its head, but it butt also.

DAVID: Yeah, and it’s butt and it’s claws! (laughter)

ADAMUS: Yarrgh! Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

DAVID: And bitch slap too. Yeah.

ADAMUS: The whole thing!

DAVID: Whole thing.

ADAMUS: The whole thing. Yes. But – but – why is it still there? You could drop it right here; you could let it go.

DAVID: It’s served me. I’ve allowed it.

ADAMUS: Yeah, but how’s it serving you now?

DAVID: Terribly. I’m ready to let go. I’m ready for this merabh thing we’re going to do. I mean really. (laughter)

ADAMUS: (chuckling) So am I! Yeah! Yeah. (some applause) Good. Good. Good. That’s all I needed to hear. Thank you.

DAVID: Thank you.

What It’s About

ADAMUS: So I wanted to have this discussion so you understand that (a) what you’re going through is similar to what others are going through. You’re not alone. You’re not going crazy. I would say some of the biggest symptoms right now that you are feeling, in spite of this – “Wow I’m making some progress, things are really changing,” – but you’re probably noticing intense bitchiness, irritability, agitation, a tremendous amount of agitation. Just like ergggggh about the outside world in particular. Where you used to be able to find certain levels of happiness or joy with the outside world, now it’s like having no desire to go there.

As a matter of fact, you say to yourself, “I’m supposed to be a nice spiritual person.” You can let that go. (some chuckles) But you still … by the way, that is an oxymoron. If you’re a spiritual person, you’re not going to be nice.

LINDA: Wow!! (they chuckle) Wow!

ADAMUS: “Nice” means playing a big game with yourself, and it’s actually the nice girl, nice boy syndrome means you’re playing into or appeasing everyone else. When you truly allow for your enlightenment, you’re not nice anymore. You have no tolerance. You’re impatient with other people. It’s not that you’re going to be aggressive with them, but when you feel they’re doing energy feeding …

LINDA: (approaching Adamus closely) Cauldre – did he hear that? (some chuckles)

ADAMUS: When there is a situation, you used to just grin and bear it; now you’re just going to walk away. It’s not that you’re going to try to combat or hurt the other people. It’s just you have absolutely no patience. So irritability, impatience, bitchiness. It’s very natural …

LINDA: Yes!

ADAMUS: … for where you are right now. (Linda giggles)

No – you … it doesn’t mean you need to be aggressive with others. (lots of laughter from Linda; some audience chuckles) But particularly in, I would say, since the first of the year but really intensifying over the last few weeks, that sense of absolute irritability – you call it cranky or whatever – just because you’re shifting away from the Old Energy, the old world. And you’re in a space now where not knowing what to do, what comes next, so you’re in a place of kind of boredom. It makes you even more irritable. Yes, please go out and work in the yard or do something. But you’re finding that to be in public is very challenging these days.

And, as Tobias used to say, that too will pass. But you’re just – yeah, thank god, yeah – but you’re going through that time. You don’t even want to go to the grocery store. You could be starving and you would rather not go to the store. Yeah. So what do you do? You call pizza delivery and you leave an envelope out front on the doorstep. (laughter) “Don’t talk to me!” “It’s that strange lady in that strange house. She doesn’t come out anymore.”

So let’s take a good deep breath.

And we bring this up because I know so often you’re thinking, “Well, I shouldn’t be this way. Everything should be happy and like sugarplums.” No. It’s the toughest part. It’s the really tough part. Tremendous irritability. So…

When we can laugh like this, when you can just work in the yard or go for a drive or something like that, that helps relieve some of it. But right now it’s just part of this transition.

LINDA: What’s the cure for it? Like, what can we do to calm it?

ADAMUS: What can you do? That’s a good question. We’ve got a few minutes.

What can you do? (a) Accept it; (b) stay away from other people please. (laughter; someone says “Drink”) Okay, here’s Shaumbra’s suggestions – drink. (more laughter) Okay. Actually, there is some scientific merit in moderation please. Moderation – a glass of wine. It’ll get you out of your own ‘but’ for a little bit. Light physical exercise is good for this. Laughter of any kind is good. Laughter is really good.

What else? What other suggestions? (someone says “Take a bath”) Take a bath. You’re talking to me? (some laughter) Oh! Yes. A bath, a wonderful thing. With what? (she answers “Salt”) Sea salt, absolutely. What else? (someone says “Massage”) A massage is good.

LINDA: Yesss!

ADAMUS: Just make sure the massage person is not an energy feeder.

LINDA: Ohh.

ADAMUS: How can you tell? (someone says “It’s how you feel afterwards”) How you feel afterwards, but you can also make it energetically very clear right away “No feeding.” Yeah. Good.

What else? What else do you do for the irritable symptoms? (someone says “Breathe” and someone else says “Sleep”) Breathe, sleep a lot. Sleep a lot. But have you noticed that even in your sleep you’re irritable? (some in the audience say “Yes” and some chuckles) Bitch dreams! Yeah. And sometimes you’re so happy to wake up, because that dream was so aggravating. You just can’t get away from yourself anymore. (Adamus chuckles) (someone says “Eat chocolate”) Chocolate. Good. What else? (someone says “Walk”) Exercise, music. Absolutely. (someone says “Write”) Good. All of these things.

But just remember the acknowledgement that you’re just going to be irritable, especially with other people. Stop pretending. Stop trying to paste on that face and be nice to your family when you know what you really want to say. It doesn’t mean you need to be hostile. It means to set your own boundaries.

Let’s move into the next part of the discussion.

Good deep breath. Good deep breath.

How to Live

I’m going to title this “How to Live.” Kind of encompassing. Wouldn’t you say? Would you write that? “How to Live.”

LINDA: Sure.

ADAMUS: How to live. Now this ties in to what we talked about recently in Sedona. It’s very, very simple, very simple dynamics. (pausing) I’ll wait for Linda to finish writing – How to Live – this ties into enlightenment.

And this has perhaps been not such a good word in the past. Linda doesn’t like this word at all.

LINDA: Oh!

ADAMUS: But you’re going to write it on the board. (someone says “Republican”; lots of laughter) Republican! Republican! Yes, a bad word, but Linda will now have to now write Republican and …

LINDA: Are you serious?

ADAMUS: From now on, if you want to really live, you want to be enlightened, you have to be Republican. (more chuckles) Only in a Shaumbra gathering.

The word is “assume.” Assume.

LINDA: Oh! That makes an ass out of you and me. (as in “ass-u-me”)

ADAMUS: No, it only makes an ass out of you.

LINDA: Ohhh! (laughter)

ADAMUS: Assume. If you would, please?

LINDA: Really?

ADAMUS: On its own piece of paper.

LINDA: Ugh!

ADAMUS: Assume.

LINDA: I hate that word.

Assume Your Enlightenment

ADAMUS: What you do is you assume – stop questioning and doubting, you assume – that if you’ve chosen enlightenment, you’ve made a clear choice, you just assume that everything is serving that. Everything. Everything, everything. No buts.

Now, here’s a couple of little caveats. If you really haven’t chosen it; you’re still going from group to group, trying to decide, you know, which group you’re going to go with, and you’re still studying spirituality, this is going to really hurt. But if you’ve made a clear choice within yourself for your embodied enlightenment in this lifetime, period – just period – then you assume.

You assume, because you see what happens is you doubt. So what happens is – let me give you an example here. (he walks to the back of the room)

LINDA: Oh no.

ADAMUS: Oh no. See, you’re already doubting. (Linda giggles) You’re already doubting. Excuse me gentlemen. (he picks up some paper plates) We need more than that and we need some chocolate to go with it. So, this is good. Thank you. (he eats a piece of chocolate) Mm.

So you assume. That look of concern on your face.

So here you are, a plate. (Adamus draws a dot on the plate to look like a circumpunct) Consciousness. Consciousness. You’ve made a clear choice for embodied enlightenment. And when you make that clear choices, then and only then can what you call your divinity, your I Am, join you. Because when you’re not sure, it stays away. There is an illusion of separation between you and yourself. You create this barrier. So what you would call your true I Am, your spirit, kind of stays away and watches. Watches. Just, “Hey, what’s going on?” Watches you going through your challenges, your dark and light days. Just sits back.

Once you make that very clear choice, no buts, just a period – “I choose embodied enlightenment. Period,” – then the I Am, the divinity, it comes in, and you just assume blindly, naïvely, stupidly. Yeah. (Adamus chuckles) You have to almost be so stupid with yourself. You’re just naïve – let’s call it simple, pure, whatever the words is – but you just assume that’s what’s happening.

Those of you who recently took Quantum Allowing in Kauai, you went through a lot of interesting experiences shortly after. Interesting. You just have to assume. You’re in the midst of Quantum Allowing, you assume that, and then it happens. Then it happens.

But when doubt comes in, in the way of an aspect – big doubt comes in – and it starts to overshadow. (Adamus write a question mark (to represent doubt) on one of the plates and holds it in front of the I Am plate) And it starts to draw energy to it, and suddenly the energy that should be going to this beautiful enlightenment, suddenly gets distracted over to the huge doubt. However, if you just blindly assume, it goes like that again. (the I Am plate moves in front of the Doubt plate)

But then, of course, things happen. (he writes question marks on more plates) You have people in your life, you have situations that come up, and then you start to doubt again. (Doubt plates again overshadow the I Am plate) And it starts to take the energy, and it starts to cover up your, let’s say, your purity. And now you get all discombobulated. The energy’s going everywhere, but to you. It’s all getting tied up in the doubts.

So what do you do? You just dumb down. No buts. You just go back to the clarity.

You assume naïvely, blindly, but that’s hard to do, because you say, “Well, if I just assume, what if I get blindsided?” Well, you just assume (a) you’re not going to; and (b) if you do, it’s actually a huge gift. You see, all these doubts that come in, they’re coming from everywhere, David. They’re coming from aspects and guilt, and they all start … Linda would you hold that?  

LINDA: My pleasure. Oh, I get to hold the good one! (some chuckles as she holds the I Am plate)

ADAMUS: You see, because I’m really busy with all of the doubts (he’s making more Doubt plates), and they’re all taking energy, and they’re all distracting, and they’re all getting in the way; and they’re all annoying and then they’re covering up. And, you see, they’re all taking – they’re all taking away. (he’s holding the Doubt plates in front of the I Am plate; some laughter as Linda tries to bat them away)

So what do you do? You take a deep breath, that naïve breath, and you just assume.

LINDA: Ahhh.

ADAMUS: You assume, dear God, that – I mean I’m calling you God – you assume that if you’ve chosen embodied enlightenment, that’s all that’s going to happen.

Now, of course – get over here (to Linda). Now all the … (Adamus chuckles) All the doubt start coming in and covering up, you see, but this takes energy. (they are demonstrating) It’s very distracting. Pretty soon, you’re even going to forget what the hell you’re here for – embodied enlightenment. And you start doubting that, because you’ve got all these questions going on. (Linda pretends to cry) And you just stop, you take a deep breath (she’s relieved as he takes away the Doubt plates), and you say, “We’re going to do a merabh today, a merabh of assuming, and we’re going to get rid of …” (he tosses all the doubt plates into the audience) Nobody got hurt. I assume that you’re Masters. Nobody got smashed in the face.

LINDA: Should we tape it here? (onto the easel)

ADAMUS: You can tape it there.

The true spiritual concepts are not complex. Matter of fact, they’re so simple you go, “Really? That’s it? For enlightenment, all I have to do is assume?” Absolutely. But remember, the doubts come up. They get in there. I gave this little example of Egypt. Oh, choosing freedom. It’s going to be great. Boom! All of sudden all these outside elements come in.

You with yourself, you choose – a part of you that’s had this longing; you can’t even put words to this longing for enlightenment – you choose enlightenment. But – the buts come up then. The doubts come up. They literally start taking energy and even consciousness away. They start distracting. And then you start questioning even more. “Maybe I’m not doing this right. Maybe I need to read this book. Maybe I need to do this therapy. Maybe I need to do this and that.” No. All you do is assume.

Assuming, you could say, takes a lot of trust. Well, it takes total trust. But at this point, what else do you have to trust? Nothing! Nothing.

Assuming means adopting yourself. It means adopting you. It means adopting or taking on or taking ownership for the fact that if you’ve chosen enlightenment, why would anything but enlightenment happen? Why? God – which is by the way, not what you think It is – isn’t sitting up there saying, “I don’t know. I don’t think they’re ready for enlightenment yet.” God doesn’t care. You can choose enlightenment, you can choose total separation; It doesn’t care.

There’s no forces out there, any forces anywhere, that are actually working against your enlightenment. The forces that are out there are working for the people that don’t want enlightenment, you see. They’re much easier to work with.

There is not anything other than what we call some aspects of doubt or guilt within yourself that are working against you. And actually they’re not really working against you. They’re just doing what you’ve asked them to do – interfere. Run interference. Your doubt aspects, your guilt aspects, your whatever aspects. They’re just doing what you asked.

The moment that you just assume that everything is about your enlightenment, then it becomes so. It’s a little bit of a trick on yourself, in a way. But it’s an honest trick on yourself, because otherwise you keep thinking about it and stressing about it and your body starts hurting and you start wondering what you’re doing wrong. And pretty soon you just give up, which is actually about the best thing you can do. But that form of giving up, getting out of your own way, you have to get to such a painful emotional and physical place to where you just give up, surrender.

You can do it right now without all the pain. As a matter of fact, in this merabh, we’re going to release some of that physical pain. In this merabh, we’re going to release a lot of those aspects – eh, all of the aspects – that are doubting and causing that exhaustion that you’re feeling, the physical and emotional exhaustion.

Enlightenment is difficult enough anyway, because you’re going through deep-level biological changes, as well as going beyond the mind. But when the energy is going to all these aspects of doubt, it makes it many, many times more exhausting.

So here’s our opportunity, in this beautiful merabh, to just assume. To just assume – call it trust, call it whatever you want – but assume. You’ve chosen embodied enlightenment. Now assume that it is becoming so. It’s that simple.

Ah, no buts. There are no buts. There are no buts – “But my children.” No. No. No, no. You might as well just walk out the door right now if that’s what you’re going to do, because otherwise this merabh will either hurt or it will disappoint you. (someone gets up in the back of the room) Were you leaving? (Adamus chuckles)

There’s no buts about – “Yeah, but I … but …” – about anything. There are no buts in it. There are no buts in saying, “But I’m worried what’s going to happen,” because that’s a big but. “I’m worried what’s going to happen if suddenly this embodied enlightenment occurs.” No buts. This is it. This is it.

So it is assuming enlightenment. Just assuming it, because your only other option is doubting it, fighting it, worrying about it, waiting for it. Why? Just assume enlightenment.

And, dear Yoham, assume the stage. (some applause)

Let’s have the lights down a little bit. Yeah. Good. Good. That’s good merabh music.

So, as Yoham gets ready, take a good deep breath.

Merabh of Assuming

Assuming …

(music begins)

Now, it’s different if you haven’t really chosen enlightenment. Like I said at the beginning of this gathering, then you’re still a student. Now if you’ve made a clear choice for enlightenment, you are a Master. Just assume it. Stop questioning. Stop doubting.

You know it’s kind of been programmed into the human being to always doubt and question, to make sure that you’re real, to make sure you’re really being honest with yourself, because in the past you think you’ve played games with yourself. You haven’t been honest. You’ve been a liar, a thief, all the rest of that.

It doesn’t matter anymore. You don’t have to keep testing yourself – not at all – unless you like doing that. But I don’t think you do.

You just assume that everything that’s happening, every energy that’s coming to you is about enlightenment. You just assume that everything that happens, including your irritation and aggravation, is about enlightenment. And it is, by the way. You’re irritable because you’re no longer going to falsely tolerate things you find intolerable.

You assume that everything that happens – taking the wrong turn on the road – is not just fate. It’s not this group of angels making you do that. It’s not because you’re a bad person. You just assume, awesomely assume, that everything that’s happening, every iota of energy, every ray of energy, whether from the Earth or whether from cosmic or crystal, is about your enlightenment.

And a funny thing happens: Then it is.

If you start throwing buts in there – “But well, but I’m not sure …” – just think of these plates that I just demonstrated, covering up. They take energy. They make that core I Am-ness invisible. They overshadow it.

You can just assume everything. It’s magic, in a way. It’s magic.

Some would argue – well, they do argue. They say, “Well you’re just deceiving yourself.” I would argue that the other form – all the doubts, all the waiting – that was the true deception. I would say that just assuming is being real with yourself, trusting yourself, allowing yourself, recreating yourself.

Imagine at the end of this Shoud; imagine the lights come up, you get up and use the toilet, you assume that using the toilet is about enlightenment. (a few giggles) Every little thing. You assume that whatever happens tonight is about enlightenment.

Tomorrow, you wake up in the morning, you take a deep breath and say, “Today, everything is about my enlightenment. It’s all about me. It’s about my enlightenment. I’m just going to assume it. I’m not going to assume some little deviant factor can slip in. I’m not going to assume that some dark energies from the past are going to slip their way into my life. I’m not going to assume 80 percent of the things that happen to me are about enlightenment. I’m going to assume everything.”

There are no buts in this assuming. It’s only the buts that make an ass out of you – but not me.

Assuming – it’s actually kind of playful. It’s actually kind of fun. In assuming, suddenly your body starts to align. What has been these aches and pains – oh gosh, they’ve been tough lately – suddenly, in assuming that everything is about enlightenment, these very same energies that are working in your body suddenly aren’t painful. Not because you’ve done a healing, not because you’ve gotten rid of them, but because you’re assuming that they’re there in service to you, not working against you. They’re only painful when you think they’re working against you, when you think you’re doing something wrong, when you think that there’s something inferior about you.

So you assume – blindly, naïvely, innocently, unabashed. No buts.

You assume that every choice you’re making, whether it’s what to watch on television, whether it’s what to wear, that every choice that you make is about your enlightenment. And suddenly, oddly, magically, you are making enlightened choices. You’re not making choices from a place of doubt or worry or consternation or fear or “what will others think?”

Suddenly, every choice is enlightened, no matter how simple. It could be whether to have fruit juice or water. Suddenly, with that assumption of enlightenment, it is enlightened choice. And suddenly whatever it is that you chose, suddenly becomes an enlightened drink. It’s like magic.

In that assumption of enlightenment, everything then becomes about enlightenment. If you decide to drink the fruit juice instead of the water, it becomes enlightened fruit juice.

This thing that you call reality is not really. Reality is what you choose. That’s it.

You can assume enlightenment and your reality will be enlightenment.

You assume you are a Master and everything will respond to you as a Master.

Kind of what you, what many others do – most others, actually everyone – does is they assume they’re doing something wrong. Even if they’re just assuming five percent is wrong, they’re going to get some wrong energy. Oddly enough, the focus goes on the five percent rather than the ninety-five. So it actually becomes a lot more than five percent. It becomes a way of living. You assume that there’s something wrong. You assume that somebody is out to get you. You assume that things are going to go bad. Well, then they do.

It’s not a mind thing. It’s not thought. It’s choice, what you choose.

Let’s take a deep breath and let’s go deep now, with the music, into assuming.

Yes! You can blindly assume that you’re a Master. The energy doesn’t care. Energy will serve you. The energies will align to whatever you’re choosing. Choose lack, believe in lack, and it gets there. Believe in conspiracies and all this other, then it will be there.

Assume that everything’s about enlightenment, and it becomes so.

Really feel in now, as the beautiful music of Yoham plays, life – a day-to-day life – of just assuming enlightenment. Feel how the energies in your day-to-day life change. Imagine yourself going through your daily routine, waking up in the morning, doing what you do. Don’t try to change the routine; try to change the underlying assumption.

Take a deep breath.

Feel yourself now, beginning tomorrow morning with that assumption “Everything is about my enlightenment, as it should be, damn it.” Assuming that all the energies are there serving you. Assuming, actually, you don’t need to do much, because the energies, they come your way.

So here we go, into assuming.

You’re the Master.

You’ve chosen embodied enlightenment.

You’ve come to this point on your journey of experiences. You’ve come to this point where there’s a pedestal, a marker. You look at it and it says, “The Master assumes.” The Master assumes.

You think to yourself, “Wow. That means I’ve gotten to this point where I actually go beyond thinking; I just assume. I go beyond planning; I just assume. I go beyond doubts, because they weren’t a lot of fun; I just assume. I step into a magical type of reality now, because I’m just assuming.”

You could call it something else if you want – knowingness, trust – but I like the word assuming. You’re just going to assume “Everything is going to serve me.”

Now, feel into your day, into your activities. Oh, now what’s going to happen here is you’re going to see some faces – faces of people you know, faces that you don’t necessarily recognize – and they’re going to challenge this assumption. But what do you do? You just take a deep breath, you smile, you just go on assuming. You just go on assuming that everything is for your enlightenment, because actually it is.

(long pause as music continues)

So here we are in this merabh. Merabhs are nice. You don’t have to listen to me quite so much. You can drift off to sleep a little bit. Merabh is kind of a nice graceful shift.

But let’s assume this isn’t just a regular merabh. Let’s assume you came here today for a huge shift. Eh, it’s been a tough six months. It’s taken its toll, a lot of doubt sneaking in. A lot of good things happening, but it’s been tough.

So let’s just assume that this is a super merabh.

Let’s assume it’s double super merabh. A shift beyond shifts.

Let’s assume that something amazing is happening in the room right now – absolutely amazing. Going beyond your doubts, even the resistance, because I can feel your resistance. Part of you saying, “Well, I’m not … well, but eh …” No, let’s just assume.

Now we’re going to dive really deep. We’re going to assume a big shift is happening.

And a funny thing is then it happens. Oh, your mind is going to be squawking away at you. Shut up! Your mind is going to be doing all of its buts. We’re going to take a deep breath and we’re just going to assume that in this merabh the energies come in for you. They come your way, your way. All the energies come your way.

So, we take a deep breath. We go into a super merabh – the first time anywhere in the universe a super merabh’s been done – and we assume huge shifts, huge releases.

So let’s take a deep breath as Yoham takes us to this next level.

(long pause as music continues)

You send out certain energy probes – you’re used to doing this – that are saying, “So what just happened? Did anything happen?” So you take a deep breath and you go back to assuming. “Well, yes, it did. Yes it did. Why? Well, because I chose it.” It’s that simple.

The energy probes go out there and say, “But do I feel different? Do I look less tired? Am I smarter?” You know exactly what to tell the mind at that point. You just take a deep breath and you assume that something happened. You assume that this is actually probably the best merabh we’ve ever done. It had the biggest level of shift and change with the least amount of resistance. In other words, it just happened.

You assume it, the energies – which are always in service to you – they go along with it, they realign themselves, and then it becomes a reality. Damn! That was the biggest energy shift – consciousness shift I’ve ever seen any group ever go through. That easy.

You see, the Masters – the Masters, the true Masters – they understand how simple it is. They understand that, well, it started with this thing that Tobias talked about many years ago – acceptance. Acceptance. I talked then about allowing.

Now we’ve got, “You assume.” You’re accepting. You’re allowing. You just assume everything is about your enlightenment.

Let’s take a deep breath, really letting this beautiful merabh, letting it soak in, letting it do its final little shifting.

See, when you assume that it’s about enlightenment, those physical issues you walked in here with, those emotional issues, heh, relationship issues, all the other stuff, suddenly all those energies shift and realign. Suddenly, they’re really not problems any more. They either go away or they serve you; they serve you sweetly in your enlightenment.

Let’s just let all this soak in for a little bit. After a super merabh, you just have to kind of relax for a bit.

Take a good deep breath …

Ahh … assuming is a lot more fun than doubting.

(pause as music continues)

So many days when you feel you have to put on your battle armor and you have to, whether it’s battling with kids, a job, or just yourself. So many days where you’re so tired, so worn out, but you have to put on that suit of armor, get ready for another day of battling. Not anymore. You just assume every battle is done. Assume everything is here to serve you.

You assume that you’re allowing that I Am, the full presence of yourself into your life, and then it becomes so. It becomes so.

You assume that this is the lifetime of embodied enlightenment, that you are a Master, and then it becomes so. All of the energies then align to serve you and what you’re choosing in your assumption. It’s that simple. Anything else is just cover-ups, doubts, buts, procrastinations and delays.

Take a deep breath.

Assume embodied enlightenment.

Take a deep breath. You assume your sovereignty. Why? Well, because you’ve chosen it. It’s what you desire. It’s your passion.

And you take a good deep breath and realize we actually did make a huge shift here today.

(pause)

And then you take a good deep breath and you assume that all is well in all of creation. And then it is.

With that, my dear friends, I love you dearly. See you in our next gathering.

I Am Adamus, in service to you. Thank you. (audience applause)