THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series:
SHOUD 7: "Disconnect" - Featuring Adamus St. Germain, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 4, 2006
Guess who! (audience laughter). I am, yes, I am, the energy of Adamus Saint-Germain. Why is it that when I come in everybody flinches in their seats. When Tobias comes in, you lean back, you relax, you become like butter. I cause some nervousness among Shaumbra, perhaps.
I’m your substitute teacher today (audience laughter). Tobias is busy working on the upcoming workshop that will be held about sexual energies, literally working with those who have chosen to attend this very shifting workshop, as a transformation of energies that have been stuck for a long time. And very rarely is it that a group of humans, particularly human angels involved in this spiritual journey, ever have the fortitude to address it at its deepest levels. Not just talking about the physical part of sex or just the emotional part, but talking about sex and its core energies, how it was created in the first place, how it has been used for some of the grandest feats on earth, used as an energy type of vessel or energy feeding to propel some of the greatest leaders of your times, as well as in the historic times, to grandness. Sex can do this. And we’re not just talking about the physical act of sex, but the energy of sex.
And as so many of you know, it can be used to destroy. It can be used to enslave. It can be used to manipulate, and has held many Shaumbra for lifetimes and lifetimes – a type of prison that has kept you from realizing who you are. Tobias, right now at this moment, is working with those who are going to attend as well as with the facilitators. He has said very little about this workshop – to Cauldre or any of the others – for we don’t want there to be any preconceived notions. We don’t want there to be any of the intellects – intellect, little problem Cauldre (laughter) – the brain work surrounding this entire event.
So, he has asked me to step in. You’re hearing a different Adamus Saint-Germain today, because I released most of my arrogance in the Bahamas (audience laughter), a kinder, gentler Saint-Germain. But there was one request that Tobias had when he asked me to step in today. He asked me to also bring along a very special guest, one who you know quite well, as a way of balancing my energies and perhaps you could feel his as well – the energy of Kuthumi (a “yay” heard in the audience).
Now, yay as you may (lots of audience laughter), Kuthumi will not be speaking today. He is actually in a period of silence where he is not speaking to any beings right now. He is not doing any channeling at this time. He has gone into silence for a period of time, partly for the development of his own self and partly because he is literally working with a new method of transmitting energy and what you would call information to others. He is bypassing the normal circuitry – the circuitry we are using, for instance, right now that allows this Shoud to take place where we gather together your energy as Shaumbra, we create some types of energy passageways into Cauldre where he then translates the words or most of the words, so that you can hear them with your ear. But Kuthumi is in a quiet period and some of us on our side of the veil are wondering if he’s actually pouting that he didn’t get to do his “What am I cow dung anyway?” workshop (laughter), this winter in Cleveland. But no, we think he’s in silence. He won’t talk to us one way or the other.
Tobias did ask for his energy to come in and help balance, both with the humor, for we’re going to address some topics today that deal with some of the physics of what you are experiencing in this very transitional time, but indeed as you know also, that Kuthumi is very, very wise. Kuthumi has a wonderful ability to take some very difficult concepts and bring them down into very simple forms. And it is quite often that you feel his presence in your life, particularly when you get into your mind traps – when you get stuck – or when you get so esoteric that it has absolutely no application to your human life, although it feels fun to go out there at times, but we were so removed from human reality and potential, that is when you feel Kuthumi come in. He helps to simplify things. He helps to bring them down to a very grounded and basic level. So, while you may not hear him today, you certainly will feel his presence in this Shoud woven into the energies.
Even as the music was playing today, we love, all of us – Tobias, Kuthumi and I – we love to transmit so much of the energy of the Shoud even before the words are said, and we literally use the music to bring this in, because in the music there is no thought. The music is literally a number in time, you see. Music, a number in time, that unravels itself energetically and can contain so much more energy than notes or even the singing itself. It is actually like a river that flows through us. You were listening to the music today – a stream or a river of numbers in time coming out into your reality. And that is where Kuthumi literally did so much of his work today, helping to flow his energy in, and now we simply, here in this Shoud, start taking the wrapping off the gift that is in this message. The message from I, St. Germain, from Tobias, Kuthumi and all of Shaumbra gathered all over the world.
I have to address one question before we get into the depths of our discussion today. So many wanted to know after my last appearance here why I had to leave early during the question and answers. By the way, today I will be doing the questions and answers, my favorite part (laughter). Let us hope there is a lot of written questions that can come forth.
Many asked why I had to depart so suddenly, and Tobias said that because I had a very pressing dinner engagement with a Head of State, with your President Bush. And the question has come up again and again, who did I go as? How was I there at this dinner? What took place? What did I hear? What did I possibly say to the President? Did I tell the President about Shaumbra or did we even talk about a spiritual revolution going on all over the world? No, I did not do that, no. I did have the delightful opportunity at dinner that night to pee on the floor (audience laughter). I was taken to a back room for a little while, but then later led out by one of the staff members. Oh, I came in as Barney, the dog! (laughter) Yes. I came in because it is much easier to put my energy into a dog than so many of those stuffy politicians! (much laughter) I used to come in through Spot, but Spot died and now I come in through Barney – delightful little pup. It allows me during the times – he is very willing, by the way. He is, matter of fact, finds it very humorous and he allows some of us to work through him. It allows us to get our energy into the room. Yes, we do have to sniff a few legs in what we do. I’m not so quite used to doing that in my role as St. Germain (laughter), but we actually are fed good food when we take over Barney. He doesn’t get the typical Alpo or Purina. He is fed some very lovely dinner scraps.
But it allowed me to – yes, I did attend the party – and it allowed me to move around to the guests and while I sat beside them and they petted me, can you imagine what I was able to transmit to them? The information and the energy that I shared? I did get so excited at one point because I could actually feel some of them opening up, actually feel a heart energy in some of guests at dinner that night that literally, as Barney I got so excited I did let go on the floor.
That is how I attended this wonderful state dinner. So just to let you know it is so easy – it is the easiest – to go in through dogs. They have a very wonderful and, what you would call, domesticated energy. But yet – I have to share this with you – dogs get very bored with their owners sometimes. They love to have guests like us come in. Have you ever noticed that on days that your dog is just a bit different than he was in the previous day, that he’s got a different attitude, that he has different mannerisms. That some days that he’d be happy to eat the food you serve him but other days not. Wonder how hard for entities like us to come into a dog and have to eat some of that canned stuff you feed him, and so we just turn it away. It is very easy to bring our energy into species like dogs. Some cats we stay away from for a variety of reasons. They have their own personality. But it was a delightful party. It was a time where much energy could be conveyed, and I stayed actually with Barney for several days in that case.
Let us move on to some more serious discussion on this day. Let us talk about – let us talk about the world. Let us talk about what is going on, on Earth right now. It is actually all fairly obvious. But sometimes when you are in the midst of it, it is difficult to see the – what do they say – the forest from the trees. Difficult to understand what is going on.
It is very simple. Very basic. Everything is speeding up. Literally, now don’t look at your watch when I say this, but time is speeding up right now. Now, the mechanical devices that you wear, your watches and your clocks, they are programmed for a certain sequence, and they don’t know how to get out of that sequence of time. They are very linear. However, time itself doesn’t know this. It doesn’t know that it has to be in a very defined sequence. So, time itself slows down and speeds up depending on the consciousness of the inhabitants, or in this case, of humanity.
In the time of the great one, Yeshua, time moved very, very different than it does now. Your scientists could not possibly see this because they use the measuring point of now time to try to understand an old time. They say that the universe is 3 billion or 30 billion or however many years old. That is so far from the truth, because time shifts and changes. It speeds up and slows down. It even bends. It even flows in the variety of different directions. So, it is very difficult to say that the Universe has a certain date, or that things were on the same time basis 1,000 years ago as what they are today.
Time has speeded up. Things are going faster because consciousness is going faster right now. You can tell it. It’s all around you. Look at your technology, how quickly, quickly it’s changing. Look at the speed of which things are invented. Look at the speed of which even answers come into mass consciousness. Look at the speed of which everything is growing right now. It’s unprecedented. You’re living in a spiritually historic time. Time, being both the element of time and the events that are taking place.
There are entities clamoring to come back in right now. Entities that want to have a spot. Entities that haven’t been incarnate for hundreds or even thousands of years. You could say that the dead are rising. They want to come back, so there is a large influx of children, of humans all over the world that is growing at an unprecedented rate. Plus, there are those who have never been on Earth before – never been embodied in a physical form – they are wanting to come in. These are the ones that Tobias calls the Crystal Children. They are excited about coming in at this very transitional time, a time of great change.
Tobias has talked about this date of September 18, 2007. It’s not so very far away, Shaumbra. Not very far away at all – the quantum leap – the time and the now moment where we take a quantum leap in consciousness. Everything speeds up at such a rate it can’t follow its old path anymore. It has to find a new path.
Now, on the same token while you have unprecedented speed and a fast pace here on Earth, your Earth is being fueled or energized or fed by a very old fuel – fossil fuel. It’s amazing that other fuel sources haven’t been tapped into. What will it take – a disaster, a catastrophe – for consciousness to get a kick-start, to start looking at new methods. How long can the world operate right now at the speed and the pace that it’s going using old fuel sources to power itself? Not very long.
You read sometimes that there is 50 years supply of oil. Probably not. Not unless everyone drastically reduces their consumption. Twenty-five years, that’s probably stretching it, Shaumbra. Fifteen to twenty years, maybe, before the fuel supplies are at such a point that it doesn’t matter anymore. They are so low that oil will become the most valuable thing on Earth, unless, unless another fuel supply is discovered – unless consciousness allows itself to evolve. There is energy all over, and we’re not even just talking about the wind, and the sun and the ocean, not just talking about hydrogen. There is energy everywhere.
It is like living in the middle of a lush garden filled with every imaginable type of food, but the only food that you’ve ever focused on, or humanity in this case, let us call it the corn. You only know how to grow corn. You only know how to eat corn. You only know how to digest corn, but corn is diminishing. More and more people are coming in to eat the corn and you just can’t seem to grow enough. Even though you’re living in this beautiful mecca, this garden, of every other imaginable kind of food source – fruits, vegetables, anything you could possibly want – but consciousness doesn’t see it. They only see corn. They don’t see that they live in this abundant garden.
That is what your fuel situation is like on Earth. You only see oil. Oil on Earth is not much more than 100 years old in terms of fueling humanity. Earth is growing. Look at the changes in the last 100 years. Look at the changes taking place in countries such as India and China where their consumption of fuel is going to increase and increase. Where is this going to come from?
Tobias said recently in a small group channel, don’t be surprised if oil next year goes to $120, $130, $140 a barrel. Don’t be surprised, Shaumbra. The world is continuing to try to fuel itself on old energy. What an incredible metaphor. It’s really quite simple.
From your own standpoint, Shaumbra. You don’t have to get caught in the drama. You don’t have to get into any type of paranoid mode. You will find in your life that you will have enough fuel. No matter what it is – if it comes from oil or gas. In your personal life on Earth, you will have more than enough fuel for what you need. So don’t start going into panic or crisis mode but understand what is happening on Earth. Understand that these changes are taking place, and ultimately, it will be good for all.
In this energy crisis era that you live in – and it is a crisis, it’s just not being brought to the surface perhaps as much as it should be. In this energy era crisis, it has the tendency to bring up old issues that are looking for resolution. It has a tendency to bring up wars, for instance. It brings up old, old issues between tribes and spiritual families. It is all part of the process but be very aware of it. Be very aware of what’s going on. It’s going to cause money to shift in all sorts of different parts of the world. There are certain countries that have dominated the money supply. That’s going to change. It’s going to shift it. It’s going to shift the center of power in the world. And all very appropriate.
It’s going to shift consciousness, literally. So actually take a look at this as being an unprecedented but very positive event in the long run. Ultimately, what we see happening is that there will be those who tap into higher consciousness that allows them to tap into new fuel sources. They will start small, but then it will spread. It will spread all over. So, be very aware of energy right now in your times. Energy just not in terms of fuel, but energy in terms of any energy coming in.
Now, in your own personal lives, in this time that you live in, try to keep it simple. It’s so easy, especially with everything that you’re going through in your lives, it’s so easy to get caught up in the complexities. Keep it as simple as possible. This is one of Tobias’ reoccurring themes. Keep it simple, Shaumbra. Keep it basic. That will keep you clear as well. Take a look – take an inventory of everything in your life. Not just the physical things. Take an inventory of family and friends. Take an inventory of everything going on around you.
Take a deep inventory of your belief systems. We’ve been talking extensively about belief systems. Belief systems are what creates reality. Go through and look at each one, every one of your beliefs like you would go through your closet clearing it of clothes. You know sometimes how the closets tend to get very junky. They get filled with too many things, things that are no longer valuable but they’re still taking up space. Go into your closet, your belief closet, and take a look at everything one by one without judgment. Do you need it anymore? Does it still fit you? Is it out of style? Can you let it go?
Sometimes belief systems, like things in your closet, get so buried and hidden you don’t even see them anymore. Sometimes you need to go and do a complete clearing of that closet. Take everything out. Let it get some fresh air. Put back only what you truly want in your life. There is nothing wrong with belief systems. They’re one of the very core energies or way to structure reality. You need belief systems, but what has happened is that you’ve had them overlaying on top of other overlays. Some of them are competing or conflicting. That will drain your energy right away. That will take energy away from you.
Most of the belief systems that you have right now – I would say 60-70% of them – you don’t need anymore. They don’t serve you. You hang on to them because you think at some point you may go back to that. You hang on to some of the belief systems because you think that you’re supposed to. You hang on to them because you don’t know any better. Nobody ever told you that you can get rid of a belief system.
Belief systems are many and varied. You believe in a certain way of abundance flow into your life. It doesn’t serve you anymore. You believe that certain things should be done a certain way. Why? Just because they were done that way before doesn’t mean they need to be done that way now. There are belief systems that come from mass consciousness that you’ve somehow just allowed into your life. You’ve allowed them to find their way into your closet. But they don’t belong there anymore.
Belief systems – they can be very stubborn. They can hide. They can pretend that they’re still of value to you, but right now Shaumbra, if you are willing to do anything in your life to improve your clarity, go into your belief systems. Every one of them. Evaluate anything. The way you feel about food. The way you feel about life, religion, God. God is the biggest belief system overlay at a high level that there possibly is. Beliefs about what God is and what isn’t. Look at what it’s doing in your world today. Countries and religions fighting, killing, all in the name of God. Why hadn’t anybody gone into the belief system of God and said, “Where did this come from?” Even if it was written in a holy book, “Why is it there? Do we need it anymore? Do we need ‘that’ God anymore?”
Some of you still believe you have to have a God. Interesting. We’re treading on thin ice here. You believe that you have to have a God. There has to be some Almighty Being. Does there have to be this one love, this single unifying force? That is for you to answer, not for I, but take a look at it. Does it serve you?
Some of you – and we’re speaking to all of Shaumbra and indeed all humanity – some of you need this parental figure, the God figure. A figure that you go back to at some point. Some of you need to believe that when you leave here on Earth you go back to this eternal state of perfection and happiness. Does that serve you? It has nothing to do with truth, you know. It has nothing to do with truth. You’re going to discover, if you haven’t already, there is no truth. There are higher levels of consciousness, and truth – truth is continually changing. There is no one truth.
Take a look at what your truths are. Take a look at what you’re holding onto and what you believe. Clear out that closet, all the time looking at simplicity. You live in very difficult and challenging times. Thrilling, of course, but very difficult and challenging. It is best to keep things as simple as possible. Now, that doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy doing a variety of activities. We know some of you are multi-taskers. Some of you like keeping very busy. There’s nothing wrong with that. You’re simply expressing your creative sense inside. But you can also keep it simple.
Another thing. I’m going to go back now into – under our recent workshop in Eleuthera – make choices, you see. You think you do, but I’m going to call you a liar. You think you make choices. You don’t at all. Humans don’t make choices. They simply respond. The crux of our gathering in the Bahamas, in Eleuthera, the place that means freedom, was to say, “What about a choice in your life now?” You say, “No, but I know what – I make choices – I want this, and I want that.” Those aren’t choices. Those are wants. Those are desires. Those are elusive.
Humans tend to not make choices. Think about it and feel it. They respond, and they have a whole set of emotions in their response. They think they know what they want but they are afraid to make a choice. The Eleuthera Synchrotize™ System is about choices – simple choices. We had to go through a lot of discussions about reality and beliefs and about the lies that you tell yourself every day, to get to this point of being able to discuss choices. Not the typical choices that you think about either. We had to go in and take a look at your garden – your reality landscape. Your reality landscape – the reality that you choose to live in – is filled with things you don’t even know are there. Implants, suggestions, overlays that are lifetimes old. Vows, oaths – they don’t need to be there anymore. You planted them there for some reason, for some purpose, and then you kept them in your reality landscape. You don’t need them anymore. Start weeding them out, cleaning them out.
Most people let their reality landscape just grow up all around them. It never occurred to them they have a choice in how they want their reality landscape to look. They just let it occur, and they curse when it gets overgrown. They curse when there’s an imbalance in the ecosystem in their reality landscape. They think that is their destiny; that is their lot. What do you say, “That’s just the way it is.” You’ve accepted that as a very damaging overlay – “That’s just the way it is. It must be my destiny.” Somebody told you somewhere along the line this is what God wants for you. God has no wants for you. Why believe that there is any want? Why believe there is any destiny? You can choose.
Perhaps humans got lazy at some point. They stopped choosing, or it’s too much work perhaps. Just let things happen. Respond to them as things may come. But Shaumbra, you’re a bit different. That’s why you’re here. That’s why you’ve been part of this very evolutionary leading edge group for a long time. It’s time to make choices in your life. Conscious choices. It can begin with a yes and a no. Not “we’ll see what happens.” Not “perhaps” or “maybe,” but a “yes” or “no.” Such a simple, wonderful technique. We go into it in great detail in synchrotizing – something that you can do for yourself. You’re going to find that intuitively you know this material – it is your material – because the Shaumbra that I called together to come to the Bahamas were your representatives. They had some unique attributes, unique characteristics, but they were your representatives.
So, you’ll find that this synchrotizing – this method of choosing and having synchronization return to your life – it’s very intuitive. You’re going to feel that you already know it. We do go through some steps very deliberate and specific so that you can get back on track. Also, so that you can start working with others. This isn’t – by the way, others that you’re going to work with in this, they aren’t Shaumbra. They are outside of Shaumbra, but they’re people who are stepping forward in their consciousness. They’re not satisfied with the old ways or their old self. They want some different answers. So, we’ve laid out this program for Shaumbra to teach and to charge for. I’m going to insist on that right now. Cauldre didn’t mention it before, but if you’re going to teach it, you have to charge for it. The energy does not work otherwise. Trust me.
You teach this synchronization. It is about choices. It is that simple. It is about making choices. We have prescribed a very specific system within it so that others who haven’t had the benefit of your – how to say – enlightenment or consciousness, so they can grasp it. You might be able to grasp it easy, but they are going to have a more difficult time. They’re not at the same place that you are. It’s about choices. But first start using them in your life.
Keep it simple. Make the choices in your life. Understand that things are – on Earth right now – crazy but understand why. Understand the need for it. Know things aren’t going to – how do you say – go to hell or fall apart. Things aren’t going to go into some deep abyss. The energies right now are too dynamic and there are too many on Earth who have high consciousness – Shaumbra for one and there are other groups and families as well – that you couldn’t have this total destruction and total chaos on Earth right now if you wanted it. Those are just a few pointers in your personal life.
Now, let us talk about energy. Let us talk about really what is happening with you right now in your life. Let us continue on with some of the discussions Tobias has been having with you. Let’s talk then about the crystalline realms and how to bring them into your life, how to integrate them into what you’re doing.
What is happening from an overview, and we’re talking a grand, grand overview. At a time and a place, you were oneness. And a difficult concept to try to verbalize, but everything was oneness. Tobias speaks of this as home or the kingdom. The Oneness then opened Itself up to create many, many parts and pieces, giving each part and piece an individual identity – giving every part and piece a sovereign identity. That is what you have. Some of you call it a soul. Some of you call it the inner spirit or God, but that’s what it is – your inner identity.
Now, over a course of a long time and many experiences you finally came to this place called Earth, and as Tobias talked about in the Shoud last month, you came here and somewhere along the way you cut off your conscious connection to your own crystalline realms. You cut off your conscious connection to this place that is beyond the mind – the crystalline realms. And he asked you to do a bit of homework, which I’m sure you thought about. But he said, “Why did you separate from the Crystalline?” “When did you separate from the Crystalline, and how do you return to it?”
At this point in our work together, the crystalline realms become very important – very important because, as was discussed earlier, they go beyond the Near Realms. The Near Realms are associated with earthbound energies. The Near Realms contain only a portion of the energy and the answers. Right now, you’re expanding beyond the Near into the Crystalline. The problem is the Crystalline is not a place of the mind. But it is time to bring that crystalline energy back in. So where did it get cut off? Where did it get separated and why?
I’m going to ask you just to feel that for a moment.
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As we said, at a point everything was one, then it became many. That’s where, what you would call, the angels were created. It became many. The many have always been connected and interconnected to something that Tobias calls the field. The field is the source of energy. The field is what has connected you and kept you connected to yourself, your spirit and everything else. You hear these discussions that everything is all one. In a sense that is true. It’s all interconnected through the field. The field does not exist in a particular point in time or space. It simple is. It has been the energetic power plant for everything that is taking place. Everything has been part of this grand field.
Everything has also been interconnected through the crystalline realms. The crystalline realms – again, we don’t want to call these dimensions 5, 6, 7 or 8, because it has nothing to do with hierarchy – the crystalline realms are outside of earthbound energy. They are perhaps the purest form – it is difficult to describe in words – the purest form in energy without going into another realm. It is far beyond description here, but perhaps the purest form of energy that you could possibly tap into at this time right now. The crystalline realms are where creative ideas are birthed. You’ve all gone there and been there, so energetically the crystalline realms are very familiar, but yet the mind struggles to try to understand. The mind wants to define it, but it simply doesn’t work out there.
Crystalline realms are filled with activity, filled with this creation and birthing. It is a wonderful place to go to if you have ideas you want to develop, if you need solutions, if you simply need to be reinvigorated. The Shaumbra Service Center that Tobias talks about is a type of crystalline energy in itself. But the question was posed, “So why isn’t it here?” Where did you cut yourself off and why? Part of today’s discussion is to answer those questions.
In a sense the Whole will create itself into pieces and ultimately each piece of the Whole, having its own sovereign nature, will totally want to disconnect from the Whole. So, if you had total access and remembrance to the crystalline realms, you would still be tied into the Whole, you see, or tied into the Oneness. Much like right now, you are still tied into or feeding off of the field that ties you back into a type of oneness or in a mass consciousness. So, at some point you cut yourself off from the crystalline realms so that you could develop your own sovereign nature.
We’re going slow here, because there’s a lot of detail, a lot of energy.
The purpose – your purpose, my purpose – for ever having left in the first place was to rediscover ourselves outside of the One, literally separate ourselves from the One in order to recreate the One. Now perhaps that gets a bit – how to say – science fiction, a little mind bending, but we can go with these energies today. The Whole puts Itself into pieces. Each piece having to become totally sovereign so the Whole can reinvent Itself. Yet, while the Whole has reinvented Itself – we’ll call it the One – when the One reinvents Itself, the parts that went off are still independent. It’s an amazing piece of spiritual physics. It is, what we would say, the way God works.
You’re given this sovereign potential. God in your own right, but how can you learn how to be a God in your own right if you’re continually interconnected with all of these old systems, you see. How can you be a God in your own right if you’re still feeding off of the field. How can you be a God in your own right if you’re still running back to the crystalline realms that are part of an angelic mass consciousness, you see. So, you cut yourself off from the crystalline realms consciously.
Now parts of you can still tap into that energy. There are still bits of remembrance. But you cut yourself off from it in general. Some of you have been trying to go back there in this last month or two since we’ve been talking about this – “Yes, I’m going to go into the crystalline realms.” It doesn’t work like what you thought it would, did it? Hard to get there, particularly because it doesn’t accept the mind, but especially because you gave yourself a mandate or an overlay that you couldn’t go back there anymore. You couldn’t go back.
Now you’re coming up to another major one – major, major. You’re going to cut yourself off from the field. That would be akin in a sense if you had lived in the city all of your life and you just accepted the reality of the utility company. They supplied the electricity to your apartment, the gas that heated it. All the infrastructure was there. You simply accepted that it was there, and one day you packed your bags, you went out into the country miles and miles from anyone and lived off, what they call the grid. You became self-sufficient.
I want you to understand the analogy here of what’s happening in your personal life and what’s happening in the world around you right now. The shifts and change in society and consciousness.
But back to the discussion, you cut yourself off from the crystalline realms so that you could discover your own within you. Not one that’s interconnected with the crystalline realms, and the outer galaxies or whatever you want to say that they are. Not one that is interconnected with the crystalline galaxies where the high angels work. Your own. Your own power plant right inside you, you see.
That is why you cut it off. You cut it off over a period of time. It wasn’t done all at once. When you first came to this Earth as an angel taking physical form, you still had a connection with the crystalline. We all did. Particularly during the days and times of Lemuria. We could travel back and forth. We could cross in and out of the crystalline realms. But then it started going away, it started leaving. And particularly in this era that we would call the Christos era of humanity. In the last several thousands of years, you’ve really cut yourself off from it.
Odd, that you would be living in, what we call, the Christos or the crystal time on Earth but yet cut yourself off from the crystalline realms. But you did it and I did it so we could have our own. So, we could discover our own, for how are you ever going to be God also – sovereign and whole unto yourself. A God with all of the capabilities, with all of the energetics of the source of One, but yet unique in your own way.
So you cut yourself off. You cut yourself off so you would have to go inside and begin looking. You would have to explore yourself. In the same token, along those same lines, you’ve cut yourself off energetically in this life from things that you knew didn’t serve you anymore. You cut yourself off from families because it’s been difficult to an extent. You’ve cut yourself off from jobs and businesses and lovers. Not because you did anything wrong, not because you didn’t deserve it or because you were abnormal. You have cut those things off so you continually, working together with your soul based energy, have to go in and in and in – the Self-discovery. The crystalline energies are within you. They are yours. They are there. You brought them there. Two thousand years ago you said, “I’m going to bring them to Earth with me. I’m going to bring them out at the right time. I’m going to disconnect from the overall crystalline realms so I can discover my own.” That is being sovereign.
And now, the next step, the field. Cutting yourself off from the source of this outside energy that has kept you going all this time. Cutting yourself off from the energetic flow. I mean this is a large scale deal, Shaumbra. Having to go inside for your own personal energy. Not relying one bit on spiritual energy from the outside – life force energy from the outside. Going into your own. A bit scary perhaps, but it can be done. I have done it. Others have done it. Not many, and never before, a large group. That is where you’re going right now. Releasing ... if you can imagine from all of those connections or wires or grids or patterns, whatever you want to call them, that keep you connected to the field. Those things that are feeding you and feeding your reality. The fuel you are using in your reality landscape. Now we’re going to cut it off.
Oh, you’ve already agreed to do it. I don’t even need to ask the question. I’m simply telling you what’s happening in your life. I’m simply trying to share with you why you feel like you’re being turned inside out and upside down. This is what’s happening. But you have agreed to it at some level.
The difficult part of disconnecting from the grid and the field is that you’ve relied on it. It’s what you know. It’s a belief system and an overlay that you’ve accepted, and you’ve just fed and fed and fed off of it. You’ve used it to create your reality. When you disconnect from it, an anxiety starts to come in. A fear starts to come in. I’m talking from my own personal experience. The smell of death literally starts to come in, Shaumbra. What you would call that dark shadow of death. You feel it. You start sensing it in your dreams – frightening dreams, scary dreams. Dreams that have you running, trying to find friends, you see. Many of you have had that. Trying to find family. Dreams that have you running trying to find some comfort, feeling like you’re lost in the middle of nowhere. Because your entire human spiritual mechanism and system feels what’s happening. Slowly, a little at a time, disconnecting the next and the next and the next grid or wire or pattern.
Parts of you, the humanness of you, in particular, not knowing exactly what’s going to happen. Can you survive? Can you find it within yourself? How difficult and how deep does it have to get before your personal new energy system kicks in? What does it take? It is unique in every case. Some of you are going to perhaps feel like you’re running into a brick wall. Some of you may find that you’re hitting the bottom of the bottom. You say you’re already doing that, but a little bit more bottom! You don’t have to go that far that deep. You don’t have to go to that level. Sometimes the old belief systems and the old concepts of reality get in the way, and they force you to have to go to new depths, but you don’t have to.
That’s why we say keep it simple right now. Evaluate every belief system, because some of those old belief systems that you’re hanging onto are literally the things that are pushing you to the edge. Get rid of them – the belief system that you have to work hard. That’s one of the craziest of all. Shaumbra, you’re all working too hard. We’re not just talking about at your job, you’re just working too hard at your day-to-day life. But you’ve accepted belief systems that dictate it and cause you to fall into its pattern. You’ve become the puppet of your own belief systems. Get on the other side. Change the belief systems. You can even get rid of the puppet.
So, your entire human spiritual system starts putting up its defense mechanisms right now. Right now – when I say ‘now’ I’m talking about today – some of you have been feeling it coming, but today literally marks a Shaumbra milestone, if you so choose, which you already have. But you start disconnecting from the field. You start disconnecting little by little.
Somebody mentioned earlier today, “We create our own spaceship, we create our own planet.” You are. You’re creating your own personal reality. You’re creating your own new dimension. This is the whole part of the process that leads to becoming the sovereign being where creations are fast, where creations aren’t dependent on mass consciousness and other people. So much of your life right now is still tied into mass consciousness. Years ago, you voiced your approval to start releasing it, and you have been, but you’ve hit a new level of what you would call release or letting go of even mass consciousness. You’re truly – as a great one said – you’re truly going out on a limb. Your own limb by yourself. Just you. Disconnecting from the crystalline realms, from the field, from mass consciousness, from your old belief systems. Yes, sometimes you feel like you’re stripped bare, but in that being stripped bare, you have a whole new sense of freedom. A whole new sense of fulfillment. It is the Soul’s purpose – that one purpose of a soul, if you choose to believe it – that you become totally sovereign.
The Whole or the Oneness splits into pieces. The pieces then help to recreate the Whole but each piece stays independent, totally free, totally sovereign. It was the plan that we all agreed to when we left home.
Tobias talked in our last gathering about the Soul desire versus the human desire. He said the Soul sometimes truly doesn’t care about the human desire. It doesn’t. The Soul simply wants to discover what it’s like, what it’s absolutely like, to be sovereign. That means total freedom, total creation, total empowerment. If you look deep within yourself, there is one purpose in the Soul of yours – total discovery that you are God also. It’s also, by the way, the total discovery of what love is.
So, you’re in this month of love now in your human consciousness. Human love is nothing compared to the love of Spirit and Self. The whole purpose of Soul is to understand that sovereign nature – the gift of love from Spirit, from All That Is. But in order to fulfill that, there must be the total disconnection. Total disconnection.
Your world is still operating on its old fossil fuel, so hooked into it that it can’t even see that there’s other potential out there. The world can’t. It is fighting battles and wars. Claiming wars because they say there was a bad leader, a cruel leader. It wasn’t about that. It was about the strategy of knowing where the oil is. So, your whole world right now is being turned upside down because it is trying to still feed off of the same old fuel sources even while it lives in the midst of this bountiful garden. It’s a shame. It’s a shame.
And you, Shaumbra, you, living your world still connected to old fuel sources. Whether it’s the grid, whether it’s even the crystalline realms, whether it’s your belief systems, still feeding off of all that causing you sometimes great suffering, great pain, when all around you is an abundant garden. Your garden – it is filled with so many potentials, but you don’t see it. You’re so used to the old ways of being fed, the old ways of bringing in energy, that you don’t see that all around you every potential you could ever want or that you could ever choose, you see. Once you start making choices in your life, once you start letting yourself be disconnected from the field itself, you’re going to see what a true creator you are. You’re going to see that you’re not tied into anybody else’s consciousness or any other group’s consciousness. You’re going to understand what it’s like to be totally free and sovereign.
It’s a difficult transition period to go through. We’re not saying it’s easy, but you can make it simple. You can make it simple, Shaumbra.
Take a moment here as we sit together, as individual sovereign beings and as a group that has many common attributes. Feel for a moment, or even imagine for a moment. There is this Crystalline Realm within you and in the crystalline realms all the birthing of every creative energy that you could ever want. Stop going into the fourth dimension for your answers. Go into your own crystalline realms.
Some of you struggle trying to create things – inventions or music or businesses – and they seem to go flat, depleted of any dynamic energy, because you’re looking for answers in an old energy world. Some of you have tried to go into the crystalline realms to look for the answers, but you yourself shut that door. Now go into your own. There’s an energy center within you that doesn’t need to be connected to any other energy center, the grid, any of the other energies as well. It’s within you. It’s time to activate that. It’s time to bring that up in your life. Time to breathe some energy into it. Get it moving. You’re going to need it moving. You’re going to need it working – this energy field within yourself. Your own personal energetic power plant. You’re going to need it because you’re disconnecting right now from the field.
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Pay particular attention to what happens in your life. How your body responds to things, how energy flows in and through you, in these next months of time. You’re going to become very aware of how you’re disconnecting from the field so that you’ll be sovereign.
That’s all we have to share for this day. We’ll be back for your questions and answers and perhaps some good strong breathing is recommended here.
I am, yes, I am.