The Energy Movers

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Embodiment Series:
SHOUD 4: "The Energy Movers"

Presented to the Crimson Circle
November 6, 2004

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that I, Tobias, return (some laughter and applause). Indeed, the energy of this group of Shaumbra today who are sitting here and who are connecting is delightful, is intense. You are so eager and so hungry, so wanting to fulfill what you came here to Earth to do, so wanting to help move energies forward, both within yourself and then for all who want to join in this thing called life in the New Energy.

I, Tobias, and the guests who come in today are energized by you. We breathe you in. We want to embody you. Would you allow us to do that, to be so close to you – to be inside of you and outside of you – that we can embody you? Would you allow us to come in even closer today, be so close we dance like one, even though we are two and more? We want to embody you, to take you into our being.

Do you know what embodying truly is, Shaumbra? It is the fearless acceptance – FEARLESS ACCEPTANCE – of All That Is without the walls or barriers or judgments. It is the fearless acceptance, the feeling of all energies, the experiencing of all things, the understanding that you'll never lose your own identity or integrity. It is there. It is permanent. You can never lose that. It was a gift given to you by Spirit. You’ve always had it, and you always will.

Yes, indeed, there have been times when who you thought you were, when your identity was shattered by yourself, deliberately, where it was taken over by another being, deliberately, and at some level by agreement. Shaumbra, the energy of the unit of yourself – the energy of you, that angel, you, that aspect of spirit – has always been there and always will. It was created for you and shall always be. It can never be taken away. It can never be destroyed. Nobody can ever take it from you.

Oh, you can play the game. You can have a story where you pretend for a while that somebody steals your energy, where you are possessed, or you are some type of walk-in, or something like that where they take you over. But it can only go on for a short period of time. The integrity of your being always returns to the integrity of your being. Nothing can ever damage it, steal it, possess it. It always comes back, Shaumbra.

So, that is why we say that embodying is the fearless acceptance. You can fearlessly accept yourself. You can fearlessly embody anything into your being. As our dear friend, Kuthumi, said last month, “You can breathe in those germs; you can fearlessly accept them.” You can fearlessly accept everything about yourself and everybody else. You can be so accepting, fearlessly accepting, about everything that you’ve done in the past, in this lifetime, in past lifetimes, without the judgment, without being afraid of it.

You know, some of you have actually been afraid that an aspect of yourself from the past – a warlord perhaps, or some type of thief, or criminal, some type of unbalanced leader – that aspect of yourself might come back and take you over in this lifetime. You have fear of self-possession, an interesting thing! (audience laughter) Perhaps, Kuthumi could do a movie about that one! (more laughter)

You fear that you will be overcome by your own self, from aspects that you have created. But remember, as Kuthumi said, “It is you – you, you, you – who actually created those things.” There is not some other part of your being anywhere else that is any more powerful or magnificent or glorious or stronger than the you that sits here right now. The you that sits here right now may not have conscious remembrance, and therefore, that causes you at times to think that you are weak.

But, dear friends, YOU have strength and a beautiful energetic and spiritual way. YOU created this. You created this whole journey through lifetimes and this whole coming to the point of remembrance for yourself. That is how strong you are. You created the links of those chains.

And as the Creator, you can also release them. Sometimes we see you scampering and scurrying and trying to figure out how you do this. You try to come up with formulas and methods and techniques.

You don't have to do anything, Shaumbra, other than FEARLESS ACCEPTANCE because you are the ones that created this story. You are the ones that created the chains and the links. You are the ones that created this reality that you sit in.

Therefore, Creator, don't you think you would have created the way to evolve it, as well, so that you wouldn't get stuck, so that you wouldn't become weak, so that you wouldn't annihilate the very nature of your soul and of your being? You created it. Fearless acceptance. It is a phenomenal thing. Fearless acceptance of every part of you, of everything around you.

It doesn't mean you have to like it, Shaumbra. There is a difference. Sometimes you think, “Well, I have to like everything, and I have to love everything.” No, you don't! Fearless acceptance means that you can also be discerning, you can also be “sensory.” “Sensory” allows you to determine the value of energies that are around you.

You are afraid of the word “judging,” because it has gotten you into trouble in the past. Look at it this way. You are perceiving. You are sensing. You are not placing a judgment on it. You are fearlessly accepting if the person next to you is annoying the hell out of you right now (audience laughter). You are fearlessly accepting that that's the way you are, and that's the way they are – that is accepting – and accepting that they are God also, in spite of everything else you may think about them.

Fearless accepting is taking every part of the reality that you are in and taking it in within you. When you have a bad day, it is fearlessly accepting that it’s a “bad day” day (more laughter). Bring that energy within you. You try to shut it off. You try to say, “Somehow there is a bad day that has appeared at my doorstep. And I didn't want it there, so I’m going to keep the door closed.”

Dear friends, open the door, and let “bad day” in. You created it for a reason. It’s truly not a bad day. It’s just a day that is challenging you to move forward. You called those events into your life. Perhaps, you felt you were getting a bit complacent. Perhaps, you felt you needed some motivation or a level of understanding. But how would you know if you kept the door dead-bolted? How would you know if you didn't invite “bad day” into your house? Sit down and talk to it for a while. Sit down and feel how you feel.

Embodiment is fearless acceptance that perhaps you are afraid of some things. Fearlessly be afraid of those things. Let it into your life. Let all of those things in. Again, Shaumbra, it is not about having to like everything. It is about accepting everything and accepting how you feel about all things.

Shaumbra, we come to you today with several messages. We come to you today with much energy. We come to you today at a time of continuing changes.

We have seen it recently in the election that Cauldre talked about. And you say, “But there was no change.” And we say, “But there was a change.” There are things happening. Take a look at the timeline that you are working with that leads you up to September 2007. Take a look at what we have said before.

There are energetic forces that are holding on to the Old ways because they are afraid. They are filled with fear because they were shut off, because they are also holding an energy. Yes, they are also helping to tether an energy. There are many, many reasons for this, but it all relates to what is taking place.

As things move forward, as technology is increasing its pace, and the breakthroughs in science and medicine are coming faster and faster, is it no wonder that there would also be those who would oppose the changes, who would want to go back to the Old ways? Oh, we are not just speaking here about this country of America. You see it all across your world.

Some of the loudest voices are coming forth right now. They are preaching, and they are even demanding, and they are even terrorizing to hold onto the Old ways, go backwards in time. They are fearing a change. They are fearing something New, precisely what Kuthumi talked to you about last month.

But in a sense, Shaumbra, even look beyond that. They are helping to hold a balance or a tether, so this whole process of change can be done smoother and more gracefully. They are holding an energy of the Old. It creates a very balanced, a very wonderful energy ratio. It keeps you from going off the deep end, in a way. It keeps the world in a type of balance and check. It all makes sense. When you can fearlessly accept everything happening around you, you will begin to understand how beautifully and how miraculously it all works.

So, Shaumbra, we ask you to take a deep breath and to fearlessly accept, fearlessly accept, everything about yourself, everything about the world around you. Bring it into your being. Devour it. Digest it. And let it move through. Let it move on.

We received a question recently from a dear Shaumbra in Israel, from my homeland. We have been waiting for the response. We wanted to bring it to this whole group because it applies to all of you. It is a poignant question. It demands an answer for all of Shaumbra. So, we apologize on behalf of Cauldre that this wasn't answered sooner. But we wanted to wait for today.

And the woman writes: “Dear Tobias, I have been channeling lately. But I have been getting these voices of fear, these voices that are telling me the wrong things. I have been getting these voices that are trying to deceive me and mislead me. What am I doing wrong, Tobias? How do I open up to the other realms? How do I open up to this thing called channeling?”

Yes, in one word we can say, “Participate.” Participate. What you are doing – dear one who asked the question and so many of the rest of you who are Shaumbra – you are trying to take yourself out of the equation. We want you in the equation.

As Cauldre sits here now and channels, he is not somewhere else. He is fully participating because we demand it. We want him to be here.

And we want you to be involved in this channel. Your energy is here. That is why these words are familiar, like perhaps you heard these last night or driving down the street the other day. We want you to participate.

When you do not participate, when you try to back out of the spiritual equation of yourself and of Earth right now, yes, indeed the voices that will come in will deceive you because you are deceiving yourself. The voices that come in will be untrue because you are being untrue to yourself. The voices that tell you things that are deliberately misleading are really you reflecting yourself. You are deliberately misleading yourself about who you are.

So, dear one in Israel – and dear ones all over the world – it is incumbent that you participate in this right now in every aspect of your life. If you are going to channel, if you are going to talk to us, you have to participate.

There is an Old Energy type of feeling, a type of understanding that you had to back out of the way because you are just a little tiny human, just an insignificant speck, just an unintelligent life force that you had to back out to let the big guys come in, to let these grand and alien intelligences come in or these grand archangels to come in. You had to move out of the way, and then they could possibly – if they had time and if you were worthy enough – they could possibly, maybe, perhaps give you a little token message to pass on to the rest of the world. That is our understanding of your understanding, Shaumbra.

It is a different energy now. And we are asking you to participate. You will hear the true voices when you participate. If you are a channeler, be active in the channel. Stop trying to get yourself out. Embody yourself in that channel, exactly like what you're doing right now.

You are embodying yourself in this channel. Cauldre and Linda are embodying themselves in this channel. They are allowing it to be.

If you are going to be asking for advice and guidance from our side, you have to participate in that as well. You have to let it come in you and through you. Stop trying to make yourself invisible, make yourself go away. How else do you think the energy of your divinity will ever come through?

So, we have told another group recently, if you are not in your home – which is your body, and it’s this reality and it's this consciousness – if you are not here when the divinity comes to your door, there won't be anybody to answer it. The lights are on but nobody’s at home.

It is important to participate in all of these things in your life. Sometimes you come to us with the questions, and you want to back away. You wait for some response. You wait for a big voice in your head. It doesn't work that way. You are actively a part of it.

Sometimes you wonder what it is you're supposed to do next in your life. And we stand waiting for you to make that decision; then we support you. Sometimes you wonder, “How come Spirit hasn't answered my request. It's been five years now. I asked, ‘what am I supposed to do?’ And I still haven't gotten an answer.”

You weren't home, Shaumbra, when the answer came. The answer will keep coming back around. It keeps spinning back around over and over. And it puts on a new – how to say – set of clothing each time it comes to revisit you. But so often you have been ignoring it. You’ve been ignoring the answer that keeps coming back to you. You keep waiting for the big voice in the sky. It happens in the Now moment inside of you.

So, dear one from the land of Israel, thank you for asking the question. We wanted to bring the answer to everyone here. Participate in every aspect. Then we can come in. Then we can guide and assist, and we can love and we can tell you jokes and we can give you our advice, always with a caution that it is simply our advice.

Oh, Shaumbra, you have to understand that you don't see us on Earth right now, do you? We don't know if we could do it nearly as well as what you're doing it, under the circumstances of going from one energy to another, under the circumstances of still living in an Old Energy world and trying to integrate New Energy into your life, under the circumstances of trying, of wanting, wanting to remember, remember who you are and why you are here and who you have been, but yet at the same time not at all wanting to remember who you were and why you are here. So, Shaumbra, you are doing an incredible job. As we say, we don’t think we could do nearly as well.

We follow you. We come in after you. We become your children and your grandchildren and their children. We follow in your footsteps. We can help guide you. We can help share with you. We can help you to remember. We can help be your voice, as well. But it is up to you to participate fully in everything you do now.

Have you noticed lately when you have been asking the angels and the guides and the others for the answers that you get nothing, nothing at all, like a large empty room where all the furniture has been removed? That is because we want YOU to do it. We want you to participate.

This is not just – how to say – a simple request. There is a physics behind this. It requires that in the New Energy that you are now beginning to integrate that you have to be fully present. You can't be an absentee owner of your divinity. In the New Energy you have to be fully present and participating. Then we can come in. We can come in and serve you in the manner that you want to be served and you need to be served.

In the Old Energy there was an occasional prophet. The prophets actually were all mad – we have to tell you. They were indeed. They had to be. They had to be somewhat crazy. They had to be very unbalanced in order to be able to bring in the energies and the messages. But there were only a few of them.

Now, as we move into the New Energy – as you move into the New Energy – you are all prophets. You are all prophets in your own right. When you move into this New Energy, and you fully participate in your creations in your reality, then we can move in. We couldn't do that before with humans. The veil or the barriers were too strong.

You know, Shaumbra, the veil goes both ways. You knew that, didn’t you? No, you didn’t (some laughter). You thought we could peer down and see everything that was going on on Earth. We are sitting up here on our big clouds watching you where you couldn't see, or feel, or hear us, where you were isolated.

Shaumbra, the veil is two ways. It requires a mutual participation on your side and on ours to come through. That is why we say that the prophets of old had to a little bit crazy in order to help transcend or to help break through that veil. And we had to be a little crazy to work with them. We had to – how to say – unbalance our energy. We had to rearrange our energies in order to come through the prophets of your modern era in particular.

You see, there is always the concern from our side that – how to say – we can get too close to the energy of Earth. Or, as we are not choosing to incarnate, but yet we get drawn into it so closely, the next thing you know we’re a little baby. We’re crying (audience laughter). So, we set up a type of – how to say – a lifeline on our side where we connect with each other so that those coming the closest to the human reality won't get sucked in.

We have talked before about the aliens, about the UFO’s. And indeed, they are out there. Indeed, there are – how to say – there are these entities from other dimensional realms. They are not material. They are not in matter like what you are. But they are out there. They are either aspects of you from the past, or they are your lineage from your family. And they also know that if they come too close to the energies of Earth, they will get pulled in as well. It is hell for an alien to begin going through incarnations when they have never done so before. Very, very difficult.

So, Shaumbra, it is about full participation, about being here, being with us, being a member of your team. No more absentee leadership on your part.

Today we bring in several wonderful energies into our gathering. This has been building up over the past few days of time. And there are reasons for all of these things to be here right now. This is a wonderful time. We are going to celebrate today. We are going to do something very interesting today together.

First, we bring in this aspect that has been floating in your dreams lately. It has been coming to visit you, wearing a variety of different types of personas or stories. But this has been coming in and out of your dreams for a while now.

What this is, what it represents, is the most significant or the most powerful aspect of your Atlantean lifetimes. It is the one that stands out the most, that was the strongest, perhaps the most tormented, or conflicted. It is the one that has been coming around you lately. Some of you have felt it in the back seat of your car. Some of you have felt it – how to say – down the hallway in your house. Some of you have encountered this aspect of yourself in your dreams.

This Atlantean aspect comes back now, in particular, to work with you, to help you to move some energies. It is here now because now more than ever the remembrances and the feelings of Atlantis come back. In Atlantis we were at a pinnacle. We were at a time of great change. We were at a time of significant technology development, although it was not anything like your technologies now.

We have to say that Atlantean technologies were very, very different. You use electric-based technologies in your current society. In Atlantis we did not have these. They were energetic technologies, but quite different.

The aspects of your Atlantean self – nearly all of you have had those – come back to visit now because it is a time of change. It is running a similar pattern to Atlantis. In a sense, you could look at the energy cycles or spirals of the Atlantean times. And you can then look at the energy spirals of your current times. And they would appear to be twins. They would appear to be very, very similar. They are similar because you were involved in both. They are similar because they were both approaching times of quantum leaps of energy. They are very similar because it approached the time when the divine energies could begin truly manifesting and embodying on Earth. The similarities are very, very similar.

Many of you who are listening, or reading, or here today, you even look very similar to what you did in your Atlantean times. Perhaps the skin is a bit different tone. Perhaps the eyes are a bit different color. But Shaumbra, you even look like you did in that incarnation in Atlantis.

The Atlantean aspect, that strong aspect, comes in now to help you go through these changes, to help assure you that there will not be a collapse like there was then, to help assure you that that collapse of the Atlantean time was not a mistake. It was not from abuse. If anything, it was because things were moving SO fast that there were imbalances in other areas. There was an imbalance in Gaia. Not enough attention had been placed in Gaia back then.

Everything has to move together. In the times of Atlantis there wasn't a type of energy in a segment of the population that could help maintain a tether or a balance with the old. This is a delicate time that you are moving in. That balance with the Old and the New is important.

That aspect of the Atlantean energy comes now also because it has been one that has been – how to say – perhaps the most traumatized, the most overwhelmed, that needed the most healing within you. And it comes back now to receive that. It comes back now to know that you are okay, that you have chosen a safe space, that Earth has not chosen annihilation or destruction, that the changes now have been set up in a manner that you can handle them.

That aspect of Atlantis comes back now to join you on this day in this sacred space that we have together, to serve you and to assist you and to also move through this change, this quantum leap that will take place in a few years; to move through with you. That energy no longer wants to be separate, no longer wants to be loathed or hated by you. That energy doesn't want to be an energy that frightens you anymore, like has happened. Some of your nightmares when you were a child, some of the greatest fears were when this Atlantean energy was trying to reintegrate.

It now comes back to join you, to be embodied within you, to ask for fearless acceptance in your being. There is much that this Atlantean energy can bring to you. It is YOUR experience. It is tools that you learned and developed. It is you. It is time to bring that back now to fully embody it. Fearless acceptance of Atlantis. Fearless acceptance of moving into the New Energy once again.

Along with the Atlantean energies on this day also comes in our dear guest, our dear friend, Ohamah. Indeed, Ohamah’s energy has been very present, particularly for his first school. Ohamah’s energies are very present because right now in this whole movement into the New Energy it requires much strength, much clarity, much directness, and much truth. Clarity that you need to have for yourself. Truth about who you are. Much of this energy is needed, and Ohamah comes in today.

Ohamah was a warrior also in Atlantis. Ohamah – how to say – had a very difficult, difficult time with some of the events that transpired during those times. He was one of many leaders of a group that was working in the temples, one of the leaders of a group that was working with energy balances, with energy-sharing with all people.

When Atlantis began its downfall, he was one of the first who took up arms, who took up the weapons to fight. And what he saw on the battlefields, what he saw with those who were his own warriors, what he saw with those who were his own family and loved ones caused him deep anger, caused deep internal wounds. And he vowed to come back, vowed to come back again as a warrior and annihilate every one of those who had harmed him or his family. And that vow stuck with him.

And he came back, indeed he did, to the lands of what is known as India. But he was the warrior. And he got vengeance. But that didn’t bring him the true peace. It didn’t bring him the true integration. It took him a long, long time to overcome the scars of Atlantis. So, he comes back now at this very important point in your history to help you move through it as well, to help you release perhaps vows that you might have had, to help you release energies that you might be holding.

So, Shaumbra, we want to talk to you today about energies that you are holding. We are going to ask you here for the duration of our time together to truly feel what you are holding. You pride yourself in being energy holders. You want to hold energy. You believe it is your service. It has been for as long as you can possibly remember.

Many of you here are holding energies of Atlantis, for the return of Atlantis, in a way, for the preservation of Atlantis perhaps. You are holding Atlantean energies in the very fabric of your being. You are holding it also in your body, most certainly in your mind. You are holding it in the energy fields that surround you.

There are some here who are experts at understanding the fields and the grids. We want you to take a closer look at those who you work with, and you will see how they have woven in energies that they are holding. You will see them if you look beyond the initial grid framework that you work with. They have disguised it in there. They have woven it in there, so it is hard to see at times. But if open yourself, you will see it.

Some of you are holding energies from Lemuria. You hold it for the hope that there is a time again for the soft energy to return, for the loving energy to come back to Earth. We remind you that Lemuria was wonderful, but it was also difficult, learning to adjust to a physical body, learning to adjust to other human beings. But you are holding this Lemurian energy. You are waiting for Lemuria to come back. Dear friends, that bus is not stopping here (some laughter).

Many of you are holding energies from the Arthurian times – King Arthur and Camelot and Merlin. You are holding this so that magic comes back once again. We talked about magic recently in the land of Slovenia. We explained exactly what magic is. We brought in the energies of Merlin. We talked about Camelot. We talked about how all of this can be integrated into your day-to-day life. We talked about the fact that magic is nothing more than a belief system that you get other people to buy into. And Cauldre says here that the tape will be available soon.

Dear, Shaumbra, some of you are holding energies from what you would call the Native Americans, the Indians. You are holding energies for this group of mystical, this group of Gaia-oriented people, who understood the land, who understood the skies. And you are holding energies for them.

Shaumbra, some of you are holding energies for your workplace. Yes, you are energy holders. Oh, you go in, you think you are a bookkeeper, you think you are perhaps a worker on the line. But you know – you have always known – you are an energy holder for that company, for that group of people. Sometimes you resent it. Sometimes you think, “If they only knew I was an energy holder here (audience laughter), they wouldn’t treat me like that.” You want to march down to your boss's office and say, “But I am holding the energy here (more laughter). This place would fall apart without me.” And you are probably right. But we don't think your boss would quite understand.

Some of you are holding energies for abused and battered women, women who have had the Isis energy violated within them. You help them to hold that energy, to hold their space and their balance. This is wonderful work. You help them from falling into a deep, deep abyss… and you know that. You help them from going over the edge. You hold it because you have been violated. Your Isis energy has been deeply wounded. You were able to work through most of it. And now you become an energy holder for the feminine energy that has been abused and wounded and mistreated.

There are some of you listening right now that are great holders of old Egyptian energy. You know it; you feel it. It resonates within you when you see something come from the old lands, from the old culture, a beautiful culture. It makes you want to cry. You have been holding that energy, waiting for the appropriate time, waiting for it to come back perhaps, waiting for it to enter into your life in one way or the other.

Some of you here are holders of Gaia energy. Indeed, you are holding the energy for Earth. Oh, you remember, don’t you, the times of Atlantis where we sort of forgot to hold energy of Gaia. And she sort of reminded us about that. So, you are holding an energy for Earth, holding a balance, making sure that Gaia is loved and honored and respected, making sure that the lands and the waters and the skies are kept as pure as possible and as clean as possible, and you hold energy for that.

Some of you here are holding the energy for musical vibrations, aren't you? You hold this energy – not only for yourself – but for others who are entering into this, who are creating with this musical energy, because you know that it has healing capabilities. It has storytelling capabilities. It has love-making capabilities. So, you hold an energy for music.

Some of you hold an energy here for healing, others for love. So many of you today are holding energies for your families, aren't you, for your sons and your daughters and your husbands, for your parents who are here or who have already departed. You are holding their energy because you don’t think they can do it all on their own right now, because you are so loving and so giving.

You are so filled with service. “Dear Spirit, I will serve in any way,” you say as you are holding the energy of those around you. You hold their energy when they are sick. You hold their energy when they need an extra measure of love, extra support. Oh, yes, we see that clearly in you. You are holding your family energy, aren't you?

Some of you are holding energies for certain countries. Many of you listening right now, right now, are holding an energy for Israel – I know it because I am sitting right with you – aren't you? You are wondering, “What's going to happen next?” Yes, with Yasser out of the way, what happens next? You are holding your energy, and he is going to hold his into the grave. And you know that, and that's what the debate is about right now. They want him, and he wants him to hold his energy in the ground.

You know, you do that. You die, and then you hold your energy in the ground, part of it. Part of you comes back here to our side; part of you stays there, holding an energy for something you believe in, holding an energy for something you love and you care about.

Shaumbra, on this day, energy holders on this day, YOU ARE ALL FIRED! (much audience laughter and applause) No, we did not have anything to do with that program, but today you are all fired. Today it is time to let that go. We want you to stop being energy holders so that you can be Energy Movers. Much better, much better.

Yes, energy holders are needed and required. And there is a whole group that is waiting, ready to come in to take over your jobs. Perhaps, they don't consciously know it. Perhaps, they just feel an excitement and a passion. Something new is coming to them. Yes, they can hold energy. They can hold a balance. They are waiting to come in. They are waiting for you to let go. They are waiting for you to release the Old Energies you have been carrying around with you, like rocks in your pocket. They have been waiting for you to move on.

So, what is the difference between an Energy Mover and an energy holder? A lot. A lot! And it requires some changes in your life. The reason we brought Kuthumi in last month was to prep you for changes, more changes.

So, Shaumbra, an Energy Mover is one who fully embodies, fearlessly accepts energy into their being. No longer holding it outside of them. No longer having barriers but bringing it in and then allowing it to move through. An Energy Mover is one who allows the energies to come into their reality, not just the physical body, but to your entire consciousness, and then, in a sense, you could say that – words are difficult here – but that you are giving it a blessing.

You are giving the embodied energy a blessing. You are painting it with your divine paintbrush. You are kissing it with your divine lips. You are adding a spark of New Energy to it. And then you are letting it flow out again as a potential for anyone and anything that wants to use it.

That is how energy works. That is how energy moves. It needs to be fully embodied by a participant of divinity. You let it come through your being. Let it flow back out. This is how New Energy and divinity are manifested and realized in this third dimension on this Earth right now.

Right now, Shaumbra, there is not a group of Energy Movers out there. There are energy shifters from the Old Energy standpoint. They simply shift some energies back and forth. You might recognize some of them. You might be aware of some of them.

But we are talking here but Energy Movers. The Energy Mover is one who fully embodies and fully participates, fully blesses everything coming to them, and in them, and through them. And when they do, they add this blessing of New Energy and divinity. It is not just shifting one ratio of energy back and forth. It is blessing an energy. That allows it to bring in all of the aspects of this thing we call New Energy, new dynamics, new insights.

So, Shaumbra, we come to you today, asking you to accept a new position. We also ask you to take a look at this metaphor. Sometimes when you are literally fired from a job, or when things change in your life, you panic. You wonder what you did wrong. You wonder what you are going to do next. You are simply, at some level of yourself, letting go of something Old to allow something grander and newer and of more service to come into your life. Sometimes you fret when things don't work out the way you want them to. Sometimes you fret when you have to release things from your life. It is all a way of making room for the New.

An energy holder literally helps maintain a delicate and a wonderful and a beautiful balance of energies. Indeed, we could not simply forget about the Atlantean times or ignore them. Indeed, we didn't want to simply forget about the energies perhaps for those of you holding the African American, or African, energies as you move to different parts of the world. We didn’t want you, the world, to forget about that important element.

The energy holders have been very important in bringing everything forward, moving everything together. It has been a wonderful job. And you are highly honored for your service. You have endured a lot. Some of you have gone through great, great pains and challenges in your life to protect the energies that you were holding.

Some of you have been holding energies needlessly. You have been trying to do it in for your families or your friends or loved ones, and partly because you didn’t think they could do it, partly because you love them so much you wanted to take some of their burden. But you know now you can’t. Each soul, each being, has to accept their own. They have to accept their own. You can't carry their burdens on your shoulder. Ultimately it doesn't serve them.

So, Shaumbra, you know of what I speak. We have been speaking about it together for some time now, talking about what it would be like to let go of the Old Energies you have been holding. Take a moment here to feel and to think about what energies you have been holding, carrying in your being, wondering why your knees are going bad sometimes, wondering why your body aches, wondering perhaps why you feel confused, why you’re having difficulty finding your own identity, your own being. Shaumbra, you’ve been carrying so much other energy, holding it. That is why it has been difficult to discover the true you.

Take a moment here to feel those energies from past lives. Some of you were literally soldiers in past lives, sailors. You still carry the energy for your troop or your company or your ship with you, don't you. Not wanting it to be forgotten, not wanting it to be lost, wanting it to be part of the energy equation of contemporary consciousness, so you carry that with you.

Oh, and Shaumbra, one of the greatest of all, one of the greatest crosses that all of you bear is the cross of Yeshua. Holding the energy of Yeshua and the times 2000 years ago; holding it tightly, holding it deeply, and holding it in suffering. Holding it with such vows. Vows that you gave to never let it go, to never let it be lost. Well, Shaumbra, it’s not lost. It’s very present on Earth right now. You can see it all over. It is built in churches all over the world, your energy. The work of Yeshua and the work of you in bringing the divine seed to Earth is not lost; it is not gone.

You can let go now. You can let go now. So many of you were instrumental in creating the early Catholic Church, the early Christian churches. And you have held the energy. Even in this lifetime you have felt both resentment towards the churches and an affinity and a love for the church. You haven’t been sure which one is stronger because you’re still holding the energy but disappointed perhaps at how it’s turned out. You hoped for the renewal in the church, so you continue holding that energy.

It is time to let it go. There are others. Oh, perhaps they won't do as fine of a job as you did (some laughter), but there will be many more of them to do it. Perhaps, it will take a dozen to your one (more laughter). But dear Shaumbra, you have set the energy. You have created the job description. You have been the one that has nurtured this energy. And now it is time to let it go, to turn it over.

They want to come in. They truly do. They are pacing. They are wondering. They are the humans you see wandering around aimlessly, wondering what to do in their lives, wondering what comes next. They are waiting for you to turn this over.

Now, we know that you are going to feel guilty (more laughter). We know you're going to think you are doing a disservice. You are going to think that, yes, indeed, you are slacking, that you are letting go of this major responsibility, and when you do, perhaps the world could come apart at the seams (more laughter). Shaumbra, enough work and enough preparation has gone into this that in this handing off of energy the world won't come apart at the seams. When you hand off this responsibility, there are others who are practiced and learned at how to take this over.

The real question should be now, “What do I do as an Energy Mover? Where do I go next? What do I do?” We will discuss this at our next gathering of Shaumbra. We ask you to use this occasion now to tell yourself, every aspect of yourself, “It's okay not to hold the energy anymore.” That doesn't mean that you’ll never be able to visit it. It doesn't mean you won't be able to feel it and bring it up when you want. It simply means you don’t have to carry the burden of it anymore.

You are going on to new and different things. If you miss that energy – if you miss that energy of Old Russia, for instance – oh, it will always be there for you to go back and visit. If you miss the energies of being a placeholder for the early days of the church, you can always go back and visit that. If you miss the energies that you are holding for your families, you can always go back and feel that again. It just means now that you are freer. It just means now you can open yourself to be a real mover, a real mover.

Some of you may feel a bit empty from this in these days to come. And that is fine. Feel how it feels to be empty. Feel what it was like to hold the energy. Allow your imagination to come in and to feel what it was like holding all of that energy for other things.

Some of you might feel a bit selfish. You might feel you have to carry your weight. You might have to have your share. But dear friends, where we are going, you will have more than your share. There will be things to do. You will be serving humanity and Spirit in a whole New way.

When you are ready – whenever you are ready – give yourself permission. Give yourself permission to let go of those energies you have been holding. Take a review in your own soul of what you have been holding. Love it. Love it. You were never obligated to do this. You chose to do it. And then let it go. Pass it on. Pass the baton, Shaumbra. Pass the baton.

There are others who are waiting. Where you go from here, Energy Movers, there are those entities – Ohamah, Kuthumi, St. Germain, and I, and all of the others – we will be there with you. We are going to do some real experiencing. Remember that you are never alone.

And so it is.

THE TOBIAS MATERIALS

The Embodiment Series: "SHOUD 4"
Questions and Answers

Presented to the Crimson Circle
November 6, 2004

TOBIAS: And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we return to the energy of this gathering, the energy of this time of changes. We know that some of you are already – how to say – negotiating this whole issue (some laughter) of energy holding and energy moving, for you have become proficient, and you are loving with the energy holding. It is near and dear to you. It is in your cells. It is in your consciousness. It is a part of you, truly.

It is like letting go of part of Self, a letting go of a job that you have had for so very long and done so very well at. So, we know that there is a portion of your energy that is saying, “Perhaps, I can let go of some of the more difficult energy holding (more laughter), but I will keep some that I'm truly invested in. And I will do some energy moving.”

But we have to share with you, Shaumbra – it is difficult to do both. The energy characteristics of holding and moving are totally different. It is like one is holding a stone in your hand, putting it in your pocket, and carrying it with you versus an Energy Mover would throw the stone and cause new actions to take place, cause that stone to be thrown appropriately at the right time in the right place to make a difference for others. So, it is difficult to hold the stone and to throw it at the same time (more laughter).

So, if this is what is going through your mind and through your heart right now, we ask you to breathe with this for a while. You don't have to give up your old job right away. We ask you to breathe with it for a while and to take a look at why you would want to move into being an Energy Mover right now.

We do tell you that Energy Movers are very needed on the planet right now. It is a very new type of position. It will involve continued changes in your life. But it will involve a whole new way of understanding what energy is and how it works and how it can work for you in these new times. We know there are many questions on this day, so I, Tobias – and perhaps some of the other guests – would be delighted to begin the answering of them.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, my question is regarding my father. Is the drug used today for amnesia all over the world bad for people? And as Shaumbra, what can I do best for this situation?

TOBIAS: Indeed, we are talking about drugs here to help those who are in the process of transitioning to remember more and to maintain their mental faculties. It is to help them keep aware and sharpened. It is – how to say – a difficult question, for there are those who are elderly or going through a transitional time who want to remain as sharp as possible and as present as possible until the last possible moment. But they have to understand that there is an aspect of themselves that is releasing the grip on their mental faculties, so they can go out and explore what it is like to cross over.

Now, it raises some interesting questions. When you leave the human body and cross over to our side and come to our side of the veil, there is not a set criteria of what happens. There are many variations. It all depends on a combination of your belief systems and what you choose to embody.

You can come back to our side and choose to bring in a grand feast or celebration for yourself, to be an honored guest at your own party of your own creation. You can choose to come back to our side and hold onto perhaps some religious beliefs that would have you waiting for the savior, waiting to be judged. And we are delighted to wait with you. And you will be waiting for a long, long time (audience laughter).

Many of you, Shaumbra, when you come back to our side, you will choose to – how to say – come back here and spend a bit of time. You will choose to take a look at many of the experiences of your life and to play them out or to replay them on many different dimensional levels. You will choose to come back here, as some Shaumbra already have done, and you will take different potentials and look at them to see what would have happened if you would have chosen different potentials. But when you come back here, there is no set pattern.

So, what happens when – how to say – a non-awakened human begins their transition process and the realization that they are about to die comes over them, they begin to go off and explore all of the different possibilities. They begin to explore the religious and spiritual nature. They begin to explore death. In a sense, they are probing on our side for where they want to land once they leave their body.

So, to take these drugs that you are speaking of here deprives the mind and the spirit of going out and doing this probing. But yet it keeps them more aware, more functional in your world. So, they have to make the choice.

And we have to remind you here that it is not for the families to make the choice for them. Many times, the families want to give them these pills, demand that these pills be taken, so that these transitioning ones can be – how to say – more able to take care of themselves and to hold conversations and such things. But you have to understand that there is also an important aspect of letting the mind go, letting the mind wander off prior to death taking place. We are not particularly advocates of any of the drugs that alter the psychological and the psycho-spiritual nature of the human because sooner or later the toll will have to be paid. Thank you.

LINDA: In addition, do you have any recommendations for our group work in Israel at this time?

TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, indeed, more than any group that we can speak to right now, it is time for you who are so ingrained and imbedded with the energy of holding to let go. We told you this when we were in Israel. It is time to be Energy Movers. You can do more for yourself and for the entire region of the Mideast. You can do more for the spirituality of Earth if you allow yourselves to be Energy Movers. We are going to come and visit all of you soon, in Spirit first, and then in physical body. And we are going to see how good of a job you have done at letting go of energies that you hold on to. You almost can’t help yourselves. So, I, Tobias – and Ohamah – will come to help you (audience laughter).

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Namaskar. I don’t come with a question. I actually come with an invitation. And there are eight of us that are fearlessly going to climb up to the top of Mount Kilimanjaro in February. And I am here to invite you, and the rest of my team particularly – I need the help – to fully participate and come with us on top of the mountain. We’ll be there in late February of next year. We have been planning this trip for almost a full year. And there seems to be a very powerful aspect to climbing Mount Kilimanjaro. And there seems to be a powerful aspect for those people that have chosen to join this little trip that we put together. So, please come. I really would like to have you there with me.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and the invitation should be for all of Shaumbra. As you know I, Tobias, and the others will be floating along beside you as you make your ascent. But this is – how to say – more than a climb. This is a spiritual metaphor and – how to say – as you say, a participatory type of thing. Kilimanjaro holds many – what we would call – potentials for Earth, for humanity within its very structure, within its very stones. And these potentials are ready to start coming forward. And we have to add here with – how to say – with a bit of wink here that it needs Energy Movers to feel this energy and to feel the energy of Gaia surrounding it in order for these to start to be released to Earth. You are not opening portals here, and you are not doing anything like that. But what you are doing is helping to begin a spiral of energy movement here. And yes, you should invite all of Shaumbra to be with you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Dear Tobias, I am working in a hospital for psycho-somatic diseases. There I am noticing more and more young female patients, most of them with eating disorders, who are hurting themselves by cutting their arms or legs. Please tell me – what’s your idea about the reasons for this phenomenon, and how can we improve the treatment of these humans? Thank you and best wishes.

TOBIAS: Indeed, there are very difficult energies associated with this. And – how to say – it has to do with depriving the body of any type of joy. It has to do with depriving the soul of the beauty of the feminine energy. And some will blame it on the social pressures to be – how to say – in a thin body. But the underlying issue is more depriving Self of the joy of living, and down to the point where it comes to even inflicting wounds on the physical body to deface itself. These are ones who – how to say – are carrying deep and old wounds.

And it is very difficult in this short time to give a specific answer of how to deal with them. But it has to do – as all of you Shaumbra know – it has to do with coming to love yourself in every part. And this is a very long and difficult road with many of these humans. It is very important for them to see a human like yourself and other Shaumbra who have actually made it through the most difficult of times, made it to the point where you can say, “I truly love every part of myself. I truly embody everything. And I am choosing this right now. I am choosing whatever is happening in my life. And if I can choose it, I can also change it.”

And we feel that we are just glossing over the subject. We could talk about it in great detail. But you also have the experience from what you have gone through in your life to understand what it takes to get another human to love themselves. So, begin with that. And we will come in to work with you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): After that song, I’m afraid to ask my question. But I’ve been seeing something the last few days that I’m feeling like is an aspect of myself. But it’s like a golden, liquid blob. And I just want a little understanding of that.

TOBIAS: And what do you think that it is? (audience laughter)

SHAUMBRA 4: An aspect of myself that is trying to merge with all of me.

TOBIAS: Indeed, indeed. An interesting thing is happening right now that you and other Shaumbra are beginning to experience that most humans don't. And it is that there is a melding that is taking place, that there is an opening for every part of yourself to come in.

There is this thing called the “oversoul” that you humans talk about. The oversoul is a collective of all of the energies of everything you have been. It is not this grand angel that is controlling everything. You have to understand YOU are the grand angel controlling everything. The oversoul is your collective. And it is looking to come back in to serve you through all of its various experiences. But you cannot look to it for the answers, but simply for the presence.

There is also – how to say – your divinity. Your divinity is what we call the pure essence. It is the most innocent and the most grand and the most glorious of all energies. And it was – how to say – sealed away for so very long by all humans, by most angels, as a matter of fact. By most angels. Most angels will have to come the way of Earth to reintegrate with their divinity.

So, you are seeing aspects and feeling aspects of yourself. And it is a grand and glorious time that these are coming in. By default, for you – and for any of you – if you are seeing things and feeling things, or dreaming of things, understand that it is you, that it is parts of you. Use this as your default when you dream of strange and unusual things. You are really dreaming of yourself. When you feel presences around you – as we were talking earlier today of the Atlantean energies – it is that aspect of you. It comes to you. It is all flowing to you right now.

So, you are very perceptive, very wise to know that this is part of you. It will change. It will be difficult to go back and try to recreate it because it will continue to change and evolve and to be with you in new ways. And we are going to tell you – you personally – you are going to find and understand a whole new definition of being in love because it is going to be about being in love with yourself. Thank you for this delightful question.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Well, I’m pretty depressed and disappointed in the mentality of half of America’s voters (much audience laughter).

TOBIAS: Cauldre wants to know if this is Linda, or if she is reading a question (more laughter and applause).

LINDA: I would be reading a question, but if you could feel my soul coming through it that would be okay as an Energy Mover. (Continuing now with the question) Half of America’s voters, they liked being lied to, I guess. The last time I lived in the D.C. area – see, it wasn’t me (comment from Linda) – it was the early 70’s and Nixon resigned. Boy, I’m ready to look for citizenship with another country. I feel like we’re repeating the “decline of the Roman Empire.” (more laughter) Did I want to be in Italy when the barbarians/terrorists came pouring in, attracted by our idiot and antagonist emperor? Maybe you could slip in this question to Tobias this weekend? Is this the U.S. repeating the decline of the Roman Empire? Thanks, and take care. Pete.

TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, as you know, you were – how to say – very much a part of this Roman Empire. And you have always held a strong affinity for Italy and those regions. And you did watch this empire come apart through a combination of lust and greed and perhaps enjoying life in some very interesting ways. And it has been heavy within you ever since. And now you have this Old fear come up.

It is really not about this America where you live. It is not about that at all. But it is an Old fear about the abuse of power. You have found your way back to this area of this power center in Washington time and time again. You almost can't help yourself because of your previous experiences with the Romans and having to do with power and wanting to help hold an energy (some laughter).

So, we suggest to you, first of all, that it is time to let go of this energy holding. It is wearing on you and your family by feeling you have to be right in the center of this to hold energy and essentially depriving yourself of other possibilities and many joys in your life of putting yourself there.

It is also to say that we ask you – we ask all of you – to take a look at what is happening. As you know, governments and politics are simply a reflection of consciousness. It is simply the consciousness of all humanity coming through in your leaders, whether they are dictators, whether they are elected. So, we ask you to look at the consciousness of the Americas right now. Perhaps, there is a fear of moving forward. Perhaps, there is also a concern that there needs to be a specific level of those holding in Old Energy so others can move into the New and have a type of balance or a type of tether.

So, we ask you to look beyond the obvious. It is not just about lying, for all politicians are known for doing that, no matter what party they come from. They want to tell people what they want to hear. That is why they go into politics (audience laughter). So, we ask you to take a look at the dynamics of what is really happening, and also the fact that this recent election was so extremely close, so balanced in a way.

And yes, the ones who hold an older energy did seem to maintain their position right now. But as you can expect, as the pendulum swings, you will see great changes in the next two and four years of time. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. When I moved here several months ago, I opened my house to Shaumbra, just inviting them to stay with me if they were passing through. I would like to understand the energy there. So many have come, stayed for a few hours to a few months. I want to know what’s going on. They experience a lot of stuff, and especially the specific group that is here this weekend with me.

TOBIAS: You ask a question that you already know the answer to (some laughter). So, we ask you to share with us – what is it that draws Shaumbra in? What is it that has them come to this place?

SHAUMBRA 6: I feel that I hold a space for energy to move.

TOBIAS: And what else?

SHAUMBRA 6: It’s a safe place to come. People are accepted.

TOBIAS: Anything else?

SHAUMBRA 6: Probably, that I can’t think of right now.

TOBIAS: You – how to say – we don’t want to have Ohamah come in for this (much laughter). We have some other angels holding him by the arms (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank them for me.

TOBIAS: How do you – how to say – what do you feel when these people come? What do you feel is happening when they come to this place?

SHAUMBRA 6: We are re-connecting.

TOBIAS: No, how do YOU feel?

SHAUMBRA 6: Joy, like I’m meeting family again.

TOBIAS: And family from…

SHAUMBRA 6: Many times.

TOBIAS: And how do you relate to them? What is your – how to say – we are trying not to give you the answer, but what is your relationship to them?

SHAUMBRA 6: I would say someone who – diplomat is not quite the right word – but someone who holds, who helps make connections.

TOBIAS: Perhaps, we could help you with the words here (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

TOBIAS: The ones who are attracted here have been together before, as you know. And you can feel this. And they can feel this. This is a rekindling of Old Energies and a coming back together. You have shared many, many lifetimes together. Your lifetimes seem to crisscross each other back and forth. In some of these, more particularly the recent ones, you have been a teacher and a leader and a guide for them. But you have also been an energy holder, as you have said, for them.

And now you are all – how to say – gathering together again, wondering, knowing that something is happening, but not quite sure what. So, there are many questions – “Why are we here? Why are we drawn here? Where do we go next? What should our plan be?” – and there are many of you who are saying that we should have no plan, but yet there is an overall frustration that there is no plan (laughter).

You feel you should be doing something. Part of it is for you to help release some of the Old Energy holding that you have been doing for them. Part of it is to let go of the Old Energy role that you have had with them as a teacher, so that you are all working with each other on a peer level. This would help empower them and help release you from some of the things you have been carrying. In terms of any sort of plan, there doesn't need to be one. Simply by making this reconnection, so many of the Old Energies come back into balance. Some will be drawn for a very short period of time, and some will come and go, in and out the door, so to speak.

But more important, because you are asking the question, it is a time for you to release the Old role and step into a New type of role. And you have been doing this. You have been – how to say – very quickly learning how to release things and to move into the New you. We know it is challenging and difficult. But at the same time those who come to stay with you are supporting you in that. So, there are a variety of reasons for it. And all of this will evolve.

SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, I am living very difficult moments with myself without a job. Even when I know that I have very strong passion about science, everything seems to be opposed to that. In some moments I want to go that side of the veil, but I realize that I have done so much living. It is like that some moments I love to live, and some moments my humanity is tired. Some input about these very difficult moments? I thank you and to all the beings of the light and that side of the veil.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and you speak for Shaumbra, for so many Shaumbra that are having difficult times, whether it is with a job, or health, or many issues of not knowing whether you want to stay or leave. You – how to say – have had your expectations crushed in many ways and your hopes pulled out from underneath you. And again, this is all, this is truly all part of the change, this whole change process. The human expectations you have allowed to be crushed, and many of the – how to say – plans or aspirations and hopes you have allowed to be pulled out from underneath you. You search earnestly, and you search vigorously for answers.

But we have to tell you very specifically – we are focusing on you – all of these are within your realm. And you know, when you and I talk, and I say this to you, and you say, “Yes, I know but Tobias those are just words; I don't see the answers already within me.” That is because you are still struggling in the mind. You are still holding Old Energies from the past.

These don't need to be manipulated or forced or anything else. All of the answers are right there. It is very difficult to explain this, but if you just allow them into your life, this fearless acceptance of embodiment, of bringing everything in, letting it into your life. And you are going through the most challenging and difficult stage that any human angel will ever go through. We have called this “the dark night of the soul,” “the Bridge of Swords.” It is the time when you feel the most alone, even though you are not. It is a difficult, difficult time. It doesn't need to be that way.

You can see from the example of other Shaumbra – those who have gotten through that difficult time – you can see that, and they will tell you that when they stopped searching, and they stopped the – how to say – the anger, and they stopped trying to find the answers outside of themselves, then it just appeared. And we know these sound like words. These sound like platitudes until you experience what it is like. And then you will understand. And we thank you for your question. And we know you will work your way into accepting who you truly are.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, there. My friend, Betty, has an extraordinary little boy called Mattie. And there is a lot of concern about him because he hasn’t started to talk yet. Could you talk a little about Mattie and maybe give some advice for Betty, please?

TOBIAS: Indeed, we’re having to check the energy of this here. This one that you speak of here, we’re being told, brings in – how to say – some of the – we don’t like to do categories – but some of the newer, some of the more crystalline energy. And this one has chosen to be an absorber of energy, not to – how to say – be an expresser at this point, and that they have not made a decision yet if they will remain this way, or if they will be more communicative. But it is to not be overly concerned about it, and not try to – it is very important, we’re being told – not to try to force this dear one into speaking. They know fully well how to. It is whether they choose to or not. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a man at the microphone): Hello, Tobias, my question – and I actually have two parts to this – is a few years ago I developed a chemical depression in my brain. And I guess the biggest question I have is a lot of people in the world now seem to suffer from this with all the drugs on the market and all of the advertisements. And it’s not just in the United States. It’s the entire world. And do you have anything you can tell me about that, and something that might help my condition personally?

TOBIAS: Indeed, the depression is not caused by the chemicals, but the chemicals are a result of a deeper – how to say – spiritual imbalance, or a deeper soul level type of depression. The drugs are simply a means to help alleviate or help to reduce the symptoms that are coming through. The depression has to do so often with many of the burdens carried by the inner being – for the burdens of guilt, the burdens of judgment for things that they have done wrong. Other times this depression is caused by – as we were speaking of today – holding too much energy for others.

In your case, in particular, this is – you have been an energy holder for many others, as you know. You tend to absorb their problems. And you tend to absorb their pains and feelings. And you have, in a sense, deprived yourself of this sufficient level of energy into your own being, into your own reality. You have, in a sense, squeezed off the energy that comes from “the field,” or the source of all, and used it for others, but have not given yourself enough.

So, it is the inner part of your being crying for love from you, crying for acceptance from you, showing its face as depression, which depression, as you know, overtakes your entire being. It takes your mind and your body. It takes your attention absolutely. The depression, a portion of yourself is almost like a drowning person. It is so in need of love and so in need of attention that it will smother you, or kill you, or perhaps cause you to kill yourself because it needs you so much.

It is time for you right now, as we said in our gathering today, to release all of the energies that you have been holding for others. Even if you are not consciously aware, just allow yourself to release all of this energy holding. And we look at you right now – and we know there are some energy workers in the room that can also help with this – but you need to let some of these go. And these are age-old, lifetime-old energy holdings. And you have deprived yourself of attention and love. And now yourself is screaming to you to give you these things.

We recommend that you get intensive bodywork and massage work done, particularly from Shaumbra, if possible, or those who understand the true workings of what happens in the tissue in the body. Get this done immediately and get it done intensely. Get it done often. And you may say to yourself that the resources may not be there for this, but you will find that once you start giving yourself the gift of love that yourself gives you the gift of abundance as well. So, this is very important, not for you, and we thank you for asking this question for yourself, but also for so many Shaumbra who are experiencing this, the crippling effects of the depression. And we ask you to take a look at what is really happening here. You have given so much of yourself that you have forgotten to love yourself. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 9: Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I would appreciate your opinions regarding Mayan and his ancient sciences of Vaastu and its appropriateness in the New Energy. Is he slated to speak in an upcoming Shoud?

TOBIAS: He is not on the schedule to speak at an upcoming Shoud, but we can talk to him and have him see. And so many of the – we are having to look into this energy also. This one you speak of is – how to say – currently changing his curriculum or adjusting some of the things that had been spoken or written earlier. There will be a reappearance of this material under a different name after 2007. And – how to say – but until then there will not be much information coming from this source. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): Hello, Tobias, how are you guys doing over there (audience laughter)?

TOBIAS: We toast to you (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 11: There are two things that I would like to get some light on. Over the past couple of years, a project has been building up that I am sort of burning for. And it’s a boat project, and supposedly I’m supposed to be the first to circumnavigate the globe with an electric boat. Can you shed a little bit of light on that… also, the energy form because it is something new coming up. And I have a trip to New York to turn out on that.

TOBIAS: Interesting. We are looking here at the energy of this. And – how to say – it is difficult to try to share what is coming up because we don’t want to take that experience away from you. But we are saying here that because there may be some delays in here don't assume that the project wasn't meant to be. The delays are simply a way for energies and resources needed for this to come back together; a delay that perhaps is a year or so, a delay in this project that will actually come back to serve you in a much better way. So, stay very open to this.

And we see here the potential that you have chosen and those who work with you. We see that this will be accomplished. But there will be – again we are looking at potentials only – there will be some of the ones that you work with, or are working with, that will be leaving the project for various reasons. But that is good because it then opens the way for others to come in. So, our advice is to continue working on this and to let the light come in a variety of different ways.

SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

LINDA: Last question, should you so choose it.

TOBIAS: We will take a few more from those standing and waiting.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. I wonder if you could speak to me around a financial decision that I just recently made and speak to the intent of the process and the outcome.

TOBIAS: How to say – we are going to have to put that back on you. And we are going to ask you about why you selected this energy in the first place, and what your intent was and what your potentials are that you’re going to bring into this.

SHAUMBRA 12: My intent was… it felt as a tool to step outside of mass consciousness in this area. And my desire for the outcome is freedom.

TOBIAS: Indeed, and so it is. You have chosen this. And now it is about allowing it to manifest itself. It will take some of your time and attention, of course, but it, in a sense, you could say, you have helped to give birth to this, and we see it now beginning to blossom. It is something for you right now to hold to yourself. In other words, it is not time to go out and try to share this, or even to teach it right now, but to watch how it progresses. Watch the different twists and turns that it takes. This is a good time for you to stand behind the short wall to truly see how it works. And then you will want to make some adjustments as you go along with this. But we see that it has excellent, phenomenal potential.

SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. I just can’t seem to get a good sleep. It’s very fitful. I’m tired! So, what can I do about this?

TOBIAS: This is something, once again, that so many Shaumbra are going through. And there are a variety of reasons for it. There are some of the – how to say – some of the basic reasons are that your biological body and its rhythms and movements are very much tied into the movements of Gaia. And for so long the body would sleep and be in a waking state as it had to do with Gaia, and indeed the sun and the moon and all of these things.

Now, you are coming to a point where you are changing your inner being. And as you do, you are not connecting to Gaia biologically as you once did. So, this throws all of the sleep patterns off, and it makes it very, very frustrating.

Shaumbra is finding that they sometimes sleep better in the middle of the day. This is very difficult if you have a day job. But some of you are finding how to sleep on the job (audience laughter). Many of you are finding that you wake during the middle of the night. And as we have said for years, it is best not to toss and turn, but to actually get up. This could be one of the most creative portions of your day, even though it is difficult to get out of bed in the middle of the night. But you will find yourself highly creative. And you will find yourself developing new ideas and projects at this time.

There are also other elements coming in. There are… the sleep patterns are being disturbed by the dream states that you are going into because you are pulling in so many other energies right now. As we mentioned today, the Atlantean energies have been very, very present in the dreams, and this causes quite a bit of fear at times, quite a bit of sadness at times. But these energies are coming back. And also, some of the pre-Earth energies are coming back in right now, visiting. And you are also trying to work out things that happened a long, long time ago. So, essentially all of this destroys what was once the most peaceful time of the day, during the sleep.

We are finding that ultimately Shaumbra will come to the point where much less sleep is needed, where you can have what you call your – how to say – “power sleeping.” And you can condense it all in a very short period of time. And your body, although it is tired right now, won't need nearly the amount of rejuvenation time or sleep time that it needed before. Again, it can be done very, very quickly.

So, this whole tiredness thing will pass. You have to understand your body and all of your energy. They absolutely know the proper amount of sleep. And it might be difficult for you to keep up with it, but you will never – you won’t die from not getting enough sleep. You will just be uncomfortable for a while. Thank you.

QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a man at the microphone): I have two questions. One is why… I’ve been looking for a job for a while. And I want one, you know, with money, not what I’ve been encountering. And so I’d like to look for that. And also, I’ve been doing a channeling project for a better way for the Israelis and Palestinians. And I want to know if I am moving or holding energy. So, that’s it.

TOBIAS: Indeed, the answer to the second question: this process you have been going through is part of your work as an energy holder, not as an Energy Mover. And we suggest you let that go now, even though it may be difficult. In terms of allowing for the abundance into your life, we do ask you to take a look. There is a direct correlation between your two questions, even though they may appear to be separate. But they are directly related. So, you once you let go of the energy holding, a new flow of abundance can come in. And this job that has been circling you – it’s not so much a job – this work, this way of abundance that has been circling around you lately, but has not been able to land, will now be able to land. You see, they work together. Thank you.

LINDA: I believe this will be the last question. But I invite you to be polite.

QUESTION FROM SH AUMBRA 15 (a man at the microphone): Hi, guys. I’m not sure what my question is anymore. I guess it’s maybe not a question so much as given where I live and given the situation that I have chosen and the fact that I’ve got it – I’m God also, I got that – I guess I’m just looking for affirmation as to – or maybe you can help me with the right questions to ask myself – why I chose to be where I am.

TOBIAS: Would you like I, Tobias, to answer that, or Ohamah? (audience laughter)

SHAUMBRA 15: I’m open.

TOBIAS: We have kept Ohamah working – how to say – in the audience today. I relinquished enough of my seat last month. So, it is a question that – how to say – it is best that you ask yourself, which we know you have. But it is best to continue asking yourself about why all the circumstances are here.

When you ask yourself, take a look at everything. Take a look at all of the various aspects of what is going on. And take a look at what your expectations are. And take a look at what your real soul desire is right now. It goes – this whole issue that you're working through – goes far beyond the human questions that you ask, but the whole soul desire.

And again, we don't – actually we are not being allowed to give you the answer, even if we wanted to. YOU are not allowing us to give you the answer, oddly enough, because you want to be able to discover it from within.

What you are really asking for us to do is to help you to realize that there is something at the deeper level, deeper than the human level. Your soul desire, your passion, has set up the situations and the location, all of the events that are happening in your life. But it is wanting to be identified by you. It is wanting the human aspect of yourself to identify the soul aspect.

So, we know we are not answering your question at all. But in a sense, you have asked us not to. You have asked us to help you to understand how to ask the question. And the question simply becomes, “What is my passion? What is my soul desire? What does all of this mean?”

Once you discover that then it will change the course that you are on right now. It will involve more deep and inner looking, but inner looking that is done without force or without demand. It is done with grace and with ease. So, we thank you for allowing us not to answer your question (some laughter).

SHAUMBRA 15: Thank you for not answering (much more laughter).

TOBIAS: So, with that, Shaumbra, we will bring our gathering to a close. But we will continue to be close to you, particularly between now and our next gathering. As you take a look at this whole issue of moving from being the energy holders to Energy Movers – letting go of that job that you have had for so very, very long, letting go of that responsibility and that burden so you can begin this new type of work – we ask you simply to take this next number of weeks off where you are just taking it easy on yourself, not trying to figure out yet how to be an Energy Mover. We will cover that on our next discussion but taking this time to gently release this role of being an energy holder, understanding there are many others now who are ready to take that baton from you.

And so it is.