Freedom of the Soul, Part 2

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Embodiment Series:
SHOUD 7: "Freedom of the Soul; Part II" - Featuring Saint-Germain

Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 5, 2005

We will begin now. I am that I am. I am the energy of Count Saint-Germain, and Tobias has given me this opportunity to speak to you today. (The channel begins during what is usually the “Welcome” segment with Geoff and Linda.) We will dispense with the slides, for they are somewhat useless (audience laughter) with what we will talk about today. I have been waiting for some time now for Tobias to turn over the energy of Shaumbra to me. It is an honor and a delight to be here.

As you probably can feel, this is somewhat different than a regular Shoud, the way Tobias does it. We have had to partially knock Geoffrey – Cauldre – out to go here, but you will probably remember that we began this in your last period of sleep, for the Shouds that I do are different. I don't collect your energy the same way Tobias does.

We actually have a type of class. We have a type of gathering where there is lecture, there is discussion, and we do intense energy work. And this work began in your last sleeping period. It has been brought forth into this room and into your homes on this day. Much of this you will remember. It will feel very familiar, for in a sense, we are also now talking about it at the exact time. You can turn that device off (more laughter).

It is interesting to know that I did notify so many of Shaumbra that we would be starting early today. Some of them felt that in their being. Others did not. They will be tuning in late, perhaps catch part of our Question and Answer session.

The energies today are quite different, quite different. And perhaps you can notice how they are affecting your bodies, and particularly of your minds.

We are going to talk today, the first in a series of several talks that I will be doing with you. We will talk about the very nature of energy – what it is and what it isn't, how it is moved and how it is not moved. We will talk about how it can apply in your reality here on Earth.

I get very annoyed and frustrated with so many of you who are still using Old Energy practices to try to move energy. You are using force. You are using strength. I am going to show you how to use finesse, and I am going to show you how to use grace in what you are doing. You have worn yourselves down to a nub with what you've been trying to push. I have sat back with Kuthumi and Tobias and Ohamah, watching you do this, chuckling sometimes in great amusement, for you are still so much in the human mind in the Old Energy. But you had to be that way in order to hear the words that we had to say and to hear your own spirit, to hear your own divinity speaking.

So, yes, we have rearranged some things today. It is also very appropriate that you're not putting this out in a visual form, for there is too much that is carried in the energy of the words and in your own energies here today. We don't want people googling and watching and trying to see how hair is combed and what people are wearing and how they look on the camera. We are going to move some energies today.

The energies of Saint-Germain – I am that I am – are familiar to all of Shaumbra. We have worked together before. Let me go through some of my history to help you to remember.

I have gone through more hell than any one of you who is sitting here or in this room. I have gone to greater depths and darknesses. I have gone through miseries. I have battled the demons. I have battled the devil him and herself. I have spent many, many lifetimes in the lowest of the low. So, when I speak to you, and we communicate like this, I know what you are going through. I know the darkness, or the depths, or the difficulties. I have been there. I have gone through worse. I have greater stories than any of you, Shaumbra, today. So, I understand.

I use the identity of Saint-Germain, Count Saint-Germain. I bestowed that title on myself; it was a wonderful one. I actually created the name. My truer identity – and the name that I was called by those who knew me in that lifetime – was Adamus. It is a more familiar name to me, and it has its derivatives in the term Adam. And Adam is the essential energy of man and woman here on Earth. So, I adopted that name, Adamus, for myself. And it is how I'm known to Tobias and Kuthumi and the others, and to most of you also. So many of you call me Professor Adamus and I enjoy that title as well.

My energy goes back as far as you go back. We shared times together in the Atlantean era. I was known in the biblical times as the one you would call Samuel. And from that lifetime I spent a whole series of lifetimes on the dark road in the depths. I wanted to explore what it would be like to go to the bottom of humanity, the bottom of vibration. I wanted to explore what it would be like to be totally consumed by the energy of this Earth, totally consumed by the energy of what you would call an “ego.”

So, I spent many lifetimes in this. I met many of you during these times. You may remember me as a poor, wretched one. You may remember me as one who kills you, one who betrayed you. So, that energy sometimes still shows up when we get together. But I did this to help me understand the true origins of human nature.

I have to say that so many of you have also done this to certain degrees. You have given of yourself to find out what it is like. You have to explore all of the realms and all of the boundaries of this human condition to understand the totalness of your divinity. That is why we are here. That is why we are sitting here on this day. That is why we are here in the realms.

There is this thing called the Crimson Council on our side of the veil. You are all participants and members and strong influences in it. This is where we get together during your dream state or during your multi-dimensional travel. The Crimson Council is not one of the pillars of the Order of the Arc. We all come from different places, different families – the family of Michael and the family of Raphael, the family of To-bi-wah. We converged into this thing called the Crimson Council at this time.

And as you know, it also consists of the energies of Ohamah, Kuthumi, Tobias. There are strong influences with Quan Yin and many, many others. You are active participants in this. We are not at a higher level than you. You are simply manifested on Earth right now, and we are not, possibly. That is a whole other discussion.

I am speaking right now through this one you call Cauldre. He has been taken somewhere else for the time being. But I will have you know that I’m also present in the room with you in a human form, a human form that you will not see after this day. You don’t need to look around (audience laughter). I can manifest myself in a variety of forms and shapes. I can appear momentarily and disappear the next. I can create a story that has so much character and personality and depth to it that it continues its essence for a period of time until I disconnect it.

And this is something that each and every one of you here can do as well. That is where we are going. Tobias has told you that this is going to be different year, a year of freedom of the soul. That is where we are going. Tobias has assigned me to speak to Shaumbra for the next two sessions on the nature of energy and how to transmute. Or, let’s call it, “move energy.” Energy is an amazing thing, amazing. And it doesn't exist! I’ll tell you why in just a few moments.

But first let me tell you more about myself. I am very proud to do this. And I wish those of you who are here listening would be as proud of your own stories as well. Indeed, I was the energy of Samuel. I spent many, many lifetimes in what you would call lower positions, as well, dark positions. I can tell tremendous stories about some of the things I went through, including, yes, indeed a time where I had no lapse between lifetimes. I remembered everything, one lifetime after another. That is hell unless you are prepared for it. You, Shaumbra, are prepared for it. I was not at the time. It is hell. It is hell, continuing a story, continuing the memories, not having a resolution. It is hell.

I helped to create the energies of the one that you call Saint Francis of Assisi, an unsouled being, who I helped to create with Kuthumi and some others. I have been incarnated on Earth as the energy of Francis Bacon, commonly known also as Shakespeare. But with my deep love for writing, I have also incarnated as the energy of Samuel Clemens, Mark Twain. It was an incredible lifetime. I traveled the world. I wrote my stories. I shared many times with so many of Shaumbra. I actually had the one that you know as Cauldre in my employment for a short period of time in the place that you would call Virginia City when I had a newspaper there.

In my lifetime as St. Germain, I was born in an area of what you would now know as Spain to a Portuguese father who was also Jewish and a mother who had royal Spanish lineage. My name was not Count Saint-Germain, or Saint-Germain (said with a French accent this time). I changed it later when I began my travelings.

I traveled throughout Europe. I brought with me into that lifetime information. I brought with me so much energy that I had built up over a long period of time. I brought it with me. And I understood, and I knew how to transmute.

It is simple, Shaumbra. It is so simple to take a diamond in your hand and clear any of the flaws in it. It is simple. You are trying too hard. That is the problem. I could take simple stones, put them in my pocket, and pull out gold. It is simple. You are trying too hard. You are trying to apply force to energy, and it doesn't work, does it? There is no sleight of hand here. There are no miracles here. It is simple physics. And we are going to be going into some of that.

In my lifetime as Saint-Germain I counseled Louis XV. We spent many hours behind closed doors. I helped him to try to understand the nature of energy. Of course, he was more interested in how to turn rocks into gold, and I would never show him (some laughter). He wanted to know how to clear a diamond. He wanted to know how I could shape-shift, how I could change my form and turn into different beings at any time.

Yes, for Garret, for Norma, Linda, and Cauldre, I was your cab driver when you went to Paris recently, the trip that I helped to arrange. Yes, you were looking for a taxi in the airport. You looked so lost and confused (some laughter), somewhat frightened even. And I appeared. You helped me to appear. I appeared in the form as a cab driver. And I guided you safely to your hotel. I appeared several other times throughout your stay there. But you didn’t recognize me. I can do this, Shaumbra, and you can too.

In my lifetime as Saint-Germain I also counseled Madame Pompadour. I spent many hours with her, helping her to understand the whole nature of what you call Spirit or God – not that I have the answer to this – but I have an answer that is, I believe, more valid and more truthful than any one of the religions on your Earth right now.

I have an aversion to religions, and I expressed this vehemently in my lifetime as Saint-Germain. It got me into a bit of trouble (some laughter). The church leaders are pompous. The church leaders are fearful. I’m glad I can say this. Tobias would not express these feelings so vigorously. The church energy right now is what is holding Earth back, what is holding humanity back. It is probably the most diseased energy of any on Earth. And I am going to come back soon. I’m going to – as you would say – kick some ass (audience laughter) in terms of religion (more laughter and applause). I have heard Cauldre say many times that I'm far too serious, that I don't have a sense of humor. But I do.

For those of you who are just tuning in now I am Count Saint-Germain. I am replacing Tobias today. We dispensed with your discussion. You can read about it later. We are talking here with a group in this Coal Creek Canyon about the nature of energy, about who you truly are. We are talking about what an Energy Mover is.

Ever since Tobias introduced this subject, you have been wondering how to move energy. You have been playing your little games, trying to move things energetically. We are going to talk to you about how it is actually done. I am probably going to irritate some of you, but not nearly as much as Ohamah can (audience laughter). I am going to challenge you at your depth to get unstuck from your story. I going to push you into understanding who you truly are, how energy works, so much so that some of you could be pushed to the point of even death. But that is nothing.

I am here sitting in this room right now. I never died. In my lifetime as Saint-Germain, I walked out of my body. I walked out of it. There was no long, prolonged death. I didn’t do any suffering. There was no pain. I walked out of my body. And this is a true, true story – it disappeared the moment I walked out of it. There are no bones buried in the ground, no flesh left to stink and rot. I walked out.

And this is where we are going, Shaumbra. This is what you have asked for. This is why you are here on Earth right now. I walked out. And I can walk back in. Yes, it sounds like the New Earth, doesn’t it? I can walk back in at any time, manifest myself, my energies into human reality.

I am going to call you on your games. I am going to call you on your story, whether it is sitting in the room here right now over our next few sessions together, or whether we are driving down the road together. You are playing too many games right now. It is getting you confused. It is getting you lost.

I know who you are. We have worked together for eons of time. I am going to remind you of that. Yes, it will irritate you at times, but it is time to get over the games, to get over the stories, to stop playing in your sandbox. We are going to start playing in the whole arena of multi-dimensions.

So, I have had many, many wonderful lifetimes on Earth, and now I come and go as I please.

We are going to talk today a little bit about the nature of energy. Energy doesn't exist, at least not at the core level. Energy does not exist. When you go to this place called Home – what Tobias talks about in his story, Home, the source of All That Is – there is not a drop of energy there. Nothing. It is clear. It is nothing. Home contains no energy, for it needs no energy. Energy is a dualistic term. Home needs no energy.

There are those who are trying to find this place called heaven. There are those who are trying to find God. And they are searching energetically. They are scanning for an energy source. We did this in Atlantis – remember? – constantly searching the heavens, the bodies, and the Earth for an energy source. Home is no energy. It simply is.

When you left Home and went through this thing called the Wall of Fire – when you were in the Wall of Fire for those who remember from the schools – you were shattered into billions and billions of pieces, almost an infinite number of pieces. Every piece that you were shattered into represented a potential of something that you would experience. Now, can you imagine how many potentials there are just in this moment? I will give you some ideas of potentials that you went through in the Wall of Fire.

Every potential, every potential experience and thought and deed creates energy outside of Home, outside of the Wall of Fire. You could say that the outside of the Wall of Fire, the outer view of the Wall of Fire, is the grid that we speak of, or “the field.” It is the source of the energy that you have used once you left Home. It lies in a dormant state. It is neutral. It is, in a sense, a nothing, a potential, waiting to be expressed.

There is an equation: energy equals potential expressed. Energy is a nothing, but it sits ready and waiting to serve you. It serves you the moment that your imagination triggers it, and then it goes to work. Then, it begins forming itself. And it begins to take a shape and an expression. Right now, you're sitting in a moment that is filled with potential energy, waiting to be expressed. It lies in a neutral and a dormant state. Your scientific instruments could never find it because it is neutral. It is waiting to be expressed through your imagination.

There are also many, many layers of energy that have been expressed. They have been created by you, shaped by you. They have been formed by you over eons of time, long before you came to Earth when you were in angelic forms, many energies that you shaped. They are not in material form. But they are in a type of creation in the other dimensions and realms.

Many times, even now as you are in human form, you go into the dimensional realms and play with potentials. You play with energy. You shape them. You create. Sometimes you leave your creations in the other realms, just sitting there, energy that has been formed into something. It’s been sitting there, waiting to go. Sometimes you just leave it there like you would leave a book on the shelf.

Other times you bless it with its own life form energy. You send it on its way. You let that energy continue forming and shaping on its own. You give it the initial life, then you bless it and let it go off. The example of this would be in your human reality where you have children. You help to birth them, but then you let them go off – most of you do – let them go off on their own.

These creations of yours that exist in the other realms are all non-souled. In other words, they do not have Creator right or Creator potential of their own. They are your creations. Sometimes you call these “the aliens.” They come back to you because they are your children, in a way. They’re your celestial children, but they are non-souled.

You are souled. You have the ability to initiate potential into energy form and have it manifest. When you begin to manifest potential, when you begin to create energy back in this thing that we call “the field,” you could say that it is expressed in a series of energy attributes. I am going to oversimplify this for the sake of understanding, but you would express it in either a plus or a minus – those are the basic elements – or positive/negative, however you want to express this.

Then, you start to put together all of these elements. There may be a series of pluses and a few minuses. Now, you see energy as taking shape. And yes, there is a correlation between that and what you would call your new digital society. It is very similar, very parallel. You are going back to the origins and back to the understanding of energy. When you tap into “the field,” you use a series of positives and negatives to begin shaping that potential, that energy, into something.

To take something, to take raw energy and convert it into matter is a very complicated, very complex equation. It is a massive series, massive series of pluses and minuses. The pluses and minuses tend to align themselves in a type of spiral. The spiral generally would have 12 elements to it. In the center of the 12 spiraling elements is a neutral element, or what you can say the connection back to “the field.” If this sounds like the DNA model, it is. But we don't call it DNA. We call it “energy structuring.” Off of any of these 12-stranded energy structures, it spins other structures in every direction, every dimensional direction.

Now, you deal generally with three or sometimes what you would call four dimensions. But imagine now going back to “the field,” tapping into it with a simple plus and minus, and now starting to add more pluses, more minuses, sometimes a lot more pluses, sometimes a lot more minuses. But this helps you take energy and now turn it into something. All of these little structures turn into these 12-stranded-type-of-energy particles. And they are eventually brought into your human reality to create the illusion that you have now, a very complex structure, very detailed.

So, with this understanding of energy, knowing that it is actually not real, knowing that energy truly at its core, core source does not have a positive and negative, you can begin to understand how this thing called the material world that you live in seems so real. But it is not. It is pure illusion, pure illusion, but so highly structured that it seems real. It seems like you can’t get out of it at times. It seems that you’re stuck in this whole cycle of incarnations. It seems that you have to rely on help from the celestial realms to get out. And you don't. You don’t. You’re not trapped in this at all.

What you have is energy that is stuck, energy that has been formed by you and, in a sense, is boxed in, or structured by you, and it can't get out. You try beating on it. You try forcing it. And you try willing it. And every time you do and it doesn't work, you feel less and less empowered than before.

You feel that certainly there has to be some supreme being or some higher force that's going to come down and save you, come down and take you away from this unempowered state of being. There is not. There is not. You are the supreme being. You are all connected to the supreme being. That is a whole other discussion.

In reality it is an illusion, but you can't push on it; you can't force it. Transmutation comes from understanding what energy is at its core level. It comes from understanding that energy is an illusion to begin with. There is none. At Home there is no energy.

I have tried to help other scientists of your time – and my time – understand this. I worked closely with Tesla when I was Samuel Clemens. We would meet. We would talk. I would try to help him to understand. We had some degree of success, but quite frankly society wasn't ready for what Tesla had to offer, but instead reverted to a more Edisonian type of understanding of energy. You are ready to move beyond that now, ready to go beyond that Old understanding of energy. Interesting. They were both the modern-day energy workers, Tesla and Edison.

I spent much time in my lifetime as Saint-Germain working with Mesmer, helping him to understand the nature of reality, helping him to understand hypnosis, mesmerizing, the fact that if you can get the human consciousness tuned into a certain level, it can transcend its stuck state of being. It can get the energy moving and flowing again. With a certain type of hypnosis, or mesmerization, you can get out of that Old story, and you can transmute energies very quickly.

Unfortunately, the whole study of hypnosis was taken over by your philosophers and your psychologists, and those who study the brainier things. And it has been far less effective than what it truly can be. I am going to be working with some of Shaumbra to give you a whole new understanding of hypnosis. We are going to change the name so there is not a stigma attached to it. We are going to be doing this over the next few months. And those who… you will know that I am there working with you. We are going to be doing some tests and some experiments, yes.

So, this whole nature, this whole understanding of energy will help you to move beyond the stories that you are stuck in. It will help you to manifest things in your life instantly.

I never had a bank account in my times as Saint-Germain. I didn't believe in the banks. That is a whole other story that we can go into (some laughter). I didn’t have to have a bank account because I was able to manifest gold whenever I needed it. I had an abundance of wealth and I never had to think about it.

I get very upset and very frustrated, and I don't want to hear any questions today about abundance when you come up to the microphone. So, I’m going to get very upset if you do (some laughter). You have become so stuck in this whole issue, and it is actually preventing you from moving forward. You focus on this lack of abundance. You are so stuck in it. And the fact is that there is the potential of money abundance just waiting to come into your reality. But you are not letting it. You hold Old belief systems about it. You think that you have to work within the system.

I will tell you one thing – in my lifetime as Saint-Germain I never worked within the system. The system is mass consciousness, and it will grab you and pull you into it so quickly. Tobias has asked you if you are ready to leave mass consciousness, and most of you said, “Yes.” But you are still stuck in it. You have to work outside of the system.

So, at its core level energy is nothing. It can be initiated and shaped into anything that you want. We are going to start simple. We’re not going to get into grandiose projects. We are going to start very simple. Some of you may even want to begin working with this between now and our next discussion.

It works easiest with water, by the way. Just sit with water. Sit with a glass of water in front of you. Sit in the water. Understand and feel what it is like not to try to will the water. You see, that’s where you have gone wrong before. You try to will it into something. You cannot will energy. You can only imagine energy. Remember that. Write that in your books. You cannot will it. You cannot force it. You can only imagine it.

And when you imagine energy in its pure state of being, it takes a form to respond to you. You command energy through the imagination, and it responds. If you push on it, if you strong-arm it, it’s going to do what? Respond literally to you! If you are trying to stress, if you are trying to push to get abundance in your life, it will respond literally. It will stress you back. Some of you say, “The universe is literal. God is literal.” And it is. But understand it is you. You are literal. You respond to yourself perfectly.

Get in the space with something very simple – with water – and just sit with it. Or air. Yes, air is a wonderful thing as well. Just sit with it. You do this breathing thing. Sometimes I wonder what you are doing (some laughter). Most of you are going through a mental rote exercise, saying, “The teacher says to breathe, so we will breathe.” And you don't really understand what is going on.

Do you understand the simplicity of this thing that you call air, oxygen, moving in and through you? You try to make it very complex. You try to manipulate it. You try to make yourself feel better. You are just being asked to open up. Accept it. Let it into your being. Feel the essence of air. Stop trying to manipulate it. Stop trying to change its atomic type of construction.

Some of you, I’ve seen, you go in and you try to manipulate and push atoms. You think that, if you get down into the lowest level and move around one of the elements, that’s going to change things. And then you’re going to be a magician, and you’re going to be able to snap your fingers and manifest. It doesn't work like that.

There was some limited degree of success that people had in the old era in doing those types of things. You can fool atomic structures for a certain period of time through use of force or exerting of your will. But sooner or later it will slingshot back the other way. It will actually almost work against you.

This group, Shaumbra, the Crimson Council – that is who you are, the Crimson Council – you are ready now on Earth to understand what it is like to truly work with the essence of energy, to understand the alchemy of energy, to understand how to make things manifest in front of you. We are not going to get into the details of this today. We are going to ask you to sit with the simplest things – air or water or fire, either one – we are going to ask you to simply feel the energies, how they are flowing, how they are working.

We are going to ask you to feel into the water – how energy is stuck in there. There is stuck energy in water and in air. Energy can get stuck. There is this elaborate, elaborate gridwork of these 12-stranded-type-of-energy particles that go as far more the sub-level to what you call your atomic structure. It is the true Earth energy structure. We are going to ask you to feel how energy flows within these lines, these grids. We are going to ask you how it gets stuck in these grids. We are going to ask you how it responds perfectly to your imagination.

Imagination is not what you would call visualization. We are talking two different things. Tobias has explained this before. Visualization is forced and focused energy. No visualization here. It is imagination. How can you tell the difference? Well, imagination flows. Imagination does not have to be pushed. Imagination comes from the core of you.

We are going to repeat our message for those who are just tuning in now, hoping to catch the end of Geoff and Linda’s little discussion. We have begun our discussion. This is Saint-Germain. Welcome to our group today. We are talking about energy. We are talking about what it is and what it isn't.

There are so many misconceptions about energy in your culture right now, misconceptions that you have to use types of instruments to detect its strength and its power, and it’s biased. That is not energy. That is an expression of energy, but it is not energy itself.

You are energy beings. You have much stuck energy around you. You have stuck it on purpose. You have molded it like clay, and now it has hardened to create your story.

We are going to unmold it. We are going to set it free between now and going into our next discussion. We are going to liberate you from your own creation. We are going to show you how energy can be played with.

We are going to show you, some of you who want to see how you can actually walk out of your body. We are not talking about astral projection. We are talking about totally leaving your body and watching your body continue to operate and watching your story continue to move. A few of you won't come back from that experience. So, be careful about asking whether you want to volunteer. You’ll find it rather burdensome to go back into that body. You’ll find it more graceful to do as I, Saint-Germain, do – go in and out whenever I choose to.

We’re dealing with a whole new era right now. We're dealing with a whole new you. Some of you have been trying to build yourselves into bigger “yous.” Tobias has gently talked to you about that. I won't be so gentle. You try to just make yourself a little more inflated. We are going to deflate that. We’re going to let out the energies that are blocked up. You wonder why you're having physical problems, mental problems, blocked energy? We’re going to unblock it.

Tobias has asked me to come in and speak to you over the next two gatherings of Shaumbra. Today was a warm-up. Today was my way of introducing my energy more directly into this group.

We are going to work with you. I am going to show you a few tricks. I want to fascinate you between now and our next gathering. I am going to show you how something can be changed so quickly. I am going to show you how illusions come and go. I am going to come to you in human form, and you’re not going to recognize me right away. But you’re going to look back later, and say, “That was damn Saint-Germain!” (audience laughter)

Shaumbra, we are ready to move. We are ready to move. Tobias has been working with you for five long and patient years. Kuthumi comes in and talks to you. And Quan Yin comes to talk to you. We had to hold Ohamah back, he is so forceful right now. It is time to move forward. We have less than two years to work together before this quantum leap. We have much work to do. As someone said earlier today to Cauldre, there is no time in this for whining or complaining. There is no time in this for wondering why you don't have health, why you don't have abundance. Get over it! Get over it!

I have to say that it is so impressive, however, to see the work that you have done. There were – what you would say – bets on our side that you would not be able to get this far (audience laughter), but you have. One thing I can say about Shaumbra is you are determined cusses (more laughter), stubborn in so many ways. And you’re going to do it one way or the other.

But I'm going to show you an easier way and a more graceful way to conduct your life and your creations. It goes back to the essence of what energy is and how it can be used.

I cannot stress enough – I cannot stress enough – the hell that I went through in repeated lifetimes on Earth, worse than anything any of you could imagine. I know you want to challenge your stories against mind. Mine will win hands down. I did this in order to understand how energy works and to come to the point of understanding the simplicity of it.

I can see many of you making the mistakes that I made. You're trying too hard. You’re in your minds, and you’re pushing. You're wearing yourselves down. Let’s get over that as well.

It is interesting to note, watching you, working with you, the great strides and progress that are being made in humanity in general. One of the telltale signs of a quantum leap of consciousness – a quantum leap that has been long-awaited and perhaps long-overdue – is when a certain small group of humans begins to understand – I want you to pay particular attention to this – when a certain small group of humans begins to understand there is no such thing as right or wrong, light or dark. There is no such thing as evil.

That is the beginning of the true understanding that there is no duality. It helps to break down the old structures of energy. It helps to release tremendous volumes of energy. When society can move past this right-or-wrong concept, this light-or-dark, evil-or-angel concept, then society has made a quantum leap. Then, energy works differently.

You’re at the leading edge of that. You have gone through great difficulties and great challenges to get to this point. This group has begun to understand that this whole thing called light and dark is an illusion. This whole thing called duality is an illusion. Then, we can get at the core of energy.

There is no space. There is no space, you see. There is no space between the elements of the atoms. There is no space when you look out into your sky. When you look out into the stars, there is no space. It is filled with potential. It is teeming with potential, potential that is ready to be initiated and activated by you and brought into this reality. There is no nothingness. There is no nothingness. It is all a “somethingness,” ready to be activated by Creator beings such as yourself.

Tobias has given me this podium today and allowed me to speak my heart and my soul. He has allowed me to tell you who I am, allowed me to be very direct with you. I give thanks to him. I give thanks to all of you for inviting me to this place.

I am All That I Am!

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Embodiment Series: "SHOUD 7" - Featuring Saint-Germain
Questions and Answers

Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 5, 2005

We are back in the classroom. I am Professor Adamus, also known as Saint-Germain. That was wonderful music that was played. Music does something with energy. We will get into that at another time.

But we have to say, Ralph, that you need to go beyond your limitations here. You have a plethora of energy talent related to music that you’re not letting out. And you’re going to continue to hurt the way you do until you let yourself loose. We are answering your question before you asked (applause and murmurs).

With Ralph’s permission, we use him as an example here because, Shaumbra, energy does get stuck. That is why we changed the order today. You're so used to hearing Cauldre and Linda have their talk and then you are used to a channel. You get into a lull.

You do this in your own life. You get into ruts. You wake up at the same time generally. You have the same type of food. You have the same type of way to work. Take a different way to work someday. Get out of the patterns of energy that you are in. You build these patterns up so that they become as solid as a mountain. It is time to start changing. Do something different.

Now, you don't like doing this because you have developed a comfort level. You understand how energy responds to you when you do things in a pattern. It generally responds the same way. It hasn't been responding the same way lately to you because there is something within you that is trying to force you to get out of your patterns and ruts. Jobs will be taken away. Spouses will walk out. Things will happen in your life because at the very deep level within you you're trying to get out of your rut.

We changed the order of the Shoud today to help you get out of the rut. It is time to move the energies. That means getting out of the patterns that you have had in the past. Try different things between now and our next gathering. Try different ways of doing it. It may be a little uncomfortable at first, but it's going to take the structure off of energy that is so limited. If you have a certain way of singing – a certain way of doing your job, a certain way of meditating or breathing – try it different. Get out of the rut.

I came to the Ballards when I was doing channeling through them back in the 1930s. And I came to Guy Ballard on a mountain to help prove a point to him, not that I like living in a mountain, or hanging around there. But he had gotten so stuck in himself. We had agreements from times long before that we were going to work together. But I wanted to show him how you can create a solid mountain of energy that was almost inescapable. But if you saw the illusion in it, and you saw how energies were put together, you could eventually get out of it. The channeling that I did through Guy, and eventually through Edna Ballard, was different than what I am doing now because the consciousness is different because this group is definitely different, definitely different.

Today we talked about what energy is, the fact that there really isn't anything called energy. It is a nothing. Energy doesn't exist in this place you call heaven or in Home. There is no energy there.

Energy is only a potential that becomes expressed. Potentials lie in a neutral type of state of being until they are activated or expressed. A good example in your own culture right now is gasoline. Gasoline is neutral until it is expressed, until it is put through something that then generates a momentum that generates a potential. You run it through your car, for instance, and it moves the car. It was a potential that existed sitting in that tank, and then was expressed. We say it was expressed when you put your foot on the paddle, and you started the car, and all of these other things.

It's all imagination. You use your imagination. But the imagination seems so real and so tangible that you define it as these sets of actions that take place. It is just your imagination. You are expressing a potential. That is all energy is. Once you understand that – once you understand that you can't force it and that it truly at its core doesn't have any dualistic elements, at its core it is generally a nothingness waiting to be expressed – then we can start doing some work. Then, you can do things like transmutation.

Don’t start it now. Don't run home, and take your diamonds, and try to clear the flaws. We are going to start at the basic levels. We are going to start at the simple levels. As I said earlier in our Shoud, you are going to come to understand how simple all of this is. You are going to feel foolish when you learn how simple it is. And I can tell you that because I felt foolish after many, many lifetimes of struggling and trying and putting myself into the greatest abysses ever imagined. I felt foolish. I felt almost stupid for overlooking some of the pure simple facts, but something that you had to do, something we all had to do to get this point.

Before we to start with our discussion, our questions and answers, I do want to thank all of Shaumbra for this opportunity to come into this reality here, to share this space with you. It is such an honor, and I know perhaps I am being a little bit direct today. But again, you have to remember you are the ones that are asking for this. You are the ones that are saying, “Let’s speed it up. Let’s get to some of the core material here. Let’s prepare ourselves for this quantum leap of consciousness that's going to occur.” You’ve asked the energies of the Crimson Council, including Tobias, Kuthumi, Ohamah, Quan Yin, and all of the rest of us to move you very fast right now, move you into the levels of being the true teachers, move you beyond some of these some Old Energy ways. You are going to be prepared for this upcoming event in 2007.

With that, let us talk.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, I have had a tumor in my right hand for about 12 years. Can you identify the cause and a cure?

SAINT-GERMAIN: Stuck energy. I’m not Tobias but it is stuck energy. Any disease in your body is energy that has been trapped and stuck. And you could say the one thing about energy that it wants to move. It wants to roll. It doesn't have an agenda. It doesn't actually have any particular goal on its own, but there is an innate sense that it wants to continue moving. Once raw pure energy from “the field” is activated, it wants to continue moving. It can never go back to “the field.” It can never go back to “the field.” So, it finds in itself that it wants to continue moving.

This tumor in your hand is stuck energy. We are going to talk in our discussion next month about how to literally get it moving again. We don’t want you to go into this whole thing of past lives, things you’ve done wrong and all the other things. We don't even need to look at the core reason of why it is there. It is there. There was a reason for it. You pent up energies and it manifested in your hand. There are some simple hints in this, perhaps, that healing work that backfired. We’re going to not get into those details, either the emotional or the heady details. But we’re going to talk about how to let it move. You are Energy Movers. Thank you.

LINDA: Saint-Germain, I want to make sure that I wasn’t too rattled. It was a tremor, not a tumor.

SAINT-GERMAIN: That also. It is the same energy in both of them. And again, we will get into that in our discussion next month.

LINDA: Okay, thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Greetings, Saint-Germain. I have a question on memory. I am having trouble retaining. If after maybe five or ten minutes I’ve done something, I can’t remember what I did. And also, the feelings I’m getting in the brain and down the side of my neck, do you have any things on that?

SAINT-GERMAIN: Any time you move from a concept, an illusion, or story into a grander being, you are going to lose your sense of connection or contact that you had. You are going to literally get out of your Old ways of thinking. Your memory will be affected.

You are not the only one going through this. There are Shaumbra all over the world experiencing it. It is forcing you to move from being a mental being, or an intellectual being, into a Divine Intelligence being. When you try to go back to your Old ways of remembering, and you try to – you are somewhat frightened, and you try to hold on. It once again plugs up energy. It sticks that energy. And it becomes even more frustrating.

For all of you who are experiencing this thing called memory loss, let it go. It is a natural process. Let your Old way of retaining information go. There is a much more effective and more efficient method.

So, you are just going through a process. You are feeling some of the effects of it back up in your body. You are going through some aches and pains because of it. So, let it go. And yes, there will be some short-term consequences in your human reality. But in the long run it will serve you well.

SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Inadvertently, this is a similar question, but I would like to go ahead anyway. This is similar question, but this is about a child.

My nephew has a tumor in his foot. They have done the chemo. Now a new tumor has appeared. The options are chemo or amputation. What is it we should feel or know?

SAINT-GERMAIN: It is a similar question, and once again, it has to do with stuck energy. And you can take some of your modern medicine, such as chemo and some of these other things, and you can try to eliminate some of the disease centers or the stuck energy. But generally, it will show up in another area of the body at another time because it is just stuck energy that has been displaced and will now move to a different location.

That is why cancer is such a tricky thing to deal with, unless you have gone to the core of releasing, unlocking energy that is stuck. In a sense, when you – we’re talking about cancer here – when you take energies that are coming into you through into your earthly reality and you lock them up, and you have them stuck, as I mentioned, the energy has a propensity to try to continue moving or evolving. It is very much what is happening when you get into a cancerous condition. It will try to perpetuate itself, but it does it in a way that eventually will destroy the body.

There is a simpler way to deal with it, and it is going into actually unlocking the stuck energies. We will get into that in our next discussion. We will talk about how to very easily and smoothly unlock them. There are some who are listening in right now – Cauldre needed to take a deep breath – there are some who are listening in right now who are learning how to do this and coming to the understanding that you’re not going to fight cancer. You’re not going to will it out of your being. You’re going to allow the return of the natural flow of energies.

You’re finding that this same thing is occurring in your land, as well. What is happening in your body also happens in the land. There are stuck energies. And sooner or later, they need to erupt. They need to move on. You saw this recently in this whole thing with the waves, and the earthquakes, and all the rest of this. There is a direct correlation. Once we work with you in helping you to understand how energy and the imagination work together in the body, then we are going to move into some broader territories of the Earth. We are going to go into those to help relieve some of the tensions and the stuck energy in the Earth. But once again, don't try this quite yet.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (a woman at the microphone): Saint-Germain, thank you so much for your message today. I felt very attracted to the work you mentioned on the New Energy hypnosis and would like to know on this class that you’re teaching – will you be coming to us individually? Or will this be a class where we get together physically? And is this part of the New Energy work that I have been waiting for?

SAINT-GERMAIN: I am going to be coming to a number of you individually first. Then, we are going to be calling a gathering at the right time. I don’t want to go into any specifics of dates. Those who I come to will know that I am there, that we are going to work on this. This will be an experimental type of group.

There are tremendous capabilities associated with what you used to call “hypnosis.” And we’re going to call it “energy centering” here. In a sense, I can tell you right now that a large majority of you who are here and who are listening are energy centered right now. You are under a type of hypnotic trance, but one that you've agreed to. You’re not doing this simply by my will or desire. But I am having a delightful time with it (some laughter).

We’re going to take a look at some of these energies, as I did with Mesmer. And we’re going to look at how these can be used for some healing. There are some interesting and rather difficult issues here because there are some wonderful ways to work with energy, but the recipient, the one that you're treating, has to be willing at the core level.

As you know, there can be surface healing that is done. Many of you facilitators have done it. You do surface healing, but the problem reoccurs. Then, you feel bad, and the patient feels bad. So, we have to get into some of the deep, deep levels and a very pure understanding of how energy works. But we thank you for your question. And we have to say to any of you, there is different work for each one of you. And perhaps you will be called for this special class where we talk about the “energy centering,” and perhaps not. But there is plenty of work for all. This is not an elite group. It is just a different group. Thank you.

LINDA: Saint-Germain, is there something notable about the fact that there is an incredible number of new people in the audience today, and the timing of all this, and assuming that there is probably the same thing on with the live (referring to the live webcast)?

SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, there is. We are moving to a different level. Tobias has been taking all of us to this point. But we are going to be getting into some of the more specifics, the “meat and potatoes” of this whole work. And we are going to be showing you how to work with energies now.

We have done much work over the past number of years with giving you an understanding of who you are and why you are here. You could also say that we have done a job of weeding out those who are not ready to go to the next level. Some of them have moved on and… and Cauldre is shaking his head to me right now.

But there are those humans who simply are not ready to go to these next levels. They are not ready to explore the depths of who they are. They are so bought into their stories. And they want to continue playing them.

And that is fine, but it is not for the work that we do within the Crimson Council. That is not an egotistical thing. As Tobias said recently, “ego” is a wonderful thing. It means “I go.” It means ego is a way of expressing yourself in different dimensions. So, let's not associate this was some negative ego type of thing. But yes, there is… your observation is very accurate. There is a reason for the new faces here.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a man at the microphone): Professor Adamus, I appreciate you being here very much. And I want to give you my personal permission for you to come and work with me in any capacity that you want to. I am so ready to move beyond being stuck. And that is ultimately the question I have for you today. I had a number of questions. I would love to sit down and spend an entire day with you and pick your brain to get all of the answers. But all of the questions that I had boils down to the issue of stuckness. So, if there's anything that you can personally send me on my way with to help me to grasp what can I do in my “here and now” to move my energies instead of being stuck in them I would appreciate it.

SAINT-GERMAIN: Certainly, and what I share with you applies to everyone here. You have been – as you call it – stuck in your story. You have been so emotionally attached to your story that has gone on for thousands of years. And it affects you. There is guilt associated with it. There is a burden that you've placed on yourself. And you’ve simply gotten stuck in your story. Try different ways of doing things now. Understand that it was just a story. It was an aspect of you.

I have aspects of me that are – some are wonderful, and some are miserable. But I had to recognize those were my creations and I gave them life, I gave them expression. But they were just a story of me.

You continue to want to go back to your story. You want to go back to an era 2000 years ago. And you can’t. So, you find yourself spinning in circles. And it is time to realize that there are many other things for you to do here. There is the potential, as you know, as you have already been doing, of teaching. There is the potential for certain types of direct energy work. And as I said earlier, it is simply just time to get over it. And we appreciate the work that you did. But it is time to move on. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.

SAINT-GERMAIN: You are spending too much time thinking about it.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you. I know (some laughter).

SAINT-GERMAIN: Yes. And we do talk, all of us. Any of you can talk to me all of the time. You don't have to be channelers, as you see Cauldre doing now. We can spend many days together, talking. You just have to trust yourself. Let yourself go a bit crazy (more laughter).

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Since embracing Energy Moving, I have been attacked by three different men who I do not know just passing them on the street or bus. They have yelled at me, cursed at me, and one even whispered that he can’t stand me. I have been trying to move these energies through. Unfortunately, I have been getting fearful. Why am I attracting these encounters? And is this about me, or other peoples’ energies that need to be released?

SAINT-GERMAIN: There are stuck energies, aspects of yourself, that are manifesting in what you assume to be a physical form. But it is just part of yourself. They are parts of yourself that are terrorizing yourself, parts of yourself that are afraid that you're going to release them to the point of their own annihilation. It is an expression of your own guilt.

All of you can create an inter-dimensional aspect of yourself that seems to manifest in a human reality. And if you touch it and probe it, you’ll guarantee yourself that it is real. But in this case, these are just aspects of yourself reappearing.

I can make myself appear simultaneously in many places, in many different characteristic goal aspects at one time. And so can every one of you. You just think it's something outside of you. I even have to – we’re going into a long discussion, but let us move on. It is just aspects of yourself.

You have to understand that at any time with anyone, whether it is an aspect like this that does not have a souled being, or if it is another human, or an alien, or whatever, you are in command at any time. You can tell any energetic being that they have to leave your presence, that they have to be out of your life. You can tell them. You can demand that of them. Often these aspects will come back and say that you can't do that, say that they are not going to leave. They are testing you to see if you know that you are God also. But you can command them to go. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (a woman at the microphone): I am very grateful to be here today. And thank you for being here. Ever since I got off the plane Wednesday from California, I haven’t been able to sleep very well. My eyes keep dropping. So, hopefully somebody’s helping me somewhere. I work with people with heavy metal poisoning. And I need my mind. And I’ve been doing the memory thing. And this little old couple that I work with… they’re starting to remember things better than I do. It makes me wonder if I should switch places. I have two questions. I’m really concerned about moving from California. I’m working on a loan for my house or a refinance. It’s been a lot of stress. And I’m not sure which way to go or… I’m pretty much by myself, so I don’t have a link to somebody somewhere other than Canada… and I’m not going back there. So, if you can give me a hint, I thought maybe north. I don’t know.

SAINT-GERMAIN: If you allow yourself to feel for a moment, all around you are potentials that exist. There is the potential of north, south, east, and west. There is a potential of new jobs, new houses. There is a potential of staying stuck. There is a potential of anything you could possibly think of.

And they are YOUR potentials. They don’t come from me. They don’t come from Tobias. They are your potentials. They are almost like little – we’ll call them – pods in love and respect to the ones we work with. We will call them little pods of potential, waiting to be expressed and activated.

Part of the problem is that you have to activate them. We can’t do it for you. Nothing is predestined. Nothing is predestined. There are patterns that could lead you to believe that certain things may happen in the future. But it is up to you to choose those.

What do you want to do? Where do you want to go to? How do you want to live your life? The only clue we’ll give you here is to get out of your Old way of thinking. Some of it tends to be fear-based and wondering if things are going to be there for you. Yes, they will be if you choose them, if you activate that energy.

We’re going to be going into this in the next few discussions that we have. But I want you to spend some time viewing your potentials. Don’t just jump out and try to pick one right away. Your potentials are like one of your supermarkets where you can go and choose anything you want. Anything you want.

Don't worry about the money to pay for the potential. That comes in. That is always there. And I know some of you have a hard time believing that. But it is always there. Whatever potential you pick, what you call money, or the financial energy, automatically comes in and coincides with it. It may not be there in advance. That’s part of the fallacy of this whole banking system. It may not be there in advance, but it will coincide the moment you select a potential.

Spend some time feeling all of those potentials around you. They’re like little bubbles. I can see them. They’re pods of potentials. Feel them, contemplate them, decide what you want for you.

But don't use fear as your measuring stick. Use blissful creation and imagination. And then start picking what potentials you want. Allow – when you pick the potential – allow it to continue its own energy evolution and life force energy. You don't want to start structuring it once again. You don’t want to start confining the energy. You want to select it and then flow with it. You want the energy and you doing this beautiful dance together. So, thank you for your question. Spend a month viewing, feeling your potentials. And you are the Creator. Understand that you are the Creator.

SHAUMBRA 7: The Yellowstone was something that I drummed with the Indians for 24 hours because of the potential of the Yellowstone blowing. And can you tell me if that’s the ley lines… they started to reconnect the ley lines. Is that something that is valid?

SAINT-GERMAIN: It is valid because it is a potential. It is something that can be expressed as a reality. We don't want you to – or any of you – to get stuck on ley lines. We’ll tell you right now – every ley line you thought was there has changed. Those who continue to go back to the old ley lines and the old gird lines are working in very Old Energy.

There is a precious gem, an energetic gem, in understanding that ley lines have moved. They’re even performing differently. They don't have the same type of energy structure to them anymore. They’re actually – you can’t even call them lines anymore – they are simply a point of reference now that connects Earth and the New Earth, and it goes on and on and on. It is very interesting mathematics. But don't any of you tie yourself up with ley lines.

You choose the potential. If you want to get to the potential through drumming, if you want to get it through anything else, that is fine, but YOU pick the potential. You pick the potential.

The other thing that I want to point here while we are discussing this – and Cauldre is letting us wander – so many of you say, “I want to do what is in the highest good.” You use that as your point of reference. “I want to do what is in the highest good.” Well, we say back to you, “Choose something then.” (some laughter) We don't know. It is ALL for the highest good ultimately! We don't know. You still have to pick. You are not taking on your own responsibility. Everything is for the good of all! Anything you select is for your highest good and ultimately for anyone. Pick something. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (from the Internet, read by Linda): There is a certain man who I have a very deep close spiritual connection with. We communicate with each other in dreams. I have been trying to this figure out for nine years. Will we ever be together physically in this lifetime? And if so, do you know when? I hope you can help me.

SAINT-GERMAIN: A physical connection is highly overrated (audience laughter).

Next. (more laughter)

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): What a question to follow up to. Saint-Germain, I am thrilled that you are here. I have always loved your writing, whether it was sonnets about love, or short stories about hopping frogs, or traveling to Europe. I felt you in Paris when I was there. I was giddy on the way up here. So, my dear, at the risk of sounding like a Saint-Germain groupie, could you remind me how I know you and why we’re dear?

SAINT-GERMAIN: As I mentioned earlier, we all study together in the Crimson Council, you know, which is as much of a reality as this is. This gathering today is just an extension of the Crimson Council. And we all spend many hours and hours sharing and talking and being together. And I would have to say that I've appeared to nearly – I’m scanning all of you who are listening and here – I have appeared to nearly every one of you in human form at one time or the other in your life. I actually have fun doing this. And most of you don't recognize me, but you do feel an overall energy. So, yes, I have appeared to you on a number of different occasions. And we will continue our work together in the Crimson Council.

SHAUMBRA 9: Thank you.

SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Dear Tobias, when people share their painful stories with me, I don’t see tragedy. I see transformation. But it seems like many people just want someone to sympathize and validate their story. And that’s something I can’t do anymore. I worry that this will cause a disconnection, and that people will feel that I lack compassion for them.

LINDA: I’m sorry, these people (who submitted questions online), of course, didn’t know that Saint-Germain would be answering these questions.

SAINT-GERMAIN: As you let go of your own story and realize what it is, then you’re going to start looking at other people and realizing how stuck they are in their story. Believe it or not, you are actually coming from a place of greater compassion because now you can listen to them as they ramble on and on about how they were done wrong, about their victimhood, or whatever. And I'm not making fun of this, but I have to be direct.

You create stories, and then you live in them. And you want to… people tell you about the things that are happening because the vast majority of them just want to expand the story. They are so enamored and taken with their own story and their own pain that they just have to keep talking about it.

There comes a point, Shaumbra – as Shaumbra knows – you get tired of that. You get tired of that. It is time to move on to greater, more efficient, and more joyful forms of creating, of moving energies, of playing with energies. I take great joy in jumping in and out of energies. As I said before, I lived the most miserable of lives, so I can tell you how wonderful and joyful it is to move in one and out, not get stuck in any story.

Many of you who are professional facilitators and counselors take great pride that you could have this deep empathy for people’s stories. And you can listen for hours. And you know you just wanted to slap yourself upside the head at times when people were going on and on. But you forced yourself to listen and listen, and you absorbed so many of their energies as well. You became part of their stories.

You are learning now that it is time to move on. The question to be asked of anyone who is carrying on – “Are you ready for change? Are you ready for change?” – and if they cannot answer that question, no longer treat them, no longer listen to their stories. They’ll find someone else. And they won't even remember you and all of the long hours you spent with them (audience laughter).

It is a question Tobias individually asked every one of you before you became involved in Shaumbra. And you could say if there is any sort of membership into Shaumbra, there is one simple thing: “Are you ready for change?” And you said, “Yes!” And that is why you are here. Ask the ones you facilitate, “Are you ready for change?”

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): I realize that for some time I actually had a fear of coming up here and asking a question. So, I wanted to walk through that. And also…

SAINT-GERMAIN: I have to point out here – when you said that from your heart, there was an instant transmutation of energy or an instant rollover that not only we noticed from our side but that the audience and the listeners noticed. It is that simple. It is that simple. You let an energy become transmuted. So, let us continue.

SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you. And I do feel stuck. And I’d like a big swat (audience laughter), and…

SAINT-GERMAIN: That’s very tempting (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 11: And the area that I think I feel the most stuck in is actually, really, true self-acceptance and self-love. And the merry-go-round keeps going around and around, and I keep processing and releasing. But it still seems like that’s a core issue. So, I would… I am ready for change.

SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you. And this whole concept of self-love is perhaps the core issue for all angels and all humans. So, you are addressing something that is so basic and so important and a challenge that you face and all Shaumbra face. When you can accept yourself as you truly are and get to that level, then you are truly expressing as God also. Don’t give yourself a hard time for this ability to accept and love self. It is the most challenging thing.

The moment that you – and any of us – went through the Wall of Fire, it was all a matter of coming to this point of love and acceptance. Now, I'm simplifying it, but that is truly what it’s been about. When you come to that intimate connection with yourself and your divinity, all of the elements, everything you've ever been done or been, come back together in the Now moment. And there is almost like an explosion of this blissful energy that takes place. And then you realize that you are a Creator. You realize how simple it is to create anything around you.

So, you are on the perfect and right track. You’re coming down to core issues. You’re not worrying about the little stuff anymore. You’re getting down to the basics.

And we know you’ve gone through many cycles of releasing. It takes a lot of cycles. It takes tremendous amount of movement of energy to work through all of these layers, all of these stories that have been created, all of the things you’ve been experiencing. But I would say to you – and to all of Shaumbra – you are getting there. You are close. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you, Saint-Germain.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Hi, I may sound arrogant, but I know most of what you said. I’m so very bored because all of this is so clear to me. Most people get on my nerves with all of that stupid blah, blah, blah (some laughter). I’m bursting with energy. Just say anything… I will listen. And please say hello to my dead father (more laughter).

SAINT-GERMAIN: None of what has been said today should be a shock or even “new” information for any of Shaumbra. We had our class in your last sleeping state. And we are simply manifesting it in this reality now. It occurred in another dimension, as real, or perhaps more real, than it is occurring right here. So, yes, part of you is bored. Part of you wants to move on. And that is a wonderful sign. So, thank you for sharing.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hello, Saint-Germain. Would you speak more about the aspects of ourselves that we encounter, our creations? Are there actually humans who go through an entire human life who are simply non-souled beings who are creations of us? Can you just talk more about this?

SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, this could be a very long and extensive discussion. We don’t want to sidetrack on our primary discussion about energy. But I will add a few insights into this.

You create aspects on many different levels and many different dimensions, continually. As you’re sitting here right now, you are creating stories or aspects in other dimensions. They are not physical dimensions necessarily, although a few have physical characteristics. You are literally… there are expressions of yourself flying off of you now in these other dimensions.

You’re taking energy potentials and putting them to work. You are activating energy. Some of those you will bring back into this reality. Some you create from this reality base in this reality, the aspects that I spoke of later, or earlier. This is a continual process.

Tobias told the group in Hawaii recently, and he’s talked about the ego. He talked about the fact that the ego is constantly generating, constantly making all of these creations, all of these stories. You’re not locked into these stories, but you play around in the multi-dimensions.

You play around here on Earth too. You create aspects. For the most part they don't stay in this reality. They don't continue a living in a biological form. It’s rather tricky to do that. They will come in and out of reality.

You’ve heard your science talk about how particles come in and out of reality. They seem to come from nowhere into reality, and then go out. It is the same way with your aspects – they come in and out. Very rarely do they take on their own long-term biological expression. There are many complications right now with doing that.

For those of you who are wondering if there is another part of yourself – your other self, your other half – living somewhere on the other side of the world, generally not. There is no particular reason for doing this. You are fully integrated in yourself in the Now moment. So, don’t think that there is some twin flame. And I am nobody's twin flame, by the way! (audience laughter) Don't think that there is some twin flame somewhere else. Everything for Shaumbra, everything is integrated into yourself now.

There are some interesting things being done right now with incarnating and biology. There are some humans who are… they want to bypass this rather difficult and burdensome time frame of being a baby and even being a teenager. So – oh, it is hard to explain – they are creating a temporary vessel, a biological body that has a temporary personality planted in it that they will come into later when they get past the difficult part of growing up being a human, generally at the age of about 16, maybe 17. These are not “walk-ins.” Let's not mistake this for one souled being switching for another souled being. You’re creating basically an empty vessel that has a – what would you call – a false story.

I am going to tell you something that I have to double check for permission. Tobias has talked about coming back to Earth. Well, he's back. He’s already back on Earth. He has created for himself one of these empty vessels. He doesn’t want to go through being a baby and a teenager (some laughter) and all of the rest of that. So, he has created this vessel.

It does not know it is Tobias, and we are not going to identify who it is. It does not know it is Tobias. It is growing up just in a typical lifestyle right now. And he, at the appropriate time – no guessing here, at the appropriate time – he will then manifest his energy into that biological being. He’ll integrate with it.

When that happens, perhaps there will be a traumatic event that happens to that biological being. It is like a biological robot. There will be a traumatic event. Tobias will slip his energy into that being. There will be a period of sickness, perhaps where he – this biological being – is hospitalized for Tobias to fully integrate his energy into that being. And then, voila, he will appear as Tobias. But he most likely will not use that name.

So, we could go on and on, Shaumbra. The point here is that you are immense Creators. You are creating right now, as we speak. That is why it fascinates me sometimes and frustrates me that you focus on little things in your life – and you know what they are, we won't embarrass anybody, but you focus on these little things – and you forget who you really are. Well, we are going to change that now. Thank you.

With that, we are going to choose one more question here, have one more question asked, and then we will be off for the day.

LINDA: I have one little question. Does he have Cauldre’s phone number with him? (some laughter)

SAINT-GERMAIN: We don’t want to get into any guessing games about this. And we will – we and Tobias – will not answer that question. There are reasons for this. We want to maintain the integrity of this biological vessel and its relationship to Tobias. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, I feel like have been doing a lot of releasing and stuff this month. And I had a really strange occurrence this week. I woke up in the morning feeling very ungrounded, not really in my body. And I had to take my kids to school, so I did. I dropped them off and on the way back home, I had a car accident. I knew I wasn’t really fully present in my body. I shouldn’t have been out driving. But it was almost as if I created this accident because I looked, I didn’t see anything, yet when I pulled out in front of this car, I closed my eyes, as if anticipating something was going to happen. And it did. And I hit a teenage boy in his car. It wasn’t a serious accident. But I felt like maybe I created this in order to help me release a lot of stuff because I did a lot of crying and feeling guilty that day. But I’d also like to know what his part of this meeting was all about… and how we came together?

SAINT-GERMAIN: You’ve answered your own question in many ways. Yes, you did create an event that shook some of the stuck energy and some of the trauma within you. And you let yourself clear it very rapidly, as we have discussed before. We are going to be fast-tracking with everyone now in different ways and different modalities.

But you have to say that there are no accidents. Everything is by design and by creation. And the being who participated in your event or your experience here, you can’t say that they knew in advance that this certain thing was going to happen. That is somewhat of a misunderstanding. However, they had volunteered their energy – in a way that’s difficult to describe – to put themselves in that place, knowing that they would be in a type of service, knowing that there would be a back-end energy coming in for them, as well. There would be a type of learning or reciprocating energy for them.

So, it is not like you two sat down in advance and planned this all out. But they allowed their energy to be present at that moment for you. You did go through quite a bit of releasing. You created another interesting energy in doing so, a type of guilt energy. And as you expressed through your words, you’re not sure that you did the right thing, not sure if you are on the right track. So, you released some energy, but you created another box for yourself. So, by standing here and by letting me do my little work on you here, we’ve gotten rid of that box also.

SHAUMBRA 14: Thank you.

SAINT-GERMAIN: Class adjourned. I am Saint-Germain.