It Doesn't Matter

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Returning Series:
SHOUD 8: "It Doesn’t Matter" – Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

Presented to the Crimson Circle
March 7, 2009

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TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra.

It is the best of times and it is the worst of times. (laughter)

It is the age of wisdom and it is the age of foolishness.

Let us take a deep breath.

(pause)

It is the epic of beliefs and it is the epic disbeliefs.

It is the season of the light and it is the season of the dark.

It is the spring, dear Shaumbra, it is the spring of hope and it is the winter of despair.

And we have before us all things, and we have before us nothing at all.

We are all in our consciousness of ascension, and we are all lost in timeless forever.

In the words of Charles Dickens, with the assistance of Adamus Saint-Germain (laughter), written in 1859, 150 years ago – “A Tale of Two Cities.” But it is also so appropriate today, in the age that we live in, perhaps to be re-titled “A Tale of Multiple Consciousness.”

Oh, dear Shaumbra, what times that we live in, and I say “we” because most of me is here with you now on Earth. This is but one of the last of my messages to this group of Shaumbra in the way we do it now – with me in another nonphysical dimension, with you here on Earth. But oh so rapidly I feel myself being drawn back to this place of Earth, back into the body of the one I call Sam, back into this reality and back into this illusion that we all live in.

It is, indeed, the best of times and it is, indeed, the most challenging of times ever upon the face of Earth. Let us all, human and spirit, take a deep breath in celebration of this paradox, in celebration of where we are today, for as you have heard so many times before, this is why you chose to come to Earth.

And as you know so well it is difficult and challenging and nothing seems to work anymore. The old tricks and the old tools out the door, but what replaces them? We have everything before us, as Dickens said. We have every tool, every resource, every solution and every answer before us, because we placed them there in a very multidimensional way. We placed them there a long time ago, but not knowing what this day would be like.

But we had the wisdom to place the New Energy tools without even knowing what they were; without knowing exactly what had to be done but knowing that it could be done; without having to manipulate or manufacture a certain tool or a certain system or structure, but to know that at this time when we came to this place on the path that those tools would appear and they would be appropriate and they would be of the New Energy not of the Old.

We have nothing before us. We have nothing at the table, because we tend to go back into history and back into time to pull what we have learned before and bring that to the table in times of despair and challenge. But they don’t work. They aren’t valid anymore. And as Kuthumi told us last month, nobody really knows. So we have nothing at the table, at least from our past. Everything that is at the table right now – all of the gifts and abundance and tools and wisdom and hope – come from the new, come from ourselves in the potentials that we are creating into the future of time, and it is all there.

It is difficult to see at times, because it doesn’t look like the past. It doesn’t work like the past. It doesn’t have the logic of the past – thank God. It is totally different, but it is there.


Consciousness After the Quantum Leap

In September 2007 humanity crossed a very important marker. We call it the Quantum Leap. Take a look back for a moment. Take a look at how your life has changed. Take a look at how the world has changed in not even two years of time. Take a look at the markets, the governments, the churches. Take a look at the consciousness of humanity. It is not what it used to be. And this has only been in a very short number of months since the Quantum Leap.

You knew it was coming. We knew it was coming. From our side we can measure and we can monitor the consciousness of humanity. We see its ebbs and flows. We see its expansions. We see how everything was speeding up – it was going very fast, you can look back historically at how fast things were going – and then it took a quantum leap.

Most people on Earth aren’t even aware of that date in September in 2007. They’re not aware that there was a thing called the Quantum Leap, but they’re living it today. You were aware that it was coming. You were aware long before we ever spoke the words of “Quantum Leap” or before we ever gave a date for this leap in consciousness. You’ve been aware of it for thousands and thousands of years. You knew it was coming and you made a very conscious choice to be here, incarnate on Earth during this time.

It is the best of times, dear Shaumbra, otherwise I, Tobias, would not be coming back in celebration and in joy, and of course in challenge and sometimes in confusion as it is so easy to do for the human. But I wouldn’t be coming back at this time unless I had the same kind of dreams that you have, the same kind of hope for humanity as you have, and the same kind of insights into what comes next as you have.

Oh, you fool yourself so often … so often. You tell yourself you are lost in this timeless forever. Sometimes you even tell yourself you’re waiting for the little ones in metal spaceships to show up, to show you the way. I know … I know. Sometimes in your most vulnerable moments some of you think, “We’ll wait for the grand intelligent beings from far away to come to save us.” But dear Shaumbra, I tell you once again, you are the grand beings from far away. You from the future potential, you who have already gotten to wherever it is you have chosen to go, you are the one coming back at this Now moment bringing to the table your wisdom; bringing to the table your clarity; bringing to the table your knowledge that it’s already done; bringing to the table your profound wisdom that it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t.

Some of you – a few of you, not many – but a few of you are waiting for the beings that live under the ground to come up from the Earth where they have lived for tens of thousands of years to bring forth their wisdom. If they were so smart, they would be here already! (laughter) What you are really waiting for is that part of you to come up from being buried below, that part of you that knows so well who you are, the part of you who knows that you are God also but that has been put down underneath the ground, that has been buried and hidden and just waiting. So it is you that comes up from beneath the ground.

Don’t expect hoards of millions of beings who have lived underground without showers or soap or anything like that to come up to save humanity. It is part of you that comes forward at this time, for it is truly the very best of times and truly, for some, the very worst of times.

The Earth is going through its changes, and humanity is going through its ascension process, and it does appear to be chaos and it does appear to be difficult. And it is so very easy to get caught up in all of this, and when you get caught up in all of it, it is so easy to go to this old place, to this rather dimly lit place, to this uninspired place called the mind. In search for the answers, in search of your past and your history to say, “What do I do now? What tricks do I pull out? What worked ten lifetimes ago? What worked one lifetime ago?” It won’t work now, dear Shaumbra. We live in a different time.

And as Cauldre and Linda told you today, you’ll never go back. You’ll never go back. Earth will never be the same again. But isn’t that what you asked for? Isn’t that what you prayed for when you were still in your days of praying? Isn’t that what you have having imagined?


What’s Ahead

Dear Shaumbra, as Saint-Germain has said in a recent discussion with you, the next several years are going to be so challenging and so difficult for some, and so easy and so sacred and blessed for others. You’re going to have your days … you’re going to have your days when there is tremendous hope, and you’re going to have days of despair. You’re going to have days of light and days of dark. There will be times in these few years ahead where the ones that have been the closest and the dearest to you in your life are going to be the ones that betray you. And it doesn’t matter.

There are going to be times in your life where you are marvelously abundant and where everything seems to be flowing and the gifts are just coming in at a pace faster than you can even accept them. And there are going to be times when some of you, not all of you, but some of you are going to lose everything you thought you had. And it doesn’t matter.

Many of you are going to go through the deepest and most challenging and the darkest spiritual crisis you have ever had in any lifetime on Earth, and you’re going to be doing it in this body. I talked about it back in June with the Kryon in Sedona, and a few of you know exactly what I’m talking about – a spiritual crisis unlike any other. Oh you’ve learned to deal with some crises in your life. You’ve learned to deal, for the most part, with health crises and emotional crises. And you say to yourself, “I know I can weather it. I know I can get through it if I just keep breathing and duck very, very low. I can get through it.” But this spiritual crisis that we’ve addressed before is different than any other, darker than any other and more terrifying than any other.

And at the same time you’re going to have spiritual enlightenment. I don’t even like the word “spiritual” anymore. It has old connotations. You’re going to have an enlightenment of yourself, of consciousness, of you, like you’ve never experienced before. And it doesn’t matter.

You’re going to have insights, somewhat as Cauldre and Linda and Aandrah and On talked about earlier today, of being so very multidimensional, and it’s going to throw you off. It will throw you off, because the old human measurement systems are still trying to keep you – how to say – very linear and very singular. The old measurements and monitoring systems of your body, mind and your spirit try to keep you balanced in this very rigid 3D reality/illusion. But as you become multidimensional incarnate while you are in this body, mind and spirit, it’s going to throw you off. It’s going to be very disorienting, because suddenly you have energies coming in from places you have actually never experienced before, not even in the nonphysical times between lifetimes.

You’re going to be experiencing New Energy and it is so different. It is not even quantifiable in an Old Energy way. There’s no description for it at this point, other than this cliché “New Energy,” because it is so different.

You’re going to have experiences in your life when the days seem so dark and other days seem so bright, and you know what I’m talking about, don’t you? You’re going through it right now. You’re experiencing the best of times and the worst of times while you are in this body. And it doesn’t matter.

There are going to be times, dear friends, when you are in a health crisis, and it’s going to terrify you because you’re going to feel the approach of death at your doorstep. You’re wondering what’s wrong with you, why is your body betraying you? Why is it giving out? Is there some other force grander than you – even a part of you but grander than you – calling you back home? Is the body truly the power and the control and the god of life? Is the body the one that decides how and when and where you will go?

So there will be health crises that come over you, that make you take a look at your entire life, make you wonder what you’re doing. And in these health crises it’s also going to precipitate, again, a spiritual and emotional crisis, because, well, you’re supposed to be a spiritual evolved being. Why would you possibly get sick? Why would something like cancer or diabetes or even a cold or a flu come your way if you’re so perfect?

And there’s going to be other moments in these amazing times you live in when you’re diagnosed with something that appears to be life threatening, but in the blink of an eye, with the love of thyself and the choice over thy body, where this supposed disease and imbalance is just going to be flushed from your system. And it’s going to mystify the doctors, so much so that they don’t want to talk to you about it, because you’re an anomaly. You don’t fall into their book, their prescription and their structures because something happened that was different from you, so they’re going to dismiss you. But yet they’re going to go back to their quiet spaces, to their homes, and wonder what just happened.

It is the best of times, it is the worst of times, and above all, it doesn’t matter.


It Doesn’t Matter

We sat less than two weeks ago with an amazing group of Shaumbra from all over the world in a vortex – a real vortex – called the Great Pyramid. Not only because it is a vortex aligned with grids and ley lines and things like that, but because it has become a vortex for humanity. Consciousness helped to create it as such a powerful vortex. It is imprinted in the memories and the consciousness of humans all over the world. It is imprinted on some of your paper money. It is a vision and a picture that the large majority of humanity has seen and knows about. And with this group of Shaumbra sitting in the inner chamber talking about the mysteries of life, getting into the real secrets of life.

We told this group that it doesn’t matter at all. And we could feel a sense of sorrow and sadness and disbelief amongst this group – “What do you mean, Tobias?” I could hear some of them saying. “What do you mean it doesn’t matter? I’m supposed to be here on Earth right now because it matters. I’m supposed to be a Standard of New Energy because it matters. I’m on a mission. Don’t you understand, Tobias? I’m on a mission. Although I’m lost as hell, I’m on a mission.” (laughter) “I lost everything along the way, I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t even know who I am, but it’s a hell of a mission, Tobias. It’s a hell of a mission. What do you mean it doesn’t matter?”

It was almost like I was taking something away from them – a sense of passion, a sense of purpose. It doesn’t matter, I told this group. It truly doesn’t. Why? Because you’re already there. We talked about it before. You’ve already arrived at whatever place it is you wanted to arrive at. Some of you have told Saint-Germain that you chose ascension. So, you have ascended. You’re there! Now you’re just experiencing what it was like to get there. It doesn’t matter because, dear Shaumbra, it is so natural and it is so much a part of you – this entire process of expansion or evolution or whatever you want to call it. You’re already there.

You were there when you crossed through the Wall of Fire and experienced all of the potentials of every lifetime, physical and nonphysical, of everything you would ever think, everything you would ever do and all of its subpotentials and their subpotentials. You had already arrived. So it really doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter at all.

Oh, I know that hurts. “Well then why should I wake up in the morning? Why should I try?” You’re absolutely right – why should you? (laughter) Why should you keep struggling? You shouldn’t, really, it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. “Why should I keep holding up the entire Earth on my shoulders, carrying the burdens and the energy of humanity?” You shouldn’t. You should just let it down. It doesn’t matter. They’re going to do just fine.

They haven’t all chosen what you’ve chosen. They haven’t all chosen to ascend or even to become enlightened or even just to have a single good day. (laughter) But it doesn’t matter, because sooner or later they will – or maybe not. It doesn’t matter. They are going through such a sacred and such a personal process. If they are lost, if they are absolutely lost, it doesn’t matter, because they’re going to find themselves. In their state of being lost, they will find themselves.

It doesn’t matter that they’re imprisoned in their own consciousness – or that you are. It doesn’t matter, because sooner or later, as in the infamous, illustrious and grand Adamus Saint-Germain trapped in his crystal, in the greatest simplicity that you could ever imagine, Saint-Germain realized, “If I got myself into this I can also get myself out of it. If I created the illusion of my prison, I can also create the illusion of my freedom.” It doesn’t matter, Shaumbra.

What grander thing could we have told the group in the great pyramids – that it doesn’t matter? What more of a vacuum of a sadness than we felt with some in that group, those who are here on a mission, those who are here struggling against the currents, and those who are here going through their own games, going through their own processes. It doesn’t matter.

Go through the games and go through the processes because you’re going to turn out just fine. I can say that. I’ve walked a few miles in your sandals. I know what it’s like to come to that point of absolute oneness with Self, absolute love with Self, falling in love with yourself, where you suddenly realize “It doesn’t matter. I Am That I Am. I always have been, always will be. It doesn’t matter.”

I remember thinking to myself in my journey, my final realization of my ascension, I wished I could go back in time and tell myself it doesn’t matter and then I could have enjoyed the entire journey of getting there. And you know what? I did go back. I absolutely went back unto myself, unto everything that I’d ever done and experienced, and I told myself – soul to human embodiment – I told myself “It doesn’t matter.”

Now I didn’t always listen. I didn’t want to listen. I didn’t care to listen, because in my human incarnation I was so embroiled with my dilemmas and my dramas, I was so involved in my games, my musings, but also in my creations and my relationships, I didn’t want to hear that voice that said, “It doesn’t matter. You’re already there.”


Why Are You Here?

You live in the best of times and the worst of times. You live in the times of wisdom and the times of foolishness, and it doesn’t matter. You live in a time of great change and you live in a time that doesn’t need change at all, because it’s already there. So I ask each one of you today, I ask all across this world: why are you here? What is it that you choose? If you’re already there, if you’re already in your ascension, which we told you in our second year of Series in our discussions, in our Shouds, then what it is that you’re here for?

Do you have to have such a mission and do you have to have such a purpose? Do you have to be needed by someone or something else? Do you have to be a crusader still? Do you have to get on that horse and cross vast lands to tell and to show other people how to live and what to believe?

Or can you be here on Earth right now as yourself – just because? That’s a good enough reason, I discovered – just because. Why are you here on Earth? “Just because, damn it, it’s the best of times, it’s the worst of times. I wouldn’t want to miss it for anything!” (laughter) Why are you here? “Just because I can be here, because I can be in a body and what a luscious thing it is. Just because I can feel human emotion, I can taste human food. I can actually feel human pain and human struggling – that’s a reason in itself. Because I can feel this thing called love from one to the other. I can pet a dog. I can sing out loud and hear myself.”

Just because. What a grand and marvelous thing it is for a creator to do it, just because – if nothing else for the experience.

You don’t get points on the other side for the total number of experiences that you’ve had, for the difficulty and the challenges of experience. You’re only admired for the depth and for the compassion of the experience with yourself. That’s all that matters. There are beings on the other side – angelic beings as you would call them, never been in human form before – and they are absolutely intrigued by any angel who’s been to Earth. It shows in our colors. It shows in your colors. Now colors – you could say a type of vibration or a light. (Tobias takes a sip)

I’m getting so addicted to these human … (laughter) And I have to say one of my final requests, in addition to, of course, the beard of Cauldre, and … oh yes, he would like to, after he grows the beard for my last farewell message, he will trim it and perhaps sell the holy relics to … (much laughter, Linda says, “You’re getting carried away.”) But indeed, in my last channel in my last minute I would love a glass of your finest wine that you could possibly afford. (more laughter; Linda says, “Be careful what you ask for.”) Oh indeed, I not only ask, I dream and I create. So it will be so. Now, where were we? (laughter)

So in the other realms when an angel who has never been in human form encounters one of you who has been in human form, they are so in awe of what you would call experience. They want some of it. They are so in awe of the depth of your soul and the magnificent colors and the songs of your heart. “Where did you get that!?” they say. “Where did you become such a grand and glorious being – a king and a pharaoh and a God unto yourself? How do I become like you?”

And you take a deep breath, “You’ve got to go to Earth for it.” (Tobias chuckles) “But let me caution you here before you go. You may lose your way.”

And they say, “But look at you, you obviously found your way.”

“Yes, but there is the illusion of losing your way that is so real that it is the grandest experience you’ll ever have. The illusion of being lost and of being puny and of being insignificant and of being nothing amongst many – what an experience that is!”

And they say, “But look at you, you magnificent being. You went to Earth. You played. You had fun. You loved. You became solid! You could feel things in a way where we can’t possibly.”

And you shake your head – or I shake my head – and said, “But you’ll hate.” (laughter) “But you’ll hate it. But in that hatred of it, in that loathing and in that desperation to get out of it, ah, is the experience. What a grand thing it is to actually look at it from the other way, to actually feel so downtrodden and so desperate that you hate everything. What an experience.

“And you know what, by the way?” you say to these new ones. “When you go to Earth, do me one favor. Above all when you go to Earth and you’re down there and you’re in despair, you’re in challenge, you wonder if you’re even going to eat the next day and your spouse has just divorced you and your children can’t stand you, and you’re sick – you’ve got a bad back and a cold and a flu all at the same time – and you’re cursing and you’re cussing and saying, ‘What was I ever thinking?’ just remember this. It doesn’t matter!” (laughter) “It doesn’t matter because you can’t get lost. You can’t lose. There’s not a test. This isn’t even an experiment, it’s an experience. It doesn’t matter.

“Now, if you can go down there and remember these words” – see, you tell them this; I tell them this, but they don’t listen – “if you can go down there and remember these words ‘it doesn’t matter,’ you’ll have a hell of an experience. You will absolutely cherish every moment in physical body. And if you go down there during this time of grand change on Earth called the Quantum Leap, called the evolution of consciousness and you remember that it doesn’t matter, you’ll actually enjoy it. Which would you rather experience – enjoying it or being fearful of it? Being a creator or being a game player?

“If you remember when you go to Earth in this new time,” you tell these raw, green (inexperienced) angels, “When you go there to Earth, if you just tell yourself at night before you go to sleep ‘it didn’t matter, it doesn’t matter,’ now an interesting and strange thing happens with humans. They don’t necessarily want to believe it doesn’t matter, and they’re actually indoctrinated or sometimes hypnotized that it does matter. They are told that if it doesn’t matter, you’re going to do something to hurt somebody. If it doesn’t matter, you’re going to rob or cheat or even kill someone. So they’re told, they’re trained, ‘It better matter.’

“But you know, if you always remember you’re an angel, you’re in experience, you’re in an experience – you’re the creator of that experience and you are the un-creator of that experience – if you remember that, you’re never going to have to worry about doing something what you would call ‘bad.’ You transcend the good and bad. You don’t ever need to steal energy from anyone else. So therefore you’re not going to get involved in some of the games that humans play. You’re not going to get caught in karma. You’re not going to get in this trap if you remember it doesn’t matter. ‘I Am That I Am, I am the creator and the un-creator. It doesn’t matter.’”


The End of Duality

So Shaumbra, incredible time that you live in and you’re going to be experiencing – humans are going to be experiencing this incredible paradox. One day knowing everything, the next day nothing at all. One day having great love in your life and the next day betrayed by the very ones that love you. It doesn’t matter. It really doesn’t. Oh, the human condition would love for it to matter and would love to scream and complain about it and would love to blame someone else and would love – would love – to be the victim, to play the game. But it doesn’t matter.

You’re living in a time of incredible paradox where nothing is like it was before. We were talking about the weather in a recent Shoud – the weather going back and forth – incredible paradox. One moment a storm, the next moment paradise. One moment humanity suffering, the next moment rejoicing.

Why all of this paradox? Why all the confusion right now? Because, dear friends, this thing that you’ve known for as long as you’ve lived lifetimes on Earth – this thing called duality, opposing force – the consciousness of duality is coming to completion … is coming to completion. So these forces that you see that apparently or perceptibly have been battling against each other are actually now coming together.

They’re coming together so you’re no longer a man or a woman. But as they come together, there’s this perception or this illusion that there’s this great paradox between the masculine part of you and the feminine part, but actually they’re coming to completion. That’s what this whole transformation into New Energy is truly about.

In a way it is the end of times. It is the end of duality. But duality is making itself more apparent than ever before. Contradictions are going to be more visible and sensible than ever before – meaning that you will sense it stronger than ever – and it’s actually not a contradiction, and it’s actually not opposing force any more, because they’re coming to completion. In what would appear to be chaos and contradiction and conflict, they’re actually coming back together again. You see, it doesn’t matter. It’s happening naturally. And it actually happens in a very beautiful way.

You’re being shown just one side of a very beautiful process on Earth right now. Everybody’s focusing on the terrible. They’re focusing on the systems falling apart. Walk around the other side where nobody stands. Walk around the other side of creation, of this illusion, and you’re going to see the beauty of what’s happening. Don’t stand there with the masses staring at this dimensional picture of reality and saying, “What the hell’s happening to Earth? Where do we go next? What do we do? Why am I here?” Walk around to the other side. Walk around where nobody else stands, Shaumbra all around the world, and look at what’s really happening. It is beautiful and at the same time falling apart. It is the coming back together of the elements that have been long, long separated, and it is such a beautiful process.

Be the one that sees the beauty in this. Be the one that then takes it within you, that absolutely feels what is really going on here. Set aside your human concerns about your job and your money and, oh, the value of the stock market. It doesn’t matter. There are what you would call riches or abundance for you, but it doesn’t look anything like the old abundance. It doesn’t act like the old abundance. Stop worrying about where that next check is going to come from.

Now you want to fight me on this and you’re writing your conclusive proof to me right now. I can hear you. “I’m going to write an email to Tobias and say, ‘Tobias, you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about because I have nothing and nothing’s coming in for me and I’m at the end.’” Absolutely you are. Walk around the other side and look why you’re at the end. Look at the beauty of letting everything go.

Oh, forget about the little human pains and the … most of it’s just fear. Most of it’s an illusion. What have you really lost? Nothing. It doesn’t matter. You’re gaining everything, but you don’t want to look at it. You’re too busy looking at everything falling apart. You’re too busy in the game. You’re too busy pretending that you’re a victim. You’re too busy blaming me and your parents and your children and your spouses and your past lives and the world and the politicians and everybody else including the little ones in spaceships and the ones from underground. You’re too busy blaming all of them. It doesn’t matter. It really doesn’t.

And we’re going to arm wrestle about this for a while until you finally, finally one day laugh and say, “Oh Tobias, I wish you’d told me way back when when I was in the heat of my despair and the depths of my agony, I wish you would have said to me, Tobias, ‘It doesn’t matter.’ And then I would have let go of that little game I was playing, and then I would have stopped blaming everyone. And then I would had a big smile and said, ‘What a grand experience I’m having on Earth right now – the illusion of things falling apart when they’re really coming together.’”

Isn’t that a contradiction or a paradox in itself? – the illusion that everything is falling apart.

Imagine right now you’re standing on a hill with millions of other humans and there’s this huge painting – huge painting – and it’s called “The Painting of Earth in 2009,” and that painting seems to be falling apart. The paint is melting, the frame around it is cracking and breaking, and it holds … it is the God, it is the modern-day god, it’s the illusion of life. And everybody’s looking at it saying, “It’s falling apart. What we worship – the modern-day god, the new age Horus and Isis and everybody else – the modern thing that we so worship, the illusion of life, it’s falling apart. It’s crumbling before us and there’s nobody here to save us, and I know that,” humans say, “I know there’s nobody here to save us because I have called out to God and no God has come. I have screamed out to the angels and they just give me this b.s. So I know there’s nothing, and …” The painting, the illusion is falling apart. That’s when I say, dear Shaumbra, it doesn’t matter. Absolutely, and by the way, you asked for it to fall apart. You wanted the change.

Now go around the other side of the hill where nobody is and look at what’s really happening. It’s coming together. The illusion of it falling apart has to be there because otherwise you’re just intensifying the old elements of duality. You’re just making the male more masculine and the female more feminine. You’re just making light more light and dark more dark, and that is just adding to the game. And that’s not at all what you chose. That’s not at all what you asked for. That’s not at all what you truly want to experience.

Walk around to the other side of that painting, of that illusion. First you’ll realize there’s no painting there at all! Secondly, you’ll realize it’s all coming together, with or without you. It’s all happening. It’s all in a natural progression.

It’s only an illusion that it’s falling apart. It actually can’t. It can’t.

Now, there’s something in your DNA called Atlantis that says, “Oh, but Tobias it can. Ohhhh it can!” (laughter) “I have seen it, I have felt it and those flames were really hot.” (laughter) “So don’t tell me, Tobias, that it can’t happen.”

Well let’s go back to Atlantis for a moment. Let’s take a look at what was happening. It was an evolution and a transition as well. It was a time of truly discovering Self and discovering the essence of Spirit, of God. First, it had to be this illusion of God being off in the heavens, and eventually … eventually a few humans would begin to understand that the God was within.

But in a sense back in Atlantis, as somewhat naïve as we all were, as children of Spirit as we all were, playing the grand game that we were playing, we said, “Let’s take it and blow it up.” Haven’t you done that as children? Haven’t you taken your little trucks and toys and demolished them? That was great fun! That was amazing! Boom – destroy it! And what happened? Well, you got a bigger and better toy then. You got a grander game to play.

Atlantis wasn’t a mistake. It wasn’t the wrath of God. Atlantis was not an error in humanity. And by the way, Atlantis wasn’t this model of perfection society. It had many great things, but it wasn’t the perfect society. We were learning. We were experiencing. We wanted to also experience what it was like to have this great chaos and this great destruction. But it didn’t matter. It wasn’t shortly thereafter that you came back for another lifetime, either above Earth or below Earth. It didn’t matter. You were still here.

We, all of us including me, we live in the best of times and we live in the worst. We live in the most amazing times … the most amazing times ever. Understand that you’re here just because you can be, just because you want to be, just because it is absolutely fun. Don’t take it so serious. Don’t take the burdens of the world on your shoulder. When you go into fear, feel the fear. Absolutely, feel the fear. Don’t try to run from your own fear – it’s already ahead of you. It’s going to meet you on that path before you ever get there!

Feel the fear, but then feel really into it, deep into it, because fear is a very interesting energy in consciousness. When you’re looking at it from just the side of fear and darkness, it will freeze you. It will bring you to the depths of terror or the illusion of hell. But walk right through it. Don’t even bother walking around it, walk right through it. Take a look at what’s on the other side. Take a look at that pearl that’s there awaiting you.

Let’s all take a deep breath together.

(pause)


New Energy

You have everything before you, everything at your table, and you have nothing at all. You have everything that comes from yourself coming from what you would call the future, but it’s really coming from the best of you. I don’t even want to call it future, because I don’t want you to relate it to time. It’s coming from a part of your consciousness that you haven’t experience yet that’s already there. That’s what at your table.

At your table there is nothing at all, because what the eyes see and the senses perceive, they want it to be something like the old, from the old – just sharper knives, just better utensils, perhaps more delicious food – but it’s not there, because at this point in time of changing consciousness, you bring nothing old to the table. Nothing. Because what was old didn’t work.

We told the group of Shaumbra touring in Egypt, going to the sacred sites, that the Egyptians, these beautiful beings, they don’t have the answers. They don’t have some secret code buried deep in their hieroglyphs that explain what’s going to happen next. They don’t know. They were just waiting for you to come along so they can turn it over to you so they can be free to go on their own way. They were waiting for you, but they don’t know.

When Shaumbra was there, they asked, they said, “Great ones from the ancient past, what secrets do you have? What mysteries will you reveal?” And the great ones from the past, the ones that were the gods and the pharaohs and the supposed divine ones, pondered for a moment and said, “We don’t know!” (laughter) “Not a clue. Have a good time. We’re turning it over to you. We will be on our way.”

So … so dear Shaumbra, another interesting thing about the times that you live in right now. We say that duality is coming together. It’s in its state of completion. It’s actually already completed, but now it’s just going through the motions of getting there. You look at things so linear you think you have to take one step in front of you all the time to get to your destination. Absolutely not at all. You’re already at your destination and now you’re just taking steps backwards to experience it and forwards to experience it again, you see. You’re not trying to solve anything, it’s already solved. Now can you please just experience it and stop struggling with it?

Another interesting thing is happening right now. This duality is coming together. It’s completing itself in the most amazing process. It’s a process of fire and transmutation – tremendous fire right now – and I use the word ‘fire’ symbolically. There’s tremendous transmutation, alchemy taking place right now. But an amazing thing in this alchemy is it’s not just duality coming together. You’re not just feeling the past and the future in this Now moment, it’s very multidimensional. You’re feeling elements that aren’t just in front of you or behind, but things that were at the sides and beneath and above.

It can be very, very confusing – and I’m having to use human terminology here to help you understand – it’s not just backward and forward at this point. It’s coming in from everywhere, from a type of reality or, I should say, an illusion that you can’t even imagine, because it wasn’t even on your radar screen. It wasn’t even on your type of energetic scope.

Part of it is this thing called New Energy. It’s coming in from places you haven’t explored before. We get into some very interesting spiritual physics here, but New Energy is not singular. It is very multiple, multidimensional. So you say, “Yes, I want a piece of that New Energy. Yes, I’ll bring that into my dualistic reality, so I’ll take a bite of that.” When you’re taking a bite of it from over here and bringing it into the Now moment, it’s actually coming in from back here and over there and over there and from in here outward to the Now – and it gets very, very confusing if you’re still in your human mind. It gets very confusing if you have expectations about what it should look and feel like.

So that comes to the point where you go into a type of overwhelm. Intuitively you know that the old ways of perception don’t work anymore so you explode yourself or you shatter yourself in a type of subconscious but somewhat conscious choice. You break yourself up. You shatter the illusion of self so now you can enjoy the experience without the old overlays. You lose everything so that you can see everything. You allow the self to break down, to reveal its illusions and its fallacies and its old ways so that you can perceive and experience multidimensionally.

Oh, and it’s frightening. It’s terrifying. It is exhausting to one small part of yourself – but the part that seems to get all of the attention, the part that seems to be the squeaky wheel, the part that seems to do the most screaming and complaining – the little human self, the victim self, the fearful little self who doesn’t believe in itself, the self that’s playing the game and is loving the game. So that self screams out and complains, “What the hell is happening? Why aren’t you here? Everything that you angels say to us is a bunch of crap.” It is. It is. (laughter) It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter, because you’re going to find out for yourself.

Now, we can give you a little bit of guidance and a little soothing along the way. We can come back often and tell you it doesn’t matter. We can tell you from an overview what’s happening. We can share with you that it’s time to really let go of that illusion.

You’ve made a choice somewhere. Somewhere deep within you you’ve made a choice. Maybe it wasn’t little human self, the little screamer, the little tyrant, as we like to call it at my cottage (Tobias chuckles), little tyrant self. But there was a sacred part of self that said, “Let us let go of this illusion, let go of the singularity or the duality. Let’s let go of the old so we can absolutely experience something far grander – just because. Just because. Not to save the world. Not to save our angelic families – they’ll do fine on their own – but just because. There’s nothing better than just because.”


Last Month’s Question

Last month Kuthumi came in with his brilliance – oh, dear Kuthumi – and came upon a time of questions and answers. And there came to be a very sincere and real and genuine question that came up, a question that brought so much energy for all of you and such a wave of realism and trauma, but it actually threw Cauldre and probably Kuthumi off. It had some of you laughing at a time where perhaps laughter wasn’t deserved, but it doesn’t matter. It had some of you very confused and out of your body. You didn’t even hear the question – we’ll repeat it in a moment – but you didn’t hear it because it was far too poignant and too real. It doesn’t matter, we’re going to read it again. It had some of you so angry.

You know sometimes absolutely we love to see you angry. Saint-Germain provokes your anger because you get complacent. You get so complacent at times and he likes to come and prod and poke you and get you so angry at him. And then you know what happens? Later we all, including you, we all have a good laugh and say, “You know what? It doesn’t matter. It was the experience.”

But I did want to … I’ve been asked by Cauldre to address this question again. So you heard it a month ago – most of you. You’re going to here it now, but in one short month – one short month since this was asked – I want you to hear the difference, both in the question and the feeling behind it, and I want you to perceive your wisdom, your absolute wisdom, in the answer. Because, you see, you already know. You already know. Yes, it doesn’t matter. You already know.

But you also know what this person – because they write on behalf of so many – you already know what they’re going through. You already know the despair that they’re in. You already know that they are in their winter of despair, they can’t see the spring of hope. You know that before them there is nothing. You know that they go not directly into ascension, but they experience what it is like to be forever lost. You know that feeling. You know the absolute conflict. So please do read the question again.

LINDA: Dear Tobias, how dare you tell us we’re just playing games as if you have nothing to do with the games we’re playing? You said last month ‘There is something inside of you that’s choosing it and picking it and making it a reality.’ You told us many times that all we have to do is make a clear, conscious choice in the Now moment and we’ll create our reality. That is a game.

We chose to let go of our old beliefs that are no longer serving us. So what is the ‘something’ that is inside of us? Since we seem to have no control over it and it somehow has the power to create our reality without our consent, I’ll call it our soul self. The game is that we choose to adopt the new belief that we choose our reality, but it’s our soul self that gets to make the official choice and thus create our reality. Our soul self is obviously choosing to create from our old beliefs that we have let go.

Saint-Germain said that to finalize our ascension process and go to our Third Circle is only a choice. I made that choice over a year ago and now I can see why I am truly not the creator of my reality. Yes, I’m tired of this game and I wish I could go back eight years and forget everything you’ve told us. I will, however, let go of these new beliefs and allow my reality to be whatever it is. If there is a Third Circle, there is no choice to get there. That explains why we’ve been stuck in this ascension process for over 2,000 years. We’re creating our own reality, but for the consciousness part of ourselves, it’s from something inside and WE have no choice. Tobias, do you really not understand our frustration?

TOBIAS: Indeed. And you know, it doesn’t matter. It really doesn’t. I mean it absolutely doesn’t.

Now, with all due respect and great love – oh, you know when I say that you know something’s coming – there’s a game, absolute game and it’s a wonderful game and it doesn’t matter. But the game is, “I’m going to separate myself from my soul. I’m going to put my soul off somewhere else and I’m going to allow it to have the – what you would call – the power. I’m going to let it be the creator and I’m going to play the game of being the little human. I’m going to make demands of God and Tobias and Saint-Germain and of my soul, but I’m going to play the game that nobody’s listening. I’m going to play the game that I am the puppet at the end of the strings being managed by the puppeteer.”

And it’s a brilliant game. It’s a beautiful game, actually, because it allows you to see what it’s like to feel that you do have no choice, that you are not the sovereign being, that you do not have dominion over your own creations. Very much like the story of Saint-Germain or I, Tobias, or Kuthumi all stuck in our different types of prisons. What a wonderful game that was to allow ourselves to get stuck, to pretend that we had no say over our reality, to turn that reality and that consciousness over to other humans and governments and gods and who else knows what. We all played the game.

We know what it was like to feel trapped until one day we said, “It doesn’t matter.” Until one day Saint-Germain said, “Hold on a second. I’ve been in this crystal for 100,000 years – kind of stupid. A little slow actually.” Saint-Germain actually took that short bus to ascension. But, dear ones, it finally dawned on him after trying to break his way out and after trying to anger his way out, he finally said, “It doesn’t matter. I got myself in here, I get myself out.” He stopped playing the game of separation between his human self and his soul self. And for all of you right now, I encourage you to stop playing the game that you’ve got this soul that’s off somewhere else that has all the answers. It is you.

Do you know what the definition of divinity is? You, in the Now moment, experiencing your creations. It’s not this grand angel that exists off somewhere else, unless you put it there. It’s not this complex state of perfection that exists in some far off dimension until you are worthy to receive it, unless you put it there.

Actually the divine is you in this moment. Part of you doesn’t want to accept that because you want the divine to be grand. It is not. It is not. That’s an illusion. Your divine is simple. Your divine is so elegantly simple. How could it be grand? How could it be big or complex? How can it be greater than you?

Your divinity is the most simply amazing part of yourself. And it’s there. It’s part of you. It’s not just inside of you. It’s not hovering around you. It is you, and it’s there for you to feel and experience anytime you want.

The one who asked this question has gone through tremendous anger, tremendous feeling of being a victim, playing a tremendous game of “I am not in control and damn it, I don’t want to be.” The one who asked the question is playing the game, but so are so many other Shaumbra because I know what it’s like. I know how you can relate to this question, how you can have compassion for it, because you felt it also. You can play the game as long as you want, as long as you want it to be the game.

I encourage you to do this. Ask yourself “What do I give up if I stop playing the game? What do I have to give up?”

For those who play the game of being the victim, that their soul and God exist somewhere else, you give up this thing called weakness – blaming it on somebody else, feeling that you don’t have control – and that’s actually a very interesting thing to experience. Suddenly, when you give up that game, you have to truly take the responsibility for your choices.

So many of you are in conflict with your soul and your soul in conflict with you. You’ve set up this game. Oh indeed, the soul ultimately cannot be tarnished. It cannot be destroyed or twisted. It cannot be polluted. But you can play the game that it can be. You can play the game that it will turn its back on you, because you want it to. You can play the game that the chasm between you and your soul and your divinity is so grand and so vast that you will never reach it. You can play that. You can play the game that “I made a choice and it didn’t work out.” Well, of course it didn’t work out, because you don’t want it to work out.

You can play the game that says, “I’m going to exit; I’m going to leave,” but you really don’t want to leave, you see. Take a look at the contradictions you’ve set up for yourselves. Take a look at the experience that you’ve set up for yourself. You can blame others, you can blame us, but until you realize you got yourself into this, you created it, now you and only you can uncreate it. I, Tobias, do not have a key. Kuthumi does not know the secret password to your illusions. And Saint-Germain doesn’t know a single mystery that’s going to get you out of your mystery, out of your illusion. Only you.

And when you can take a deep breath, when you can say, “Oh, it doesn’t matter anymore. I’m just going to let myself out. I’m going to uncreate what I created,” then, dear ones, you have enlightenment. When you can say “This thing called divinity, the I Am, the God of Self is not some far off illustrious creature living in some other grand dimension while I suffer down here,” when you realize divinity is simplicity – so simple it’s unfathomable by the human mind as you know it right now; it can only be felt, it can only be experienced – such simplicity that you stop playing the game of complexity. Such brilliant clarity that you stop trying to figure it out and you just live it.

This is indeed the best of times and it is indeed the worst of times. And indeed, it doesn’t matter.

And so it is.

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Returning Series:
SHOUD 8: "It Doesn’t Matter" – Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

Questions and Answers
Presented to the Crimson Circle
March 7, 2009

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TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, we come to the time of questions and answers on this day. Cauldre’s asked me one small favor or indulgence – that I do not answer the questions with “it doesn’t matter.” (laughter)

So, without going into further discourse, let us begin.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read from the Internet by Linda): In the Shoud that Kuthumi talks about eating the whole elephant I was wondering if we continue to keep eating the whole elephant and continue moving and changing the energy, does this create a potential, not only for Shaumbra but all of humanity, to transition into the New Energy easier?

TOBIAS: Indeed, absolutely. First you’ll realize that it’s really not an elephant, that it’s really just a pea (laughter) – just very tiny, tiny, not this great big elephant – because it’s an illusion right now. It just feels enormous. But, yes, you continue to – when we say ‘eating the elephant’ – you continue to feel all of the energies, you continue to bring them in rather than to hold them outside of you.

There’s a tendency sometimes to only take in part of it. You’re trying right now to only take in what you would call the positive side of life. We invite you to take in all of it – good news, the bad news, the no news, the extreme news – bring it all in. By doing that, first of all, you provide yourself with a very balanced flow of energy. You allow yourself not only to see both sides of duality, but you allow yourself to see the other very interdimensional energies that are coming in at this point.

When you bring this energy in and feel it for yourself, without owning it and without blaming yourself for the woes of the world, you give yourself tremendous insight and perspective into what’s really going on. As we told a group also recently, things are not at all what they appear to be. It’s one of my favorite Kryon sayings. Things are not at all what they appear to be because there is something very, very different happening than just what you read on the surface.

As you allow yourself to absolutely absorb all of these feelings, understanding they’re not yours, you also read into and tap into all of the different potentials, all the different realities that exist, and all of the different facets. This provides a tremendous inspiration to you and a totally different way of looking at life. Rather than on a very linear path based on history and linear future, you now see that it is so much more encompassing and actually a lot more fun.

As you explore the grand potentials that exist within all of this energy right now and understand how to use it for yourself or how to enjoy it for yourself, this sets up a very grounded and anchored energy in the potential for humanity. This potential of change and evolution and what could be called enlightenment doesn’t necessarily feed into the matrix – the matrix meaning mass consciousness or the type of grid or the type of energy field and overlays that are set in place that so many people are just automatically bought into. The potentials lie slightly outside of that matrix for those who are willing to look somewhere other than the matrix, other than to old consciousness for answers.

The ones who are laying awake late at night saying, “There’s got to be a better way. There’s got to be something different. What is the answer?” Suddenly, they tap into the potential or the probability that you have helped to bring in and to actually embellish here on Earth. That’s the magnificence. You’re not trying to intrude on the matrix and you’re not trying to inflict your concepts of belief on them, but you’re presenting a broader, grander variety or potential for those who may want to choose it. So thank you for the question.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. You know when you were talking about how it just doesn’t matter, I felt myself going off towards your cottage, seeing the beautiful flowers, walking up to your door, and then I realize I had a baseball bat and I wanted to chase you down and chase Saint-Germain down and say, “What the hell?! You should have given me the memo before I got here and had a kid,” Tobias. But just doesn’t f***ing matter anyway. So whatever.

TOBIAS: Well actually the memo is there, it’s laying on your desk. (laughter) You just didn’t want to look at. It’s there with a stack of other memos spanning many, many lifetimes. (more laughter) But, you know …

SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.

TOBIAS: … you choose the experience, and actually I honor you for whatever you choose. And not to single you or anybody else out, but you could choose to do anything you want. You can choose to be magnificent, as you have done in this lifetime. You can choose to be …

SHAUMBRA 2: A spoiled rotten brat …

TOBIAS: … lost or confused or whatever, but actually I know you much better than that. So the memos are all there, absolutely all there. The wisdom of the ages is there available to anyone. It is not buried in the ground. It is not hidden in some other dimension. It is not held by the Anazasi Indians or the grand Hawaiians – nobody. It’s all there.

When you boil all of this wisdom – that many of you helped to write – down, it’s that God is you. You’re the creator. Now enjoy. Now experience. Now do anything you want. We’ll always be there, and if we’re not there, somebody else will be there to help guide you back if you get lost, but not all of you wanted to be guided back. Some of you want to come to our door with a baseball bat. (laughter) And then I simply make my cottage (snaps fingers) disappear. (lots of laughter) By the way, dear, your batting average is going way down. (more laughter)

SHAUMBRA 2: Sorry. Well, you know I’ve got my imagination too. But my little human … I’m not asking about dead grandma here, but I am asking about this real estate potential of this stuff and I’ve been using my intuition …

TOBIAS: Good.

SHAUMBRA 2: …and I just wanted your insight on …

TOBIAS: Real estate is a wonderful thing right now. It’s tangible. It’s real. If you look at it in pragmatic terms, the market is down right now, and it will be a while before it comes back up. But I can tell you very clearly that the population on Earth is going to continue to grow. The need for housing will still be there, and I would actually encourage Shaumbra – stepping out off of Cauldre’s safety limb here – but I’m going to encourage Shaumbra to invest in real estate and to use it for rental or for commerce of some type, because you are literally and figuratively creating a safe space – a place where people are going to go not just to live but to feel these energies that you’re helping to bring in. Any house or any building that you buy and others occupy is going to be filled with potentials. What a grand thing this ‘real’ estate really is.

SHAUMBRA 2: I’m specifically talking about a mentoring opportunity that’s been presented – how you feel about those people.

TOBIAS: (hesitating) Let me say this, there are things to learn, but you’re absolutely going to go out on your own. Don’t follow a system or a structure right now. I mean take a look – let’s be logical for a moment – take a look around you. The systems don’t work anymore. The programs don’t work anymore. You are going to develop the new program. So learn a little bit about the in’s and out’s, but then, for all of you, no matter what you’re doing, don’t follow somebody else’s system no matter if it’s healing or investment or invention or anything else. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the Internet by Linda): I’ve been on my journey for four years now. I have felt …

TOBIAS: Uh, I have to stop there. (laughter) Ohhhh dear. You’ve been aware of your journey for four years, but you’ve been on your journey for a long time. Continue.

LINDA: I’m reading a question for somebody else, not for me.

TOBIAS: Indeed, I know … (Tobias chuckles and audience continues laughing)

LINDA: Ready?

TOBIAS: Indeed.

LINDA: Okay.

SHAUMBRA 3 (Linda continues): I’ve been on my journey for four years now. I’ve felt lost and anxious and sorrowful most of the time until I found the Crimson Circle online a month ago. I started reading the first Shouds. The writings all felt right to me. They answered many of my questions. The question now is, what am I spiritually and physically going through now relevant to the writings of the year 2000 or should I be only reading, say, the last year of Shouds? Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. Read back, if you choose, if you find it enjoyable, and understand that you were going through those processes at the time. You’re not catching up at all. You’re just reading your own history, as the Shouds are the history of Shaumbra from around the world. Someday many, many others are going to read this. They’re going to read all of your history that’s contained in the Shouds.

So, if you choose to read back to find out where you’ve come from, but understand right now you don’t have to deliberately try to go back through those processes again. You’ve actually been with us this whole time. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias, darling. I don’t have a question.

TOBIAS: Good. We can just talk.

SHAUMBRA 4: I don’t have an answer. (she and Tobias laugh) I’m celebrating a wonderful moment in my life emerging from the big, dark night of the soul. We talked about one maybe six or seven years ago – that was pretty horrible when the guides left – and I didn’t know if I would emerge from this one at all. I thought maybe I’d just hop over to the other side and call it a day. But I am very joyful at this moment. “It doesn’t matter” has been speaking to myself and Hoodie now for about two years, and there’s a voice with a very charming accent and we would hear it say, “It doesn’t matter!” So it was thrilling today and charming to hear you share this really profound concept with everyone, and I agree wholeheartedly.

TOBIAS: And it’s interesting that it will be difficult for many humans to hear this message, and they would get into a lot of philosophy and debate about why it does matter. So we would just say to them ‘okay, let it matter as long as you want it to.’ And truly we allow them – we want them – to enjoy their experience no matter what it is, because in the end it doesn’t matter. In the end duality comes back together in completion and then brings in this very what appears to be illusive thing called New Energy.

It’s happening and it’s going to continue to happen. It’s a choice made on a very individual, but yet a very collective basis by all those who ever left Home. So, it’s happening anyway, and it is a personal choice. There’s not somebody up above manipulating it. You know, that’s an interesting perception that many people have, but they like to have that. So, so be it. Allow them to have that.

SHAUMBRA 4: Also, if someone is really yearning from their heart for freedom, for liberation, you know, truly, this is so helpful. You see, it is completely librating to take into yourself that in fact it really doesn’t matter, it’s not to belittle your experience at all. Simply to understand that it doesn’t matter and you are free.

TOBIAS: But the freedom actually can be the most terrifying thing that a human or many angels can ever experience. Because when you cross through the doors of imprisonment, psychological or physical, you cross through those and you now go into freedom – there’s nothing there. And that in itself is frightening.

SHAUMBRA 4: Terrifying.

TOBIAS: Comes in the second level of fear, “If there’s nothing there and if I can create, what if I create wrongly? What if I create something – a demon or something – that harms myself or others?” So there’s a tendency to get to the door of freedom and bang on it saying you want out and demand that you want out and get very angry that you aren’t free. But if you stop … if anybody stops for a moment and looks, there’s a door handle there and it’s not locked and you can open it up at any point and have total freedom. But then the question comes back to what do you give up with total freedom? What comfort or what game or what consciousness do you give up if you’re totally free?

It’s interesting as Saint-Germain talks about ascension and explains it in his own way to Shaumbra and says, “When you go into ascension, what we metaphorically call the Third Circle, you are free, and you’re sovereign and you’re an absolute creator in your own right.” Oddly enough, about … let’s see, Saint-Germain knows the number … about 76 percent of Shaumbra feels that’s really boring. They, in a sense, don’t want that freedom. They, in a sense, very much enjoy what they’re doing on Earth, which is fine. But we’re challenging Shaumbra now to be able to experience that freedom, to be on Earth in physical body and to absolutely enjoy the experience of life.

SHAUMBRA 4: Yes. I recommend it.

TOBIAS: You could write a book about it!

SHAUMBRA 4: One other thing. A beautiful being has come into Hoodie’s and my life. Her name is Maggie. She is called a Weimaraner by description of the breed of dog she is. And – I don’t know – maybe you can tell us just a little something. I know she’s had some trials in this lifetime …

TOBIAS: When anybody, any Shaumbra, is considering their pets – oh, they’re such a marvelous thing and there’s a whole history of Tobias and Tobias, Jr. and dogs. It’s interwoven into all of our lifetimes. But take a look at the time that this precious one came into your life. You could say that pets – dogs and cats and a few birds – are generally the manifestation of a part of yourself.

They’re not what you would call your total self, but your energy is infused into them and they – these precious beings, these precious type of devas or type of earth beings, not quite angels, but they’re earth beings – they absorb your energy. So when one like this comes into your life, take a look at the timing when it came in, what it’s sharing back with you right now, which is probably love and wisdom, but also take a look at its past because that past also is a reflection of your past, in the case that you get a pet like this.

Now for those getting brand new pets, generally they are ones who have been with you before. They’re very familiar with your energy and your journey, and they’ve been walking along the path with you for as many lifetimes as you could count. So they generally feel very, very close. They’re like energy sponges – consciously. They pull your energy in and they help you work with it in such a loving way – as long as you’re choosing it to be loving.

So … when you look in its eyes understand that it is its own being, but it’s also being such a part of you as well.

SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. It’s helping … pets help to teach all how to love themselves.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the Internet by Linda): Dear Tobias, there’s been a lot of media attention and controversy recently regarding the benefits of bioidentical hormones for those of us females over 40. Can you say more about the role of hormones in our bodies, especially those of us entering our next phase of life? Can they be used to help balance ourselves for a temporary time? And incidentally, why do menopausal symptoms seem to be so similar to those of ascension? (lots of laughter) Thank you from all of the female middle age Shaumbra who probably are at least 50 percent of your demographic.

TOBIAS: Indeed. So, several things. The symptoms of menopause have much to do with the integrating of the masculine/feminine self and really ultimately about loving the total self. So they are very, very similar to an ascension symptom, because it’s about integration and evolution and going through a life change.

As far as the biology, we’re recommending to Shaumbra that it is not a good idea to start interjecting a lot of outside influences into the body. There will come a time in the lifetime of most of you when there is a more balanced outside introduction, a balanced type of hormones or even in the stem cell type of therapy, but right now it’s very, very developmental and it’s actually carrying the consciousness of not only the researchers but humans in general, not quite sure if they’re ready to make that leap. So getting involved in some of these is not particularly advisable right now.

Go back into yourself. Your DNA is changing. You’re actually able to produce balancing hormones and balancing antibiotics within yourself. The whole concept of Standard Technology is that you are the healer. Your body already has either the direct cellular potential or the cellular future potential to absolutely balance your body. But don’t have expectations, because sometimes in a balancing of the body it also first does an unbalancing, which you’re going to perceive as getting sick or getting certain types of problems.

Don’t start tinkering with it. Trust your body. Talk to your body. Feel your body. Exercise your body – it’s like being with it – and allow this very interesting combination of DNA and hormonal changes and consciousness changes in your body to go through their process in a very, very natural way.

There are some days where that’s challenging, indeed, and you don’t know if your body’s going to make it through, but that’s when you really do the breathing and the allowing and the loving of your body, and let it adjust itself to the consciousness. The body tends to be the last in this whole chain of adjustments that are going on.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Okay, this week I was accidentally listening to past Shouds that popped up on my iTunes – thank you – from a couple of years ago, the Teacher Series, and I heard my voice come out of the computer suddenly as I was on there asking a question. And your answer was very profound and described me perfectly, and I realized, ‘Damn it, it’s two years later and I don’t think I’ve done any better at this. I’m still making everything difficult and complex. When am I going to let that go?’

But my main question is you talked in that time of how you’ve already gotten there. You made those choices – you know, you’re there, you’ve arrived, just like you said today, you’ve made it to your ascension or whatever you’re choosing – you’re now living it backwards. So you spoke of an example of just, like, you get up in the morning and you’re going to go to work. Well, you’ve already gotten to work. Now …

TOBIAS: Could I interrupt you for a moment?

SHAUMBRA 6: Go ahead.

TOBIAS: … respectfully. You have to get out of the head, out of the mind. And you’ve actually programmed yourself and adjusted yourself to continue to go through the mind. And we’ve talked about this so many times, but you still want to go that direction. And we’re getting very, very mindful here, very analytical. I’m going to ask you to take a deep breath, it … oh, and I said I wasn’t going to say that … (laughter)

SHAUMBRA 6: It doesn’t matter.

TOBIAS: Is it – I won’t say that – but is it important to you? (Tobias chuckles) It’s a different way of saying, does it matter? There’s this continual mental activity, and you feel lost without that mental activity. You’re actually addicted to it – the electrical flow in the mind and the way it flows in its very tight corridors that you allow it to flow – and it literally blows your mind to feel that you could get out of thinking. So you’re in this constant dilemma, and it’s interesting from our perspective – I think we’ll use it as a case study later on, if you don’t mind …

SHAUMBRA 6: Okay.

TOBIAS: It’s interesting, it’s beautiful, it’s wonderful, but what you’re truly asking here is how do you get out of the mind? Well, several things. You stop, you take a deep breath and you make a very conscious choice – not just a mind choice, you see; there’s a difference between a mind choice and a heart choice – and say, “I’m ready to get out of that.” But again, once you do, your life will change. And the question I have back for you is, are you ready to have your life change? And don’t tell me yes, until you really …

SHAUMBRA 6: No. I don’t know that. I don’t know.

TOBIAS: … until you really go in and feel it.

SHAUMBRA 6: Because I … as from today I can feel that. There are things that I’m enjoying and holding onto that get me through, and I would have to let go of all that.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and have you noticed in your patterns that every time you start to open and to feel and to expand, something pulls you back? Now you like to blame it on other things, of course, we all do – you all do (Tobias chuckles) – but you blame it on your partner, you blame it on a job, the economy, the weather, the …

SHAUMBRA 6: My mother …

TOBIAS: … squirrel hibernation patterns (laughter) or anything else that you can. And this becomes now a kind of an excuse, but a mental process. And then when you get tired of that you will start to expand again and to grow and you have great joy and then it pulls you back.

So what is it that’s actually holding back? What is the fear of getting out of the mental – very, very deliberate – mental programming? I’ll give you a few hints – a carry over from Atlantis; the very deliberate hypnosis that the mind is God; and the fear of finding out what happens when the mind doesn’t know the answer, you see.

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed, so you can continue with your question if you choose.

SHAUMBRA 6: I just was in my mind, I guess.

TOBIAS: Indeed. And don’t beat yourself up on that …

SHAUMBRA 6: No.

TOBIAS: … but take a look at what could happen if you’re into true feelings of sensory perception and true openness, and if you … Let’s do this. You’re going to have some situations coming up in your life that require problem solving. Consciously stop yourself. Don’t go into mental solution. Feel into the problem and feel into the many potential solutions without going to the mind. If you feel any pressure in your mind or if you feel the processing start – you’ve taught yourself how not to feel the pressure in your mind – so any time that happens, stop, and don’t try to figure it out, and let yourself just experience it, and let yourself discover that the solution is already there. You don’t have to think your way into it. Now let yourself just go into it, you see.

SHAUMBRA 6: I’ll do my best.

TOBIAS: Don’t try at all. It … oh, I can’t say that. (laughter)

SHAUMBRA 6: No try – it doesn’t matter.

TOBIAS: Just give yourself the freedom of experiencing a little bit of it without pulling yourself back. There are so many talents that you have that are latent right now, ready to come out. Just let them come out.

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you. And don’t wait two years to come back.

LINDA: You know, I know Tess and it makes me … listening to Tess makes me really wonder sometimes I think we need to spend more time acknowledging what we are and celebrating what we are and not what we’re not.

TOBIAS: Indeed, absolutely. But let’s also take a look at how we limit ourselves. This is not about right or wrong but this is about, at some level, making a choice to experience in a grander way, but then finding out that it’s difficult to do and finding out that even though the choice has been made, there seems to be barriers. So we go in and part of the whole process of making the choice was to take a look at what doorways were keeping that choice from manifesting.

LINDA: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, compiled by Linda): I was reviewing the questions and there were a number of questions, and I’d like to sort of summarize them to bring this topic up. There’s a huge, huge – for lack of a better term – problem with young people seeming to really be challenged and not fitting into the system and really getting lost when they hit kind of high school-ish or right at the end of high school. And it gets so serious that by the time they hit their mid-20’s, we’ve had a number of recent situations where literally they get suicidal. And the kids don’t know what to do and even more so are the parents not knowing how do they support these children, these young people in making that transition of finding a place in the system.

TOBIAS: We’re talking here in particular about the children of Shaumbra …

LINDA: Yes.

TOBIAS: … for the most part, just to clarify, because the answer I’m providing here is not universal. It is specific to this group. They have chosen very special parents – Shaumbra parents – who are opened and enlightened and here to be Standards of New Energy. So there’s a very beautiful and particular relationship between the parent and the child. It’s not going to follow any of the old books, the old way of raising children. None of the – that I know of – none of the current psychological programs are going to work. And it makes it more difficult because the young ones try to blend in. They’re actually, in a way, they’re very deliberate about blending in. You’ll find that they don’t like standing out. They don’t like group attention. They’re just trying to keep a low level. And they will for a while, but sooner or later they will emerge out of their own type of cocoon.

They’re going through a tremendous number of integration challenges, because they tend to come in as Crystal or at least very clear or very enlightened beings. They’re very, very sensitive, so they’re having a harder time coping with the energies that are very, very intense right now.

Oftentimes they are so tuned into their parents – to Shaumbra parents – and they start to feel the parent’s concern and fear and a sense of protection and that triggers something within them, and in a way they tend to start acting this out. And although many of you will not agree with my statement here, the best thing the parent can do is not to feel protective – and it goes against the grain for what you’ve been doing – but not to fear for the child, but to celebrate the child, and not to try to solve their problems, and not to – how to say – not to try to provide refuge for them.

Very, very difficult for you Shaumbra parents because you have a very intuitive sense of what’s going on and how difficult energies can be, and you understand the sensitivity that your child has and you do want to protect them. You want to take the arrows to yourself rather than to go to the child. In the long run, it’s really not doing them any good, and actually, they really don’t want it. But they’re playing along with you because they love you and respect you and they think that they should.

The thing to do with them is to treat them not as anomalies or not as something odd or strange, but to treat them on a very soul-to-soul level. Stop treating them as your child. Perhaps I should underline that. Please don’t treat them as your child. You are a carrier for them in this lifetime. You brought them in, but please let go of them as thinking that they’re your child. Start dealing with them on what you would call a higher consciousness peer basis rather than parent to child, and you’re going to see the dynamics between you and them change. This will give them a different sense of respect and self-worth and a different sense of balance within themselves, and they’re going to stop trying to fit in or they’re going to stop trying to act out on their differences, as many of them do.

Some of them are not only taking on the sensitivities of the world and things like depression and sadness and despair, but they’re taking on yours because of the deep connection you have. Energetically, peer-to-peer, God-to-God, make it very clear with them, whether it’s in a spoken word direct to them or in a psychic sense, but make it very clear that you don’t want them to take on your problems and you don’t want them to take on the world problems. They’re here bringing in a very clear energy, and they’re going to emerge. They truly will. They’re going to come out of this funk state that they’re in, this lost state, but right now just breathe with this whole process.

LINDA: What about the suicide aspect of it?

TOBIAS: Indeed, many of them are contemplating going back. The energies here on Earth are difficult right now. So it is … they are very closely connected with the energies on the other side, and you all know that. They talk about the beings that they talk to, they talk about their bizarre dreams, so they’re very closely connected, and some of them do feel a sense of going back. You know, they say to themselves, “Why am I here? What assignment did I take on?”

Instead of fearing, instead of creating drama around suicide, as so many of you have been doing, ask them to take a deep breath. Tell them they are creators, they can choose to come and go as they please. Let’s get away from this suicide mentality and let’s get into a choice mentality.

Now, I’m making a few of you upset here because you say, “Well, what if they leave?” What if they do choose to leave? Can you honor them? Can you still love them? Can you understand that … let’s get through this suicide thing. It invokes fear and it creates a very unpleasant energy with all of you.

One more word on that. I truly encourage you not, please, please, I truly encourage you not to get them into the hands of an old energy psychiatrist who, first of all, will never understand the more enlightened nature of their being, and is going to get them on these drugs. That causes the suicide. That … that is the reason. If you have a child who is suicidal in their attitude, I first ask you to take a look in the medicine cabinet. Have you allowed the prescription of these drugs? Because that will get them in a very altered state that will make it very difficult for them to stay here. So get off of those type of drugs. Can you get these precious beings into breathing … into breathing? That will help them integrate the energies from the other side and this side.

So, I know some of you accuse us of over simplifying, and we are proud of that. Thank you. (laughter)

LINDA: Two more questions?

TOBIAS: Indeed.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a man at the microphone): Hey Tobias. I want to thank you, first of all, for the ‘it doesn’t matter.’ And I don’t have a question …

TOBIAS: Yes, you have spent so much time, so much time with trying to make it matter, and have you realized in doing so you’ve allowed other people then to act it out for you and keep telling you ‘it does matter, you should be doing this and you should be doing that,’ and intuitively you know it doesn’t matter.

SHAUMBRA 8: Too true.

TOBIAS: Too true.

SHAUMBRA 8: I don’t have a question. I have a request.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

SHAUMBRA 8: That is like me asking you for a gift for maybe all of Shaumbra. And it has a few elements. I want you to tell me a funny story that maybe involves me and you or Saint-Germain or Kuthumi and it can be this life or any other life or in between. Something to remind us of this ‘it doesn’t matter.’

TOBIAS: Well! Aren’t you the one to pop the balloon here, so to speak. (laughter) You’re more psychic than even I knew. (more laughter) Just between us, there’s a few of the stories I want to tell in my departure, in our last days together. I would rather save it for then than do it now, because I am collecting stories about many of you. So, if you don’t mind, indulge me and allow me to do this in our last Shouds together.

SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed, thank you, and keep working on that very attuned psychic nature. We thought it was a secret. (laughter)

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. I have a question about interdimensional expansion.

TOBIAS: Yes.

SHAUMBRA 9: Since the workshop I feel like I have really improved my connection and my communication with my animals. But otherwise I don’t feel like I’ve made much progress, and I wonder if I’m doing something to block or to keep from having the experience or allowing the experience in.

TOBIAS: We’re looking at your energy. We don’t see that. You’re actually working on it very smoothly and it is easier going through the pets first. It’s much easier to expand your energy into things like rocks and trees and water and definitely your pets. That’s going to give you a very good basis or baseline for when you start some of the more nonphysical interdimensional traveling. So I actually, checking your energy out very carefully here, see it’s a wonderful path you’ve chosen. You’re allowing yourself to get proficient in a very balanced way.

SHAUMBRA 9: So just continue what I’m doing?

TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, and you’ll know, you’ll feel when you’re ready to go into the next levels, but you don’t need to push it. You don’t need to race into it. It’s just about an experience of allowing yourself – allowing, for all of you – allowing yourself to no longer just be dual in this illusion or this thing you call reality. Now starting to bring in the other dimensional aspects. And by working the pets, one of your next steps that I see is you’re going to start working with some of the entities who are gathering around you. They have a very good connection with you, and once you work with them, then you’re going to start expanding into some of the other dimensions and learning to gracefully handle it while you’re in your physical body on this Earth right now.

It’s one thing to blast out of your body and go play in another dimension. You do it at night – all of you – but now what about bringing all of that into the wakened reality, into this Now moment and being able to be in a dream state while you’re wide awake. To be able to be so expanded into other dimensions but still be able to drive your car down the road. That is living with joy and passion. Thank you.

LINDA: Last question.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Tobias, I got a little confused tonight. You explained and ended with the ‘stop with the blaming, you are the creator,’ and I go back to January when you were describing to us your transition into who you call Sam and the … actually, I believe you used the word fear – where other oversouls fear their own creations of getting too close and that’s part of the challenge and the beauty of your transition as compared to, I guess, to, say, your peers.

But at that point you also explained that have you ever … well, if you are one or have you ever known someone who felt completely unloved, unsupported, that they were, because their oversoul could not bear to look at what their incarnation had done and they turned their back on them. So … okay … and then you’re never alone. You’re always loved. Where does all this tie in together?

TOBIAS: Indeed, and when a human decides to go into a place of their own darkness, they create the energy that has the soul and the oversoul turn their back on them. And the oversoul and the soul are doing this in honor, you see. When the being decides they want to be alone, they will create that reality, even though they’re surrounded by the love of other humans or the angels. So it is a manifestation and it is an acting out of everything that is going on with that being.

That’s why we say it’s a game. It’s a beautiful game. It’s a magnificent game that’s being played, but that’s also when we say when you’re ready to understand that you are God … the divinity isn’t out there somewhere. Divinity isn’t a golden angel sitting in a palace or heaven or anything like that. It’s not waiting for 2012 and it’s not waiting for you to get over some of your bad habits.

The divinity is the simplest most beautiful and profound thing, and it’s you. It’s right now. It’s you in this moment. But if you want to pretend that it’s not here, it will go away. If you want to pretend that you are unloved, it will not love you. If you want to pretend that you are less than God also, it will pretend that it’s less than God also. You see?

SHAUMBRA 10: Yes.

TOBIAS: It is so you right now. We’ve offended some by playing ‘stop playing games,’ and we’re going to offend them again by saying, ‘stop playing games” – unless you enjoy the games. But then understand they are your games. There’s nobody manipulating it. There is no conspiracy against the divine. It is perception. It is a game.

And again, we ask all of you to say what do you give up when you stop playing the game? When you can understand that you’ll understand why you – not you, but all of Shaumbra – why you continue to play it. There IS a sense of discomfort or unease with saying, “I’m a creator. I Am That I Am.”

There’s also a game that’s played that said if I’m a creator then I should be able to snap my fingers and manifest a million dollars. That’s a game. You’re challenging in a very Old Energy human way. You’re actually trying to become super human rather than very divine. And it’s a game that you continue to play, and then you won’t let yourself manifest it, you see. You actually could. You actually could, but you won’t let yourself because then the game ends.

I know some of you are on your email right now (laughter) – thank God I don’t have an email address, but Cauldre and Linda do – saying, “But Tobias, damn it!” And I say ‘Damn it’ back to you! You’re playing a game. You’re playing the game of being broke or sick or lonely or whatever it is – and it’s wonderful. I admire you. I admire you.

But the only question I ask, based on your, basically, demands to us is, well, when do you want to stop playing it? And you say, “But I’m not playing a game,” and you continue to be impoverished and ill and not a creator. And that’s fine. We love all of you. We truly do, and we honor all of you just as your soul and oversoul and all this other stuff honor you – and are going to play the game right along with you. It is a marvelous game.

But you have said, “I’m done with it.” You’ve said, “Please, somebody come in and tell me it’s a game. Somebody come in and tell me it doesn’t matter.” That’s why we’re here.

SHAUMBRA 10: Excellent. Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed. There’s one other question that wanted to be asked – a live question – if you would come back up.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): Thank you, brother. First time here, and I have a …

TOBIAS: Fun, isn’t it.

SHAUMBRA 11: Oh yeah, it’s wonderful. I have a city question, and it’s about Cripple Creek. And I want to know when, how and why that dormant volcano will become active, because I live in Colorado Springs?

TOBIAS: Indeed. You want it to become active?

SHAUMBRA 11: Uh … no, I’m … I have a hunch that in the not too distant future a lot of the Earth mother’s geothermal rumblings will occur around our Earth planet.

TOBIAS: Well, let me say this, and bordering on being a little cautious here for a variety of reasons. There’ll be energy movements, not directly in Cripple Creek, but in a lower, flatter area. And it’s going to be a shaking up of some energies – and not of volcanic type, but there’ll be some other things – because there is a lot of pent up energy in this particular region, which we’re not going to mention. A lot of pent up energy and it needs to be released.

The energy is angry, it’s very, very rigid, and you know what happens when things are rigid? They tend to crack and break. So what we are saying is your intuition is pretty good, but just move a little bit downhill and you’re going to … and don’t think in terms of the type of eruptions that you were talking about. It’s a different type of energy shift.

SHAUMBRA 11: I was always told location, location, location. (laughter)

TOBIAS: Well, location, location, location changes into new, new, new.

SHAUMBRA 11: Oh, yeah. And I – not that I want to plagiarize – but I heard a bunch of really good bumper stickers and I’m wondering if I can use them. Not necessarily to get rich, but …

TOBIAS: Why … why wouldn’t you want to get rich?

SHUAMBRA 11: “You choose the experience.” I like that one.

TOBIAS: Excellent the bumper sticker.

SHAUMBRA 11: Can I use it?

TOBIAS: As long as you say, “Tobias.” (Tobias chuckling and audience laughter)

SHAUMBRA 11: Alright. Oh ho! Oh ho!

TOBIAS: I was jesting with you. Absolutely. Absolutely. These things are wonderful to share. And do expect that it could go beyond bumper stickers and that it could be wonderfully abundant for you.

SHAUMBRA 11: Alright. Namaste, brother.

TOBIAS: Namaste. And you say there’s one more. One more question.

LINDA: One more.

TOBIAS: We’re having too much fun today!

LINDA: Oh, just a playground!

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias, I was really busy last year, so I didn’t come and I didn’t read Shouds. And then after Christmas I thought I really need to do a crash course. So I did a crash course. Now, to go back in the fall, I walk with my dog and the little neighbor kids and we pick up the streets and quite often I find coins. And sometimes I find something very unusual. So this fall I was walking down the street … I brought it today, because it’s very special. I found this … see what is? It says ‘N.’ And when I picked it up I thought … now intuitively I knew this was for me and it was really special. I wasn’t going to leave it in the street. It was special.

So anyway, I put it by my journaling material by my bed and then after Christmas I was putting Christmas things away and I slide these plastic boxes under my bed with the Christmas things, and this fell on the floor. And I had just read about the House of Awakening and that some of us were building it. Right?

TOBIAS: Indeed.

SHAUMBRA 12: Never thought to look on the other side. Look what’s on the other side. A nail. And that … I tell you, when those synchronicities happen … see, this is what I like about the New Energy, the synchronicities and the fact that you get such a jump, you know, when that happens. It’s such a wonderful thing.

LINDA: That’s like David’s numerology club, yeah.

SHAUMBRA 12: Yeah! And now you talk about that! Listen, then today I noticed something else on this card I did not notice before today. It has a little tiny 11 on it, and that’s my special number. Thank you!

TOBIAS: Indeed.

SHAUMBRA 12: One more thing. In the feeling … because you know I did this crash course, right. So in the feeling of things, I’ve been doing that for years. I do … on a Friday morning I do a tub meditation and I feel into things.

LINDA: A tub meditation?

SHAUMBRA 12: Uh huh, and I record what I get. Okay. I’ve been doing that for years. And this one day I thought well – it’s been about a couple of weeks ago – I thought, well I’m just going to just feel into the void, just be there, see what happens, right? Because see, I’m a Sagittarian. I think this New Energy is great. I think you just …

LINDA: Did you call my mother? (laughter)

SHAUMBRA 12: See, a Sagittarian just gallops ahead and says, “Whoa! There’s going to be some discovery here,” you know. And so I was doing this and it was just wonderful. I was just sitting in the void just being and just ah! Just great. And then all of a sudden I saw this reptilian eye – huge reptilian eye. I mean, it took me back. Now what was that? And as soon as I asked what is it, it disappeared. Explain. (laughter)

TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed. This is in your case in particular, but we don’t want everybody to assume that this is their situation, because sometimes these eyes that show up and they’re actually aspects of yourself that are showing up to see what the hell you’re up to. (laughter) Your aspects really are coming from the past and wanting to know how you’re doing in the future.

You also have angelic family members that you haven’t seen or talked to in a long time, and they’re coming from – how to say – a very distant place and they’re checking on you, “Have you gotten it yet?” because when you get it then they can start to get it. So there’s a lot of beings who are checking you out.

In your case, dear one, there are … now I don’t want you to all go into crisis over this, but there are these reptilian type of interdimensional energies. (someone in audiences says “Oh”) Ohhh, sometimes they …

LINDA: Oh, nice …

TOBIAS: They sometimes … (Tobias chuckles). They don’t live under the Earth though … and sometimes they come and probe. They’re very interesting. They’re very mental – that should tell you something. They don’t really have a way of having emotions or feelings of their own. They’ve actually gotten so trapped in the mind – and that should be a warning to all of you – that they’ve lost feeling and emotion. So therefore they have to go feed on it.

They actually don’t look like reptiles, but because they’re not really desirable creatures, you manifest them or you envision them as being reptilian in nature. And they come to feed off of feeling and emotion because they don’t have their own. They would like to steal yours, but every time – not just yours, but everybody – every time they steal emotion, primarily based on fear, anxiety and those more active emotions, they do take it in. They try to feed off of it, but they turn it mental right away. So they have a hunger that’s never actually satisfied.

There’s going to come a point, as we all know, that they go through their own transformation. These are not physical beings, by the way, but they go through their own evolution of their type of planet, whatever you want to call it, where they go beyond. But it’s going to be very difficult for them. It’s going to be hell for them. For the first ones that are making a conscious choice to go beyond mind, it’s going be overwhelming to really own emotion and feeling. They’re going to feel like they’re going through hell. They’re going to feel like they’re being ripped down, torn apart and spit out into the void, because it’s tearing down their old structures and their old patterns of mental processing.

Can you imagine how overwhelming it is to a being who has programmed themselves out of feelings and has been only mental, logical, intellectual or analytical, who now tastes of feeling and emotion once again? It’s overwhelming. They’re going to think they’re dying a thousand deaths.

But after they get over it, they’re going to realize that they are now completing or evolving themselves, and they will become the teacher in their dimensions and realities for how to once again get back to feeling. If it sounds only slightly familiar, it is.

LINDA: Do I have your permission to sell that to South Park as an episode? (laughter)

TOBIAS: Well, now, we don’t have …

SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you, Tobias.

TOIBAS: We don’t have South Park here at the cottage, but we do watch through your eyes, which have seen many, many of these episodes and we’re afraid they would turn it pornographic. (more laugher)

So with that, dear Shaumbra, what a delightful day. Please enjoy life. Please experience yourself as a creator and an un-creator.

And so it is.