Accept Your Human Self

Lesson Two: The Creator Series
"Accept Your Human Self "

Presented at the Crimson Circle
September 10, 2000

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear teachers, that we gather again with you in this sacred circle on this day. We gather to bring you more homework! We gather for Lesson Two in the new "Creator Series." We welcome each one of you into this space.

Now for the next few minutes of your time, we will work with each of you to meld and to adjust the energies. We will work each of you to feel and to sense All That You Are. Take this time now, dear friends, dear teachers, to simply open your hearts. Breathe deeply. Breathe deeply throughout your entire human being. Allow the love of self and Spirit to permeate every cell of your body, into your DNA, into your core level. Breathe deeply. Breathe deeply and relax. Take this time now to set aside any human cares or worries that you brought with you. Simply release them now, for as you do, the melding of this energy becomes much more complete.

Dear friends, it is a joy to be back with you in this circle on this day. It is a joy to see the work that you have done in the previous three weeks. You truly practiced "standing behind the wall." Now we know the journey you are on is difficult. It is challenging. The journey as a human is challenging. We will discuss that in some detail here today. The journey you have chosen as Lightworkers is one of even more challenge. We know what you have forsaken in your life. We know you have let go of meaningful relationships, of things that have meant much to you in terms of beliefs, or abundance, or material things. The journey that each of you walks here – we know it is difficult. That is why we flood this room now with thanks and with love.

You keep returning lifetime after lifetime to do this work. You keep returning month after month now in this Crimson Circle to be part of the classroom of the new energy, to be the teachers. There is honor for what you do. And we do not say this lightly – this comes from the core of our being, from all of the entities that gather here now. As you open your hearts the room fills with all of those who have worked with you, who take a special interest in what you do. It is the archangels. It is the holy ones. It is the ones that have been your guides, the ones you have called angel friends that flood into this room. We come here to thank you for the work that you do.

Now let us recap for a moment here before we get into Lesson Two of this day. It has been given, dear friends – and we will repeat it again – that you came from the circle of All That Is. This is what we have called the "first creation." That was your Home. The Home of all things exists within this circle. And certainly, we speak in some metaphors here for better understandings.

But my friends, there was a time when you were angels, and you were within the circle of All That Is. You were creators. You were teachers. You were creators and teachers of the most extraordinary kind. You were always pushing the envelope, always seeking new experiences, new experiences that allowed the Eternal One, the Creator, God, or Spirit – by whatever name you call the Oneness – to continue to expand. The experiences that you had within the circle of All That Is, within the original creation, allowed that circle to continue to expand.

Then you began pushing the outer edges of creation. You began creating at the very fine line of existence of All That Is, if you could possibly fathom that. You began to have experiences there that were given in love by you to Spirit, and accepted by Spirit in thanks and honor. If you would allow yourself for a moment here to recall, you pushed this envelope as you lived on the very edge of All That Is.

You began to feel a rumble that you had never felt before. You began to feel an uncertainty that was never known within your being. You began to feel a disconnection from Spirit. In your perception, you began to feel that Spirit was no longer One. That created within you a sense of uncertainty and mistrust. It created within you a sense that all things perhaps were not what you thought they were. The rumbling was the first time that you felt Spirit, the Eternal One, did not have control of everything. You were living on the outer edge of the circle of the first creation. This is, in a sense, the impasse that we have talked of, where you could go no further.

At this "edge of creation" you were at, there came to a type of impasse, and then you began feeling – and we emphasize the word "feeling" only – that the core of all things was crumbling. It was coming apart. There was a feeling of uncertainty, a sense of mistrust, and a feeling that there was division within the house of One. My friends, understand that you were experiencing these feelings because of the work you were doing on the outer edge of Creation. You had gone so far in your work that this impasse was creating a division in itself. It did not come from the core, though that is what you felt, that all things were being pulled apart.

There are levels that are difficult to describe here. In this great and grand process that took place, a circle outside of All That Is was created by you and other angels with only the slightest intersection, only the slightest overlap, with All That Is. You and the other angels who were living on the edge of All That Is moved into this new circle. You began experiencing there, forgetting who you had been, forgetting where you had come from. You took with you a new sense of division and duality that you had never known before, completely shutting the door to Home. You did this in order to create a closed environment to set the foundation energy of the Second Creation. You, the Creators!

What you are experiencing right now in your life is not about past lives! Your contracts are over. The rumbling that you are feeling, the experiences that you are coming to you at night, the terror in the night dreams, relate back to this feeling of the original separation. It is not about past lives. It is not even about you in this lifetime!

You are reconnecting with something that is at the core level within you. You ask Spirit, you ask your angels and those who are in the Crimson Council when all of the hardships in your life now will end. We say, dear friends, it will change. It will change, and you will change. It is not that tomorrow all of the difficulties of Earth will end around you. No, it is not that tomorrow your life becomes a walk through the meadow. But what you are learning here, and what you are learning about reconnecting with the past in another place will enable you, as the new creators, to make the changes in your life. It is enabling you to be the teachers of other humans who choose the difficult path that you have also walked.

Can you feel now the honor that we have for what you have done? The many entities, the ones you have been taught to worship and admire, come to you today to learn! Do you understand why we call you the teachers? We are learning from you!

What you hear in channeling in this Crimson Circle, my friends, should be no surprise to you. It is information that you are already giving to us. We are just mirroring it back to you for validation of what you are truly going through. We do not know the way. We have a different perspective indeed. There are times when we can guide and assist you because we are seeing an overview. But we indeed are learning from each one of you.

In the past three weeks of your time, as you learned to stand on the other side of the wall, we learned much about reuniting duality in your dimension into oneness. We learn through your experiences. We are simply recorders of information, the writers of your history, the ones who are writing the new books about you.

Dear friends, take this moment now to truly allow us to come into your circle, into your space, to hug you and to love you and to honor you for all the work that you have done. Do not take your journey lightly. We do not. We will ask Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe), our friend who brings these messages into words, to be in silence for a moment. Take this time to allow us to hug you, to tenderly kiss you, to stand beside you. We will return in a moment.

(long pause)

Dear teachers, welcome back to the classroom of the new energy. Today we will discuss a new lesson for you, a new understanding. It will be exponentially more challenging than the first, but more rewarding also. Like Lesson One, you will be given homework to do. Indeed, you will be given experiences within the next few days of your time to allow you to see who you truly are.

When we gathered last, we spoke of "accepting all things as they are." We spoke of standing behind the short wall in order to step out of duality to observe how the tapestry is woven. Oh, with your observations and your understandings, you are beginning to see how things are truly constructed. If you did not stand back, dear teachers, you would continue to be involved in the chaos and in the process and in the duality. You would not see how one thing affects the others. When a challenging situation comes into your life, consciously say, "I will go on the other side of the short wall, the short wall that surrounds my new house." By standing back and practicing this each day you will be able to assess situations in a way that you could never have imagined before.

You will come to understand in your new mind of God that there are no rights and no wrongs in any situation that is transpiring around you. Oh, it is so tempting for the human – we remind Cauldre of the Crusades! – to choose and to be righteous and to assume that rightness and the light is on your side. But do you know the opposing side also feels they are right, and they are in the light? Now how can this be?

By standing back you will begin to see the energy dynamics of people and situations around you very clearly. Part of the homework for this next month will be to continue the work that you have done – the standing behind the wall. There will come a point, dear friends, when you will use this simple exercise of standing behind the wall, and you will do it instantly, in a moment. You will instantly recognize the energy dynamics that are being set up in any given situation. We ask you to continue working with this.

The work that you are doing here does require you to put out energy to do something, even if it is simply standing behind a wall. There is homework. For the next 11 months of your time, we will go through a series of lessons, each that builds off the other. It will be important for you, for our extended family throughout this world to continue consciously practicing, consciously accepting. You have all done well in this. You have all done well. You have tried it at least once! Many have tried it daily and hourly. This is how you will be teachers. This is how you will be Light Masters.

Now we will move into Lesson Two on this day. We will do so by telling a short story first. We will tell the story of the lightworker named Susan. Now Susan is much like each of you in this room, whether you are male or female.

Susan had many past lives, as you all have had. They ranged from the powerful and the energetic lifetimes of Atlantis to the provocative lifetimes in old Egypt, and through the many lifetimes in lands across your world, including a lifetime (like many of you here) that was touched by the Master of Love, Yeshua Ben Joseph. During these lifetimes there were many things that Susan learned and experienced. These left many marks, many energetic memories upon her being. Like those in the room and reading this material, she worked very diligently, particularly in these past series of lifetimes that have occurred since the Master of Love walked this Earth. There was a commitment given at her heart level – like so many of you did here – that said, "I will continue the work that He showed me." She went through a series of difficult lifetimes, as most of you have also. Many of you knew her in the monasteries, in the churches that you started, for she was there.

Susan went through many struggles. But she came around the circle of her karma into this lifetime, which would be a lifetime of final releasing. Now she was born into a family that was, to say the least, difficult to be with – like so many of you here. Susan had a mother who was very controlling, demanding, and self-centered. She had a father that gave his power to others all the time and was known to frequently give his power to alcohol. He let the controlling mother run his life. He was not much of the strength figure that a father should typically be.

Susan grew up with this, and she was shy as a youngster. Oh, she was bright in school. Her marks were high, but you would never know. She was shy. Susan felt like the odd person in a crowd. Although she knew she had something special about her, she simply could not come to letting her light shine forth. There were heavy burdens that she had carried over from her past lives. Her own family situation in this lifetime made it even more intense.

Now Susan was a loner for the most part. She had several close friends, but she was not one who joined in the school activities nor was she the popular one in class. There was something powerful and special inside her that cried to come forth, but there was also something that held her back.

Susan left home at the earliest possible opportunity to be free of this family situation that was most difficult, to go out to discover herself. She fell in love, or so she thought, with a boy when she first went off to college. She became pregnant. Being young and being in a state of fear, Susan had an abortion. This weighed heavily on her soul.

In spite of this, she did well in school. She focused her energy on her studies and graduated with honors. After her college years, she did find one she truly loved, a man with whom she had a previous agreement to join with in this lifetime. Susan and her new mate married and raised several children. They went through the typical problems that other humans have. Along the way there were money problems. There were infidelity problems. There were problems with the children in school. But also, there was much love. She loved her children dearly, and she loved her husband dearly. But yes, indeed there were problems. She took these problems upon herself heavily and deeply.

At one point Susan, needing a new light in her life, needing something for direction, joined a church. She went to this conventional church for several years of time. She tried to learn and to understand about God. She attended the schools that they offered and went each Sunday to pray and to worship. She studied the Bible that she had never studied before.

But dear friends, Susan, the Susan that each of you will meet some day when you are teachers, could not relate in her heart to the words that were coming from the church. She felt that she was a sinner; and therefore, Jesus and God could not possibly love her. She slowly withdrew from the church and went back to her life, wondering what it was all about.

One day, Susan was in a bookstore. As she walked down the aisles looking for something to read, and a book seemingly jumped off of the shelf in front of her. It was a book that had an intriguing cover on it. It talked of a new light and a new way. This attracted her, but it also embarrassed her. She hid it between the other books she was buying, and quickly proceeded to the checkout counter, hoping nobody would see the strange sounding book of light and love and New Age that she was about to read. She went home and found herself instantly attracted to it. She devoured it in a day, reading it word for word. It rang true within her. She cried and cried and cried because it was the message of Home.

Now many of you know the continuing story of Susan, don’t you? Susan studied the New Age, attended seminars, and met others who were Shaumbra. She was thrilled with her discovery. For the first time she was beginning to truly understand who she was. She began to come to understandings of a new order of things.

But within Susan there was still something troubling, something she could not let go of, something that prevented her from breaking free. Even though she loved this new work in the New Age, there were days when she was depressed, when her whole body ached. There were days when she felt frustrated that she could not create what she truly desired in her heart. She began to call out to Spirit again and say, "what is it that I should know?"

She asked Spirit when the challenging experiences in her life would go away. She asked when she would come to this place of nirvana where she would be in a place of peace. While she loved her life and her family and all that she was, there was also a part of Susan that wished to leave, that was tired, that wanted to go back Home. But Susan also knew within her intuitively that Home wasn’t Home anymore. She knew intuitively that it was time for her to continue doing the work.

Last night Susan laid upon her bed, happy with life and smiling within but yet wondering, wondering, wondering what it is she should know. She had been reading the Crimson Circle materials. She had read about allowing and accepting all things as they are. She had been practicing standing behind the short wall. She was coming to new realizations, but yet there was still a major block.

So Susan, we call out to you on this day, and to all of you who are here. Lesson Number Two is accept your human self and you will come to know your divine self. It is a simple lesson, but one of the most powerful and one of the most challenging that you will have. Now let us explain what this is all about, what Lesson Two – accept your human self and you will come to know your divine self – is all about.

Susan she brought many experiences with her into this lifetime. She brought the core experience of knowing what it was like on the outer edges of the First Creation. Within her, she knew the core feeling that all things were no longer One. She knew the feeling that there was a rumbling within the core of all things. She knew the feelings of being disconnected from Spirit. Susan brought that with her.

She brought guilt and experience and pain and challenge and difficulty from thousands of lifetimes on this Earth. Susan brought guilt and judgement and pain from her experiences as a human in this lifetime. She blamed herself for her father’s drinking and for her father’s lack of strength. She blamed herself for not telling him more often that she loved him because, in a sense, she despised him for what he was, so she blamed herself. She brought guilt for the harsh thoughts that she had of her own mother. Oh, as a child she would lay awake at night dreaming of suffocating her mother. It felt good, and she felt guilty of that.

She carried a heavy burden with her of not being a better friend to those who had come to her in her youth. They were attracted to her because they saw a light that she could not see. Her friends in grade school and high school came to her for healing, but she was so shy and so inhibited that she did not allow herself to do the work that she intuitively knew how to do. She felt guilty for hiding and for not being stronger and being a healer for those who came. Instead, she isolated herself, befriending only a few because it was easier and safer.

She felt deeply guilty for having conceived a child and then giving that child. She had heard that God hates people like that. She had heard that you are killing a soul when you have an abortion. This weighed heavily on her. This was one of her deepest, darkest nightmares. She felt guilty.

In her marriage she felt guilty that she could not be more supportive to her husband who was experiencing his own issues of abundance. He would have difficulty each time he was promoted in a job. Each time he began to achieve financial freedom something would happen to shatter that. He would be out of work. She felt guilty that she could not be there to help him overcome his own worthiness issues. She did not know how to handle this.

She felt guilty about not being a better mother to her children. She wished she had done more to solve their problems, protect them, keep them from hurting. She felt guilty that at times she would curse them. She would go to her room and lock the door and say, "never talk to me again." She felt guilty for this. She felt extreme guilt.

When she went back to church and tried to discover something within, she felt unworthy because God and Jesus would not talk to her. She did not feel reborn and rejuvenated. She did not have the passion like the other churchgoers had. She could not raise her hands and sing "hallelujah" with the same passion they did. She felt dirty and guilty. She knew from going to church that she was a sinner, because even Jesus wouldn’t have anything to do with her.

Dear teachers, the Susan we speak of is part of each of you. The Susan we speak of is the one that will come to you for healing and for teaching of the new energy.

Let us tell you what Susan did after she heard about Lesson Two. She went home, closed her door, and didn’t feel guilty about it. She learned to accept her human self, the very thing she had been denying for lifetime after lifetime. She had been denying her human self for hundreds of lifetimes. She had been denying that she was even human, wanting to have this thing called ascension so she wouldn’t have to face herself as human, as a lowly human.

Do you know, my friends, that when you left the First Creation and you took physical body, you were shocked that you would have to own anything so crude and low? You knew that you would have to carry this body around with you for lifetime after lifetime. You took this human body as punishment for going too far at the edge of the First Creation. That is not so, and we ask you to release all of those thoughts and beliefs now.

Now back to Susan. Susan went home, closed her door, and realized that she had been denying, even hating, all of the human things she had done. She had been trying to achieve some ascended state so she would not have to deal with the human things she had done and the human body she carried. She had learned in the Crimson Circle to ask from within. "I do not know so much how to do this, to accept my human self. Do I go back and recount every past life? Do I spend more time processing?"

And the answer was she heard from within was, "No." As she laid upon her bed, asking how to accept herself and all of her humanness in order that she may come to know her divine self, it hit her loud and clear. It was simple. The words that came from within her – not from outside but from within her – said, "Release your grasp. Simply release your grasp."

As she did, she felt like you will right now as you release YOUR grasp. Her hands were clenching something. YOUR hands are clenching something. Release the grasp. Open up your hands at this time. We ask each one of you to do so now. Unclench your hands. Let go, release the grip of what you have been holding onto.

Susan realized how tightly she had been clenching. When she opened up, she remembered the parable of Oryan in the canoe going over the waterfall. She did not care. She opened up. She said, "it is time for me to release all of who I thought I was. It is time for me to release all of the beliefs that I have carried with me. It is time for me release any guilt, any pain. It is time for me, as I open my hands, to accept my human self. As I do, I will surely begin to know my divine self."

You know now your homework for the next month! It is to release your grip, to accept your human self and all that you have been, in order to understand your divine self. Surely you will be given the opportunity to experience this in the next few days! You will be given an opportunity – as you were from our last time – to be in a situation where you should not judge yourself, where you should not carry or feel guilt, where you should accept all that you are.

Dear teachers, we that are at your side today, all that you would call the angels and the archangels, all that is Spirit… we ACCEPT you and LOVE you as human. We accept every thought, every deed, every action, everything in the passion and love and wisdom of Spirit. The Eternal One loves you infinitely, endlessly, and without condition!

As we have said before, Spirit has no agenda. There is not a right way or a wrong way. There is only the new way, and you are creating it. If Spirit loves you so deeply and has no agenda, then dear teachers, you should be able to accept your human selves, to release as Susan did. As Susan released the grip of all her beliefs and guilt and pain, and she accepted everything that she had ever done unconditionally in the form of total forgiveness of self, she began to understand her own divinity.

As she lay awake at night with a tremendous feeling of release surging over her, she came to another realization. She realized that she had been living in the future, and she had been creating a picture of fear for what the future might hold. She realized that she was worrying about unpaid bills in the future that never existed. She was worried about illness that may come to her. None of these were real, but she was projecting her own sense of unworthiness into the future. The future represented a lack of trust in her divinity. She found that she was spending much of her time and energy in the future with her fears. She laughed at herself and wondered why she was doing that.

She said, as she released her grip and opened her palm, "I will now live in the ‘now.’ I will no longer fear a future that does not exist. I will live in the Now." She began living in the Now, as she continued to practice standing behind the short wall in acceptance of all that is. As she began to consciously release her grip on her own guilt and pain and the past, she realized that she was creating a moment, a divine moment, in all of the Now that she was living. She was learning once again to trust self. She was learning that there was no need to project a future fear scenario, but simply to live in the Now. As she did, there was a unique melding of her humanness with her divinity. She began learning that she could trust herself to provide the "divine moment."

She could trust in herself to provide the "divine moment." She was no longer looking outside, asking Spirit to provide the divine moment. She was going within.

She realized that the Spirit within always provides the divine moment – always – but that she had been blocking it. Much like when she was a child, she had blocked her own light and had not helped to teach and heal others, as she knew she was capable of. She had put up a wall, the wall of unworthiness. But now as she brought this down in her adult life as a Lightworker, as a teacher of the Crimson Circle, she realized that she could trust in herself to provide the divine moment.

She began a whole series of new realizations and understandings with the two simple lessons that she had learned. First, to stand behind the wall and accept all things as they are. And second, to release the grasp and accept her human self in order to know her divine self. Her life began to transform. Oh, indeed the things around her with her family and others continued to be the same, but SHE changed. She came to new realizations. People started coming to her like she never expected, asking for healing and teaching of wisdom. They did not ask her to channel some other entity! (chuckling) They asked her as Susan, the Divine Human Lightworker. Her work was good. She taught others how to heal themselves.

Dear friends, Susan’s experience is your collective experience put together in a single story for each of you. There are parts that you may intimately recognize within yourself. The challenge here will be to accept your human self. It is thick, and it is deep within you. You are well invested in the guilt and the pain and the challenge. With the simple exercise we have given – of opening your hand – you will begin to see how often you are gripping onto things of the past that no longer serve you. That includes old belief systems that are ready to go. Many of the pains you are feeling in your physical body are related directly to holding onto old belief systems that no longer serve you. You are feeling the pains in your physical body as a reminder to you to let go, to release the grip. These are pains of old beliefs, of guilt, of the way you thought things should be. Letting go allows the divineness to come in and provide that moment that you chose to create.

The biggest challenge will be the remembrance of the time when you lived at the outer edge of the All That Is. This is when you felt the original rumblings of duality and separation, and you lost trust in Spirit. This is what will be coming back to challenge you right now. It is not about your past lives. It is not even about this life. The nightmares you are having are about a different time and a different place and the original feeling of the rug being pulled out from underneath. We are reminding you of this at the very time we are asking you to trust in self. This will be the challenge.

The solution happens on many levels. But at your level of first consciousness, it is simply opening and releasing the grip that you have held, accepting all that you are, accepting that you will provide the divine moment for yourself. There is much homework to be done these next few weeks!

You are the classroom of the new energy. You are the ones experiencing something out on the edge, so to speak. Again, this creates feelings of fear and uncertainty because you remember what being on the edge was like before. And here you are again! But we also know that by being here with you as family, there is also great joy and great reward that you are receiving in this. Each lesson that we go through here in this classroom will provide an important experience, an important understanding at your core level. When brought together this will help you to understand how to be, how to create in a way you have never done before here on Earth. Each process that we go through with you now will bring you one step closer to being the new creators, the likes of which your universe, the likes of which All That Is has never seen before!

Perhaps this all sounds grandiose, and that is why the tears are flowing from our eyes as we tell the story of Susan, which is the story of each of you. Perhaps this all sounds grandiose, but that is why we are beaming right now, looking at you and knowing the work that you go through.

Dear friends, we love you so dearly. We remind you, as always, that you are never alone in your journey. You are with family, and we are part of that.

And so it is.

THE TOBIAS CHANNELS

The Creator Series Lesson 2: Questions and Answers

September 10, 2000

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear teachers, that we continue the energy of the circle that you began building before (during the channeling). Before we attempt to answer your questions on this evening, we will add one thought, one word to our earlier discussion. Many of you wondered what type of experience would come your way in the next few days relating to the discussion that we had. First it is not to project into the future any fears that you may have, but to understand that you are the ones providing yourself with this important and key experience that will come your way. It is not Tobias. It is not Spirit as you would know it. It is not Cauldre that is giving you this experience. As you know, and as we mentioned earlier, all of the experiences and the teachings that are coming to you at this time are also coming from you.

The experiences that will come into your life in the next few days that relate to accepting yourself as a human are already being created by you. The set-up is right around the corner. We are simply there facilitating the process for you in advance. The experience that you will have in this next short period of time will relate directly to a feeling of guilt that you have regarding a person or persons. It will trigger at a very deep level within you feelings of guilt. This will be a key experience to look at, to understand, and to release all guilt.

It is easier for you to forgive another than it is to forgive yourself. The experience that is coming your way will be one that relates to forgiving yourself and to releasing. We ask you to simply understand what is in process. It will be an experience of understanding how you have built this guilt process within you, and to know that within this experience is contained a beautiful pearl of wisdom.

Now with that we would most honored to entertain your questions.

QUESTION: Tobias, how should one handle the continuance of taking supplements under the spirit of acceptance and quit trying to heal yourself, for example, pills to strengthen the immune system, clear out heavy metals, etc.?

TOBIAS: What we see from our perspective is that Lightworkers have been very occupied in the past with remedies or therapies that will be a cure-all for them. In our discussions we have asked you to release all of these things. We know this has caused some challenge within! As you stand on the other side of the short wall and accept all things as they are that the true potency of any therapy or remedy is indeed the intent that is behind it. We discussed this in channeling yesterday with the doctors that were present (Dr. Todd Ovokaitys and Dr. Mindy Reynolds), telling them that the key missing ingredient for any technology was the intent and the consciousness of the person behind it.

Now we as the Crimson Council do not endorse any particular product. This is up to you as humans. When we are asked questions about the value of specific products, we can give directional information. We see exceptional value in the work that Dr. Ovakaitys is performing with the laser activated nutrients, but yet we also caution each of you to understand that this is not a cure-all. This in itself will not bring you to ascension level. It could help facilitate the process, but we ask you not to disempower yourself with any particular product, ingredient, therapy, or remedy. If your intent is to accept your divinity and to activate that divinity within, then you will come to understand that this particular formulation or others that you may come upon in the future will be much more highly charged.

But again, we have stated to you indeed to release all of these things first in order to understand the dynamics of what is taking place. It is ultimately you as beings of free will to choose whatever to take. We are here simply to provide guidance, to simply help you to understand the value of releasing all things so that you can see with a new clarity. We know, for Cauldre chides us now in not giving a direct answer here. Ultimately it is up to you, and it is to look within yourself to find value in these things that may assist you with your process.

QUESTION: Tobias, I’m tired of feeling like I don’t belong and also being rejected. Is there help? Where do I look?

TOBIAS: The simple answer to that, dear one, is to look within. This relates specifically to our discussion today of Susan (the story in the September 10 channeling) – of the guilt and the walls and the pain that surrounded her existence, all those things she carried with her. The rejection indeed is not ultimately coming from the outside, but it is on the inside. It is rudimentary; it is fundamental here for you first to accept your humanness. There are many here that find it somewhat easy to accept their divinity, although they have not yet truly discovered it. But they will not accept their human self.

Our entire message on this day is about learning to accept all that you are. As you do, there will be acceptance from others. They will come to you like never before, seeking you out as a teacher and as a healer and as a guide for them, as a human guide. The feeling of rejection and nonacceptance truly has its origins within. It is time to release the grip, as we say, to release the grip and accept yourself.

There is a fundamental issue here, an issue that you have heard and intellectualized, but we are asking you now to work on. And that is one of self-forgiveness. Now the concept of forgiveness in itself does not even have the right energy behind it because that is, in a way, saying that there was something inappropriately done. But my friends, from your teachings you understand the concept of forgiveness, of accepting who you are, of releasing all of those things that you have carried about within you. It is first for you to accept your human self and then you will find acceptance on the outside.

QUESTION: As we moved into the first circle of creation and exceeded the assignment, why should we want to repress and return to the original circle?

TOBIAS: This is a very good question. We have mentioned in previous channels that between your human lives on Earth that you do not go Home, so to speak. You do not go back to the original creation, to the first circle. You go back to an in-between zone where you are met by those in the angelic realms, those who have also walked Earthly lives. In a sense when you first arrive at this heavenly way station because you have released the physical body and because you feel so much lighter, there is a sense that this is heaven, that this is Home. But my friends, we tell you that it is not. You do not return back Home between Earthly lives, for if you did you would not choose to or essentially be able to come back into your circle of Earth. Also, if you returned fully Home at this time, you would not recognize it. You would not recognize Home as you knew it before you left. This in itself is the subject of a much greater discussion. But the very work that you have done in your human circle has changed the very nature of what you would call Home.

Now we had mentioned earlier in one of our very first channels with Cauldre that the humans literally create the new stars in your universe, and he challenged us bitterly on this. He thought that we were speaking metaphorically, and we told him that we were speaking literally. What you see in your physical universe – the new stars that are coming into being and the new discoveries – are things that you are creating, that you are creating through the work that you do here. And as Cauldre was looking upon the stars the other night, he asked the question of us, "Is there indeed new life? Is there indeed human type life or any type of life out in the universe?" And our reply to him was "Not much."

Your universe has certain life forms but none that are of the complexity of the human. There are – and some will be challenged here – no alien beings flying in little crafts from planet to planet, as you thought. What you are feeling and interpreting and understanding are activities that took place in the original circle, in the original creation before you ever came here. You are translating and interpreting those in human understanding. There were, on those dimensions in that Home space; there were many activities that you are now interpreting as perhaps what you would call your alien beings. When you look into your universe, there is very little life form as you would know it.

There is tremendous energy form and structure and activity taking place, things that are not necessarily seen with the human eye. There are tremendous weavings taking place of a new tapestry. And when Cauldre looked into the sky and realized that there was not much out there and that that is not where heaven exists, he asked why would there be such an expansive universe without much there, other than Earth. And our answer was simple – and this is the foundation and the template for the second creation – you are creating it as you go. We apologize for the lengthy answer but found it appropriate to deliver this information.

QUESTION: Tobias, we may have passed the point where it is not likely we will self-annihilate, but reports of major Earth adjustments continue, such as the melting of the polar icecaps. Can you comment on this?

TOBIAS: These are generally fear scenarios. These are things that we have discussed in channeling earlier on this day about creating future fear. Why would you as teachers worry about these things? Now you are compelled to think that you must get in there to save the global warming, to save these other catastrophes, but the greatest thing that you can do for yourself and for humanity is to understand the power of your own awakening divinity. Understand the true process of creativity. Understand how you can truly affect things. That is precisely why we are here as family.

What you will learn in these next 11 months of your time about your own power and ability to create and shape things will have much more of an impact than sitting here now and worrying about these scenarios which we do not see as occurring at this time. This is another example of getting caught in the duality, of choosing a certain right and wrong, and certainly within the human a feeling of righteousness about things. We ask you when these feelings come over you to understand that it is time to be in the now and present, to understand how you are creating divine moments each step of the way. This will have much more of an impact on any type of healing for other humans or the planet than worrying about something in the future that has not occurred.

QUESTION: Tobias, Kirael channeled by Fred Sterling in Hawaii says that a secret additive is being added to cigarettes. What do you know about this?

TOBIAS: In a nutshell, you can read our response to the last question. My friends, there are scenarios that are now proliferating on your Internet vehicle that talk of these fear scenarios. It is up to you as teachers and Lightworkers to stand back, to understand what is truly happening with these, and to watch those who get involved in the drama of them. We are not making judgements here one way or the other. We are asking you to stand back. You see this. Cauldre sees it on your Internet each day with simple things like new virus warnings that are not there. They never were there. Now indeed there are real and tangible ones but, as you step back on the other side of the short wall, you will see the dynamics that are taking place, and you will not get caught in the chaos. You will see that another human is seeking attention or seeing how far energy will run or trying to cause disturbance. You will see things as they are. In direct answer to your question, we do not know about these cigarettes.

But we will also add that as the consciousness of your planet is changing, as there is more understanding of the body and of the mind, you will see these substances begin to go by the wayside. You will see healthier foods, foods that are more directly interactive with your body, live essence type foods. You will see more health-oriented products that respond to the new vibration level of your body. And you will see many of these old – we are so sorry, Cauldre – but low vibration products begin to leave.

QUESTION: Tobias, everything people say, including my own words, sounds like BS, doing things feels like BS, taking care of my body feels like BS. Can you comment on this? Also, we know what Kryon has said about new science and the great stuff Dr. Todd (Ovokaitys) is doing, but again it sounds like BS, feels like BS. What role does science play when everything is a state of mind?

TOBIAS: Quite simply what you are learning here – and the reason why it does not ring true for you – is that you are, like many humans, continuing to look outside for the answers, the secret ingredient, or the magic potion that is going to deliver you happiness and joy and peace. Dear Lightworkers, as you have found out, it is not like this. It does not happen like this. You are not feeling a resonance with truth within you because you are not looking within.

You look at outside products. You look at outside classes. As we have said today in our discussion with you, it is time to truly look within. It is time to accept your own humanness, which many of you have wanted to desperately reject. It is time to truly begin trusting in yourself to provide the "divine moment." It is not us, not the Eternal One, not a golden angel that doesn’t exist within you, but your own self. As you address that, as you trust in self, you will begin to feel those divine moments, and within them there will be a truth that rings loud and clear for you. It is simply your own being saying, "you are looking in the wrong place." Listen to those words, for there is much wisdom there.

QUESTION: Tobias, can you explain further the "divine moment?"

TOBIAS: The "divine moment" occurs in the now. It is not something waiting to happen in the future. It occurs in the now. It is when the divinity and the light that are emerging from within you are allowed to be released, and there is what you will sense to be a divine melding, a truth, as we just mentioned, a feeling of Oneness that occur. Some have defined this as cosmic consciousness. It is when all things come together in conscious perfection.

Now again this does not come from outside of you. It comes from within, and it comes when you allow and accept all things as they are. It is when you accept your human that this divinity, this light – the light that is waiting to be released from every cell and every strand of DNA and every vibration within you – can come forth. It is waiting to be released. When you open up and allow and release the fears, it can find the path up through your being.

There will be a conscious reaction, also an emotional and a physical reaction. The physical reaction will be able to be measured at some point. The effects that this opening to your divinity has will change the structure of your human and physical being. We cannot tell you where to go find this divine moment, but we can tell you that the potential for it exists within each and every one of you. Simply release the grasp, dear friends, to allow it to happen.

That is a challenging point for there will be part of you that still wants to hold on in the old energy. As long as you do, this divinity that is waiting to be released cannot come forth. It honors and loves and respects you so much that your own divinity will wait for you to cease your old human games before it appears.

QUESTION: Tobias, the concept of two Earths side by side and the new home being built above has confused me.

TOBIAS: In our discussions we use many metaphors to explain things that are happening at many other levels. We ask you to separate these concepts. We ask you to understand that your new house is a metaphor for your new consciousness, your new physical being, and your new divinity to come forth. Your new house represents all that you are. There are many humans, perhaps your spouses or family or those that you work with that have not built a new house yet… they are still living in their old house. Their old house is about karma. Their old house is about contract. Their old house is about experience that is necessary for their path, but they are still living in the old house. Make no judgement about that because, dear friends, there is purpose and reason why they chose to be there. This purpose and reason is also assisting you in your new house. So perhaps we use too many metaphors here, but to make it simple, imagine that you are in your new house, your high tech house. They are still living in their old house. They do not understand your new house much at all.

This is also to say that there are two distinct energies that are working together at this time. There are two worlds, as we have called it. We have portrayed it to you this way so that you understand that you are moving once again into new realms but that co-existing with those still old energy.

QUESTION: Dear Tobias, thank you for being here and sharing with us. My friend feels like she may be a walk-in. Can you talk about walk-ins? Is that what is going on with her or something else.

TOBIAS: Humans devise many clever games! There are very few cases of what you would know as a walk-in. This is not only difficult from a physics standpoint, but it is generally not appropriate from a spiritual standpoint. There are conditions where a human makes great changes in a very short period of time. They feel that they are reborn again within the same lifetime of their physical body. This does occur quite often, but there is a label that is put on it at times of being a walk-in. There are other cases where there is such extreme denial of the human self that they choose to believe that the old bad person walked out, and a new good person walked in.

Dear teachers, you will be working with many imbalances like this in your teaching. We ask you to be discerning with these people. It is time to talk to them about accepting their human self, and to accept all of the things that have transpired in the past. They will hold on tightly to concepts of things such as walk-ins and other things that humans entertain themselves with. Help them to gently and lovingly release that grasp and then to accept all that they are.

QUESTION: Tobias, what can you tell us about "twin flames?"

TOBIAS: We would refer you back to the answer in the previous question. You are all that you are. Half of you was not left somewhere else, waiting to reunite with you. All that you are is contained within your being. Even what you know, what you call your Higher Self or True Self is not separate and apart from you. It is all contained within your consciousness and your being. There are great love stories upon your planet of humans who have met in the past and have shared very passionate relationships and that have come back lifetime after lifetime and felt the feeling of flame and torch and enlightenment. But the concept that we understand from the human – of part of you being left out somewhere else – we do not so much understand.

You are being challenged now as the new teachers to accept your human self, to move away from denial, to move away from creating these situations and circumstances. These things such as dimensional ladders and twin flames and walk-ins… my friends, be discerning about what is really being said with these things. In the truest sense, yes, we are and always have been One. We are One in many different expressions. So, in a sense philosophically, yes, we are all flames together. We are all bright flames that make one beautiful candle.

QUESTION: Tobias, would you give me some information about something I just heard about – the Ashtar Command? Thank you.

TOBIAS: We refer you back to the last two answers. (much audience laughter)

QUESTION: Tobias, could you please tell me who is coming into my home and stealing some of my food and personal belongings? Thanks.

TOBIAS: It is a friend of one of your children.

QUESTION: Why is it that one of the hardest things to accept is the purpose behind natural things such as the bite of an insect, spider, fly, snake, things that we are repelled by?

TOBIAS: This is also an interesting question. We will tell a story of Cauldre, for he does not like snakes. He has not shared this with others. He would like us to end early this night. (much audience laughter) There are these things, these insects that can cause pain, that sneak up from unknown places and that hurt. It is a natural reaction for humans not to want that. In many cases when the human is young, they are hurt by these things and develop a fear complex of them.

Much of the understandings that can come from this relate to looking at the unity in all things, whether they are in nature or within humankind or within yourself. There are fears of insects and, in Cauldre’s case, snakes that come from experiences at an early age. It is time now to again stand back, stand behind the short wall and look at the unity in these things. Do not see them as the aggressors or attackers but see them as part of creation in total. They are, as much as anything, things for you to accept as they are.

QUESTION: Tobias, you say that we create the stars. What does a falling star really represent?

TOBIAS: There are multiple answers to this. For the dreamer the shooting star represents the fulfillment of a journey, of a dream. It is like seeing a sign. It is like seeing a sign saying that you are on the right path. That is for the dreamer, and there is much truth in this also. From a physical standpoint a falling star is debris that enters your orbit that ignites and then is illuminated in the night sky. There is little hidden meaning behind this.

QUESTION: Tobias, what can you tell me about the Humanity Fund which has the mission of buying and funding companies which are creating technologies that will clean up the Earth? In particular, what about a company called Hydro----.

TOBIAS: The energy with the Humanity Fund is an example of a new and growing consciousness where the intent of the individual is in an honorable place. It is, as we see it from our perspective, a good example of the New Earth energy. That does not necessarily mean that it will succeed within the energy of the old Earth system, but we see this as a first attempt to integrate a new type of ethics into an industry that is often unethical. In regards to the specific company – it is emerging. It is following the principles of the new energy, but we jokingly ask you not to ask us for stock recommendations. (audience laughter)

QUESTION: Tobias, when I was young, I saw the image of Christ for years. I have always wondered about the purpose of the image and what was said to me.

TOBIAS: The purpose of the image was simply a reminder in the form of a symbol that you are not alone. The image that you saw, the image of the Christ was also a reminder to you of who you truly are… that you carry the Christ seed within you. It was a reminder of the work that you would be doing throughout the duration of your life. It was a reminder that you have this Christ seed within you and that you would be doing this divine work and that it would be challenging.

QUESTION: Will Dr. Todd’s Gematria products help me to achieve ascension status?

TOBIAS: First we ask each of you to use this opportunity to discover the truth within yourself. We are not here to tell you to turn left or to turn right. We are here to let you know that family is always beside you and to help present overviews of things. The energy of the Crimson Circle – which is you – would not allow the discussion that you had today. It would not allow the interest level that there is in this product and in the research unless there was harmony with who you are as a group, so that should be the first clue.

But again, we ask you to look within. If there are questions that you have, sample the product energetically even without ingesting it. Begin to trust in the answers that you yourself are coming up with. This is a good experience, a good lesson in understanding and discerning. Then if that step feels appropriate move to the next step of ingesting the product and ask your body, dear friends, ask your body how it feels. Go to the rudimentary levels, asking the DNA, asking the light body, and asking your own emerging divinity, "is this facilitating my process?" Again we are not here to say which way to turn. That is up to you. But we also will give you the hint that the energy that you have opened for Dr. Ovakaitys to be here is an indication of the very nature of the research and work that he is doing.

QUESTION: Tobias, many of these questions are more related to the energy and direction of Dr. Todd’s work rather than the products themselves, more of the future potential and the ability of the work to do something grander. Do you have any further comments?

TOBIAS: We will answer that by discussing briefly what we discussed last night in channeling with Dr. Ovakaitys, because you are all part of this process if you choose to be. The answers that he is looking for, that he is dedicating his research to do not exist yet. There is not an answer that Spirit is holding close to the chest, waiting for him or you to do the right thing. Spirit, All That Is, does not yet know the answer. But as we told the doctor last night, with the work he is doing and the support of Lightworkers, the missing links are beginning to come in closer. The patterns of energy for these missing links are beginning to come closer and closer. That is to say that the research he is doing is creating something entirely new. It is not simply digging up old answers and applying them. This is entirely new. This is only a future potential at this moment. If you choose as an individual or you choose as a group to support it, this would greatly enhance the energy of the work of Gematria at this time. It is ultimately all about the intent behind it. But we will concur with something Cauldre mentioned earlier on this day. The work is significant to the potential for the awakening divinity, and also for the healing of humankind, as a part of the healing for humankind. The work has the potential to earn acknowledgement at the highest levels of your social, medical, and political communities.

QUESTION: Tobias, regarding allowing – if you have a young child going through something, and you feel that maybe some tools have come your way to help, what should you do?

TOBIAS: First and foremost, you should stand behind the short wall and observe. Then you will know from within your how to best apply the tools, if at all. We are simply saying that before you jump in, stand back, and you will have a greater understanding. Perhaps at that moment it will validate the new tools that you have that will assist. Perhaps you will see an energy set-up that you could not have seen before that would gently ask you not to interfere with this process.

QUESTION: Explain our alien star-seeded parents.

TOBIAS: This is a good question to end with, the explanation of our alien star-seeded parents. This is somewhat complex. In a sense we ask you not to think of yourselves, your physical selves, as being derived from aliens from other planets, particularly porpoises. (much audience laughter) There was – and we will review this in future sessions – we will talk about how the structure, how the framework and the physics of your bodies were set up. But we will ask you to look at the events that are transpiring in your life now. Look particularly at the fears that are coming into your life and know that these originated when you were in the original creation, in the other circle. There were experiences that each of you had that were very intense. These helped to propel an energy that made it possible for you to come here in biological form.

We ask you not to think of yourselves, your physical beings as created by grand aliens from other planets in your physical universe. Think of yourselves as being created by your own True Self, by your own creator self through the result of very intense energetic experiences before you came here. You are the parent of yourself.

And so it is.