THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Kharisma Series
SHOUD 6: “Kharisma 6” – Featuring
ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 7, 2015
I Am that I Am, Adamus of
Sovereign Domain.
How about a little honoring of our
dear friends? (audience applause for Gerhard and Einat) Beautiful music.
Beautiful music.
So, dear Shaumbra, where do we
begin? Where do we begin? Let’s begin at the end.
SHAUMBRA 1 (woman): Adamus, per
your request. (she hands him a platter containing tuna fish sandwiches, which
he asked for in the previous Shoud)
ADAMUS: For me?! (someone says
“Wow!”) Moi?! (someone says “Ooh!”) Tuna fish sandwich.
LINDA: Oh, tuna! Ohhh!
ADAMUS: Mmmm! (some chuckles) With
chips, pickles. We’ll come back in an hour for the rest of the Shoud. (laughter)
Thank you, my dear.
SHAUMBRA 1: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: I’ll have just a little
bite here. Mm-mm, mmmm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mmmm. (he’s eating several things)
LINDA: So classy. So classy.
(laughter)
ADAMUS: Mmm! Human food. Mmm.
LINDA: Here, here. Go ahead.
ADAMUS: Mm, mm-mm. No.
LINDA: You missed out on the tuna.
ADAMUS: No. I need a table with a
tablecloth and the appropriate chair, a candle, some wine, of course, and a beautiful
lady. (he looks at Linda; some chuckles)
LINDA: Oh! Ahh! You just won me.
(more chuckles)
ADAMUS: Let’s start at the end.
Let’s start at the end with this, because that’s kind of where things are
going. It’s really boring always starting at the beginning and going to the
end. So let’s go to the end and see what the hell happens.
The end of this – you’ve got a lot
of residue all over you. You’re kind of like a really dirty windshield that
needs a good cleaning. You get so used to looking out through the windshield,
you don’t even realize how dirty it is until it gets cleaned, and then,
“Amazing! I can see again! Oh!”
That’s kind of where you’re at.
You’re dirty. (some chuckles) It’s true. Residue. Energy residue. I know you’ve
gone through a lot of … don’t. Not my sandwich.
LINDA: I didn’t touch it! I was
just trying to make it accessible for you.
ADAMUS: Okay.
LINDA: Do you need the wine right
now?
ADAMUS: We’re going to do a merabh
and I’m going to be eating …
LINDA: Nibbling.
ADAMUS: … during the merabh. (a
few giggles) So, dear Shaumbra …
LINDA: Like Costco.
ADAMUS: Ah. Where were we? Oh,
you’re dirty. (more giggles) You’ve got energy residue on you. Now, you’ve done
a tremendous amount of releasing. Oh, the releasing has gone on for years and
years and years and years and years, and actually that’s a very short time
considering the accumulation of beliefs and thoughts and wounds and everything
else that needed to be released. Stripping away, like they say, the layers of
an onion, just one after the other. You’ve done a good job with stripping. Not
you personally. (laughter) I must be channeling somebody over here. (Adamus
chuckles)
You’ve done a good job with
releasing those layers and layers, and it hasn’t been easy. It hasn’t been easy
because, well, there’s a concern. What if you take the next layer off? How raw
and vulnerable are you going to be? There’s also a certain comfort with having
those old layers and wounds, a certain comfort in feeling the victim. There is.
I’ve had it myself. There is still a little bit of that energy here. But you’ve
released most of that, which is good and that’s why we can be doing what we are
now. But there’s still some residue that we want to clean off. We’re going to
do that today.
That residue is actually still
attracting similar situations in your life. Just a little bit of residue,
little bit of that old residue on you, a little bit of that victim energy, a
little bit of that fear energy. For some of you in here – I’m not looking at
anybody in particular – but the darkness, the darkness energy. (Adamus
chuckles)
Okay. Every one of you has played
with the darkness; it’s just part of growing up. You played with the darkness.
It’s also very sensual, the darkness, very sexual; a lot of power in the
darkness. One would almost wonder, “Why would I even want to go to the light?”
There’s none of that big energy in light. It’s in the darkness. There’s
tremendous power, tremendous seduction. Yeah.” So it’s no wonder you still have
some of that residue.
By the way, you do grow up and
learn that there’s no need for power. That’s when you really release some of
that old darkness stuff. I’m not looking at anyone … but you. (looking into the
camera) You, watching online. Yeah, you. You know I’m talking about you right
now. Yeah, it’s you. Ah.
So we’re going to cleanse some of
that today. We’re going to have a very nice merabh, ohh, yeah, with some
beautiful world-class music, and we’re going to release some of that. We’re
going to do it effortlessly, beautifully.
As Cauldre and Linda were saying
before, you, my friends, one thing you’re really good at, all of you when you
gather together, is creating safe spaces. On your own, you’re not so good.
(Adamus chuckles, Linda gasps, a few chuckles in the audience) They’re not! You’re
8not really that good at personally creating your safe space, because you
always bring your junk into it. But when somebody invites you to co-create a
safe space, you’re very polite. You leave your junk in your unsafe space and
you come to the safe space.
You should all be laughing right
now hysterically. Have I touched a nerve? (only a few chuckles)
LINDA: Really?!
ADAMUS: I guess we’re going to
have a really long cleansing session. Together, you’re good at creating safe
spaces. The opportunity, like right now, pretty safe in here, until I start
walking around. Pretty safe. You can just relax into your enlightenment here.
As a matter of fact, did anyone notice, as the music was playing in, something
very different here today, different in the room. Did anybody notice? Not my
tuna fish sandwich. (Adamus chuckles) A very different dynamic I’ll talk about
in a bit, but let’s go back to the ending.
We’re going to really let that
residue get cleaned off, and then we’re going to let that kharisma shine, that
light shine. That light that’s in you right now, but you’re kind of holding
back, not quite sure what that light is. Not quite sure if you’re ready to let
it out.
I’ll tell you this: if you don’t
let it out this year, I mean, now, right now, it’s going to get so
uncomfortable. It’s going to be miserable. So you’re kind of at that point of
either do it or die. Do it … uh, trying. (Adamus chuckles)
LINDA: Whoa!
ADAMUS: Not die die. But die, you
know, I’m just using the human saying. Do it or suffer like hell. (a few
chuckles) Maybe I’m putting it a little too strong. Just do it or be
annihilated. No that…
LINDA: Ohhhh!
ADAMUS: It just doesn’t sound
right.
LINDA: That was better! (more
chuckles)
ADAMUS: How can I soften that?
LINDA: You want a pickle?
ADAMUS: I can’t! How can I be more clear? It’s time to shine your light.
It’s time to let that kharisma come out, otherwise, your body’s going to ache
and your mind’s going to get all messed up, like it already is. And it’s just
going to be miserable, and then you’ll finally let the light out and then
you’ll say, “Why didn’t you tell me that sooner?”
So let’s take a good deep breath
with that.
So one could say in an interesting
way that we’ve already done the cleansing. We’ve already gotten rid of that
residue. That residue that, you know, it’s that thing that causes you to keep
having the same experiences over and over, because that residue is like a
magnet. It keeps attracting the same types of people, the same experiences.
Even though you’re saying to yourself, “I’m going to be enlightened. I’m going
to be in high consciousness,” but it’s still that sticky stuff that keeps
bringing the same old experiences.
So let’s place our consciousness
in the cleanse, in the releasing of all that residue. Whew! Oh! Something
changed in the room.
We’re at the beginning of the
Shoud now. Do you notice something really different here today? Yeah. You
already released the residue.
KERRI: Woo hoo!
ADAMUS: Thank you. (laughter) One
lone but powerful voice from the back of the room. (Adamus chuckles)
My point is this: it’s already
happened. That’s why it felt different going into this, when we started, when
the music was playing. That’s why something different happened. We didn’t have
to take the linear path to get there. It was already there. Expect more and
more and more of that in your life. You don’t have to be pedaling the bike down
the road of life anymore. As Tobias said years ago, “You’re stationary. Now
everything moves. Everything comes to you.” Ah, what a concept. Can you really
allow it? (a few people shout “Yes”) Three voices. Three voices this time.
We’re getting better. Good.
Saint-Germain and Shaumbra
I’m going to tell a little bit of
a story that I told at Quantum Allowing, but I wanted to state it for all of
Shaumbra.
Shortly before Tobias left in
2009, left to reincarnate back here on Earth; and by the way, Sam has been
getting much more active in the Crimson Circle activities … and we’ll have to
pause here for a moment until the future meets the present and my coffee is
promptly delivered. One would think by now, one would think, even though I’m
just an Ascended Master who’s taught more Ascended Masters than any other
Ascended Master, one would think the coffee would magically appear.
LINDA: Come on! You got tuna fish,
pickles and potato chips! And you’re still whining?!
ADAMUS: But how am I to eat that
without coffee?
LINDA: Diet coke.
ADAMUS: Aghhh!
LINDA: With Splenda.
ADAMUS: Oh! (audience is saying
“Eww”)
LINDA: Ohhh!
ADAMUS: Oh! Oh! And would you look
at this (referring to a cup someone gave Geoff & Linda). Now really. I said
you’re good at creating safe spaces when you’re together, but somebody on their
own when they weren’t in the safe space created a candle holder, crystal candle
holder, and they placed a plastic cup atop of it, like I was going to drink
swill, which is in here, from this?
LINDA: Here I’ll trade. (Linda
offers him the coffee brought by Sandra)
ADAMUS: Have more respect for …
ahhh!
LINDA: I’ll trade with you.
ADAMUS: And a proper …
LINDA: There you go.
ADAMUS: … a proper mug.
LINDA: There you go.
ADAMUS: Yes.
LINDA: There you go.
ADAMUS: Ah. Hm.
LINDA: Okay, now you done
complaining?
ADAMUS: Yes. And by the way … (he
shows both middle fingers to Sandra) for giving me the finger before.
LINDA: Gasp! Ohhhh! (laughter)
ADAMUS: I saw it! I saw it. I now
cover you with all of the residue from everyone here and online to you.
(audience says “Ohhhh!” as he gestures again)
LINDA: Ohhhh! What does “the
finger” mean? I’m not sure if that translates.
ADAMUS: I don’t think we need to
go down that road right now.
So, now, where were we? Ah. I was
going to tell a touching story, but …
LINDA: You got distracted by the
finger.
ADAMUS: Now I got distracted.
So, yes, Tobias, 2009, ready to
come back to Earth, to incarnate back to Earth, and he said to me, he said,
“St. Germain, someday you will learn to love Shaumbra as much as I do.”
LINDA: Mmm.
ADAMUS: He truly, truly loved all
of you in the deepest way. He truly wanted to take all of your problems, all of
your weaknesses, insecurities away, but he knew he couldn’t.
He truly loved you, and when he
said this to me, it touched me deeply. And then I felt into you. (some
laughter, Adamus chuckles) I felt into this group. Amazing group. If nothing
else, truly committed, maybe obsessively committed to your enlightenment. But
that’s good.
I felt into it and I knew we were
going to have some good times together and we were going to have to some tough
times. I knew that I would have to use just about everything I had in my bag of,
uh … well, not bag of tricks, but bag of realization. I would have to pull out
just about everything because you have all been through just about everything.
You have been through lifetimes in the religious orders and the Mystery Schools
and the churches. You’ve been abused in every way you can imagine and been an
abuser in just about every way. So I knew I had to use just about everything
ranging from provocation to downright some of you getting angry with me. Not so
much when we’re together like this, but you know who you are – I’m not looking
at anyone, except you online watching in – but anger and
entertainment and distraction, and also really getting into some of the core
energies with the merabhs, with the deep safe space.
So it is, my friends, that I
started working with you and realized truly how committed you were – and
confused at times, but truly committed – that it was going to be done.
The other beauty was that I
realized that you weren’t going to just take things at face value. You were
going to be discerning, even with me; you were going to always, always go back
to whether it felt right for you or not; and, no matter what I said, no matter
what I did, that there was a high, high level of integrity and discernment.
It’s made a huge difference. We’ve
come a long way in a relatively short time. I know to you it doesn’t seem like
a short time, but it truly is. And true to Tobias’ words, I have learned to
love you dearly, and beyond. I have tremendous respect for each and every one
of you for what you’re doing. It’s not easy. It’s not easy.
It would almost be easier in a way
to just leave the physical body and just go, rather than to keep in this state
of limitation. Almost easier to say, “You know, I went beyond what I thought I
was going to be able to do in this lifetime. And now – whew! – it’s getting a little hard, so I’m just going to check
out. I’ll come back later. I’ll let somebody else take the lead.” But you
haven’t done that. You stuck with it, and I realize how difficult, confusing,
agonizing and beautiful it is.
Now is the Time
So, my friends, I say that because
I also know that this is the year of realization, in varying degrees and varying
ways, but at least glimpses of it, at least tangible experiences with it. It
doesn’t necessarily mean that suddenly you’re going to know everything, which
is not enlightenment whatsoever. But you’re going to have those breakthroughs
and glimpses that are so important. So important, because once you have that,
you know it’s possible. You know it’s real. Once you have that true
breakthrough in consciousness, then you know you can have it again and again
and again. Then you start realizing you can have that full consciousness state
and you can also have the human limited state. They can be together. You can
still experience human life in the way you’ve always kind of wanted to and
still be very conscious and realized and divine together – together and
separate – but you can walk this planet as a Master, and you can enjoy this
planet as a human.
This is the year of realization
for each and every one of you. It’s not about this calendar year, but now is
the time for that realization. You’ve paid all the dues. You’ve taken all the
classes. You’ve done all the suffering, and now is the time.
Something has shifted in you, in
the planet. Something continues to shift with this thing we call the New Earth;
the realization that the New Earth can be here on this Earth. Maybe the old
Earth doesn’t even recognize it or know what it is. But you do, and that’s
what’s important.
It’s the year of realization in a
way that maybe you might not have expected, and it may come to you when you
least expect it. It may come when you’re sitting here at a Shoud. It may come
when you’re walking in the park. It may come in the middle of some turmoil. But
you’ll start having these breakthroughs. You’ll start understanding what
consciousness is.
I use the term a lot –
consciousness. It’s awareness. It’s where you place your realization. It’s
where you place your awareness. It’s where you place your Self.
It’s an interesting word. It’s
been used for ages, and still not many people really understand it, because
ultimately consciousness is an experience, and that’s what you’re going to have
this year – realization, an experience with it, beyond words.
It will be something very personal
and intimate. It won’t be about God and the angels coming down. It’ll be you
and you. And in that experience, in that breakthrough, you’re going to realize
things about yourself that are so expansive … beautiful is not even close to
accurate. It’s so glorious. Then you’re going to realize that that was always
there. Always there.
It’s a very strange feeling. I
know from my own personal experiences and working with the other Ascended
Masters. It’s a very strange experience, because in this moment of realization,
it’s like you say, “I know it was always
there. Even though I didn’t realize it, I know it was always there.” It was
like something that was in the shadows, always present with you, but suddenly
is illuminated, and it’s you. It’s the real you. It’s the amazing you.
It’s a very strange experience –
“Well, if I knew it was there – it was so familiar – if I knew it was there,
why didn’t I realize it before? What was keeping me from that? Why didn’t I
just allow it?”
There’s a lot of reasons for that.
One could say that the Free Self, the realized Self, which you might call from
the future, but it’s really not, that realized Self was allowing you, the
human, to go through your experiences, which are its experiences. Not for the
sake of lessons or evolution, but just for the sake of experience. It was
allowing itself to have a deep experience in being a human. And, therefore,
there was this kind of artificial separation between the human and the divine.
And could you imagine the divine,
also in this moment of cosmic realization of itself, the divine also going, “I
didn’t quite realize what I was going through as a human. It was always there.
The experiences were always there, but I didn’t really realize it.”
So it’s this beautiful realization
by all parts of Self, and you’ll have this experience in different forms. I’m
telling you that right now. You will have
this experience, because you’re ready. You’re absolutely ready.
And I’m talking to everyone, here
in this room but also watching in. And this experience, this breakthrough or
breakthroughs are also very difficult, because you’re going to feel like you
get pulled back into a limited reality. You’re going to feel like you’re pulled
back into mass consciousness, and you will be in many ways. You’re going to try
to grab on to that experience and replicate it, do it again. You can’t make it
happen. It just does.
It’s going to lead to a degree of
depression, anxiety (Linda hands him his coffee), coffee (chuckling), and
that’s when you laugh. It’s going to be very hard to laugh, but that’s when you
laugh. You’re going to want that experience again. Once you’ve tasted that
freedom, nothing else is going to suffice. Once you’ve tasted that part of your
Self, one could call it perhaps the love of Self, it’s very hard to go back
into a limited human consciousness, and there’s going to be depression, anger,
over-attempting to recreate the experience.
Let’s say that you have the
experience while you’re out fishing. It’s a beautiful summer day and you’re out
fishing like Masters like to do and you have this experience and it’s one of
these things that is even hard to put into words. And you go back to the shore,
you go back to your house, you go back to your life and you get all depressed,
because suddenly you feel like everything’s getting contracted or constricted
again.
So what do you do? Well, you go
out the next day in the boat and row out there and start fishing again. It’s
like, “Damn it! Where’s my realization?” Almost thinking that it was the boat
or the fish or the fishing pole or whatever. You can’t recreate it that way.
What you can do is realize that
once the breakthrough occurs – I mean, the real realization; I know you’ve all had degrees of it, but this
will transcend anything you’ve experienced before – once you have
this experience, there is that inner knowingness that it’s there. It’s real.
It’s not just talk anymore. It’s not just us getting together like this once a
month. It is so real, and that’s the time where you take a couple of good deep
breaths and you just allow. It will cycle back, so to say.
I’m oversimplifying it, but you
have this breakthrough realization, this amazing – “Oh! This part of me was
always there,” the love and the compassion and the ease – you have
that breakthrough and you go back to your human life. You could say that
breakthrough kind of does this interesting spiral – I’m oversimplifying it –
but interesting spiral up to your divinity and then back down again. You’ve got
these spiraling beautiful energies going, and they’re going to meet again and
again and again and again. And then some time, some point, they’re just going
to stay connected. They’re going to stay in consciousness with each other.
That’s when you’ll have this big
smile on your face, kind of a dumb smile. You know, Masters have dumb smiles,
you know, because they can. Just … (Adamus demonstrates the smile; some
giggles) Dumb smile. You’re going to have that big dumb smile on your face and
you’re going to know that you are
realized, that you are the I Am, and that you can still play human. And that’s
the amazing thing.
Do you realize these other Masters,
they never got a chance to stick around and still play human? You can play
limited and know that you’re really not. You can play “poor me” and know that
you’re really not. You can play the absolute amazing creative being, human
being, and you are, but you’re also divine. You can play anything you want.
That’s why I’m waiting for my book
to come out, Act of Consciousness;
waiting for that to come out, because you’ll really understand then. It’s just
an act of consciousness. An act. Can you imagine acting any way you want and
not worried about getting stuck in it? Not thinking that you’re just faking it,
but you’re just playing with consciousness. Maybe that’s the subtitle of the
book that hasn’t come out yet, “Playing with Consciousness.” Ah! It’s amazing.
Amazing.
LINDA: Here’s a tissue for your
issue. (some chuckles)
ADAMUS: (pretending to cry) Here’s
the tissue to write Cauldre a note and say to finish the cover.
So, dear Shaumbra, let’s take a
deep breath with that.
Yes, I have come to love you
dearly, and this is the year where we’re going to start realizing. It’s either
that or, I’ll tell you right now, if we don’t start realizing now, either
you’re going to leave out of frustration and disgust with me or with yourself.
Either you’re going to leave because you just are so ready, you don’t want to
hold back anymore. Either you’re going to leave or I’m going to leave. That’s a
promise. (someone says “No”) Yeah. Yeah. Actually, yeah, and actually that’s
the good news. Because if you’re not coming into conscious realization, let’s
say, this year, let’s say, for the next twel- … up until Valentine’s Day next year.
That’s a little over a year. If you’re not, I don’t feel I’ve done my job of
beating you enough (laughter), of entertaining you, of doing whatever. I don’t
feel I’ve done my job. I don’t feel that I’ve showed you who you really are. So
I would leave if there is not realizations.
Now, doesn’t mean every one of you,
just five. Just five. So please. Please five. Come forward! Come on! Let’s
start a campaign, a “Keep Adamus on board campaign” so I need five! (pause) That’s
funny, in my book. (a few chuckles)
So I think that’s a good
commitment to make to each other right now – by February next year. We’ll mark
this date. Either you’re going to have left or I’m going to have left, or we’re
going to have realization.
LINDA: What does leaving look
like?
ADAMUS: Uh, like this. Hang on a
second. Would you turn off the lights and shut down the Internet. (room goes
dark, some chuckles)
(pause)
Fair enough?
LINDA: Fine.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) So, and now I’m
not a betting man or a betting Master unless I know I’m going to win. (some giggles)
Never place a bet unless you know you’re going to win. So that should tell you
something about what I know about the future. I’m not a psychic. I’m not
predicting. I’m already there. Yeah. It’s February 14, 2016. Tssssss! Adamus did a good job!
(audience applause and Adamus chuckles, then throws a kiss at Linda)
So, let’s continue.
This is the … by the way, it’s so
beautiful. I want you all to start doing that. You think of the future as
something that hasn’t happened yet. Crap. It’s already happened. It really is
how do you want to arrange the elements? There are the elements of life, little
energy elements and variables and things, actions and reactions and
consequences. But they’re just like pieces for a game board. You can arrange
them any way you want. You don’t have to arrange them in linear order from
today to tomorrow to next week, next month. No! Scramble them up. Bring the
future right there, right now. It’s absolutely possible. It’s so fun when you
can play that way.
The Year of Consciousness
This is the Year of Consciousness,
as I talked about in ProGnost. Eh, every year is the year of consciousness,
actually, but it sounds good. It’s a nice title. This is the Year of
Consciousness, but so was last year. But this is really the Year of
Consciousness. (laughter) Well, actually it is, because last year was the year
of consciousness and then there was some consciousness. So this year is really
… this is the Year of Super Consciousness. (laughter and someone says
“Quantum”) Quantum! Quantum – quantum super high-octane – consciousness.
And it is. Why? Why? Because (a) I
said so, and because you said so, and – you know, this is a beautiful thing to
understand – wherever you put your consciousness, reality is created. Where
nothing existed before, suddenly reality comes because consciousness is there.
So if one says, “Yeah, this is the
Year of Consciousness,” then it is! You see it’s that simple. It’s that simple.
If you say, “This is the year for my breakthrough,” then it is! It’s where you
put your consciousness, your awareness.
Suddenly, if as I’m talking here
and I say, “Yeah, I’m going to leave if you don’t, like, have a breakthrough or
you’re going to leave and then I have nobody to talk to,” you see, what I’m
doing is I’m putting consciousness there. There was a void, kind of, and we
just filled it. And now we just dive into it and enjoy it. Love it.
So when I say it’s the Year of
Consciousness, well, maybe it wasn’t ten minutes ago, but it’s going to be now,
because consciousness is there. You can take an absolute void – a nothing, a
space of nothing, not even a space – you put consciousness in there, and it
comes to life.
How do you think Earth was
created? Do you think little butterflies came here from the angelic families and
sprinkled their little butterfly dust? Well, kind of. A little bit. (laughter)
They had some help from the unicorns, of course and … (more laughter) No! What
happened is, it’s like, “Wow. We need a place. A place that’s real different
than any other place we’ve been. We need a place where we can really act out in
a really bizarre, odd, strange, screwed up manner. So let’s all put our
consciousness in this weird place.” There wasn’t a weird place before that, and
suddenly weird place happens. It’s called Earth and the universe. And suddenly
it came to be.
Didn’t take any energy. Didn’t
take any energy. Didn’t take any power. It didn’t take legions of angels. It
didn’t take God. Nah. No, it just took a couple of us hanging around and
saying, “You know, let’s go on a discovery journey. Let’s just put our
consciousness in Planet Weird, and then let it happen.”
And it’s amazing. Consciousness – booffff! – suddenly created a universe,
just like that. Snap! It was actually
seven days – six days, and I took the seventh off. (lots of laughter) Ahhh!
LINDA: Ah! Ha, ha, ha!
ADAMUS: Ah! Ha, ha!
LINDA: Ah! Ha, ha!
ADAMUS: And guess what? So did
you! So did you! We just, “Ah, let’s rest on this day.” Yeah. (Adamus chuckles)
Just trying to see who’s awake and who’s not.
So we put the consciousness and
then we backed off, and that’s partly where humans, you get in trouble. So you
put your consciousness somewhere, without energy, without power. It’s just
awareness. That’s all. Just, “Oh yeah. Weird planet.” Awareness, consciousness
is there, and then it starts flourishing. That’s when you back away. A good
creator creates and then – pfffff! –
frees the creation. Why? Because then it continues to expand. It continues to
be the ultimate expression of the creator in a way that the creator might not
have been able to imagine on their own.
You create something. It’s
beautiful. Yeah, I mean, creating is beautiful. You create something like Planet
Weird, and then you back away, and you watch as your own creator energies
continue to expand, continue to express back to you, the creator, in ways that
are unlimited, in ways that maybe you couldn’t have even imagined.
Imagination and creativity –
they’re kind of together – are such that they keep expanding. Yeah! Creativity
isn’t singular. It’s not like you create a painting and that’s it. It hangs on
a wall. I mean, one would think so. But no, it continues to expand
multidimensionally. That’s why some of the great Master could actually paint in
people into the paintings, trap them in there, trap their – eh, it’s not their
soul, but what they think was their soul – their energetic composition.
And that painting, it keeps expanding and expressing. I don’t want to get into
it now, but some of the world’s greatest black magic has been performed in
paintings and a little in music. Oh! So easy. So easy. Some people think they
have to like, you know, do these curses (laughter as Adamus puts up his middle
fingers again) or things like that and try to inflict … I’ll do that again for
the camera. (again puts up his middle fingers) Thank you. Yeah. This is your
Ascended Master giving you the thumbs up! (more laughter)
Okay, now for a bite. So she
brought me this … did you have anything to do with the tuna fish sandwich,
Sandra?
SANDRA: No. It’s safe.
ADAMUS: Oh, then I’m safe eating
it. (a few chuckles; Linda gasps as he takes a big bite) Mmmm. Mmmm. Anybody
want a bite? (someone says “Yeah”) Pass it around, but I’m going to to save
this for me. (he gives the platter to someone in the audience) Mmm! Those of
you watching in just bear me while I eat. Mm. Mm-mm? (offering some to Linda)
LINDA: No thanks! Love you, but
no.
ADAMUS: Mmm. Mmm. Mmmm. Okay,
where were we? Great black magic with paintings. Now, don’t go running home
tonight to start painting your mother-in-law, your ex-wives in there.
(laughter) I know you, Shaumbra. I love you, but I know you. (Adamus chuckles)
So the fact is wherever a
creator – which you are, by the way. Remember that? We’re creators. Eh,
you’ve forgotten it. But a creator creates something, anything, no matter what
it is, and is blessed and loves … it’s good to admire your own creations. Stop
the humble act. When you create something that’s really good, say, “Damn right
it’s good!” Think about me. “Goddamn right it’s good!” (some laughter) Then
back away. That creation will continue expanding and creating
multidimensionally and whatever else. But it doesn’t stop, because it’s your
little baby. It’s your creation. (Edith drops something in her lap) Watch that.
That tuna jumps still, right out of the sandwich onto your lap. (some chuckles)
The creation wants to continue to
express back to the creator – you – its joy, its limitlessness. It wants to
continue expressing back its grace and its fullness. So it will continue
growing or expanding, whatever you want to call it. That’s the amazing thing
about creation. It has a lot of implications when you stop for a moment and
feel into that. Everything you do is basically a creation, whether it’s created
under hypnosis, in other words, old programming. It’s still a creating, and it
will still continue expressing back to you, continue to grow.
Now, let’s bring consciousness
into the equation, which generally it hasn’t been.
So suddenly you’re a conscious
creator. What does that mean? It means you’re not just stumbling through your
day trying to get to the end of the day. Because we’re reversing it now anyway,
the end of the day is going to happen before the beginning of the day. So
instead of just stumbling through the day going through the motions trying to
get to the end of the day, suddenly you become conscious. You become aware
you’re in a day. I mean, it seems
simple, but most people don’t realize it – “Today is a day.” In Quantum
Allowing I asked everyone to start their morning before they even get out of
bed with “I Exist.” It’s really one of the greatest things you could do for
yourself. “I Exist,” before those feet hit the floor. Sounds good,
right? – “I Exist.” You come into that knowingness and that clarity. “Ah!
Wow! I’m a creator. I’m here.”
Sounds really simple, right?
(someone says “Yes”) Yeah. And then you’ll do it once and then you’ll forget.
(someone says “Yep”) Yeah. (Adamus chuckles) Yep! Why is that? Well, that’s a
whole other Shoud, but I wonder sometimes. It’s so easy. Do you realize how
much time and energy and consciousness you spend on your problems? Out of,
let’s say, an average 16 hours of waking each day, how much time do you think,
in consciousness and energy, is spent on your problems?
SART: Sixteen.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) Sart, 16. Eh,
give yourself more credit. Fifteen and a half! (laughter) No, actually about I
would say realistically about 60, 70 percent of the time humans will spend
their energy on problems.
So why is it when I say start the
day out with the simple “I Exist” – not I exist (grumpily), but “I Exist!” – and feel into it, that
realization, that you exist! I mean, that’s the good news, isn’t it? (no
response) Oh. (someone says “Yes”) Maybe February 14th next year is
not such a good … (Adamus laughs)
So how difficult it is to start
your day with a simple “I Exist” and feel it. It will absolutely change your
perspective. Instead of spending 70 percent of your time on problems – time and
consciousness – it’ll start going down to 50, 40, 30, 20. You’ll hover at about
15 or 20 percent of the time still going to problems. Not because you can’t get
rid of them; you don’t want to get rid of them. No. Because, you know, you get
down to that low percent – 15 percent of your time, energy, consciousness on
problems, it’s kind of fun actually. It is. It’s like … you’re not going to hang
on to it. It’s kind of like a little self-abuse time each day. (some laugher)
It’s a little flagellation. It’s like (he mimes whipping himself) but it’s kind
of fun. And then you can still relate to other people and then you can tell
yourself how good you are that you can get out of it. So you’ll hang on to
about 15 percent. No, that’s good. That’s fun. And it’s such a change versus 70
percent of the time, energy and consciousness going to problems.
Have you ever … (Adamus chuckles
slightly) Have you ever stopped for a moment … I have to answer my own question
before I continue – No! (laughter) Have you ever just stopped for a moment and
said to yourself, “You know, these problems, they just keep happening over and
over again.” Duh. Same problem, actually. Same problem. How many lifetimes same
stinking problem? Same person. Same … you know, I mean, we can talk openly.
Right? (some people say “Right”)
LINDA: Maybe.
ADAMUS: This side of the room is
okay. (laughter) But let’s say we’re talking about other people. Not you, of
course. But don’t they ever stop and say, “Why do these problems never end?!
These problems just keep going.” People that I know, I watch in on – I’m not
looking at anybody – but they’ve been married five, six times. (Adamus makes a
face of disbelief; some laughter) And you complain about it??! I mean, I can
understand you doing it just because you like the experience. But you complain
about it then?! And the problem is is then I hear them talking in their mind,
and they can’t even remember the names of their exes. (more laughter) I mean,
if I really force them, but to them it’s just one great big complaint. It’s one
great big bad relationship, and some of them don’t even realize. They wake up
in the morning and go, “Who’s she? Oh, it’s my fourth. Oh okay.” (more laughter)
The amount of time and energy … hi
dear. (to Linda; some laughter) The amount of time and energy that goes to
problems, and you can change it like that – snap!
– like that, with consciousness. With consciousness.
So I want you to now look at
yourselves. How much of … can you just give me an “I Exist” first thing in the
morning before you get out of bed? (audience says “Yes”) But you say that, but
can you just give it to yourself, the I Exist, before you get out of bed? It’s
not a magic formula. It’s a realization. It’s consciousness. I Exist. Boom!
Basic consciousness. Trumps everything else. If you can wake up in the morning consciously, rather than the way you’re
doing it, it will absolutely change today.
You don’t have to do anything
besides that. You don’t have to say it for twenty minutes. You don’t have to do
anything else. Just wake up in the morning and feel it – “I Exist” – and then
get up and go about your day, but observe how your day is lining up very, very
different. You’re lining up
different.
The Year of Consciousness is the
Year of Awareness, the awareness of your day, the awareness of the awareness.
Consciousness is not a power nor an energy; it’s simply awareness. And it’s
interesting, because one would argue that, “Well, humans must be aware. They
have to be able to drive a car and write their name and remember their social
security number.” Well, that’s not awareness. That’s all memorization. There’s
little or no awareness in there. They don’t write their name with awareness.
They just write their name. It’s like duhhh! Just, you know, it’s rote. They do
it over and over.
This is the Year of Consciousness
for you. It’s a year of awareness.
It’s so simple. You don’t really actually have to work on it. You just have to
be aware of it. It changes everything.
It’s going to change the planet – absolutely
change the planet – as awareness comes more and more and as we talked
about in ProGnost, there’s going to be some who absolutely fight it. They don’t
want it. They don’t want awareness actually. Why would that be? Why would one
not want awareness? (audience calls out various answers) Power, change, fear.
Fear … with awareness comes, well, awareness. It comes realization, comes
knowingness. And maybe there are a lot who don’t want that, who fear it. “What
happens if I have to look at myself and I don’t like what I see?”
I have an interesting question –
and Linda I think it’s time for the microphone here – an interesting question
for you. On a scale of one to a hundred – 100 being the highest number, of
course, and one being the lowest – where’s human consciousness on a scale
of one to a hundred? Just curious to see. Not your consciousness, but the
planet’s consciousness.
LINDA: The planet’s.
ADAMUS: One to 100.
LINDA: Okay, I’m going to go to an
expert.
ADAMUS: Where is consciousness?
Ah! One to a hundred. Where would you peg it?
PATRICIA: Twenty-five.
ADAMUS: I have a number and …
okay.
PATRICIA: I don’t know. I just got
it.
ADAMUS: Okay, good. Excellent.
Where is consciousness? One to 100. Now, realize that humans have been on this
planet for millions and millions of years …
SHAUMBRA 2 (woman): Ten.
ADAMUS: Ten. Okay. We’re going
downhill quickly. (laughter)
PETE: Two.
ADAMUS: Two! Geez, Pete! For
Pete’s sake! (laughter)
LINDA: Ah, ha, ha, ha! Pete’s
sake! Ha, ha, ha!
ADAMUS: Oh Pete!
LINDA: This is so funny!
ADAMUS: Okay. Two, 10, 25. Do I
hear … do I hear …
SHAUMBRA 3 (woman): Five.
LINDA: Oh, she said five.
ADAMUS: Five. (Adamus sighs) Wow…
I am leaving next year! (Adamus chuckles)
SHAUMBRA 4 (man): Eighteen.
ADAMUS: Eighteen. Okay, we’ve got
hope coming back. Yeah, we’ve got hope coming back. What’s …
TAD: Thirty.
ADAMUS: Thirty. The eternal
optimist here. (Adamus chuckles) Good.
MARY SUE: I’m going to go up to
35.
ADAMUS: Thirty-five. Wow! Wow! Do
I hear a 40? (laughter)
LINDA: Okay, wait. Here. Tuna
sandwiches for you.
SHAUMBRA 1: Forty.
ADAMUS: Forty.
SHAUMBRA 6: That’s what I thought
at first.
ADAMUS: Forty. Okay.
SHAUMBRA 1: Yeah.
ADAMUS: There’s no right or wrong.
There’s my answer though. (some chuckles)
LINDA: Thank you. Anyone else want
to share?
ADAMUS: A couple more. So we’re
kind of between two and 40.
SHAUMBRA 5 (woman): One hundred,
because we’re already here now.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Well, I’m talking
about humans out there. Not … (someone says “the whole universe”)
ADAMUS: You think they’re at 100?
I am leaving.
SHAUMBRA 5: Because …
ADAMUS: And I’m not waiting till
next year.
SHAUMBRA 6: … we’re here now.
ADAMUS: I’m going right now.
(Adamus chuckles)
SHAUMBRA 5: We’re going to the end
now.
ADAMUS: Yes.
PETE: Three.
ADAMUS: Oh Pete! Gosh! (laughter)
You increased by 50 percent in just two minutes. Amazing.
SCOTT: 22.33.
ADAMUS: 22.33. Okay. That’s good.
You care to, you know, extrapolate that anymore?
SCOTT: Point, point, point.
ADAMUS: Point, point, point. Yeah.
Okay, good. One more.
ALI: I first thought 24.
ADAMUS: Twenty-four. Okay, good.
Interesting.
LINDA: Oh, one last one. One last
one.
ADAMUS: One last one.
SART: It’s just Sart. (laughter)
No, I’d say about a 40.
ADAMUS: About a 40. Okay. I’m
surprised that one of you didn’t say, “It doesn’t matter,” because it doesn’t. My
number actually is 26. Twenty-six. We just kind of crossed over the quarter
point of twenty-five. And there is no official number in the other realms, but
I take a measurement. I look at the true potential for embodied living on this
planet, for consciousness.
Before – I would say – before
something super mega quantum happens, the planet kind of goes off somewhere
else, but under the current conditions of the planet, about a twenty-six.
I don’t know if that’s good news
or bad news. I guess it’s good news, because we have a lot of growth room. (a
few chuckles) I guess it’s … if you look at it from a perspective of all these
millions of years, how much longer is it going to take to get to, let’s say,
60, if it took millions of years to get to 26?
LINDA: Thirty-five years.
ADAMUS: Thirty-five more years?
LINDA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: To get to 60?
LINDA: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: And without major
disruption on the planet?
LINDA: I didn’t say that.
ADAMUS: Ah! Ah! Okay.
So I would give it about a 26, in
other words, to say that there is still a long way to go. But Linda’s absolutely
correct. It’s not going to take millions …
LINDA: What was that?‼ Oh my god!
Is that recorded?! Can you play that for Geoff?!
ADAMUS: For once … (Linda laughs
loudly) today, Linda is absolutely correct, because as I’ve said many times
before, consciousness begets consciousness. It’s kind of a snowball effect and
it just starts happening. So it’s not going to take another three or four
million years to get to fifty. It could just be a matter of ten years or fifteen
years. It kind of doesn’t matter, ultimately, but just to give you kind of a
concept of … consciousness is actually kind of low. It really is. And it wanes.
It goes up and down. There’ve been points where it could have been fourteen,
gone to twenty, back down to eight. Consciousness kind of comes and goes. But
right now it’s got a full head of steam on (meaning a lot of momentum), and
with the embodied Masters, with you in a very conscious human state, it’s going
to accelerate quickly.
Therein, there’s going to be
problems, because old systems simply won’t be able to handle consciousness. And
it’s not necessarily about wars or anything like that, but old systems just
won’t be able to handle it. So it’s going to mean people have to be very
flexible, very adaptive.
Ascended Masters
And – I will make a point here
sooner or later – something interesting happened recently also with
consciousness and
your consciousness.
At the ProGnost event, I talked about this Ascended
Masters Room, once a
month gathering with the Ascended Masters. It was pretty significant. We really
couldn’t have done that before – two years ago, three years ago. First of all,
the Ascended Masters who are now children, for the most part – two, three,
five, six, seven years old – weren’t quite ready for that.
You weren’t quite ready for it. You would have gone into that room
and started yakking away and started coming [up with] a lot of makyo. But now
we can do it. Now I see how you go into that Ascended Master’s room on the full
moon and you’re just in that sweetness. You’re just in that energy without all
the chat and all the makyo and everything else. You can just be who you are in
that place. Very beautiful.
It was an important point also
because these Ascended Masters, they have the bodies of small children, and in
a way, they have the heart and the consciousness of a Master, but still the
mind of a child. So they’re going through a lot of adjustments. But they’re at
the point now where they can come in to each and every one of our gatherings.
They weren’t doing it before. But when I said earlier, did you notice something
different today, they’re in our gatherings now. They’re not here to learn or to
teach. They’re here to be in this safe space so they can realize themselves.
Now, their realization is going to
be a little different than yours. Yours is about realizing your I Am-ness. But
they’re coming in to realize their humanness in a way that they’ve never
realized it before. So can you imagine the convergence of energies that are
happening now. They’re here. They’re here, joining us for the Shouds, and they’ll
continue to be here. You – allowing the realization or the consciousness of
your divinity; them – allowing the realization of their humanity. Pretty,
pretty impressive. Pretty amazing. Something definitely is different here.
So let’s take a deep breath and
just feel into these Ascended Masters in little … it’s hard to imagine
sometimes a Grand Ascended Master running around drooling and snot coming from
his nose and forgot to put his pants on or things like that. That’s the mature
ones. (laughter)
Take a moment just to feel into
that, how they join us. They’re really looking to realize the humanity they
never truly allowed in their lifetimes.
What a convergence we have going
on here.
(pause)
Now, one more thing and then we’ll
get to our merabh.
LINDA: Mmm.
ADAMUS: Mmm. Ehh, that’s all you
want, the merabhs.
God
One more thing. I’m going to go on
a bit of a God rant, and if you don’t like God rants go to sleep.
LINDA: Ohh.
ADAMUS: And the reason why I am,
this is the time of consciousness, and consciousness on the planet, the number twenty-six
of consciousness, is a direct result of God … of God. Not that God is
inflicting it, but God. It’s the glass ceiling of consciousness. It’s the glass
ceiling of humanity’s ability to expand. God. God. The concept of God, the
consciousness of God is what’s keeping things kind of bottled up.
Now, I can stand here and talk
about God and not worry about getting hit by lightning, because that’s not my
God that does that. It’s somebody else’s and their fear. I have no fear of God,
because I am my own god, as you are your own.
But this planet right now has this
glass ceiling of God. In other words, it’s keeping things artificially held in.
It’s human’s very old belief of what a God is. And part of your residue, my
friends, is still that God, is still some old issues about God, partly because
of your upbringing, partly just because mass consciousness creates it.
God is nothing more than mass
consciousness. It’s that simple. The God that humans supposedly worship, that
God doesn’t really exist. That God’s not the creator. The God that humans
worship is just mass consciousness.
And it’s funny, because some of
the most righteous, belief-oriented beings that I’ve ever met had the greatest
doubts, the ones who really tout God. They bang on the Bible, they spout
scripture, they carry on about God and Jesus, and they have no concept of what
either one of those are. They are actually the greatest doubters. But what do
they do in their doubt? They become the greatest defenders. They become the
greatest defenders and judgers of others. If you look into the heart of one of
these very conservative, ultra-orthodox types – the greatest doubters.
Why? Well, it’s obvious. They talk God. They preach God. They judge based on
God, but they’ve yet to experience it. They’ve yet to feel it.
So wouldn’t that cause doubt in
your own mind, for you? If you’re the biggest advocate of something, the
biggest advocate of lemon meringue pie, but you’ve never tasted it at all, wouldn’t
that cause some internal conflict that maybe there’s something wrong in
paradise? And that’s exactly what we have on this planet – those who are
vigorously holding on to a God that doesn’t exist. They have no concept. It’s a
very old human God.
I bring this up because it’s an
issue that still is with each and every one of you to a degree. To a degree.
God is that thing that humans place above and outside themselves. The greater
power, the unknown, the mysterious. But there’s been a weird consciousness
about God, to take it and put it outside of one’s self, to make it something
somewhere else. It’s almost irreverent to say that it’s here.
So where is consciousness? Out
there somewhere else. Unknown. Unknown. To be discovered, the greater being.
Consciousness has put God out there, and that’s why we’re still at twenty-six.
But this group – this group – has the ability to put it right here (inside).
The consciousness of Spirit, Source, the I Am, I Exist, to put it right here.
That’s what embodied enlightenment is about. Not the consciousness of a God out
there or a creator out there, but right here. Sounds so simple. It is. It’s
just … yeah.
See, where there was no reality,
where there was no anything, where there was no truth before, suddenly it
becomes so once consciousness is there. You can argue and say, “Well, how do I
know? How is it going to be that suddenly God’s in here?” Because your
consciousness is in here, because your consciousness of God is suddenly
integrated, embodied, accepted and allowed within. And then it becomes so.
EDITH: Feels magnificent.
ADAMUS: It feels magnificent.
But I said at the end of our
beginning that there’s still some dirt on there. There’s still an attachment to
a mass consciousness God, which is not God at all. God help all those who
believe in that God, because it’s not true whatsoever, nothing to do with
truth. If somebody came to me and said, “Adamus Saint-Germain, what is God?”
Consciousness. Awareness. I Am-ness. And then everything springs from there –
life, creativity, experiences, joy, struggles, everything. But it starts … God
is just the I Exist. (someone says “Preach it brother!”) And it’s not out
there. It’s right here. Yeah! Yeah! I heard you brother! Yeah, yeah! Pass the
basket! Quickly, Linda! Quickly! Quickly! (laughter) We have a bowl here; just
pass that around! Okay.
So, my friends, the bottom line is
the twenty-six, the number, because there is a glass ceiling on God. People are
afraid to break through it. They’re terrified to break through it. They would
rather actually encounter Satan than try to break through that glass ceiling of
God, because it’s going to shatter every belief system. It’s going to shatter
all their attachments and connections with what they think is reality, which is
not really reality whatsoever. It’s going to change everything. And it is. And
you’re doing it. It’s not so bad.
Cleansing Merabh
But let’s do a little bathing.
Let’s bring up the beautiful music of Einat and Gerhard. And I’m going to ask
you this: don’t effort anything here. Just allow the magical energies of you,
of your consciousness, of your I Am-ness to cleanse some of that residue –
religious residue, new age residue, spiritual residue – and just let it cleanse
some of that off. And in doing so, dissolve away your own glass ceiling about
God.
See, as long as there is that
glass God ceiling, there’s a limitation of consciousness. As long as there is
that artificial ceiling there of consciousness, then you’re going to feel
compressed and held in, you’ll feel a pain in the body and craziness in the
brain.
So let’s take a deep breath and
let’s bring the house lights down. So this is kind of a cleansing merabh.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
(music begins)
It’s like going through the
carwash, kind of; you don’t have to do anything. You’re not out there scrubbing
the car, getting off the grime. You just roll your car in, push that little
button.
I know, some of you are saying,
“Oh! The sign came up: ‘Car wash is out of order today.’” (Adamus chuckles) No.
You just push that button and you roll in and you let all the energies serve
you.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
Consciousness is so beautiful.
It’s just awareness. It’s I Am. I Exist. There’s not a thought or an energy to
go with it. It doesn’t need it. It’s kind of an internal rhythm, harmony,
continual flow – I Exist, I Am – and life springs from there. Creation comes
from there.
But when that consciousness is
suppressed, when that consciousness is basically ignored, when that
consciousness is basically obscured by the dirt of life, by old beliefs, by old
residue, then life gets to be kind of rough. Then that’s when people keep
repeating the same patterns, same experiences, the same activities with the
same people and the same outcomes lifetime after lifetime after lifetime.
That’s when you kind of go crazy
and say, “Why do all these things keep happening to me?” Well, it’s pretty
simple. It’s just you’ve obscured consciousness.
But the moment … the moment that
you choose, the moment that you become aware of the awareness, it all comes
back. The moment consciousness is placed back into consciousness – ah! –
everything starts expanding again.
So just roll yourself into your
own cosmic carwash here and let the cleansing begin.
Let the energies serve you.
(pause)
Gently cleaning off all that old
residue.
(pause)
What’s really nice about it is
that you don’t have to do any work. You just put your consciousness here, and
it all happens.
I love awareness. It’s so simple.
It always strikes me as odd that people don’t allow awareness. Actually, they
avoid it. They actually avoid awareness. You could argue and say that maybe
it’s too painful. The light shines too bright, whatever. They go out of their
way, out of their way of awareness.
Now, they think that because they
think that they’re living, but there’s a huge difference.
You can think about how you’re
going to solve certain problems at work. You can think about what you’re going
to do after work. You can think about how you’ve lived your life. But you know,
that’s really not awareness. That’s thinking. Not a lot of life in thinking.
But then there’s awareness. It’s
consciousness, and the moment you place your awareness somewhere, where you put
your heart, I guess, you might say, it suddenly brings life.
It’s so simple you’d think
everyone would do it. So simple you wonder why you haven’t done it before.
Sometimes this residue builds up
and it’s hard to do, and you end up spending seventy percent of your waking
hours working on your problems. And I forgot to mention, the other thirty percent
of your waking hours – time, energy, consciousness – is spent creating new
problems.
LINDA: Oww.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) It is! Seventy
percent resolving old problems, 30 percent – all right 29 percent – creating
new problems.
It doesn’t have to be that way at
all. At all.
You just take a deep breath and be
in awareness. Be in awareness of your awareness. That’s all. Just “I Exist.”
Where there is consciousness,
there will come life – real life, creative life.
(pause)
While we’re in the midst of this
merabh of cleansing, while you’re getting this carwash of your soul, we have a
special bonus going on today here. You also get the opportunity right now to
feel creativity.
Now, some of you think you’re
creative, a lot of you think you’re not. I’m not talking about that kind of
creativity, like writing a poem. I’m talking about just making something out of
nothing. I guess that’s the definition of consciousness. Bringing your
awareness to where nothing existed, and then it springs to life.
It’s not necessarily about what
you make with your hands or figure out in your mind, but just wide-open
creativity. Bringing awareness into your life, into anything.
I talked before about a true
creator creates, blesses, is terribly impressed with themselves and then backs
away. Feel for a moment now your creation, continuing to expand and express; basically
singing back to you all of its joy of being, the desire to continue expressing
and expanding.
That’s amazing. And you know,
those creations, whether they’re physical or nonphysical, they just keep going
through time and space.
Can you imagine that for a moment?
Something you create; let’s say, you just create a song. You’re out for a walk,
you just make up a little song and sing it to yourself. Well, you just created
something and it never dies. Never, ever, ever dies. Your human mind might
forget it ten minutes later, but it is now basically traveling throughout
creation, the dimensions, constantly expressing in joy.
The nice thing too is anything
you’ve ever created, anything you’ve ever created you can feel again. You can
feel its joy of being. It’s not a souled being like you, but something you
created that’s constantly rejoicing.
Can you hear it? Can you feel it?
(pause)
A lot of your dreams at night are
creations. Oh, they’re still out there. They’re still expanding and being and
rejoicing.
A lot of times you’ll have little
inspirations during your day, a thought about something or even maybe a little
invention or sometimes I see you writing books. You write books in your heart,
not so many of you write them on paper. But do you realize those creations are
still out there? They didn’t go away. Maybe they never got printed as a book.
That doesn’t matter. You created it. It’s still out there and also right here.
Just feel into its rejoicing right
now. You made this. It was never there before. You made it and now it’s singing
back to you.
(pause)
How’s that washing going? How is
that cleansing going? Pretty easy, isn’t it?
(pause)
We’re going to be coming to that
final rinse cycle in just a few moments, then a good drying.
Right now just take a deep breath
and feel how energies serve you, if you just let them.
(pause)
It’s kind of amazing. You’ve been
trained that you have to kind of work energies like you’d work a herd of cattle
and make them work for you. No. No.
You don’t have to supervise them. You don’t have to keep pushing them. They’re
just here working for you.
You made a choice to be in this
space today.
You helped create this space
today.
Now those energies are just
soaping you up, scrubbing you down, helping to release some of that old grime.
That old grime that’s accumulated, that’s kept you from really being aware of
your awareness. A lot of that old grime is … that really sticky stuff is about
God.
Sometimes they’re those old voices
playing in your head – teachers, nuns, rabbis – but like I said before,
human consciousness kind of put God out somewhere else. Not so much belief, but
consciousness, and there’s a huge difference.
Human consciousness put God out
somewhere else. Turned him into pretty much a guy, a male. Made him real
mysterious, made him kind of human at the same time. Untouchable. Untouchable.
And so it became so. That’s where
God resided then. That’s where consciousness was. That’s where it was limited,
and therefore, creation was also limited.
But my dear friends, God belongs
in you.
God belongs in you.
Spirit, Source, the Creative One,
the Eternal One, the I Am belongs in you.
Now let’s connect the dots.
Remember I said consciousness can go into anything and it brings life. Where
there is consciousness, there is life. If the consciousness is that God is in
you, then it becomes so.
That’s why we had to do this
cleansing today though to get rid of the old concept of Spirit, God, Creator.
(pause)
It’s in you right now. It is you. Funny thing, it always was.
Oh, I know your head is rattling a
little bit right now, not quite being able to comprehend. But it’s in you. It
was always there, so familiar … in you.
In your time of consciousness we
bring God back, Spirit back, Source back – back to you.
Wow.
(pause)
Can you feel our Ascended Master
friends, the incarnate Masters? There’s something going on here. There’s
something changing with the energy.
There’s something kind of funny
happening for, oh, about fifteen hundred two-year-olds, three-year-olds,
four-year-olds right now. Something kind of funny happening for thousands of
40-, 50-, 60-year-olds who call them Shaumbra.
Consciousness. I Am. I Exist.
We’re breaking through that glass
ceiling of God.
Sounds pretty simple, but this was
a big one. This was a really big one.
So let’s go into the drying cycle
right now. We’ve had a good washing. Let’s go into the drying cycle and listen
to the music play.
Take a good deep breath, as that
dryer just surrounds you with a warm flow.
(long pause)
Let’s take a good deep breath
together. Ah!
As Cauldre and Linda said, you are
really good at creating safe spaces; spaces for you to experience your own
realization.
Remember that where there is
consciousness, there is life. Where there is consciousness, there is life.
Where there is awareness, there is joy.
Take a good deep breath … good
deep breath, my dear friends.
So I can just hear the
conversation now. You go home, your young one says, “Mom, what’d you do today?”
You say, “Oh, I brought God back me.”
With that, my dear friends, all is
well in all of creation.
Thank you. Thank you. (audience
applause)